just a little update,
Sorry for the long lack of arts, and such, I`ve been super busy. plus lack of motivation due to depression.

not much else really. :P

With Lord Negaduck, and Dashing Fox at MFM (Minnesota Furry Migration)

Just look for Darkwing Duck! ;)

there`s a new comic series out! and they need to sell more! I`ve heard Disney isn`t selling enough, so to help spread the word I`ll be posting on all my social networking sites to help, so it isn`t cancelled! Help these amazing artists!! twitter.com/Aaron_Sparrow ; twitter.com/SilvaniArt ; twitter.com/amymebberson

GET TO YOUR LOCAL COMIC BOOK SHOP, AND PICK YOURSELF UP A COPY! You may need to wait for Issues 1, and 2 to appear on Ebay, or Amazon, but 3 is available now. Let`s help keep this comic alive.

Dear friends, please help spread the word, and help a fellow furry. He is in dire need!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/dwaynetimberland/
Here`s his journel:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7178297/
I won`t go into details, just read his journel, and try your best to help by spreading the word.
Wish I could do more, but I live too far away to aid him more then I am now. D:

Hey everyone, I just want to update you on the problem I am having with someone whome has caused me a lot of grief (and permanent scar on my soul)

This person is attacking my friends, and family now. Trying to get to them, to get to me. And this idiot even gave my BFF/sister some info that lead me to go out, and get myself a conceal/carry licence. (for self defense) Scariest part is, somehow they found out where I live. and because I still own the same car I had when I worked with them, they know what vehicle I drive.

I did NOT tell them, or anyone they know where I moved to, nor where I work. but they somehow found out. Plus they know I have someone living with me ( only lucky they don`t know who) So that leads me to believe they ARE indeed still stalking me.

This person is a religious fanatic, and extremist, also has some mental issues. Do not add them to your friends list, do NOT tell them ANYTHING about me. I won`t say their DA name in my journel here, (for safety reasons) but if you want to know, please send me a private note, and I`ll tell you. otherwise please be carefull who might send you a note regarding me. This person is going after my friends to get to me so not only am I at risk, but nearly Everyone I know is as well...

just so you all know, (well who ever watches me on me DArkwingDrake DEviant art page, I won`t be posting much there anymore. the old stalker is back, and I fear he`s out to hurt me again. so I will make myself appear gone there in hopes he`ll leave me alone.
Otherwise it`s back to court to renew my restraining order on him.
Just an FYI, this person has caused me a lot of emotional pain, even had me question my own life. I`m a person of faith myself, but when dealing with religious extremists, things become chaotic, and they can do serious harm.
As many already know, I`m Transgender. So At one time, when I was actualy Religious (not just faithful. and yes there is a difference) I was questioning my life. This stalker even got me down to the point I seriously considered taking my own life at one point. Lucky my friends, and family helped me through it, and I even seeked help from an open minded local church. But the damage this person did to me, I can never forgive. it tore a hole in my soul, that I can never refill. Even 3 years after the fact, I still question my own life. Hoping god does love me for who I am.

So, with that being said, I will no longer be as active on my DA account. knowing he`s back, and watching my blog, I know it`s time to go into hiding again.

Seeing DA`s gone almost completely silent to my posts, I`m testing to see who`s all an active watcher here as well.

So, who ever IS still actively watching me, please leave a short comment. even a simple emote is acceptable. :D

Reason I`m doing this, is to see if it`s time to move on to different art sites, or continue posting my art here. if everyone`s moving, please let me know. what`s the hot sites for posting arts these days? O.o

Well looks like as soon as I got health insurance again, time to schedule in surgary. bottom wisdome teeth FINALY came through the gums... however? they`re rotten. O.o the back halves rotted out, and broke/fell out leaving the fractured front halves, and a gaping hole where the back half`s root used to be. Tops are fine aside from the obvious pushing on the molars in front of them. But I already know the bottoms are going to be a pain to remove. Most likely they`ll have to cut them out, and stitch the holes. Go figure as soon as I loose my insurance from my previous job, BOOM! this happens. :P

1.) To be with family, and friends

2.) For my family to get along like they used to

3.) A job I enjoy. Not dread

4.) a cozy place to live Nothing fancy, just cozy. ^^

5.) Good health for everyone, as well as myself

6.) To see others smile

7.) less stress

8.) Eggnog, and hot chocolate

9.) my cat to behave *peers at crazy cat*

just wanted to let my watchers know what I`ve been up do lately.
Well first off, job`s closing their doors. Been looking for employment elsewhere..... (Easier said then done)
Got a couple interviews, none willing to pay enough to pay the bills. meh. looks like either way I`ll have to cut back alot. O.o
A deer hit my car, filed insurance claim. (sure glad I kept comprehensive coverage )
Can`t sleep, too much stress. Too much to do......

Yep that`s about it. :O

just thought I`d let Everyone know, I won`t be faving/commenting much (mostly on deviant Art) I`ve noticed a few are beginning to block their watchers due to leaving short comments. I can understand if the comment doesn`t fit the piece, but I personaly find it hard to leave a detailed comment on anything now a days. So many are easily offended by even the simplest thing, so I`d rather stay silent for the most part.
As a few probabaly already know, I`m bipolar (formaly known as Manic Depressive) So it doesn`t take much for me to feel terrible, or panicy. So when someone says something that I can tell they are aggitated by me, I shut up tight, and curl into a corner of guilt, and depression. Lately, people are getting so easily angered, that I simply put.. "Don`t say a damn thing" Even my BFFs are getting funny about everything, this makes it hard to even say hi to anyone.

So if I seem like I disappeared, I didn`t I just shut up, and am staying mostly silent to avoid hurting anyone else. Only reason I`m even mentioning this, is because i know I`m guilty of leaving short one or two word comments. I`m sorry, I just can`t think of anything else to say without offending anyone. So to anyone who doesn`t like my short (shy) answers, I`m sorry. I won`t fave/comment on your arts anymore. if I like a piece, I`ll just admire it in my silence. :(

just want to say sorry for being so slow to those I have comissions for, I`m working on them.... slowly.
life`s been chaotic between constant overtime at work, and family outings. especialy with it FINALY starting to warm up outside, I`m spending more time on outdoor activities then art, and computer stuffs. Also, been working on practicing my MLP art skills, so look forward to seeing some MLP pieces, including my OC Midnight Fury. ;)

once I get these comissions done, I`ll get cracking on other arts. but no time promises. Seems every time I start working on sketching, someone calls up, and needs help with something LOL Anyways, that`s the news of the day!

Hope everypony has a great Memorial Day! \o/

Hey all! just an update. been extremely busy between work, and family taking my little free time. plus artist`s block due to overwhelmning stresses.
Here`s the thing. I`m putting in 10+ hours of overtime every week, to try to save up for when/if I get the boot. they already laid off 12 people, and rumor has it, more might be gone before the middle of the year. possibly even a month from now. Plus Corporate might even just close my work`s plant down, move everything either down south, or over seas. So my job`s in the air, week by week. problem is, I can`t find ANYONE hiring full time, willing to pay what I`m making now. either that or employer`s expect high tier college degrees just to get in the door.
I did try out a test to see if I qualify for some sort of grant or scholarship at my local tech college, but I flunked out (seeing I`m learning disabled in math, it`s like I have a cement wall blocking my path) So sadly, I won`t ever get a degree unless I pay out my own way. :P

So that`s my reason for not being active (minus the rant) Soon as I do get some free time and my mind`s not going 80MPH, I`ll get cracking on those commisions. XD

anyone here use an IPad for doing digital art? I just picked up a new one with my taxes, and I`m looking for a good art app to download. What`s compatible with Apple? and any tips? I`m looking to improve my art skills, and get into the digital age. XD
any tips and/or advice will be greatly appreciated. :D

For all my watchers, and those i watch. I`m sorry I havn`t done much on commenting, or replying to post, journels, and such. with people today, and their getting hurt/offended so easily. I just don`t know what to day to anyone anymore. As of lately, I havn`t been in the best of moods due to work, and such, so whenever I type/speak I tend to ramble, and say things I don`t think at the moment are bad, but end up getting backlashed because I hurt someone`s feelings. So, this is why I don`t do a lot of commenting, or even logging into skype. Sure I got privacy now. lots of it! that`s not the problem. my problem is, my own emotional state, and security. Here`s what`s wronge...

My employer`s laying off 30% of the work force, and moving ALL upper US plants down south or over seas to avoid the high tax rates, and state regulations recently set in place. Therefore, I`m a nervous wreck wondering if i`ll be able to make rent, and pay to keep my place warm this winter. Even if I cancel my games subs, internet, Netflix, and downgrade my phone, unemployment will not be enough to pay rent, electric, my car insurance, hospital bill, car payment, or food. So yeah I`m freaking out a bit.

So if I don`t say much to anyone, it`s because all I can do is vent out my fears at this time. trying to be supportive of others just isnt going to be going very well right now.

Hope everyone had an excellent New Years!
Now to stick to our resolutions LOL!!
Good luck all!
One of mine was to draw more, and submit more art up here on FA. Wish me luck! XD

hope everyone will have a great Christmas/Holiday season!
Though not expecting any gifts, I AM looking forward to some good family time, and relaxation. ^^
Times have been rough for my entire family. folks lost their house, aunt close to it, and several family members recently loosing their jobs.
But ey. that`s the economy for yah. At least we can still have good times watching Christmas movies, and eating pie :D

Sorry havn`t been very active, working 6 days a week, I only get one day to get everything done, so as of lately I`ve been unable to really get online. :( a few hours late at night to relax, and chat but that`s about it :P
So just in case you were wondering why I havn`t posted anything in some time that`s why, and Oh! I get little to no privacy either. my Mom`s been coming into my room talking because all my step Dad does is watch the news. :P
so don`t expect any adult or parent sencative artz any time soon o.o

Been months since I`ve been here. xD
life has been so hectic and I`ve been having computer problems. My sister got a hold of my computers, and somehow infected both my desktop, and laptop with a really nastey virus. after 3 total hard drive redos, upgrading Windows, and replacing my graphics card, I`m finaly back, and able to post again! been on DA a lot, but for some reason many other sites were acting screwy from the viruses. :P
Still can`t play a few facebook games unless on my laptop. oddly... But otherwize I`m back in business XD hopefully won`t been to do any more system recoveries on my desktop. *crosses talons*