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It's mah birfday!!!
Posted 8 years ago
It's officially here! MY BIRTHDAY!! YAY!!.....
Oh no.....
That means...
I'M OLD!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
Oldness aside, today is my 26th birthday! Woot-woot!
Psst, go check out this awesome gift Sun made me:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24609733/
Why is it.......
Posted 8 years agothat Disney songs always make me feel better? lol
Though, I much rather prefer the adult versions, like these:
And just a few non-Disney songs from the same artist that help too:
Musings of a lone wolf
Posted 8 years agoSo it's been about four months now since I moved out of my sister's and started taking on the world
on my own. And I have come to discover: A LOT has changed since then. lol
I have found that I'm looking at things more as a responsible adult rather than an impulsive teenager.
I've noticed that I don't splurge as often, and when I do splurge, I always do it within a budget. Or I
plan the splurge out weeks in advance and save up.
I've noticed that I'm more careful with my stuff, especially when it comes to big things like my computer,
car, or TV. I take better care of it, and keep a closer eye on it.
I've also noticed that I tend to think things through a lot more thoroughly. I try to think of all of the effects
and ramifications of everything I do before I do it (within a reasonable time frame, of course).
And I've noticed that I don't seem to go out as much. I seem to prefer my own company, or else just my
two cats and I. Even though I do long for a romantic relationship again, I don't feel a need to rush towards
another one.
Just a few things I've noticed through being on my own.
But anyways, on to some good news and not ramblings. xD
I finally was able to save up and buy myself a new TV! I found a 50" Sharp Roku TV at Best Buy for about
$330! I was so excited about saving a shit ton of money on it that I wound up splurging and bought a sound
bar to go with it as well (and the sound bar only cost me $50!). And the best part of that is that the Morrowind
expansion for Elder Scrolls Online comes out today, so I'll be able to play that on the new TV!
And other than that, my life is going great atm. Work is going well, I have all my bills in order, and I'm just
living the good life while it lasts. Enjoy it while you got it, right?
So, enough about me! I'd love to hear from you guys as well! I miss all you fuzzbutts!
I don't know what to do.....
Posted 8 years agoI really don't like to mention really personal stuff on here, but I have to say something.
I've been going through some of my stuff that involves my ex (pics, videos, artwork, etc), and it's starting to
bring back memories and feelings. And honestly, I don't know how to deal with them.
For now I've been taking all of that stuff and putting into an off-to-the-side folder on my external hard drive,
and I wrote down all of my thoughts on the current situation to see if that would help.
I'm still really confused and hurt, and I'm just not sure what I want/should do. I'm not going to go into full
detail here, but long story short: I still have feelings for what we had, and I really miss it, yet I know this is for
the best in the long run.
I just don't know what to do to get through it atm. I guess I'm just reaching out for help/advice.
I'm sorry for putting some of this up here, and I appreciate any help/advice I can get. Thanks in advance.
So yeah, I guess it's been awhile....
Posted 8 years agoI apologize now, as it seems I've been a pretty bad social hermit. And Idk if it'll get better any time soon.
I'm not depressed or anything, but I've noticed that I'm slowly withdrawing from more social things. I haven't been
on here in forever, and I've also not been playing my video games as frequently as I used to. I just seem to want
to socialize with a handful of people lately, and that's it. *shrugs*
That being said, I do miss all of you, and all of my extended furry family! I think of you guys every day, even if I
don't reach out to you. You are all in my heart and mind, and I always hope for the best for you all. ^^
Now, I guess it's fair that I give a little update since I've been away so long. lol
Things are going well in my life. I'm still working at MRS, and I still love the job. Even on the bad days, I still don't
want to be employed anywhere else.
I posted before about how my cat Midnight needed surgery. Well, he made it through the surgery just fine, and is
fully recovered. The only thing left now is that he's on a special (IE expensive) diet to help prevent the bladder stones
from coming back. But he LOVES the food I have to give him, so I GUESS it's worth the price. lol
OH! And after three months of living at my new place, I FINALLY finished setting up the living room! WOO!
Which entailed me moving the two remaining boxes I needed to unpack/organize into my bedroom. lol
BUT AT LEAST THE LIVING ROOM IS CLEAN! lol
I'm also slowly saving up to buy a new car. I got my current car, a 2004 Chevy Malibu Classic, as a hand-me-down
from my mom. It's a nice little car, but it's starting to show it's age. It has over 160,000 miles on it, and things
are starting to deteriorate. I'm hoping to buy a Volkswagen Golf for my next car, but recently I've been tempted to
get a truck again. I REALLY miss my old truck, and I'm thinking that a Chevy Colorado wouldn't be a bad next vehicle.
I think I'll wait and see after I get my taxes back next year to see what my options are.
Oh, and before I forget, I might be getting switched to first shift at my job! They're hiring a few new guys, and usually
the new guys work second shift for awhile before getting enough seniority to request being switched to first. That being
said, first shift wants some extra people on their shift. So, once the new guys are finished being trained, they are going
to be going to second shift while one of my coworkers and I will be switched to first. We're not sure when this will happen,
but it'll be some time between now and December. lol
I think that's about it for anything major. There's not really a whole lot of exciting shit going on in my life atm. lol
Update on my kitty
Posted 8 years agoAs I mentioned in a previous journal, my cat was sick
and looking at surgery. He had the surgery last Wednesday,
and he's already home and back to his lovey dovey old self.
I just need to take him in next Friday to get his stitches removed,
then he'll be completely done with the vet. I'm so happy everything
went smoothly and I hope his recovery is quick.
Ugh. My poor kitty is sick.
Posted 8 years agoMy little guy, Midnight, is currently under the weather and looking at surgery.
Last night I got home from work, noticed that he was having trouble peeing, and then saw a bit of blood as he peed.
I immediately ran him into the emergency vet (it was 1 in the morning). They did an exam and x-rays, and come to find out, poor Midnight has bladder stones and needs surgery to remove them.
I have an appointment set up with my primary vet for tomorrow, and I'm going to go from there.
Here's hoping everything goes well for him! *crosses fingers*
I MOVED!
Posted 8 years agoI didn't move accounts, but I did move irl. I finally moved out of my sister's place, and I am now living in my own apartment.
AND DAMN DOES IT FEEL GOOD! lol
I now live in Madison, WI. Which is only about 10 minutes from my work, compared to a 35-40 minute drive that I had before. And believe me, that really added up quickly in gas! lol
I would have gotten online and told you guys sooner (as I've been moved in since Feb. 17th), but I only JUST unpacked my computer today. lol Yes, I've been that busy, lazy, and combination of the two. lol
SO! I'm officially a lone wolf, taking on the world! lol Well, my lone self and my two cats, but you guys get the jist. xD
So I finally switched to Discord and Telegram
Posted 9 years agoI finally had enough of Skype, and am going to be getting rid of it.
If you need to get a hold of me, you can do so now through both Discord and Telegram.
I'll be keeping my Telegram more private, so if you want that you'll have to note me about it.
But my DiscordTag is: Raythe#3544 Just send me a message that you're from FA so I know it's you guys!
I need help finding a person that does cheap ref sheets!
Posted 9 years agoMy friend 
is looking for someone to make her a new ref sheet. The artist needs to be able to draw scales, feathers, and wolf features. She's willing to pay up to $50, and I'll match that, so her budget is $100. She also wants to use it for a future fursuit commission someday.
If anyone can do that, or knows someone who can do that, I'd really appreciate any and all suggestions!
Thanks in advance! ^^
EDIT: It seems like Selene has found someone already and forgot to tell me, but I'll definitely keep taking suggestions. I might just get a new ref sheet myself. xD
Merry Christmas Everyone!
Posted 9 years agoI hope you all have a wonderful holiday season, no matter what you
celebrate, and that you spend time with your family and eat lots of nommy food.
Merry Christmas everyone!
I might need help, or advice, or Idk
Posted 9 years agoI don't really like to talk about this much, but I think I might need help.
Lately I just have felt like I'm getting out of my groove, and I'm almost feeling like I'm somebody
else. I've also been forgetting things that I've known for years (like my morning routine, that
sort of thing), and I have to re-teach myself those things. I've also been slightly slurring my words,
developing a slight stutter at times, and I've also been tripping over my words.
Today at work I felt super weak and insecure, and I also had a bit of a panic attack that almost
crippled me (luckily I was able to work through it). But I actually had to stop and take deep
breaths, and had to figure out a way to ground myself again (I knew a trick that worked, luckily).
Idk what kind of help I need, but I do know I can't go to a doctor about this until at least March
(that's when my insurance from work kicks in). I guess I'm both venting and asking for any
advice or tips that can help me treat this from home, and can help me limp along until March.
Thanks in advance, and I hope I didn't unload too much on you guys. ^^
Who's open for commissions?
Posted 9 years agoI'm still looking to commission two pics (either from the same artist, or two different artists, don't matter), and Idk who's open atm. One of them I'd like by christmas, if it's possible.
So just link either your own art and prices, or refer a friend who's open. Thanks in advance guys!
I'm back, but with both good and bad news
Posted 9 years agoThat's right, after months of isolation, I have returned to the furry fandom!
Rejoice my fans, but don't rush the stage all at once! *stands there for a minute, hearing
nothing but a cricket in the back with restless leg syndrome*
*shrugs* I thought it was funny. Oh well, I guess I'll just get on with the journal then.
I'll start with the bad news: star11 (aka Selene) and I are no longer together.
We had a bit of a......disagreement, and decided that it was for the best that we separate.
We have no animosity towards each other, and are actually hoping to stay friends, after a
certain amount of healing and recovery time of course. But, it is hard on both of us atm,
so please don't pester us about it. Thanks in advance.
Now, the good news is: I've been hired on at work! I went through my 90 days as a
temp, and the company decided they wanted to keep me. Starting tomorrow (Monday),
I'll be a permanent member of Midwest Refrigerated Services. And that comes with a
50 cent pay raise, so I'm an extra happy camper. Especially since it's our busy season
this month. Woo!
In other news, I did recently sell my beloved truck (T^T), but it'll be a good start
towards getting my own place, so I guess it's a sad blessing. I was also able to invest
some money into my new car (a 2004 Chevy Malibu Classic) too, so that's another blessing there.
Well, that's about it from me. I've missed all of you fuzzies! I'll try to get on as much
as I can, but with it being busy season at work, I'm sure it'll be another month before I
can make an update.
OH! I'm also looking to commission some art! I've got two pics in mind that I'd like done,
so if you guys know anyone who is open for commissions, I'd be super happy to get the
recommendations! Thank you in advance!
Life Update and an Apology
Posted 9 years agoHoly shit, it's been a LONG ass time since I've been on here! I didn't realise how much of an online hermit I've become! I am sorry for that, and I will try to at least check in more often. I do miss all of my furry family, and I feel horrible for not checking in sooner.
I do have some good news though: I'm still working at that warehouse job, and I absolutely love it! It's actually fun for me at work, there's a great crew that I work with, and the higher ups are awesome and really understanding about everything. I see myself staying with this company for a really long time (especially with the pay being as good as it is!).
Also, I'm going on vacation this weekend! Friday through Monday I'll be out in California with my gf! I can't wait! It's for her sister's wedding, and it's going to be awesome!
Finally, I miss you all! I really do! I wish I wasn't such an online recluse lately! T^T How are all of you guys doing? Anything good in your lives?
It's ma birfday!
Posted 9 years agoWhoop whoop! Today's my birthday! 25 years old today! Wooo!
Good news at last!
Posted 9 years agoIn the whirl of just a few days, my life has done a 180! I went from being super depressed, forlorned, and lonely, to being super hopeful, excited, and not so lonely!
I heard back from that cold storage place, had another interview on Monday, and they gave me the job! I just need to go through a drug test and physical, and I might be able to start as soon as the middle of next week! I go in for all that on Monday, so wish me luck!
Also, my best friend (well, pretty much adopted brother) got hired as well, so we both can save money on gas by carpooling to work every day!
So, I'm super excited now! I should finally be getting back on my feet (hopefully *crosses fingers*), especially with the paychecks I'm anticipating. I won't say an amount, but it's the most I've ever been paid for work in my life.
Okay, I'm going to go bounce away and try to contain my excitement long enough to sleep! Nini everyone!
*bounces away to bed, still hyper and excited*
Just a little check in/update/whatever
Posted 9 years agoIt's been awhile, and I'm sorry for the long absence. I've kinda been in a sort of rut due to being unemployed (still), and so I've been depressed and not wanting to do much, and have been avoiding contact with almost everyone. I do feel bad, and I'm sorry. But, I do have some good news, and it's helping pull me out of my depression.
I've started applying for different and farther away positions, and I've actually had a few interviews that seem promising. My most recent one I'm really excited for. It's at a cold storage warehouse, and the only bad thing about it is that it's a half hour drive to work every day. But, my other news kinda helps with that.
I am also forced to make a decision now. As you guys know, I have a truck that I am absolutely in love with (Here). If I really want the career I chose, then I'll have to drive a ways for it (as there's no openings close by). However, my truck gets 8-9 mpg on a good day. If I got it fully tuned up, I might be able to squeeze 12 mpg out of it. Either way, it'll cost me too much to drive it long distances for work. However, my mom just got a new car (a 2017 Subaru Forester), and she's willing to sell me her old car. It's a 2004 Chevy Malibu Classic, and it gets 23 mpg. I'm seriously debating selling my truck and then buy my mom's car.
Thing is, I am just totally in love with my truck, and I really don't want to give it up. But at the same time, I seriously want/need an upgrade. So I think this move will be a good step until I can afford a new truck again.
Besides all that, things are going well. I've actually gotten back in touch with a bunch of old friends that I thought I've lost touch with forever, and I've been doing projects to keep busy. I'm also starting to narrow things down, and starting to go through things.
Well, that's about it. I welcome any opinions/advice about my truck situation, and I miss you all and will try to keep in touch more often.
Come play with me on FurVilla!!
Posted 9 years agoI'm still getting the hang of the game, but it's fun so far. ^^
My name is Raythe23 on there. Just follow this link to get started: http://www.furvilla.com/register/46168
Come and start your own village!
Health Update
Posted 9 years agoIt's been about two weeks since the surgery, and I'm feeling much, much, better. I only get an occasional pain here and there (usually caused by my abdominal muscles, not the actual surgery spots), and it passes very quickly. I'm also almost back on my normal diet, and I haven't really seen any bad side effects, so that's a good thing.
Thank you to everyone who sent their support! It really helped to make me feel better! ^^
Day 2 after surgery
Posted 9 years agoIf you're wondering what surgery, click here.
Well, it's day 2 after surgery, and I'm feeling much better. The pain is starting to subside, and I'm able to handle more normal food again.
I have to send a big thank you to my brother-in-law and sister. They have been so much help these last few days, and I owe them so much.
Well, this is fun. Not. [major health issues]
Posted 9 years agoEarly Sunday morning I was admitted to the hospital due to intense stomach pains and some bloating. Come to find out, my gall bladder was infected and needed to be removed. I went in for surgery within a few hours of the diagnosis. Luckily, once I was able to hold down food, I was able to go home. So I got out of the hospital about a day after I was admitted (26 hours after admission, but who's counting? Lol)
Right now I am home and recovering, but I'm in a bit of pain. Luckily, my family is awesome and are all taking turns playing nurse-maid to me. I'm glad I have them around right now (especially when I need the TV remote. Lol).
So yeah, this coming week is going to be a fun one for me. But, if I can heal properly quick enough, I should be able to go back to work next week already. So a bit of a silver lining there at least.
Wish me luck on a speedy recovery guys! ^^ I love it when my muse finally hits me....
Posted 9 years agoAnd I can't do anything with it because I'm lacking key components. >.>
I got hit by a creative muse (FINALLY), and it told me to start making stuff. Big stuff. So I built a new bar for my basement, which I love the way it turned out. I then have a large liquor rack sitting on top of two plastic corner stands, and the plastic is starting to bow (after holding that rack for almost 6 years, so that's kinda impressive). So my muse commanded me to build a new stand for it. I got through the design process, figured out my supports, reinforcing pieces, shelf placement, and got an awesome design in mind for it.
BUT NOW I AIN'T GOT NOTHING TO BUILD IT WITH! xD
I used recycled/reclaimed wood to make my bar, which turned out just right. However, I need thicker/stronger pieces to make my liquor stand, and I don't have them. I also don't have money to buy new material atm (which I figured would come to $100 at the most for everything). Which royally sucks, cause my muse wants me to make this REALLY frickin' bad! xDD
Bit of good news in a dark time.
Posted 9 years agoWell, I'll get the bad news out of the way first: I'm still looking for a job. I've tried two different employment agencies, and nothing so far. I'm probably going to be trying a third one here soon if I don't hear back from my current one.
So, in the meantime, I'm just bumming around the house yet. I've at least found a few projects to keep me busy (like building a new bar and shelf for the basement).
Now onto the good news: I just got a new phone! I am still on my mom's plan through Sprint, and we both hated it with a passion. We had been with them about 10-15 years, and in the recent years, their quality went down the shitter. So we switched to US Cellular now, and we got new phones and a $300 in-store credit, so we were able to get our extra stuff for it for free (cases, screen protectors, etc etc). I now have the Samsung Galaxy Grand Prime. While it's no S7, it is still a major upgrade from my S4. lol
AND WAIT! THERE'S MORE!
I am proud to announce that I am now an Uncle! (again. xD) My best friend and his gf just had a baby boy. Aiden James was born at 8lbs, 12oz. I'll be going to meet him some time today. ^^
So, there you have it. While my life still is bleak atm, at least I'm getting a few rays of sunshine. ^^
Hiya furries! *waves at you guys*
Posted 9 years agoJust checking in cause it's been awhile. I miss you all, and I'm sorry I've been distant. I've been super depressed lately, and overly stressed.
The first part is that I'm still unemployed. I tried one temp service, and they had me at two places, but neither one panned out. So I'm trying a different temp place a little closer to home that seems promising, but no guarantees on that. At least the second temp service has a LOT more job openings, and most of them are a lot closer to my home.
Now, onto the second part of my stress/depression: I currently am living with my brother-in-law and sister. It's a great arrangement, but there's currently a catch: My bro-in-law and sister are currently having a separation, and my sister is trying to come to terms with whether she wants a divorce or marriage counseling. Atm, my bro-in-law is staying with his parents, however, that leaves me alone with my sister to try to be her pillar of strength. Which is hard to do atm, cause of point number three.
The third part of this beautiful situation is that, atm, my bro-in-law is not paying anything towards bills (since he's not living here atm). My sister and I have to get at least $2000 a month between the two of us so that we can pay all the bills, otherwise we'll lose the house. And with me being unemployed and my sister disabled (she has a whole slew of medical problems and work restrictions now, due to back problems), it's a little tricky to pull off.
So now you see a glimpse into how wonderful my life is atm. Yay me, right? However, I'm not giving up hope, I'm just going to try to ride out this rough patch and see what happens.
In the meantime, that just means I'm going to continue to be distant and a bit depressed until things get better. I just want you all to know that I miss chatting with all of you, and I'll attempt to post a journal more than once a month. Who knows, maybe posting more journals will be just what I need to brighten me up. ^^
