I do! Some of my closest friends are dead thanks to the rona. Now I just legit hate being happy. It reminds me of when they made me happy then I feel sad. I always said suicide isn’t the answer and I stand by that, but I’d be lying if it didn’t just present a strong case to me.

I’m feeling kinda depressed but a part of that is how I don’t wanna let anyone know. I still feel the need to vent so this is me doing that. Vent accomplished.

Journal porn. Quick little sex stories in my head