That moment when you gently throw your phone onto your bed and it decides to bounce off 3 walls, knock over a lamp and a clock, and hit the cat.




Story of my fucking life. :I

A great friend of mine wants some stuff and is willing to trade art for it.
I would totally buy her any of the things but sadly I don't have a job or any source of money.

So go help her would you?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3191597/

Remember you're getting art or bracelets out of it. And besides nothing she wants is over ten dollars except for one thing.

So common, do it. <333

IT'S THE FUCKING WEEKEND
WHEEE BITCH WHEEEEEEEEEE

okay srs now o[o

today was legit
like i got to see this awesome Shakespeare play (Macbeth), with some awesome actors doing it and shizz.
i didn't understand what they were saying (stupid old language lol) or understand what was quite happening but it was still fucking legit as hell. ffff one of the guy actors was cuuute xD and this one chick's hairstyle was totally sweet.
and the bus ride home was so fun lmao
but omg Brad (my friend, aka German *his last name*) scares me sometimes ;A;
cuz like i stole his phone (shuddup i'm not a clepto...okay maybe a little >>) and then i grabbed the string on his jacket hood and pulled it (okay shuddup i like picking on him, he does the same to me lol) so then like he went all serious mode and i kept backing into Erielle (can't spell her name fff)(we were sitting on the bus seats (duh))and fuck he actually got scary xDD
i had a soda and gummy worms and a coffee today o3o
ssssuuuugggaaaarrrrr <333

and now i'm here
and you get no art because i'm a lazy hoe
in fact you get nothing else but this journal
and replies to comments (if you leave any lol)
but other than that bye o3o

pans
i was gonna say pans.
because she got her hand stuck in one.
what were you thinking? xD

so i don't get to go to the concert, like i'm allowed, but Erielle can't go and i don't have a ride and don't wanna go alone.

but it's okay because i am taking over this weekend with monster import & khaos, and a rockstar.
bring. it. on.
>8I

alsoalsoalso




















biiiiiitccccchhhheeeeeesssssssssss

i should be getting rid for school
but instead i am interneting and looking at porn

lol lookit what i found
NSFW
link

i need to shower
and eat
no not eat i'll do that a school
omg i can't wait to see my friends this morning gsdfhfdahfdrytwqe

okay bye shower timez
lol this is me when i'm all beautyfied
link

so i missed the bus today so i just stayed home
couldn't even enjoy it cuz i feel back asleep
and JUST FUCKIN' NOW WOKE UP

fml ;___;

ugh my throat hurts, like supah bad
all my creys

my mom's gonna be home soon shit

i couldn't even enjoy today

i srsly feel like crying >:

when i turn 18 i'm gonna draw porn of all of you :I

lolno jkjkjk das creepeh XD

idk i'm bored and up all night again
i get my sleep in 2nd and 3rd block 8'D

i SHOULD be sleeping
instead i am browsing a smutty kink/fetish board
I REGRET NOTHING

also ya know ur obssesed with daft punk when you can sing "technologic" without the lyrics in front of you
and get them all in the correct order
and know the beat
and how to say the word technologic exactly how it is in the song
and can sing along with the song and never get tongue-tied
..........
i need a life |D

ow fuckfuckfuckfuck
owowowowow nononono
fuck ow shit
ARGH FUCK

my tooth man
my mother truckin' tooth
it hurts like da sheet

urg

idefkw it hurts
i don't have a cavity in that tooth
so why has it been hurting for the past week or so
nononono bad tooth stop it
neeeehhh
pain
all da pain
wrrrrrrry meh

ALL MY CREYS

tooth you are highly inappropriate
i hate you
but i'm not getting you removed
oh no
i already have 3 teefs gone
not you too mistah toof
not. you. >:I

you guys
guys
guuuuuys

i'm going to a concert (st. valentines day massacre III) on friday with my friend Ariel. C:
we got the tickets from our bus driver Karrie, she's so nice <33

shit guys i'm so excited, the only time i was at a concert was when i was little back in Arkansas, it was some rock concert i think and i couldn't see a thing Dx (too short lmao)

but guys (and i know this will sound cliche and girly and stuff but bear with me and shuddup xDDD)
idk what to wear oAo;;
my wardrobe is very limited and all my clothes are either baggy or don't look good on me at all
i might just wear a tank top and my deadmau5 jacket and one of my pairs of cute skinny jeans <33
but ff what about shoes?! Dx my shoes are regular tennis shoes and look absolutely HIDEOUS with skinny jeans and they are so white, they'll stick out too much. i GUESS i could wear my boots but they might not match, although they are black and no one will see them anyways and my jacket has some black on it, i GUESS it could work if i have to

yes i'm fucking freakin' about my clothes and shoes shut the fuck up >:I

i'm gonna get off at Ariel's house on friday (the concert doesn't start till 8 -doors open at 7-) so idk what we're gonna do until then but it's all good, she said we're gonna get ready
maybe we'll do some make-up on me cause she was talking about doing my make-up today at break and a few days ago at breakfast
idk i guess i look good with make-up, idk, well when i wore make-up for one day a few months ago everyone complimented me and said i looked pretty and stuff so i guess i look good with it

lol we should totally dance around/have seizure dances xDDD
that'd be so funny lol
she'll prolly make me give her a piggyback ride (we always do that at break in the library, usually ends with me falling on a table/desk/someone else/shelves/carts/etc. and her falling off xD)

but i swear to god if someone slips/tries to slip something in any drink of mine i will beat a bitch >:C
NO
no raep for Dash xD

lol that reminds me of that song
stop. don't touch me there. that is my no-no square. r-a-p-e, get your fingers out of me.
xD

1. If you were in a zombie apocalypse, what would you bring up with you?
dildo launcher, weed, monster drinks, ipod, and a mousetrap

2. Would you be a self-ish asshole or just a normal member of a survival group?
selfish asshole :I

3. What weapons do you prefer?
dildo launcher bro

4. A person is almost being inffected, what would you do?
shoot them in the fucking face with my dl (dildo launcher) while screaming "FUS RO DAH BITCH"
then smoke some weed
LIKE A BOSS

5. If someone else has killen someone just to save its own ass, what would you do?
.....
i don't understand this question :I

6. Your friend was killed, what is your reaction?
oh....
WELL AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE ANYONE TO SLOW ME DOWN NOW 8'D

7. What is going to be your feellings when your in a zombie apocalypse?
hungry

8. What kind of person and what kind of personality would you be and have?
the asshole who leaves everyone, only i wouldn't end up getting eaten by the zombies or being shot
and i'd trip the fat person when we're all running
and i'd drink all our water supply
then i'd shoot everyone in the legs/spine and lay them out as bait
then i'd sit on a roof, smoking weed, drinking monsters and laughing as they get eaten

9. Are you more conserned with yourself or the rest of the group?
screw them, i wanna survive

10. Last question! What would it be the best hiding place for you?
your mom's va-jay-jay bitch >:C

-hides behind random shield-
i
like
justin biebers music
-dodges knives, axes, bullets, and other stuff-

you never saw this
i never admitted it
-flashes the men in black memory eraser thingy-

okaybrbhidingforver
-flees-

i had to watch a youtube video to figure out how to open a monster import can ._.
epic fail on my part bro oAo;;

i just came back from the store, got two monsters, a big bag of chips, and two candy bars
i am happy xDD

now here i am in my favoritest pj pants (omg they are super fucking comfy and black with pink flames -eventhoughihatepinkwhaaa-), drinking monster import and eating chips.

i also have the computer for 4 hours 8D

so brb i have porn to look at and midtown madness 2 to play <333

idk i ran out of titles xDD

also goddamit guys, dont you have school or something to keep you busy from flooding my messages with all your lovely pictures and journals?! >:I

also brb gonna move to canada then randomly show up at deadmau5's house and be all "sup bro?"
then i'm just gonna walk in and make myself at home.
he'd probably kick me out. literally. xDDD

dude my day sucked today. well except 1st block because Mr. Sand is the bestest funniest awesomeest teacher ever. :D
but 2nd block was lame. and Mrs. Liston keeps changing the damn seating chart everyday. FFFfff make up your mind woman >:I
then i fell asleep all 3rd block except like the last 10 minutes because i went to bed around 4 something this morning and woke up at 5 so i was running on about 20 minutes of sleep. anyways guess what Mr. Hanson does? doesn't even try to wake me up, oh no. he calls security and gets mad at me. wtf?! so i just did some work and he told the security guy never mind.
then lunch came. since all my friends have 1st lunch i have no one to talk to so i usually just go and read books in the library like a loner. </3
4th block was okay i guess. alot of writing, omg i had to write in all my classes today and my hand was killing me at the end of the day. x.x

but omfg breakfast was the best. xDDD
okay so me, garrick, nick, yee-haw (that's his nickname we all call him but i still don't remember his name ffff), and the others were eating breakfast in the cafeteria. so this one girl (can't remember her name either shit...um i'm gonna call her bewbs for this journal xDD) stole garrick's milk and started drinking it but he grabbed it from her, which ended up spilling half of it on bewbs and on the table. xDD so after some time went buy bewbs splashed her milk on him. so guess what the ever so smart genius garrick does?
PUNCHES MY FUCKING MILK
so my milk spills all over the table and on bewbs, so she leaves.
at this point i punch garrick and call him a bitch and bastard and idiot and sat at the table with this face:
>:C
then brian said something or other and garrick punched him repeatedly.
little did he know the vice principal was watching him the whole time. xDD
so v.p. (vice principal) walks over and talks to garrick then tells us to clean up the mess. so we lie and say the person sitting before us made it lol
so v.p. walks away and as he does yee-haw is all "why don't you clean it up?" to his back (v.p. didn't hear him btw)
THEN, here come the best part, v.p. actually comes back with napkins and CLEANS UP ALL THE MILK xDDD
so we all call yee-haw a genius/magician/etc. lol
then on the bus ride home i had no one to talk to except ashley and german (his last name, his first name's brad) but that was all still cool but then they got off so i just talked to karrie. xDDD (our bus driver who i call karl sometimes lmao)

mom keeps telling me to get out of the house. like ya know, leave and don't come back wise.
still sick as fuck
have to go to school hell tomorrow
mom is mad at me for hating her and where i live, oh i'm sorry that i hate when you yell at me and call me names and put me down and tell me to get out of your house
why do bad things happen to the least bad of people? i know i ain't perfect, but what did i do to deserve this?

just waiting for pizza to arrive then i'm gonna eat, shower, and try to get some sleep, still really tired even though i slept all day, whaaaa?

still sick fml
also lol whenever i hear deadmau5 say "eh" i become five and laugh because he's canadian xDDD
had to stay home from school today but i didn't even get to enjoy it because i just NOW woke up >:C
FML

mkay i don't have anything else to write about

ohmahsheet whenever i hear this song, i am instantly happy <3333333

still depressed and shit but i've calmed down some and found the good and everything.
i'm an optimistic, that's what i do.
some things got figured out. not all but it's getting there. i finally worked up the courage to tell my mom i'm not a virgin and i haven't been since i was 11-12 ish. i told her some other things too.
then i made the mistake of telling her about calling social services and yada yada. course she got mad and told me not to do it again and got all worried they were gonna call me back and blahblahblah

also omg earlier when the cop came to my house, i invited him in and all and we stood like 2-3 feet apart. (me being backed against the table in a corner because cops scare me ;A;) (also fuck i could not stop shaking the whole time he was there, see i not only fear cops but i fear tall guys (he was taller than me duh) and i fear being alone in a room with a guy older/stronger than me and since all three of those were combined omg you can't even imagine how much anxiety i had oAo;;) but anyways we were pretty close together. but he apparently felt the need to TALK REALLY LOUDLY THE WHOLE TIME. scary bro >:
also lmao at one point he reached for his walkie talkie thingy (cuz he thought something was being said to him) and it was right next to his gun so when he did i just about bolted it out of there xDDD (cuz i thought he was reaching for the gun lol) he wasn't even hot so i had no comfort at all the whole time LMAO xDD

okay so bye, gonna stay up ALLLLL night and draw xDDDDD
because i can't sleep tonight ffffff
oh well~

why does everyone think scootaloo can't fly?!

she DID fly in one episode, the cutie mark chronicles.
has everyone forgotten that? sheesh >:I

idk it just kinda irkes me when i read fanfics of scoots and the author depicts her as not being able to fly at all.

i am eating poptarts and i finished one and then i thought there was no more.
i was srsly gonna cry ;A;

then i looked in the bag and saw there was one more left.

WHEEE
DAY SAVED 8D

also omg i watched Galaxy Quest last night.
omg guys you don't even
i was srsly gonna cry when i thought everyone was dead
and then i was all "NUUUU" when that bad guy alien kept shocking the good alien (the one who's name started with a "m", i can't remember anyone's names fffff) MY CREYS ;A;
but anyways that movie was awesome.
course any movie that involves aliens is awesome to me xDD
dude if aliens took over earth i wouldn't scream or freak out or anything like that. oh no.
i'd be the stupid one to go up to them and be all "OMG CAN I HAVE YOUR AUTOGRAPH?!" then i'd prolly get lazord (cannot spell this word at all lmao) 8'D




i don't really have anything else to write about xDDD
have some music

i'm so tired. =_=
insomnia y u no let up for just one night and let me get some decent sleep?!
dgjdgaljfdhgfldusriughrieuaggeryugeugduhjfb

still sick too

FML

here have music cuz i really don't have anything to say that's positive and happy today.

by skipping school, sketching random shit in my sketchbook, listening to skrillex and deadmau5, checking tumblr, eating a cheese quesadilla, drinking cranberry juice, and feeling terrible. -sigh-

i'm still fucking sick, think i have the flu. can't get to a doctor. mom still expects me to do all the chores.
fml

BUT WHATEVER HAPPY FUN TIMES NOW

these past few days (about a week i think? idk) i've been sketching tons of random things.
and my art has improved immensely (at least traditionally it has).
like i don't mean to brag but omg i actually LIKE my art now. woah. ikr?

also omg play "bye friend" and "hi friend" (both by deadmau5) at the same time.
holy shit eargasm. <333

also lmao right now my sketchbook (my main one at least, i have tons shuddup lol) contains: skrillex, deadmau5, daft punk, ponies (mainly rainbow dash), domo, pokemon (mainly pikachu), random doodles of stick figures and the like, some mini comics, dogs, a lion, an alien, and donald duck. xDDD
god i wish my camera was working so i could show you guys my improvement. ;w;

okay that's it, just a dumb update on my life that no one cares about. xDD
have some music~

ararararararara tumblr u so addictive @w@
hfgdhjlkuyjthrgdahjklukyjthrgegrtjykhgf skrillex u so kewtie
gjksdfhlfkdjskgbhfdlkusb deadmau5 u so hawtie
koiujfrgtewtryuihgtewr daft punk u so awesome....ie? lol

k dats all rlly
idk y im writin dis

gfjhsgdhfjklhjkgjfhdshjkhjlhkgjfdgsfagyhtrfgbvd

txt tlk weee~

btw you wont hear me talk about deadmau5/skrillex/daft punk anymore
im still into them and all just i figure you guys are tired of hearing me fangasm over them in every damn journal xDDD
im sorry lol

/capsandgrammarandspellingandpunctuationandenglishisforlosers

jkjhgfdhjuyhgf urg i gotta go shopping
and have to carry along a big stupid old lady cart with me
/fuckmynothavingacarself

omg guys this song

sonny's voice hnnnnngg havemybabiessonny
the noises i make fdajgkdfhujkag

y u so slow fa?!

it takes like 2 min. to fave something
then 3 to change between pages (like going from the notes page to a userpage etcetc)
then 4 to write a comment
then 5 to post a journal

fuck this i'm going back to tumblr >:I

oops n/v mind guys, not gonna be gone for 2 weeks, it was all a big misunderstanding on my part

but in the little time i've been gone i became a major tumblr addict, got even more addicted to deadmau5 and skrillex, got so many compliments on my deadmau5 jacket at school <3, aaaannnnnddd

STARTED CREATING crappy MUSIC!!!!!



i plan to make more, it's just youtube takes forever and a half with uploading music >:C
i know it sucks, i'm new at this shuddup xDD

also no more art digitally, i'm only doing traditional now, art digitally just sucks and is boring now :I
_{but still keeping sai in case i ever change my mind}

alsoalso omg i never knew so many people at my school like EDM music <33
although it still pisses me off when they call skrillex dubstep, i mean sure he does have some dubstep stuff but there is so much more to him than just dubstep, fuck people get yo facts right /allmyrage

alsoalsoalso i started new classes
i have mr. sand (who is fucking hilarious and awesome <3) english 11
mrs. liston (who is a total kucoo crazy teacher xDD but still pretty cool) american gov.
mr. hanson (who's boring and loud and a little weird o3o) economics
and mrs. spell (she's pretty cool too) english 12

YES TWO FUCKING ENGLISHS
>:C
i just got out of sophomore english (i was behind shut the fuck up)
now i'm doing junior AND senior englishs >:CCCC
so in english 12 i'm stuck in a class with all seniors and one other junior but he already took english 11
and mrs. spell is already teaching us stuff that we are supposed to have learned in english 11
BUT I JUST NOW AM TAKING THAT CLASS
/ragequit
so i put in a slip to see the consular to change my schedule
how do i even

but now i feel like a dumb dumb dummy pants because all the seniors in my class already took english 11 and so did matt (that other junior) and i just got out of english 10 (the sophomore english) ;A;
ALL MY CREYS ;________;

YOUR FAVORITE EDM ARTIST
GO

if you don't like any then your fav band/singer/wutevs will do

/doingthiscuzimboredasfuck

why the hell is no one ever online?!
fuckers get yo asses on here >:I

my deadmau5 jacket came 8D
you know what this calls for?!
A PARTY PICTURES!!!

i'm such a camwhore xDD

here come look at me being a camwhore 8'D
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7259105/