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Update of me, and I HAVE oC AGAIN!!!!
Posted 16 years agoOk, so, I was really drunk a few days ago, that was fun. Cleanup was hell though. Puke does not come out of white carpet very nice. I watched Bolt, and I honestly loved it. Loved it enough to buy the art book for it. SO FUCKING CUTE. Right now I'm just trying to relax from a hectic time back home, do some work around the house to try to regain my parents approval from being a lazy bum who sucks. Still trying to find a job, but it's getting difficult.
Schoolwise, I'm just about to contact my department head to talk about all this, see what we can do about it. Wish me luck.
I now also have openCanvas again, and would love to oC with some others again, get some pointers and such :D
Also, I need to be reschooled in how to network ^^;
message me at reddeath909[at]yahoo.ca if you want to oC... or just chat haha
I'm getting another throat infection because of
tenshisirius
and, because I've seen this around, I have to steal it
1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
Schoolwise, I'm just about to contact my department head to talk about all this, see what we can do about it. Wish me luck.
I now also have openCanvas again, and would love to oC with some others again, get some pointers and such :D
Also, I need to be reschooled in how to network ^^;
message me at reddeath909[at]yahoo.ca if you want to oC... or just chat haha
I'm getting another throat infection because of
tenshisiriusand, because I've seen this around, I have to steal it
1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
I am really fucked up on absinthe at the moment
Posted 16 years agoWPOOOOOOOOO
IM AWESOME. JUST FELT LIKE GETTING RID OF THE EMO JOURNAL.
I GFEEL BETTER NOW
I LOVE YOU ALL
BYE <3!!!!!!
IM AWESOME. JUST FELT LIKE GETTING RID OF THE EMO JOURNAL.
I GFEEL BETTER NOW
I LOVE YOU ALL
BYE <3!!!!!!
I fail at life
Posted 16 years agoso, I got my GPA in the mail a few days ago.
1.88
Most courses require 2.00 to graduate. That class that I failed is also a prerequisite for all of my studio classes that I signed up for next semester. Meaning I probably won't be able to take it with those classes. Anyways, even if I did, it conflicts with my schedule.
So basically, I have to drop all of my classes except for english, anthropology, and art histories, just because I failed one class. I'm not happy about this, because it basically adds a year to my schooling. I wont be able to just take an extra semester I think, because of all the prerequisite stuff. Fucking fuck. I'm not fully sure about all of this, I'm trying to get a hold of the advisers but they gave me the wrong number so I just emailed them, but I'm pretty sure that I'm pretty correct in what is going to happen to me.
Obviously, I'm all depressed and I feel like a failure.
I need a job, but I can't get the job at the schoolboard until like late june or early july or something. I think I might have to go back to the movie store. I really don't want to have to deal with fucking stoned kids, coke fiends, drunk bigots, and all that shit again.
Sad panda is saaaad
1.88
Most courses require 2.00 to graduate. That class that I failed is also a prerequisite for all of my studio classes that I signed up for next semester. Meaning I probably won't be able to take it with those classes. Anyways, even if I did, it conflicts with my schedule.
So basically, I have to drop all of my classes except for english, anthropology, and art histories, just because I failed one class. I'm not happy about this, because it basically adds a year to my schooling. I wont be able to just take an extra semester I think, because of all the prerequisite stuff. Fucking fuck. I'm not fully sure about all of this, I'm trying to get a hold of the advisers but they gave me the wrong number so I just emailed them, but I'm pretty sure that I'm pretty correct in what is going to happen to me.
Obviously, I'm all depressed and I feel like a failure.
I need a job, but I can't get the job at the schoolboard until like late june or early july or something. I think I might have to go back to the movie store. I really don't want to have to deal with fucking stoned kids, coke fiends, drunk bigots, and all that shit again.
Sad panda is saaaad
Sex meme! Candid information about me 8D!
Posted 16 years agostolen from 
isthisagoodname
his name is awesome
well, I'm back in fort mac, went to a party last night and it got pretty hectic, it was good I stayed sober. Did some drunken bombing the night before, its so good to have paint on my fingers again
now, the meme!
Sexual orientation:
Homoqueer
How often do you think about sex:
A lot. Im a horny bastard.
How often do you HAVE sex:
Extremely rarely
Worst sexual experience:
none were really that bad.
Cybersex? Phone sex?:
Cybersex yeah, phonesex no. I don't want to eat up my minutes. Camming... haven't done it in a long time since nobody wants to XD
Casual sex:
Possibly. Calgary was fun.
What is your favorite masturbation euphemism:
Touching myself
Sex toys and related fetish accessories:
I don't own any sex toys (unfortunately :c)
but I own a ton of collars and shit. But... thats just for visual effect.
Least sexiest body part:
The tonsils
Favorite body type:
Chubby :3
Body hair:
I have some, and I like some.
Monogamy or polygamy?:
Monogamy... I'm so horribly fucking neurotic I could never do polygamy. also I think I'm an ugly bastard so I don't think it would work in my favor XD
Underwear:
I wear bowers or briefs. I don't really care, as long as it's not a chastity belt ;3
Pornographic or erotic:
Both have their pluses
How large is your porn collection?:
uh... my fav list on here, Gator3K's art cd, and about 5 pages on xtube 8D
Favorite hair color:
I prefer dark, but my biggest crush in high school was on a blond guy, so it doesn't matter. Hair is just hair anyway
Kissing or cuddling?:
Cuddling, but I like doing both at the same time. sans clothing :D
Most attractive nationality/ethnicity:
Latinos, Gypsies, Native americans, white guys, Middle easterns/Indians
Most attractive anthro/furry creature:
I like dogs, bears, raccoons/tanuki, pretty much most things... other than horses (due to my own personal phobia of horses)
Most interesting fetishes you've heard of:
Electrocution.
isthisagoodnamehis name is awesome
well, I'm back in fort mac, went to a party last night and it got pretty hectic, it was good I stayed sober. Did some drunken bombing the night before, its so good to have paint on my fingers again
now, the meme!
Sexual orientation:
Homoqueer
How often do you think about sex:
A lot. Im a horny bastard.
How often do you HAVE sex:
Extremely rarely
Worst sexual experience:
none were really that bad.
Cybersex? Phone sex?:
Cybersex yeah, phonesex no. I don't want to eat up my minutes. Camming... haven't done it in a long time since nobody wants to XD
Casual sex:
Possibly. Calgary was fun.
What is your favorite masturbation euphemism:
Touching myself
Sex toys and related fetish accessories:
I don't own any sex toys (unfortunately :c)
but I own a ton of collars and shit. But... thats just for visual effect.
Least sexiest body part:
The tonsils
Favorite body type:
Chubby :3
Body hair:
I have some, and I like some.
Monogamy or polygamy?:
Monogamy... I'm so horribly fucking neurotic I could never do polygamy. also I think I'm an ugly bastard so I don't think it would work in my favor XD
Underwear:
I wear bowers or briefs. I don't really care, as long as it's not a chastity belt ;3
Pornographic or erotic:
Both have their pluses
How large is your porn collection?:
uh... my fav list on here, Gator3K's art cd, and about 5 pages on xtube 8D
Favorite hair color:
I prefer dark, but my biggest crush in high school was on a blond guy, so it doesn't matter. Hair is just hair anyway
Kissing or cuddling?:
Cuddling, but I like doing both at the same time. sans clothing :D
Most attractive nationality/ethnicity:
Latinos, Gypsies, Native americans, white guys, Middle easterns/Indians
Most attractive anthro/furry creature:
I like dogs, bears, raccoons/tanuki, pretty much most things... other than horses (due to my own personal phobia of horses)
Most interesting fetishes you've heard of:
Electrocution.
FUCK... also, surprisingly good mood even though I'm fucked
Posted 16 years agoOk, so, I just got all my marks in. They weren't so great because of that big emotional hell I went through when I stopped taking my pills. I failed my 3D design class and got a D in english. I don't know if thats good enough to get to where I want to go... and I don't know how that fail is going to affect me, if it goes bad, I might have to take an extra semester just to get that one class. Also... I might lose my scholarship that is pretty much the only thing that lets me not have a job (with the workload I get, I don't have the time for a job). FUCKING HELL. I'm not so great in a mood right now, but lately I've been feeling pretty up, happy even. I haven't been able to describe my mood as that for a while, so thats pretty good. I'm going back to fort mac this week to work for the summer, make some money. Also trying to get my band running, we've got all the members together, gonna get a designated practice time, only problem is two of the members are underage so we're probably gonna be stuck playing the one (possibly two?) underage venues in fort mac.
Now, lets hope this emo mood caused by the grades doesn't stick and I go back to being happy.
Now, lets hope this emo mood caused by the grades doesn't stick and I go back to being happy.
Jesus tits. Also meme, and waiting to go home
Posted 16 years agoDamn, I go away for one weekend and I come back and I've got a kabillion new messages, it's going to take me forever to go through all of them, you bitches.
Had a good weekend, went to a costume party, met some new people, 'twas very fun
still waiting to go back to fort mac to work for the summer, not sure when exactly I'm going, but I need a lotta money fast, so thats why I'm going. Also I miss my friends there <3
Trying to get a job with one of the oil plants but if that doesn't work out I'm going back to the movie store most likely.
and now, the fursona meme
because I saw it around.
1 – Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
A: I try to base it off of me, even if I draw really cartoony, I'd like to draw 'realistic' (well, as realistic as anthropomorphic animals can get ;P), but since I lack that skill, I'll just go with basing my shitty art on real life shit XD
2 – Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
A: Yes, see above. Also, I like the way I dress, so why not? However, I have yet to find a good way to draw fishnet on the panda.
3 – Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
A: Yup yup yup, total member of the cocksucker club, just like me ;)
4 – If you hadn’t already made your fursona look like you, if you would to change how he/she looked like to make him/her look more like you, how would you think he/she would look like?
A: Iunno, find some way to make it look like he has more pronounced facial hair, draw in a more 'realistic, though comic influenced' style, get better at expressions and hand/paw/whatever gestures
5 – Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
A: Lets see. first I got into all of this because of Booga, so I based my first fursona after that. I wasn't fully happy with that later on, so I started to experiment, and felt that I needed a bear of some kind. first experiment went with the brown bear, didn't like the coloration very much, so I tried the panda, which is my fav colour scheme. I liked that, so I went with it. Also pandas are fucking awesome.
6 – Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
A: ... Yes?
7 – Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
A: I has never been pared with anyone. Do it for me. <3
8 – How would you like your character not to be used?
A: Don't pee on him.
9 – What’s your fursona’s specialty?
A: Cock. If I had any 'special powers' or that kinda shit (remember, I'm obsessed with comic books, so super powers appeal to me :P), I'd want something like ... fuck, the only thing I can think of that is somewhat close to it would be the star wars force push, but it wouldn't be the force. it would be spare energy that I store in my body. which is why I shake all the time.
but I probably would be some sort of empathetic leech.
10 – At a score of 1-10 how much are you and your fursona alike?
A: I'd say 7-8.. maybe.
Had a good weekend, went to a costume party, met some new people, 'twas very fun
still waiting to go back to fort mac to work for the summer, not sure when exactly I'm going, but I need a lotta money fast, so thats why I'm going. Also I miss my friends there <3
Trying to get a job with one of the oil plants but if that doesn't work out I'm going back to the movie store most likely.
and now, the fursona meme
because I saw it around.
1 – Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
A: I try to base it off of me, even if I draw really cartoony, I'd like to draw 'realistic' (well, as realistic as anthropomorphic animals can get ;P), but since I lack that skill, I'll just go with basing my shitty art on real life shit XD
2 – Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
A: Yes, see above. Also, I like the way I dress, so why not? However, I have yet to find a good way to draw fishnet on the panda.
3 – Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
A: Yup yup yup, total member of the cocksucker club, just like me ;)
4 – If you hadn’t already made your fursona look like you, if you would to change how he/she looked like to make him/her look more like you, how would you think he/she would look like?
A: Iunno, find some way to make it look like he has more pronounced facial hair, draw in a more 'realistic, though comic influenced' style, get better at expressions and hand/paw/whatever gestures
5 – Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
A: Lets see. first I got into all of this because of Booga, so I based my first fursona after that. I wasn't fully happy with that later on, so I started to experiment, and felt that I needed a bear of some kind. first experiment went with the brown bear, didn't like the coloration very much, so I tried the panda, which is my fav colour scheme. I liked that, so I went with it. Also pandas are fucking awesome.
6 – Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
A: ... Yes?
7 – Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
A: I has never been pared with anyone. Do it for me. <3
8 – How would you like your character not to be used?
A: Don't pee on him.
9 – What’s your fursona’s specialty?
A: Cock. If I had any 'special powers' or that kinda shit (remember, I'm obsessed with comic books, so super powers appeal to me :P), I'd want something like ... fuck, the only thing I can think of that is somewhat close to it would be the star wars force push, but it wouldn't be the force. it would be spare energy that I store in my body. which is why I shake all the time.
but I probably would be some sort of empathetic leech.
10 – At a score of 1-10 how much are you and your fursona alike?
A: I'd say 7-8.. maybe.
urbandictionary lolz. school = over for me
Posted 16 years agoYAR
I BE DONE SCHOOL
I got a B- in drawing, but haven't gotten my marks for my other classes yet...
Wish me luck so I don't have to retake a year!!
I'll be spamming you with art of this semester soon, don't you worry >:3
and now, I was tagged by the awesome
bobbuffalo
Rules: You type the answer into Urban Dictionary and post the first definition it gives you. Then tag three people.
1.-Your name - Tyler
Originating from the movie "Fight Club", Tyler is used to describe one who is extremely sexy and bad ass.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my god, look at him he's such a TYLER.
Fuck yeah 8D
2.-Your age - 19
To "be 19", or to have "gone 19" essentially means that something has gone wrong, is just plain weird, or is inexplicable. Derived from Stephen King's 'Dark Tower' series. Its true meaning, if anything more than a motif, has yet to be revealed.
3.-One of your friends - Ken
It literally means "know" in Scottish. Can also mean "know what i mean?" in Scottish.
lol. He's the smartest guy I know :P
4.-What should you be doing - Rubbing my genitalia on your face
no results found - next possible result:
BEARDJOB
A beardjob is when you take your face-bush and rub it on your significant other's genitalia. Make sure you shampoo and condition it first for softness on your partner's giblets (or giblettes) and ease of cum removal for later.
5.-Favorite color - Purple
one of the key ingredients to Grape Drink,-
Sugar, Water, Purple
6.-Birthplace - Fort McMurray
As of 2007 it is offically the largest boom town in canada, it is also a near hell hole, with -50 winters and, and it is so polluted that birds literally burst into flames upon contact with is water. Attracts a large number of immigrents, due to the ability for an unskilled worker with an IQ of 80 to make 120k a year. Its main export is synthetic crude oil.
I am serious about the water thing, the surface of the water is 20% naptha and 20% other nasty stuff. Moral: Dont go swimming in fort mcmurray
Really. Don't. We find mutant fish all the time in the rivers and the plants got caught dumping shit into the rivers.
7.-Month of birth - June
The month the hottest people in the world are born.
DAMN! i'm hot i was born in june!
IS THIS TRUE Y/N ?
8.-Last person you talked to - Justin
Sexy, without flaw, loving, kindhearted, name for someone that is special to you, thoughtful.
...
9.-One of your nicknames - Banjo
an incredibly pimped out instrument that picks up mad bitches. requires skill to be played and cannot be improved by computers in order to make it sound listenable (like every other type of music).
I tag:
tenshisirius 
vollita 
xxpeekabooxx
weeeee 8D
I BE DONE SCHOOL
I got a B- in drawing, but haven't gotten my marks for my other classes yet...
Wish me luck so I don't have to retake a year!!
I'll be spamming you with art of this semester soon, don't you worry >:3
and now, I was tagged by the awesome
bobbuffaloRules: You type the answer into Urban Dictionary and post the first definition it gives you. Then tag three people.
1.-Your name - Tyler
Originating from the movie "Fight Club", Tyler is used to describe one who is extremely sexy and bad ass.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my god, look at him he's such a TYLER.
Fuck yeah 8D
2.-Your age - 19
To "be 19", or to have "gone 19" essentially means that something has gone wrong, is just plain weird, or is inexplicable. Derived from Stephen King's 'Dark Tower' series. Its true meaning, if anything more than a motif, has yet to be revealed.
3.-One of your friends - Ken
It literally means "know" in Scottish. Can also mean "know what i mean?" in Scottish.
lol. He's the smartest guy I know :P
4.-What should you be doing - Rubbing my genitalia on your face
no results found - next possible result:
BEARDJOB
A beardjob is when you take your face-bush and rub it on your significant other's genitalia. Make sure you shampoo and condition it first for softness on your partner's giblets (or giblettes) and ease of cum removal for later.
5.-Favorite color - Purple
one of the key ingredients to Grape Drink,-
Sugar, Water, Purple
6.-Birthplace - Fort McMurray
As of 2007 it is offically the largest boom town in canada, it is also a near hell hole, with -50 winters and, and it is so polluted that birds literally burst into flames upon contact with is water. Attracts a large number of immigrents, due to the ability for an unskilled worker with an IQ of 80 to make 120k a year. Its main export is synthetic crude oil.
I am serious about the water thing, the surface of the water is 20% naptha and 20% other nasty stuff. Moral: Dont go swimming in fort mcmurray
Really. Don't. We find mutant fish all the time in the rivers and the plants got caught dumping shit into the rivers.
7.-Month of birth - June
The month the hottest people in the world are born.
DAMN! i'm hot i was born in june!
IS THIS TRUE Y/N ?
8.-Last person you talked to - Justin
Sexy, without flaw, loving, kindhearted, name for someone that is special to you, thoughtful.
...
9.-One of your nicknames - Banjo
an incredibly pimped out instrument that picks up mad bitches. requires skill to be played and cannot be improved by computers in order to make it sound listenable (like every other type of music).
I tag:
tenshisirius 
vollita 
xxpeekabooxxweeeee 8D
Animation Meme stolen from teh Bob
Posted 16 years agoI stole this from bobbuffalo
I seriously had to do it XD
I couldn't resist
Classic Disney
[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[ ] Song of the South (1946)
Disney's Dark Age
[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[x] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[X] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[x] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[x] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)
[x] Oliver and Company (1986)
[x] Pete's Dragon (1977) This was my fav movie as a little kid
[x] The Rescuers (1977)
[X] Robin Hood (1973)
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963)
The Disney Renaissance
[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995) Pete should take off his clothes for me
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[x] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
[x] Tarzan (1999)
Disney's Modern Age
[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[ ] Bolt (2008)
[ ] Brother Bear (2003)
[ ] Chicken Little (2005)
[x] Dinosaur (2000)
[x] The Emperor's New Groove (2000)
[x] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[ ] Home on the Range (2004)
[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002) I LOVE THIS MOVIE
[ ] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[x] Treasure Planet (2002)
Pixar
[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[ ] Cars (2006)
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001) I want to see this movie again really bad
[x] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story (1995)
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[x] Wall-E (2008)
Don Bluth
I looove his stuff XD
Makes me want to be an animator
[x] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[x] An American Tail (1986)
[x] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[x] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995)
[x] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[x] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[x] Titan AE (2000)
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994)
Claymation
[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000)
[x] Corpse Bride (2005)
[x] James and the Giant Peach (1996)
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas, The (1993)
[ ] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005) I've seen all of the originals though
[x] Flushed Away (2006) bob says this is cgi, but it was an ok movie
[x] Coraline (2009)
CGI Glut
[x] Antz (1998)
[ ] Happy Feet (2006)
[xxx] Kung Fu Panda (2008)
[x] Madagascar (2005)
[ ] Monster House (2006)
[xxx] Over the Hedge (2006)
[x] Polar Express, The (2004)
[x] Beowulf
[x] Robots
[x] Shrek (2001)
[x] Shrek 2 (2004)
[x] Shrek The Third
Imports
[x] Arabian Knight (aka The Thief and the Cobbler) (1995) I for some reason really liked this movie
[ ] The Last Unicorn (1982)
[ ] Light Years
[XXXX] The Plague Dogs IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THIS GO SEE IT
[ ] The Triplets of Belleville (2003)
[x] Persepolis (2007) really good, I recommend it
[ ] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
[ ] Watership Down (1978)
[ ] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[ ] Yellow Submarine (1968)
Studio Ghibli/Miyazaki
[ ] Grave of the Fireflies
[ ] Howl's Moving Castle (2004)
[x] Kiki's Delivery Service (1989) one of my fav movies as a kid
[ ] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)
[ ] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[ ] My Neighbors The Yamadas
[X] My Neighbor Totoro (1993) I WANT TO WATCH THIS AGAIN SO BAD
[ ] Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984)
[ ] Only Yesterday
[X] Pom Poko (Tanuki War) EE great movie!!
[x] Porco Rosso (1992)
[x] Princess Mononoke (1999) I just saw this recently
[x] Spirited Away (2002)
[ ] The Cat Returns
[ ] Whisper of the Heart
Satoshi Kon
[ ] Millennium Actress (2001)
[x] Paprika (2006) trippy as hell
[ ] Perfect Blue (1999)
[x] Tokyo Godfathers (2003) hilarious! very good movie
[ ] Memories - "Magnetic Rose" (1995)
Shinkai Makoto
[ ] She and Her Cat (1999)
[ ] Voices of a Distant Star (2001)
[ ] The Place Promised in Our Early Days (2004)
[ ] 5 Centimeters per Second (2007)
Other Anime Films
[ ] Adolescence of Utena
[x] Akira (1989)
[ ] Appleseed
[ ] Appleseed: Ex Machina
[ ] Arcadia of My Youth (U.S. Title - Vengeance of the Space Pirate)
[x] Cowboy Bebop: The Movie (2003)
[ ] The Dagger of Kamui (U.S. Title - Revenge of the Ninja Warrior)
[ ] Dirty Pair: Project Eden
[x] End of Evangelion
[ ] Fist of the North Star
[ ] Galaxy Express
[ ] Ghost in the Shell (1996)
[ ] The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
[ ] Lensman
[ ] Macross: Do You Remember Love (U.S. Title - Clash of the Bionoids) Is this the same as Macross Plus? that was a very good movie
[x] Metropolis (2001)
[ ] Neo-Tokyo
[x] Ninja Scroll (this was the first anime I ever saw. I was like 9)
[ ] Patlabor the Movie
[ ] The Professional: Golgo 13
[ ] Project A-ko
[ ] Robotech: The Shadow Chronicle
[ ] Silent Mobius
[ ] Space Adventure Cobra
[ ] Steamboy (2004)
[ ] Sword of the Stranger
[ ] Unico and the Island of Magic
[ ] Urotsukidoji: The Movie
[x] Vampire Hunter D
[ ] Vampire Hunter D: Blood(lines)
[ ] Wings of Honneamise: Royal Space Force
Cartoons For Grown-Ups
[ ] American Pop
[x] The Animatrix (2003)
[x] Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon The Movie
[ ] Beavis & Butthead Do America (1996)
[ ] Cool World
[x] Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within (2001)
[x] Final Fantasy: Advent Children ...ugh
[ ] Fire & Ice
[ ] Fritz the Cat (1972) I want to really bad
[X] Heavy Metal (1981) GOOD MOVIE! ignore the hetero sex in it though.
[ ] Heavy Metal 2000 (2000) p.o.s.
[ ] Hey Good Looking
[ ] Lady Death
[x ] A Scanner Darkly (2006) I liked it a lot
[x] South Park: Bigger, Longer & Uncut (1999)
[ ] Street Fight (AKA - Coonskin)
[ ] Waking Life (2001)
Other Animated Movies I Can't Categorize
[ ] Animal Farm
[ ] Animalympics
[ ] Batman Beyond: Return of the Joker
[ ] Batman and the Mask of Phantasm
[x] The Brave Little Toaster (1988)
[ ] Bravestarr: The Movie
[ ] Care Bears: The Movie
[x] Charlotte's Web (1973)
[x] Fern Gully - this movie made me into an ecoterrorist
[ ] G.I. Joe: The Movie
[ ] Gobots: Battle of the Rock Lords
[ ] He-Man & She-Ra: The Secret of the Sword
[ ] The Hobbit
[x] The Iron Giant (1999)
[ ] Justice League: The New Frontier
[ ] Lord of the Rings
[x] Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland (1992) - this movie was one of my favorites, I really need to watch it again
[ ] My Little Pony: The Movie
[x] Pink Floyd's The Wall (1982) - I do not want to watch this on drugs. It was too awesome sober.
[x] The Prince of Egypt (1998)
[ ] Powerpuff Girls: The Movie
[x] Quest For Camelot (1999)
[ ] Ringing Bell
[x] The Road to El Dorado (2000)
[ ] Rock & Rule
[x] Space Jam
[ ] Starchaser: The Legend of Orin
[ ] Superman: Doomsday
[x] The Swan Princess
[ ] Transformers: The Movie (1986)
[x] Wizards
[x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988)
[ ] Wonder Woman
I'm a loser :D
bobbuffaloI seriously had to do it XD
I couldn't resist
Classic Disney
[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[ ] Song of the South (1946)
Disney's Dark Age
[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[x] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[X] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[x] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[x] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)
[x] Oliver and Company (1986)
[x] Pete's Dragon (1977) This was my fav movie as a little kid
[x] The Rescuers (1977)
[X] Robin Hood (1973)
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963)
The Disney Renaissance
[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995) Pete should take off his clothes for me
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[x] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
[x] Tarzan (1999)
Disney's Modern Age
[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[ ] Bolt (2008)
[ ] Brother Bear (2003)
[ ] Chicken Little (2005)
[x] Dinosaur (2000)
[x] The Emperor's New Groove (2000)
[x] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[ ] Home on the Range (2004)
[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002) I LOVE THIS MOVIE
[ ] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[x] Treasure Planet (2002)
Pixar
[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[ ] Cars (2006)
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001) I want to see this movie again really bad
[x] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story (1995)
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[x] Wall-E (2008)
Don Bluth
I looove his stuff XD
Makes me want to be an animator
[x] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[x] An American Tail (1986)
[x] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[x] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995)
[x] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[x] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[x] Titan AE (2000)
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994)
Claymation
[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000)
[x] Corpse Bride (2005)
[x] James and the Giant Peach (1996)
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas, The (1993)
[ ] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005) I've seen all of the originals though
[x] Flushed Away (2006) bob says this is cgi, but it was an ok movie
[x] Coraline (2009)
CGI Glut
[x] Antz (1998)
[ ] Happy Feet (2006)
[xxx] Kung Fu Panda (2008)
[x] Madagascar (2005)
[ ] Monster House (2006)
[xxx] Over the Hedge (2006)
[x] Polar Express, The (2004)
[x] Beowulf
[x] Robots
[x] Shrek (2001)
[x] Shrek 2 (2004)
[x] Shrek The Third
Imports
[x] Arabian Knight (aka The Thief and the Cobbler) (1995) I for some reason really liked this movie
[ ] The Last Unicorn (1982)
[ ] Light Years
[XXXX] The Plague Dogs IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THIS GO SEE IT
[ ] The Triplets of Belleville (2003)
[x] Persepolis (2007) really good, I recommend it
[ ] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
[ ] Watership Down (1978)
[ ] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[ ] Yellow Submarine (1968)
Studio Ghibli/Miyazaki
[ ] Grave of the Fireflies
[ ] Howl's Moving Castle (2004)
[x] Kiki's Delivery Service (1989) one of my fav movies as a kid
[ ] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)
[ ] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[ ] My Neighbors The Yamadas
[X] My Neighbor Totoro (1993) I WANT TO WATCH THIS AGAIN SO BAD
[ ] Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984)
[ ] Only Yesterday
[X] Pom Poko (Tanuki War) EE great movie!!
[x] Porco Rosso (1992)
[x] Princess Mononoke (1999) I just saw this recently
[x] Spirited Away (2002)
[ ] The Cat Returns
[ ] Whisper of the Heart
Satoshi Kon
[ ] Millennium Actress (2001)
[x] Paprika (2006) trippy as hell
[ ] Perfect Blue (1999)
[x] Tokyo Godfathers (2003) hilarious! very good movie
[ ] Memories - "Magnetic Rose" (1995)
Shinkai Makoto
[ ] She and Her Cat (1999)
[ ] Voices of a Distant Star (2001)
[ ] The Place Promised in Our Early Days (2004)
[ ] 5 Centimeters per Second (2007)
Other Anime Films
[ ] Adolescence of Utena
[x] Akira (1989)
[ ] Appleseed
[ ] Appleseed: Ex Machina
[ ] Arcadia of My Youth (U.S. Title - Vengeance of the Space Pirate)
[x] Cowboy Bebop: The Movie (2003)
[ ] The Dagger of Kamui (U.S. Title - Revenge of the Ninja Warrior)
[ ] Dirty Pair: Project Eden
[x] End of Evangelion
[ ] Fist of the North Star
[ ] Galaxy Express
[ ] Ghost in the Shell (1996)
[ ] The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
[ ] Lensman
[ ] Macross: Do You Remember Love (U.S. Title - Clash of the Bionoids) Is this the same as Macross Plus? that was a very good movie
[x] Metropolis (2001)
[ ] Neo-Tokyo
[x] Ninja Scroll (this was the first anime I ever saw. I was like 9)
[ ] Patlabor the Movie
[ ] The Professional: Golgo 13
[ ] Project A-ko
[ ] Robotech: The Shadow Chronicle
[ ] Silent Mobius
[ ] Space Adventure Cobra
[ ] Steamboy (2004)
[ ] Sword of the Stranger
[ ] Unico and the Island of Magic
[ ] Urotsukidoji: The Movie
[x] Vampire Hunter D
[ ] Vampire Hunter D: Blood(lines)
[ ] Wings of Honneamise: Royal Space Force
Cartoons For Grown-Ups
[ ] American Pop
[x] The Animatrix (2003)
[x] Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon The Movie
[ ] Beavis & Butthead Do America (1996)
[ ] Cool World
[x] Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within (2001)
[x] Final Fantasy: Advent Children ...ugh
[ ] Fire & Ice
[ ] Fritz the Cat (1972) I want to really bad
[X] Heavy Metal (1981) GOOD MOVIE! ignore the hetero sex in it though.
[ ] Heavy Metal 2000 (2000) p.o.s.
[ ] Hey Good Looking
[ ] Lady Death
[x ] A Scanner Darkly (2006) I liked it a lot
[x] South Park: Bigger, Longer & Uncut (1999)
[ ] Street Fight (AKA - Coonskin)
[ ] Waking Life (2001)
Other Animated Movies I Can't Categorize
[ ] Animal Farm
[ ] Animalympics
[ ] Batman Beyond: Return of the Joker
[ ] Batman and the Mask of Phantasm
[x] The Brave Little Toaster (1988)
[ ] Bravestarr: The Movie
[ ] Care Bears: The Movie
[x] Charlotte's Web (1973)
[x] Fern Gully - this movie made me into an ecoterrorist
[ ] G.I. Joe: The Movie
[ ] Gobots: Battle of the Rock Lords
[ ] He-Man & She-Ra: The Secret of the Sword
[ ] The Hobbit
[x] The Iron Giant (1999)
[ ] Justice League: The New Frontier
[ ] Lord of the Rings
[x] Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland (1992) - this movie was one of my favorites, I really need to watch it again
[ ] My Little Pony: The Movie
[x] Pink Floyd's The Wall (1982) - I do not want to watch this on drugs. It was too awesome sober.
[x] The Prince of Egypt (1998)
[ ] Powerpuff Girls: The Movie
[x] Quest For Camelot (1999)
[ ] Ringing Bell
[x] The Road to El Dorado (2000)
[ ] Rock & Rule
[x] Space Jam
[ ] Starchaser: The Legend of Orin
[ ] Superman: Doomsday
[x] The Swan Princess
[ ] Transformers: The Movie (1986)
[x] Wizards
[x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988)
[ ] Wonder Woman
I'm a loser :D
gah fuck, I had to do it D: also: working on a flip book,
Posted 16 years agoI am working on a flip book for my drawing class, as of lately I've been quite interested in animation, am thinking of trying to get into it.
I'll probably take a video of it when its done. Might make some more copies and send them to people.
Who knows
and now, a meme. These are my heroin. Be glad I don't actually do heroin. Because by god for some reason I want to.
Stolened from the awesome
frisby
1. What is your salad dressing of choice?
... whatever they put on caesar salads
2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Denny's is the one I go to the most, because its cheap and open 24/7
3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
hmmmm... well, I seem to be doing it with rice and kraft dinner
4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
extra cheese, extra cheese, extra cheese, and extra cheese.
5.What do you like to put on your toast?
JAMZ. raspberry or strawberry
***********TECHNOLOGY***************
1. How many televisions are in your house?
3, possibly 4. I have not been to the highest level of the house. Because thats where the Gremlin lives
2. What color cell phone do you have?
Black like my heart *flips emo-bangs*
3. How long would it take you to look up who invented the Rubber Band?
If I cared, like 3 minutes
4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?
what the fuck is a megahertz?
***************BIOLOGY******************
1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right handed.
2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A tumor.
3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
50 pound boxes of clay
4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
I got a concussion once while skateboarding and walked home, not knowing what happened
************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************
1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Nah, surprise is an interesting feeling. Like that feeling of falling.
2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I dunno, I'm starting to actually like Tyler. Sylas would be something nice though, I haven't heard anyone else having that name. Maybe if I ran into a priest he'd be all like "oh your name is biblical' and I'd be like I SUCK DICK FOR THE LORD BITCHES! and then spit vodka into the congregation.
If I were to change my name, I would change it to Tyler Blow Job S. Because thats my actual middle initials.
3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
I'd have sex with a woman for $1000 dollars. fuck yeah.
************DUMBOLOGY******************
1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
None. I only own a pair of pinstripe shoes and these totally awesome punk boots
2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops.
uhhh... last year, I slid on ice and hit some chicks van with my truck, it totally fucked up my rear view mirror
3. Last person you talked to?
In real life, tenshisirius and her mom.
online, my friend who just found out his girlfriend has been cheating on him fo- HOLY FUCK I THINK HE'S TRYING TO GET WITH ME. He just said that he 'almost wants to go gay because a guy would treat him better than any girl'. hes admitted to having a sex dream with me in it. he's a nice guy, but just not my physical type... fuck XD
4. Last person you hugged?
My mommy 8D
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
1. Season?
Fall, nice temperature, pretty colours.
2. Holiday?
Halloween. the best movies are usually on tv then
3. Day of the week?
Friday. I don't have school, and thats when new movies come out
4. Month?
July
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
1. Missing someone?
Yes T.T
2. Mood?
Mellows
3. What are you listening to
TV upstairs
4. Watching
my fingers type
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
1. First place you went this morning?
Upstairs
2. What's the last movie you saw?
The Watchmen. for the third time XD
3. Do you smile often?
I don't notice it if I do
4. Sleeping Alone Tonight?
As with every night... *sadness*
***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************
1. Do you always answer your phone?
LOL nope. most of the time I don't even feel my phone vibrating
2. Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
my friends Marcus or Justin. however, that hasn't happened in a long time though..
3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
I'd want either eyes like a husky (that wonderful ice blue), wolf eyes (they sell the contacts at one of my fav stores), or marilyn manson eyes
4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
What the fuck is a sonic?
5. Do you own a digital camera?
Yeah, but I can't find it... which sucks, because its a really nice one
6. Have you ever had a pet fish?
I took care of my sisters fish once
it died o.o
7. Favorite Christmas song(s):
Homo Christmas by Pansy Division
8. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
USB microphones so I can start recording more of my own music.
Or, hugs from all my friends.
9. Can you do push ups?
NOPE!
weak motherfucker here. I had some muscle when I was drumming, but I don't have my set anymore, and I go through periods of not being able to eat so my body is probably eating all my muscle
10. Can you do a chin up?
Never have, probably never will
11. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Nervous. I'm super paranoid. Theres things like fucking super-rabies and super-aids and all the flus are going and becoming immune to our medication and then theres war, economic crisis', what the fuck is there to look forward to?
12. Do you have any saved texts?
.... yes >.>
13. Ever been in a car wreck?
Sort of... I acted in a mock car crash once. Jaws of life are fucking scary.
14. Do you have an accent?
Go listen to my audio meme and tell me, I'd really like to know
15. What is the last song to make you cry?
Illusion by VNV nation never fails to make me cry when I'm feeling down
16. Plans tonight?
work on my flip book
17. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Have I ever?
I don't feel I've ever gotten off of it.
18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
uh.... .... energy drinks. three times.
my mommy paid for my way into observe and report 83
19. Have you ever been given roses?
No T.T
however, my high school girlfriend gave me a stuffed doggy that looks a lot like courage the cowardly dog, except with hearts on his butt
20. Current worry?
worrying that I might fail my courses, be kicked out of school, be excommunicated from my family, and end up being a homeless prostitute because nobody wants me :D
21. Current hate right now?
The Alberta Government for not including sexual orientation or gender identity on the human rights, citizenry, and multiculturalism act. so, by their books, I could be denied a house, fired from a job, or even denied service at a business just because I fall in love with boys and not girls. Though, through the federal government or whatever I am allowed these rights. It's just like a fucking slap in the face, like denying my existence, even though gay marriage is legal here.
In case you're wondering, I'm one of those 'we're here, we're queer, and now I'm throwing a molotov cocktail into a crowd of 'ban gay rights' people and setting up homemade bombs in churches' homos.
Fuck you government, fuck you
22. Met someone who changed your life?
Jason Webley?
23. How will you bring in the New Year
Lets hope not like this year, where I did it alone, watching cartoons.
lets hope this time I'm at least drunk.
24. What song represents you?
#1 Crush by Garbage
or I Want The One I Can't Have by The Smiths
25. Name three people who might complete this?
Iunno
26. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
I would want to be a famous jazz musician.
27. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope. Longest was 9 months
28. Do you have any tattoos/piercings?
No :c
29. Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
Probably not T.T
30. Does anyone love you?
platonically, I hope so.
in a romantic way, I wish, but seems to not be so.
31. Ever had someone sing to you?
My friend sung to me a few times, in his beautiful falsetto voice.
32. When did you last cry?
I... ... don't know...
33. Do you like to cuddle?
FUCK YES
PLZ CUDDLE WITH ME
I LOVE IT SO MUCH BUT I GET NO CUDDLES
34. Have you held hands with anyone today?
tenshisirius while walking to the movies
35. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
Meatloaf, Michael Jackson for the first bit
second was lots of Techno, Trance, DnB, and punk
and then Nu-metal and Death metal.
36. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
From the age I was 16 is where almost all of my friends are from, so... new I'd say.
I didn't really have many or any friends as a kid.
37. Do you like pulpy orange juice?
No. Tang plz.
I'll probably take a video of it when its done. Might make some more copies and send them to people.
Who knows
and now, a meme. These are my heroin. Be glad I don't actually do heroin. Because by god for some reason I want to.
Stolened from the awesome
frisby1. What is your salad dressing of choice?
... whatever they put on caesar salads
2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Denny's is the one I go to the most, because its cheap and open 24/7
3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
hmmmm... well, I seem to be doing it with rice and kraft dinner
4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
extra cheese, extra cheese, extra cheese, and extra cheese.
5.What do you like to put on your toast?
JAMZ. raspberry or strawberry
***********TECHNOLOGY***************
1. How many televisions are in your house?
3, possibly 4. I have not been to the highest level of the house. Because thats where the Gremlin lives
2. What color cell phone do you have?
Black like my heart *flips emo-bangs*
3. How long would it take you to look up who invented the Rubber Band?
If I cared, like 3 minutes
4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?
what the fuck is a megahertz?
***************BIOLOGY******************
1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right handed.
2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A tumor.
3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
50 pound boxes of clay
4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
I got a concussion once while skateboarding and walked home, not knowing what happened
************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************
1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Nah, surprise is an interesting feeling. Like that feeling of falling.
2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I dunno, I'm starting to actually like Tyler. Sylas would be something nice though, I haven't heard anyone else having that name. Maybe if I ran into a priest he'd be all like "oh your name is biblical' and I'd be like I SUCK DICK FOR THE LORD BITCHES! and then spit vodka into the congregation.
If I were to change my name, I would change it to Tyler Blow Job S. Because thats my actual middle initials.
3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
I'd have sex with a woman for $1000 dollars. fuck yeah.
************DUMBOLOGY******************
1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
None. I only own a pair of pinstripe shoes and these totally awesome punk boots
2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops.
uhhh... last year, I slid on ice and hit some chicks van with my truck, it totally fucked up my rear view mirror
3. Last person you talked to?
In real life,
tenshisirius and her mom.online, my friend who just found out his girlfriend has been cheating on him fo- HOLY FUCK I THINK HE'S TRYING TO GET WITH ME. He just said that he 'almost wants to go gay because a guy would treat him better than any girl'. hes admitted to having a sex dream with me in it. he's a nice guy, but just not my physical type... fuck XD
4. Last person you hugged?
My mommy 8D
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
1. Season?
Fall, nice temperature, pretty colours.
2. Holiday?
Halloween. the best movies are usually on tv then
3. Day of the week?
Friday. I don't have school, and thats when new movies come out
4. Month?
July
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
1. Missing someone?
Yes T.T
2. Mood?
Mellows
3. What are you listening to
TV upstairs
4. Watching
my fingers type
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
1. First place you went this morning?
Upstairs
2. What's the last movie you saw?
The Watchmen. for the third time XD
3. Do you smile often?
I don't notice it if I do
4. Sleeping Alone Tonight?
As with every night... *sadness*
***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************
1. Do you always answer your phone?
LOL nope. most of the time I don't even feel my phone vibrating
2. Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
my friends Marcus or Justin. however, that hasn't happened in a long time though..
3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
I'd want either eyes like a husky (that wonderful ice blue), wolf eyes (they sell the contacts at one of my fav stores), or marilyn manson eyes
4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
What the fuck is a sonic?
5. Do you own a digital camera?
Yeah, but I can't find it... which sucks, because its a really nice one
6. Have you ever had a pet fish?
I took care of my sisters fish once
it died o.o
7. Favorite Christmas song(s):
Homo Christmas by Pansy Division
8. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
USB microphones so I can start recording more of my own music.
Or, hugs from all my friends.
9. Can you do push ups?
NOPE!
weak motherfucker here. I had some muscle when I was drumming, but I don't have my set anymore, and I go through periods of not being able to eat so my body is probably eating all my muscle
10. Can you do a chin up?
Never have, probably never will
11. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Nervous. I'm super paranoid. Theres things like fucking super-rabies and super-aids and all the flus are going and becoming immune to our medication and then theres war, economic crisis', what the fuck is there to look forward to?
12. Do you have any saved texts?
.... yes >.>
13. Ever been in a car wreck?
Sort of... I acted in a mock car crash once. Jaws of life are fucking scary.
14. Do you have an accent?
Go listen to my audio meme and tell me, I'd really like to know
15. What is the last song to make you cry?
Illusion by VNV nation never fails to make me cry when I'm feeling down
16. Plans tonight?
work on my flip book
17. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Have I ever?
I don't feel I've ever gotten off of it.
18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
uh.... .... energy drinks. three times.
my mommy paid for my way into observe and report 83
19. Have you ever been given roses?
No T.T
however, my high school girlfriend gave me a stuffed doggy that looks a lot like courage the cowardly dog, except with hearts on his butt
20. Current worry?
worrying that I might fail my courses, be kicked out of school, be excommunicated from my family, and end up being a homeless prostitute because nobody wants me :D
21. Current hate right now?
The Alberta Government for not including sexual orientation or gender identity on the human rights, citizenry, and multiculturalism act. so, by their books, I could be denied a house, fired from a job, or even denied service at a business just because I fall in love with boys and not girls. Though, through the federal government or whatever I am allowed these rights. It's just like a fucking slap in the face, like denying my existence, even though gay marriage is legal here.
In case you're wondering, I'm one of those 'we're here, we're queer, and now I'm throwing a molotov cocktail into a crowd of 'ban gay rights' people and setting up homemade bombs in churches' homos.
Fuck you government, fuck you
22. Met someone who changed your life?
Jason Webley?
23. How will you bring in the New Year
Lets hope not like this year, where I did it alone, watching cartoons.
lets hope this time I'm at least drunk.
24. What song represents you?
#1 Crush by Garbage
or I Want The One I Can't Have by The Smiths
25. Name three people who might complete this?
Iunno
26. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
I would want to be a famous jazz musician.
27. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope. Longest was 9 months
28. Do you have any tattoos/piercings?
No :c
29. Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
Probably not T.T
30. Does anyone love you?
platonically, I hope so.
in a romantic way, I wish, but seems to not be so.
31. Ever had someone sing to you?
My friend sung to me a few times, in his beautiful falsetto voice.
32. When did you last cry?
I... ... don't know...
33. Do you like to cuddle?
FUCK YES
PLZ CUDDLE WITH ME
I LOVE IT SO MUCH BUT I GET NO CUDDLES
34. Have you held hands with anyone today?
tenshisirius while walking to the movies35. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
Meatloaf, Michael Jackson for the first bit
second was lots of Techno, Trance, DnB, and punk
and then Nu-metal and Death metal.
36. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
From the age I was 16 is where almost all of my friends are from, so... new I'd say.
I didn't really have many or any friends as a kid.
37. Do you like pulpy orange juice?
No. Tang plz.
I has Xbox live and Skype now
Posted 16 years agoHurrah!
My housemate was amazing and fixed my xbox for only 8 cents
He is amazing.
Gives him props.
My gamertag or whatever is SylasAesop
add it if you want... but say who you are or else I will be supa paranoid
My skype thing is also SylasAesop
why I add skype? I am bored. and it supports webcam woo.
Now to start my own little internet business where I take off my clothes for money and/or cookies.
Add me up ya want ^^
My housemate was amazing and fixed my xbox for only 8 cents
He is amazing.
Gives him props.
My gamertag or whatever is SylasAesop
add it if you want... but say who you are or else I will be supa paranoid
My skype thing is also SylasAesop
why I add skype? I am bored. and it supports webcam woo.
Now to start my own little internet business where I take off my clothes for money and/or cookies.
Add me up ya want ^^
I just consumed the equivalent of 8 cups of coffee
Posted 16 years agoAnd now I'm sitting down listening to the soundtrack to The Wall
Working on my 1000 word essay that is due in 9 hours.
WOO.
I'm going to be putting out a ton of scanned sketches in a bit, some of it old art, including some from my days as a druggie. I am so glad I got out of that shit.
I'm probably going to put them all in scraps, so I will ask that if you see one that you would like to see coloured and finished and all that stuff, please say so <3
Semester is over soon. I need to find a job.
Now, lets all giggle at my msn icon in my bar that I laughed at for no reason a few minutes ago.
I ran out of meds again, I'm going to the doctors like tomorrow to get a refill, and also try to get a referral to a psych, and try to find out WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY INNARDS
Why do they not let me eat D:
I'm going to become a skinny little bastard again with his ribs showing through his tight shirts
I don't want to be that again D:
STOP MEEEEEEEE!!!!
By sending me cookies.
And nude photos.
DO IT NOW
WE DON'T NEED NO EDUCATION
RAAAAAAAH
oh dear, it's kicking in.
Working on my 1000 word essay that is due in 9 hours.
WOO.
I'm going to be putting out a ton of scanned sketches in a bit, some of it old art, including some from my days as a druggie. I am so glad I got out of that shit.
I'm probably going to put them all in scraps, so I will ask that if you see one that you would like to see coloured and finished and all that stuff, please say so <3
Semester is over soon. I need to find a job.
Now, lets all giggle at my msn icon in my bar that I laughed at for no reason a few minutes ago.
I ran out of meds again, I'm going to the doctors like tomorrow to get a refill, and also try to get a referral to a psych, and try to find out WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY INNARDS
Why do they not let me eat D:
I'm going to become a skinny little bastard again with his ribs showing through his tight shirts
I don't want to be that again D:
STOP MEEEEEEEE!!!!
By sending me cookies.
And nude photos.
DO IT NOW
WE DON'T NEED NO EDUCATION
RAAAAAAAH
oh dear, it's kicking in.
+1 to my family, emotions, semester almost done
Posted 16 years agoOk, so here I am, sitting at my sisters house, taking care of the place while she's up in fort mac.
My mom had been updating me on her status, but then I went to bed because I was a sleepy panda.
This morning, my sister had her baby. My mom sent me a picture. Babies aren't really my thing, but my sister seems into them. This raises the number of my neices and nephews to 4 for my sister and 3 for my brother.
I don't really like kids, but they can be cute before they learn to think for themselves.
My emotions are a little bleh, but I think it's just stress and the fact that I've been left ALL ALONE D:<
Also my lovelorn-ness, the fact that... "I want the one I can't have, and it's driving me mad" ... The Smiths are awesome
Pretty much all I've been listening to for a while is The Smiths and Joy Division.
My semester is done in a few weeks, I kinda fucked up on my ceramics work, I'm hoping I pass that class. I just need to pass this shit and I'm good, I'm not taking any 3D classes next year, I'm taking Painting and Printmaking.
Anyway, I guess I gotta go. Hugs for everyone!
My mom had been updating me on her status, but then I went to bed because I was a sleepy panda.
This morning, my sister had her baby. My mom sent me a picture. Babies aren't really my thing, but my sister seems into them. This raises the number of my neices and nephews to 4 for my sister and 3 for my brother.
I don't really like kids, but they can be cute before they learn to think for themselves.
My emotions are a little bleh, but I think it's just stress and the fact that I've been left ALL ALONE D:<
Also my lovelorn-ness, the fact that... "I want the one I can't have, and it's driving me mad" ... The Smiths are awesome
Pretty much all I've been listening to for a while is The Smiths and Joy Division.
My semester is done in a few weeks, I kinda fucked up on my ceramics work, I'm hoping I pass that class. I just need to pass this shit and I'm good, I'm not taking any 3D classes next year, I'm taking Painting and Printmaking.
Anyway, I guess I gotta go. Hugs for everyone!
2K pageviews, and a meme :O
Posted 16 years agoHurray! 2000 pageviews :D
I would like to thank everyone that's supported me during my bouts of depression, you all have really helped me.
And now, since I'm such a fucking conformist, I must do this meme thats going around
~Top 5 Favorite Movies~ There are tons on my mind, but here are the ones that I think of first
1) A Clockwork Orange
2) The Kid (Charlie Chaplin)
3) Eraserhead
4) Tank Girl
5) The Plague Dogs
~Top 5 Favorite Songs~ FUCK THIS IS HARD! I have over 4500 songs on my ipod alone, and a bunch of CD's I've got to put on there as well
1) Warlock - Skinny Puppy
2) The Man With the X-ray Eyes - Bauhaus
3) For You Will Burn Your Wings Upon The Sun - Black Tape For A Blue Girl
4) The Point Of It All - Amanda Palmer
5) Attitude - The Misfits
~Top 5 Favorite TV Shows~
1) I Love Lucy
2) The Addams Family
3) The Twilight Zone
4) The Raccoons
5) Super Jail
~Top 5 Favorite Video Games~
1) Tetris
2) Legend of Zelda: OoT
3) Dance Dance Revolution
4) World of Warcraft (STFU I KNOW I'M A LOSER T.T)
5) House of The Dead
~Top 5 Favorite Artists~
1) Egon Schiele
2) Francis Bacon
3) Banksy
4)
kinkycoyote
5) bobbuffalo
~Top 5 Fears~
1) Being alone for the rest of my life
2) Being a failure
3) Most insects
4) AIDS and other STD's
5) People
~Top 5 Turn Ons~
1) Chubby nerds
2) Depth
3) Body hair
4) Intelligence
5) Cuddliness
Also: apparently heterosexuality is a BIG turn on for me... god dammit I hate that. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST BE INTERESTED IN 'EXPERIMENTING' A BIT! Fucking sexy straight guys.
~Top 5 Turn Offs~
1) Vanity
2) emos
3) girly guys
4) people that somehow find my email and send me messages like "come over and let me fuck you." No. No I will not. I'm a classy lady and you need to buy me dinner first. And by dinner, I mean a few dates.
5) People who make those off-hand comments like "you should go to the gym" or "maybe you should do this with your hair"
weee that was fun
I would like to thank everyone that's supported me during my bouts of depression, you all have really helped me.
And now, since I'm such a fucking conformist, I must do this meme thats going around
~Top 5 Favorite Movies~ There are tons on my mind, but here are the ones that I think of first
1) A Clockwork Orange
2) The Kid (Charlie Chaplin)
3) Eraserhead
4) Tank Girl
5) The Plague Dogs
~Top 5 Favorite Songs~ FUCK THIS IS HARD! I have over 4500 songs on my ipod alone, and a bunch of CD's I've got to put on there as well
1) Warlock - Skinny Puppy
2) The Man With the X-ray Eyes - Bauhaus
3) For You Will Burn Your Wings Upon The Sun - Black Tape For A Blue Girl
4) The Point Of It All - Amanda Palmer
5) Attitude - The Misfits
~Top 5 Favorite TV Shows~
1) I Love Lucy
2) The Addams Family
3) The Twilight Zone
4) The Raccoons
5) Super Jail
~Top 5 Favorite Video Games~
1) Tetris
2) Legend of Zelda: OoT
3) Dance Dance Revolution
4) World of Warcraft (STFU I KNOW I'M A LOSER T.T)
5) House of The Dead
~Top 5 Favorite Artists~
1) Egon Schiele
2) Francis Bacon
3) Banksy
4)
kinkycoyote5)
bobbuffalo~Top 5 Fears~
1) Being alone for the rest of my life
2) Being a failure
3) Most insects
4) AIDS and other STD's
5) People
~Top 5 Turn Ons~
1) Chubby nerds
2) Depth
3) Body hair
4) Intelligence
5) Cuddliness
Also: apparently heterosexuality is a BIG turn on for me... god dammit I hate that. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST BE INTERESTED IN 'EXPERIMENTING' A BIT! Fucking sexy straight guys.
~Top 5 Turn Offs~
1) Vanity
2) emos
3) girly guys
4) people that somehow find my email and send me messages like "come over and let me fuck you." No. No I will not. I'm a classy lady and you need to buy me dinner first. And by dinner, I mean a few dates.
5) People who make those off-hand comments like "you should go to the gym" or "maybe you should do this with your hair"
weee that was fun
Rawr! Mobile panda is back from MSI
Posted 16 years agoOk, so, my mood is staying up! This is good news!
Not going to stop taking my meds this time though.
Last night I went to Mindless Self Indulgence. They were wonderful. Amaaaazing stage presence, their (hot) guitarist walked around in the crowd and right by us, but my phone was dead so I couldn't get a picture. Me and my ex-gf were right in the middle of the crowd, a few feet away from the stage, but we had to get out of there after a few songs because people were starting to crush us. I thought my pelvis was going to break. There were these two tall guys in front of us who wouldn't fucking move and we could barely see shit. So I kept on grabbing their asses. I want to see them again sooo bad, but get in early to get super ultra front row spots.
Opening for MSI was Velvet Code and Hollowboy. Both pretty good bands, and awesome guys. Velvet code gave us hugs and signed our CDs, Hollowboy signed our CD's to us, and I talked music gear with their keyboardist XD. Go check them out.
I drove back to Red Deer today, and a few hours after getting back, my straight friend that is totally awesome and apparently is going to marry me if were both single when we're older messages me asking me to come up. I haven't seen him in a while, I really miss him, and he's been feeling down, so I of course said yes. So, I'm driving BACK to edmonton today! Wooo!
Now, I must go shower, for I have the sweat of tons of emo kids all over me.
HUGS!
Not going to stop taking my meds this time though.
Last night I went to Mindless Self Indulgence. They were wonderful. Amaaaazing stage presence, their (hot) guitarist walked around in the crowd and right by us, but my phone was dead so I couldn't get a picture. Me and my ex-gf were right in the middle of the crowd, a few feet away from the stage, but we had to get out of there after a few songs because people were starting to crush us. I thought my pelvis was going to break. There were these two tall guys in front of us who wouldn't fucking move and we could barely see shit. So I kept on grabbing their asses. I want to see them again sooo bad, but get in early to get super ultra front row spots.
Opening for MSI was Velvet Code and Hollowboy. Both pretty good bands, and awesome guys. Velvet code gave us hugs and signed our CDs, Hollowboy signed our CD's to us, and I talked music gear with their keyboardist XD. Go check them out.
I drove back to Red Deer today, and a few hours after getting back, my straight friend that is totally awesome and apparently is going to marry me if were both single when we're older messages me asking me to come up. I haven't seen him in a while, I really miss him, and he's been feeling down, so I of course said yes. So, I'm driving BACK to edmonton today! Wooo!
Now, I must go shower, for I have the sweat of tons of emo kids all over me.
HUGS!
I'm sorry if I've worried you
Posted 16 years agoReally, I am.
I don't intend to, I really wish I didn't pour my heart and lack-of-a-soul into this frucking FA journal... but this is pretty much the only place where I feel at least a little bit "human" (ironic, isn't it?). Elsewhere, I just... don't connect. Then again, I don't really connect here, or at least think I do. Sorry. I'm being all depressive again.
My feelings are starting to stabilize, I guess the drugs are starting to kick in. I still feel sad, but the whole "crushing sadness, life is horrible" thing is dying down. Well, I still feel the world is horrible, but thats just... observation.
School-wise, I'm a bit behind, I'm going to be pulling a few all-nighters, but I think I can do it. We're working on bronze sculpture now, and I really enjoy it, too bad it's extremely super hard to do it outside of school (however, I guess I now have the skills to work in a foundry. Good thing I set my sights high... I swear to fucking god, one day I will be successful, I don't know if it will be through music, art, or what, but I won't be some fucker working a desk job hating his life). I will be posting my ceramic work soon, and I will most likely be selling the bronze sculpture ... any takers ^^?
Life-wise, I'm stabilizing. Still lonely, all that bullshit. Trying to get some plans together.. I think I need to settle down somehow. Hmm... I need to find a nice boy into comic books to help me calm down :P. My preoccupations are at the moment on other people, trying to gain a better understanding of people I guess, how they work. They're strange things. My emotional unavailability is really hurting my relationships with others, I need to work on it.
I am still going to see a psychiatrist when I finish this semester, just as a precaution, and to try to get some of this shit out of my system without bothering you guys.
I feel like traveling across america/canada next year... anybody be interested in chillaxing with a dirty art fag :P? I just really want to see the world at the moment.
AND NOW A MEME! from bobbuffalo he's awesome :D
TEN "ARE YOU.."
1. Single: unfortunately, I need to find a boyfriend D: I really want a furry boyfriend.. or one that doesn't give a shit about that :P
2. Happy?: Mellow is a better term
3. bored?: Writing an english paper, of course :D
4. italian?: I don't think so, I think I'm a genetic mutt...
6. pregnant: YES :D
8. Cool?: Nope, lame ass motherfucker who is pretty much just a really big kid
9. Irish?: See statement for Italian, although me being Irish is more likely than me being Italian... Woo for being a newfie!)
10. In love?: Unfortunately no. In lust? Yes.
TEN FACTS
1. Name: Tyler S.
2. Nick names: Sylas, Volya
3. Birthplace: Fort McMurray, AB
4. Hair color: Brown, though some of the blonde is in there, and in some light, it looks grey D:?!?!?!
5. Eye color: Brown
7. Birthdate: June 12th
8. Facebook: hahahahaha, if you want it, just note me, I'll add you if you say that you're from FA :P
9. Favorite colors: Purple, Black, Grey, White,
10. Favorite place to go: The Denny's in front of Disneyland
TEN LOVE STUFF
1. Have you been in love?: I think... but in hindsight, I guess not
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?: I wish I did
4. Have you been hurted sentimentally?: Yes, I felt so much like shit when my boyfriend dumped me.
5. Have you broke someone's heart?: Not really
6. Have they broke your hear?: If there was one to break in the first place
7. Have you liked somebody but never tell: TONS OF PEOPLE. I'm too afraid.
8. Are you afraid to commitment ?: Not really, I'm super-monogamous so I guess commitment sorta comes naturally to me
9. Last person you hugged?: uh... I think the furry girl in my art classes. She's cool :D
10. Who was the last person you said "I love you": Either my mommy, or tenshisirius
TEN "THIS OR THAT"
1. Love or lust: Love
2. Wine or beer: neither, vodka or absinthe please!
3. Cats or dogs: I've lived with dogs longer, but both are awesome. I really want a ferret
4. Few good friends or lots of regular friends: few good friends, I want some people who I can connect with :3
5. TV or Internet: Internet, anyways you can watch TV on the internet :D
7. Steak night or love night: ... huh? Um, love night? Steak is pretty awesome though
8. Money or Happiness: Happiness with just enough money to buy food and art supplies
9. Day or night: Night's fun, but so is the day
10. IM or SMS: What's SMS? I go with IM, add me if you want :D
TEN "HAVE YOU.."
1. Been caught escaping?: I almost got arrested doing graffiti once
3. did something that you regret?: Drugs.
4. Jumped on a bungee?: No, I haven't even been on a rollercoaster I'm too much of a pussy
5. Lied someone you like?: Yup.
6. been bite?: Uh, I hang with a goth girl at school, of course I get bit! Also, a little nibbling never hurt nobody ;3
8. wanted to return with your ex?: Nah, we weren't really meant for each other.
9. cried because you lost a pet?: Yes, I never got to say goodbye to Scruffy or Sparky, and I loved them so :(
10. wanted to dissapear: Yes. Very much.
TEN THING YOU LIKE IN YOUR PARTNER:
1. Smile or eyes: eyes
2. Dark or blond hair: Dark, but I'm lenient :P
3. hugs or kisses: hugs, snuggles, cuddling,
4. Taller or smaller: taller, but it doesn't matter
5. Smart or looks: smart. My brain doesn't really work the way to see someone as hot.
6. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic, I want someone to sweep me off my feet. I think I'm spontaneous enough :3
7. Funny or serious: I prefer serious, but funny ain't bad
8. older or younger: A liiittle bit older. If I could find somebody my age that I could connect with, I'd go for that.
9. Steppin' out or homey: Homey i guess
10. Tender or gross: Tender, I want somebody to hold me tightly and keep my safe :3
TEN LAST ONES
1. Last call: My high-school girlfriend, her telling me to switch to koodo and asking about the concert we're going to on thursday, and asking me to model for her yet again
2. Last person you kissed: tenshisirius
3. last person you have been: A little emo fucker XD
4. last job: I worked at a movie store, it was great! I stopped in the summer, but then went back for a few days during the christmas season to help out
5. Last person you hold: Fur friend in art class
6. Last free: uh, I got some free chocolate today!
7. Last person you chatted: My friend Kevin telling me about how he seen my dad at the plants now that he works there :P
8. Last person you went to the movies: Tenshi-Sirius, we saw The Last House on The Left
9. Last person you lost emotionally: Myself
10. Last person you slept: Uh, sexually, my Ex, just sleeping... Ian and Justin
Tags? NO do it if you want :D
I don't intend to, I really wish I didn't pour my heart and lack-of-a-soul into this frucking FA journal... but this is pretty much the only place where I feel at least a little bit "human" (ironic, isn't it?). Elsewhere, I just... don't connect. Then again, I don't really connect here, or at least think I do. Sorry. I'm being all depressive again.
My feelings are starting to stabilize, I guess the drugs are starting to kick in. I still feel sad, but the whole "crushing sadness, life is horrible" thing is dying down. Well, I still feel the world is horrible, but thats just... observation.
School-wise, I'm a bit behind, I'm going to be pulling a few all-nighters, but I think I can do it. We're working on bronze sculpture now, and I really enjoy it, too bad it's extremely super hard to do it outside of school (however, I guess I now have the skills to work in a foundry. Good thing I set my sights high... I swear to fucking god, one day I will be successful, I don't know if it will be through music, art, or what, but I won't be some fucker working a desk job hating his life). I will be posting my ceramic work soon, and I will most likely be selling the bronze sculpture ... any takers ^^?
Life-wise, I'm stabilizing. Still lonely, all that bullshit. Trying to get some plans together.. I think I need to settle down somehow. Hmm... I need to find a nice boy into comic books to help me calm down :P. My preoccupations are at the moment on other people, trying to gain a better understanding of people I guess, how they work. They're strange things. My emotional unavailability is really hurting my relationships with others, I need to work on it.
I am still going to see a psychiatrist when I finish this semester, just as a precaution, and to try to get some of this shit out of my system without bothering you guys.
I feel like traveling across america/canada next year... anybody be interested in chillaxing with a dirty art fag :P? I just really want to see the world at the moment.
AND NOW A MEME! from
bobbuffalo he's awesome :DTEN "ARE YOU.."
1. Single: unfortunately, I need to find a boyfriend D: I really want a furry boyfriend.. or one that doesn't give a shit about that :P
2. Happy?: Mellow is a better term
3. bored?: Writing an english paper, of course :D
4. italian?: I don't think so, I think I'm a genetic mutt...
6. pregnant: YES :D
8. Cool?: Nope, lame ass motherfucker who is pretty much just a really big kid
9. Irish?: See statement for Italian, although me being Irish is more likely than me being Italian... Woo for being a newfie!)
10. In love?: Unfortunately no. In lust? Yes.
TEN FACTS
1. Name: Tyler S.
2. Nick names: Sylas, Volya
3. Birthplace: Fort McMurray, AB
4. Hair color: Brown, though some of the blonde is in there, and in some light, it looks grey D:?!?!?!
5. Eye color: Brown
7. Birthdate: June 12th
8. Facebook: hahahahaha, if you want it, just note me, I'll add you if you say that you're from FA :P
9. Favorite colors: Purple, Black, Grey, White,
10. Favorite place to go: The Denny's in front of Disneyland
TEN LOVE STUFF
1. Have you been in love?: I think... but in hindsight, I guess not
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?: I wish I did
4. Have you been hurted sentimentally?: Yes, I felt so much like shit when my boyfriend dumped me.
5. Have you broke someone's heart?: Not really
6. Have they broke your hear?: If there was one to break in the first place
7. Have you liked somebody but never tell: TONS OF PEOPLE. I'm too afraid.
8. Are you afraid to commitment ?: Not really, I'm super-monogamous so I guess commitment sorta comes naturally to me
9. Last person you hugged?: uh... I think the furry girl in my art classes. She's cool :D
10. Who was the last person you said "I love you": Either my mommy, or
tenshisiriusTEN "THIS OR THAT"
1. Love or lust: Love
2. Wine or beer: neither, vodka or absinthe please!
3. Cats or dogs: I've lived with dogs longer, but both are awesome. I really want a ferret
4. Few good friends or lots of regular friends: few good friends, I want some people who I can connect with :3
5. TV or Internet: Internet, anyways you can watch TV on the internet :D
7. Steak night or love night: ... huh? Um, love night? Steak is pretty awesome though
8. Money or Happiness: Happiness with just enough money to buy food and art supplies
9. Day or night: Night's fun, but so is the day
10. IM or SMS: What's SMS? I go with IM, add me if you want :D
TEN "HAVE YOU.."
1. Been caught escaping?: I almost got arrested doing graffiti once
3. did something that you regret?: Drugs.
4. Jumped on a bungee?: No, I haven't even been on a rollercoaster I'm too much of a pussy
5. Lied someone you like?: Yup.
6. been bite?: Uh, I hang with a goth girl at school, of course I get bit! Also, a little nibbling never hurt nobody ;3
8. wanted to return with your ex?: Nah, we weren't really meant for each other.
9. cried because you lost a pet?: Yes, I never got to say goodbye to Scruffy or Sparky, and I loved them so :(
10. wanted to dissapear: Yes. Very much.
TEN THING YOU LIKE IN YOUR PARTNER:
1. Smile or eyes: eyes
2. Dark or blond hair: Dark, but I'm lenient :P
3. hugs or kisses: hugs, snuggles, cuddling,
4. Taller or smaller: taller, but it doesn't matter
5. Smart or looks: smart. My brain doesn't really work the way to see someone as hot.
6. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic, I want someone to sweep me off my feet. I think I'm spontaneous enough :3
7. Funny or serious: I prefer serious, but funny ain't bad
8. older or younger: A liiittle bit older. If I could find somebody my age that I could connect with, I'd go for that.
9. Steppin' out or homey: Homey i guess
10. Tender or gross: Tender, I want somebody to hold me tightly and keep my safe :3
TEN LAST ONES
1. Last call: My high-school girlfriend, her telling me to switch to koodo and asking about the concert we're going to on thursday, and asking me to model for her yet again
2. Last person you kissed:
tenshisirius3. last person you have been: A little emo fucker XD
4. last job: I worked at a movie store, it was great! I stopped in the summer, but then went back for a few days during the christmas season to help out
5. Last person you hold: Fur friend in art class
6. Last free: uh, I got some free chocolate today!
7. Last person you chatted: My friend Kevin telling me about how he seen my dad at the plants now that he works there :P
8. Last person you went to the movies: Tenshi-Sirius, we saw The Last House on The Left
9. Last person you lost emotionally: Myself
10. Last person you slept: Uh, sexually, my Ex, just sleeping... Ian and Justin
Tags? NO do it if you want :D
Existence is futile...
Posted 16 years agoOk, so my mood, as expected, did not hold up
In fact, it has gotten worse.
The detachment is still there, I feel like I'm pushing everyone away. I don't want to... but I don't blame them. I wouldn't want to put up with my fucking bullshit. I'm amazed that there are even people that still talk to me.
Two days ago, I broke down in my car. I just... cried. I ... I just don't know what to do. I feel isolated. I'm completely lost.
I want to die
but at the same time, I don't.
I don't want to live like this anymore, but I don't know what to do
Honestly... I'm afraid.
In fact, it has gotten worse.
The detachment is still there, I feel like I'm pushing everyone away. I don't want to... but I don't blame them. I wouldn't want to put up with my fucking bullshit. I'm amazed that there are even people that still talk to me.
Two days ago, I broke down in my car. I just... cried. I ... I just don't know what to do. I feel isolated. I'm completely lost.
I want to die
but at the same time, I don't.
I don't want to live like this anymore, but I don't know what to do
Honestly... I'm afraid.
Back from trip + fun video of me
Posted 16 years agoI went back home on thursday night, and it was a really good time back, so heres a summation
The good times started pretty quick, when I went to transfer buses, I ran into my good friend, past, and hopefully future bandmate, Marcus, who I have not seen in over 6 months due to him living in Vancouver. I had no clue he was going to be there. It was possibly the best thing ever. We had 5 hours to catch up and try to stay awake, most of which also consisted of listening to Joy Division and Orchid.
So, after we got back into the horrid town, it was totally cold and covered in so much snow. I promptly went to bed. Awoke several hours later to try to find vollita. That failed, but I ran into said friend from before and also a few others. We killed time at the shitty-mall, which was made fun because we were walking around with a life-sized cutout of Hannah Montana. Met 
kentam at McDonalds, and after he left us, we set on our adventure to get crunk.
Vollita called me, and our drinking adventure really started.
It is documented here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DD8e9gohfZU
We then attempted to all sleep in my bed. It didn't go so well.
The next day, I drove the friends home, chilled with my mum, and then went to hang out with Minimike some more. It was fun :3
Got home today. Slept through the bus ride, and luckily kept my head.
In short, was a very nice trip back home, but I still miss my friends. I only have tenshisirius in RD really :(
I hope my mood picks up after this.
Now... TELL ME SOMETHING TO DRAW!
I don't have any ideas :(
The good times started pretty quick, when I went to transfer buses, I ran into my good friend, past, and hopefully future bandmate, Marcus, who I have not seen in over 6 months due to him living in Vancouver. I had no clue he was going to be there. It was possibly the best thing ever. We had 5 hours to catch up and try to stay awake, most of which also consisted of listening to Joy Division and Orchid.
So, after we got back into the horrid town, it was totally cold and covered in so much snow. I promptly went to bed. Awoke several hours later to try to find
vollita. That failed, but I ran into said friend from before and also a few others. We killed time at the shitty-mall, which was made fun because we were walking around with a life-sized cutout of Hannah Montana. Met 
kentam at McDonalds, and after he left us, we set on our adventure to get crunk.Vollita called me, and our drinking adventure really started.
It is documented here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DD8e9gohfZU
We then attempted to all sleep in my bed. It didn't go so well.
The next day, I drove the friends home, chilled with my mum, and then went to hang out with Minimike some more. It was fun :3
Got home today. Slept through the bus ride, and luckily kept my head.
In short, was a very nice trip back home, but I still miss my friends. I only have
tenshisirius in RD really :(I hope my mood picks up after this.
Now... TELL ME SOMETHING TO DRAW!
I don't have any ideas :(
Guess who feels like shit?!
Posted 16 years agoI do!
I dunno what you get for winning.
I just feel really bad... I didn't go to drawing class today because I just couldn't... I dunno, bring up the willpower
I feel detached from the world, just a shadow watching as the world spins around me, nobody notices, nobody cares. I feel like I want to just be deleted from the world, so nobody would remember my existence, I doubt I made a difference in anybody's life. I also doubt that anybody will remember me for very long after I die.
I just want to curl up into a ball and sleep... sleep until the world decides to come back for me. Or maybe just sleep until it doesn't matter anymore. But whenever I sleep, I think of how lonely I feel... and it just doesn't help.
I've been able to sleep, but my appetite has gone down the drain, yesterday I only ate once, and the day before I ate a handful of crackers.
I hate it when I feel like this
In other news, I cut my hair again, it's pretty short. I've gotten a few complements on it, from girls of course. I wish dudes would complement me.
I ordered the Kung Fu Panda art book, waiting for it to come in. I ordered it from the states so... it's probably gonna take a while.
I found that ustream site, it looks interesting, might do some drawing on there, requests and all that shit, if anybody watches. Whatever.
Sorry for making you read the same old shit again.
I dunno what you get for winning.
I just feel really bad... I didn't go to drawing class today because I just couldn't... I dunno, bring up the willpower
I feel detached from the world, just a shadow watching as the world spins around me, nobody notices, nobody cares. I feel like I want to just be deleted from the world, so nobody would remember my existence, I doubt I made a difference in anybody's life. I also doubt that anybody will remember me for very long after I die.
I just want to curl up into a ball and sleep... sleep until the world decides to come back for me. Or maybe just sleep until it doesn't matter anymore. But whenever I sleep, I think of how lonely I feel... and it just doesn't help.
I've been able to sleep, but my appetite has gone down the drain, yesterday I only ate once, and the day before I ate a handful of crackers.
I hate it when I feel like this
In other news, I cut my hair again, it's pretty short. I've gotten a few complements on it, from girls of course. I wish dudes would complement me.
I ordered the Kung Fu Panda art book, waiting for it to come in. I ordered it from the states so... it's probably gonna take a while.
I found that ustream site, it looks interesting, might do some drawing on there, requests and all that shit, if anybody watches. Whatever.
Sorry for making you read the same old shit again.
Depression AND Insomnia?!
Posted 16 years agoI'd like some of that
Oh wait
I've already got it
So today I went to the clinic and got my prescription refilled. I know I wanted to be off of the meds, but I just can't take it anymore. My emotions are all like FUCK YOU TYLER FUCK YOU. I just want to curl up in a corner and wither away into nothing. I'm confused and all that bullshit. You've heard it before. However something new has happened. I can't really sleep. I am both unable to.. an unwilling. I'm just going to stop trying. Get some work done, that'll be good.
The doctor said that the next few weeks are going to be hell on me. Woo.
Whatever. I'll live through it. Fuck I need a hug though. My friend (the one that made this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1554748/) is coming to see me and tenshisirius and we're going to see the watchmen. yaay. I'm usually more pumped at that but I'm just really down at the moment. After that I'm hoping to see my family and friends back in fort mac for a weekend. My parents ditched me during my 'spring break' for Mexico. They got back on sunday. I miss them. And I miss my friends.
Hopefully they will give me hugs. Because I am not getting any. And it makes me a saaad panda.
Oh wait
I've already got it
So today I went to the clinic and got my prescription refilled. I know I wanted to be off of the meds, but I just can't take it anymore. My emotions are all like FUCK YOU TYLER FUCK YOU. I just want to curl up in a corner and wither away into nothing. I'm confused and all that bullshit. You've heard it before. However something new has happened. I can't really sleep. I am both unable to.. an unwilling. I'm just going to stop trying. Get some work done, that'll be good.
The doctor said that the next few weeks are going to be hell on me. Woo.
Whatever. I'll live through it. Fuck I need a hug though. My friend (the one that made this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1554748/) is coming to see me and
tenshisirius and we're going to see the watchmen. yaay. I'm usually more pumped at that but I'm just really down at the moment. After that I'm hoping to see my family and friends back in fort mac for a weekend. My parents ditched me during my 'spring break' for Mexico. They got back on sunday. I miss them. And I miss my friends. Hopefully they will give me hugs. Because I am not getting any. And it makes me a saaad panda.
That there meme thats been going around.
Posted 16 years agoExtraversion |||| 14%
Stability || 10%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 62%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||| 16%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Anti-authority || 10%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Family drive |||| 16%
Physical Activity || 10%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Honor |||||||||||| 50%
Thriftiness || 10%
Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
Yeah. I just redid it. I did it last november, and well... whatever. I think its accurate but who knows.
My drawing portfolio is due tomorrow, and I haven't been sleeping very well. It sucks. My appetite has been going down the drain, I've only been eating one thing a day pretty much (and that happens to be delicious bacon). I tried to eat today and I just got sick, almost puked while eating it. Stress is shit. I'm behind in ceramics and sculpture. I like ceramics, but I am hating sculpture. I'm covered in scars because I can't get leather gloves. I'm definitely not taking it next year. I had my art history mid term on tuesday, and I'm pretty sure I bombed on it. All the names blurred together, and I forgot everything about the Rococo. Oh well. The uber-depressing picture that I've been working on for drawing is now done. I'm so glad. I was getting sick of staring at dead children for several hours.
I need a hug x.x
Stability || 10%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 62%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||| 16%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Anti-authority || 10%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Family drive |||| 16%
Physical Activity || 10%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Honor |||||||||||| 50%
Thriftiness || 10%
Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
Yeah. I just redid it. I did it last november, and well... whatever. I think its accurate but who knows.
My drawing portfolio is due tomorrow, and I haven't been sleeping very well. It sucks. My appetite has been going down the drain, I've only been eating one thing a day pretty much (and that happens to be delicious bacon). I tried to eat today and I just got sick, almost puked while eating it. Stress is shit. I'm behind in ceramics and sculpture. I like ceramics, but I am hating sculpture. I'm covered in scars because I can't get leather gloves. I'm definitely not taking it next year. I had my art history mid term on tuesday, and I'm pretty sure I bombed on it. All the names blurred together, and I forgot everything about the Rococo. Oh well. The uber-depressing picture that I've been working on for drawing is now done. I'm so glad. I was getting sick of staring at dead children for several hours.
I need a hug x.x
Sweet Dreams Are Made Of This
Posted 16 years agoOk. So, I went to visit xxpeekabooxx, we had fun times, watched a bunch of movies
I FINALLY watched 300. I was pretty tipsy. And honestly... ... ... It was ok. Not great. Whatevah.
Lol @ the delicious wheat XD
Now, for something a little more serious. I ran out of my medication a few weeks ago... and I'm not sure if I should go back on it, or just try to tough it out. Yes, I am depressed, it's pretty bad since I'm still a lonely emo-bastard, but I don't want to be dependent on them for the rest of my life. I've been having strange thoughts... but.. I dunno. Maybe I'll go to a psychiatrist.
What do you guys think? Should I tough it out or go back on them?
I'm working on a picture, I'm really proud of it, I can't wait until its done.
I might be getting oC again if xxpeekabooxx's copy of it works on my comp, so if it does work, anyone wanna oC?
I'm still all drowsy from the drive hahaha.
My Xbox360 died on me, I've been using one of my housemates for a bit, but it still sucks.
I'm replaying Fallout 3. Shit I missed a lot of stuff.
I'm pumped for going to Mindless Self Indulgence.
I've also got a ticket to see Soilwork... are they any good? I only bought the ticket because Swallow the Sun is playing with them.
And then this summer I'm going to both Vancouver and Calgary's Warped Tour. I'm excited to camp out with all the punks in the parking lot again!
xxpeekabooxx, we had fun times, watched a bunch of moviesI FINALLY watched 300. I was pretty tipsy. And honestly... ... ... It was ok. Not great. Whatevah.
Lol @ the delicious wheat XD
Now, for something a little more serious. I ran out of my medication a few weeks ago... and I'm not sure if I should go back on it, or just try to tough it out. Yes, I am depressed, it's pretty bad since I'm still a lonely emo-bastard, but I don't want to be dependent on them for the rest of my life. I've been having strange thoughts... but.. I dunno. Maybe I'll go to a psychiatrist.
What do you guys think? Should I tough it out or go back on them?
I'm working on a picture, I'm really proud of it, I can't wait until its done.
I might be getting oC again if
xxpeekabooxx's copy of it works on my comp, so if it does work, anyone wanna oC?I'm still all drowsy from the drive hahaha.
My Xbox360 died on me, I've been using one of my housemates for a bit, but it still sucks.
I'm replaying Fallout 3. Shit I missed a lot of stuff.
I'm pumped for going to Mindless Self Indulgence.
I've also got a ticket to see Soilwork... are they any good? I only bought the ticket because Swallow the Sun is playing with them.
And then this summer I'm going to both Vancouver and Calgary's Warped Tour. I'm excited to camp out with all the punks in the parking lot again!
A Queery... and a meme... but query first!
Posted 16 years agoOk... So I'm hanging off the edge of broke-ness (as in, I'll survive, but wont be able to feed my addiction of movies and thrift store clothing), and I have no time for a job (I have 12 hour days at school), and a lot of my spare time is spent in the studios.
So.. in an attempt to work on my furry/cartoony stuff, would anyone commission me for icons? Kinda like the one I have right now, but it can be anything, I dun care. It could be a pear for all I care.
This is not a "plz commission me" post... this is just a "I'm curious, would you?". You know... for like... later reference. This makes perfect sense in my mind, but it might be because I'm soo tired.
I don't know how to do this... I'm just curious :P
Lol Queery.
I'm working on a cover of Goodbye Horses :3
now... Meme... because I'm a badass muthafucka
001. Real name → Tyler S.
002. Nickname(s)→ Sylas, Sven, Banjo, I lose count :P
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Ecole St. Pauls School. Yeah... I went to a catholic french immersion school (no I wasn't in the immersion program, I don't speak french)
007. Middle School → same as above, in our city elementary was grades 1-8, high school is 9-12.
008. High School → Father Patrick Mercredi HighSchool for grades 9 and 10, then dropped out to go to Westwood Public HS. Graduated last year.
010. Hair color → Brown with some blonde parts.
011. Long or short → medium, but I'm cutting it short after I'm done my Charlie Chaplin cosplay thing.
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet and shy when sober. Loud and friendly when drunk ;)
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans, Bondage Pants, Plaid pants,
014. Phone or Camera → Both... combined into one wonderful being with free texting
015. Health freak → I'm afraid of STIs, but other than that... hell no XD
016. Drink or Smoke? → I drink some, but am afraid of becoming an alcoholic.. and I decided to quit smoking this year, be proud of me!
017. Do you have a crush on someone?→ yes T.T on quite a few people actually
019. Piercings → I want them
020. Tattoos → same as above, but one of my fellow art student has a tattoo gun and is going to give me one! for free i think!!!
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → My first piercing will be an ear. Just to get used to it :P. I kinda want to get my nipple pierced sometime >.>
024. First best friend → either my dog Jessie, or my friend Jonah that moved away when I was 10
025. First award → Honour Roll (I was a nerd, and got like 90s in all my classes when I was a kid)
026. First crush → on a dude... I had a crush on this one guy, his name was Daniel.
027. First pet → An American Eskimo named Jessie <3
028. First big vacation → To Newfoundland. My parents are from there. I stepped in a ripped open seal wearing sandals. I don't really want to go back there. I was 6
030. First big birthday → I never had big parties... the coolest one was where me and some people from school went to see the Scooby Doo movie...
FAVORITES:
031. Favorite Color - Black like my heart. And by Black I mean Purple
032. Favorite Physical Feature - Butts are nice... but I'm gonna say... gar this is hard... um... hands?
033. Favorite Movie – hmm... so many to pick... Persepolis is on there, as is The Last Man on Earth, Sweeney Todd, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Dark Knight, and Kung Fu Panda
034. Favorite Place – West Edmonton Mall... I think... I dunno
035. Favorite Book - A Clockwork Orange. At the moment I'm reading Logans Run.
LOOKING FORWARD TO:
036. Upcoming Movie - The Watchmen.
037. Upcoming Activity – Going to see my Shelley <3
038. Something in March – MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE!!!!!!! EEE I GOT TICKET TO SEE THEM IN EDMONTON!!!
039. Something in April - um... Nothing?
040. Something in May - See above? I don't plan that far ahead!
PEOPLE:
041. Mom - I loves her @,@
042. Dad - I loves him, but its a pretty... strained relationship.
043. Step-parents - Don't have them. My parents are still together
044. Siblings - I have 2, they're cool. Too many kids though
045. Best Friend – tenshisirius, she lets me live with her @,@,
046. Others deserving recognition- Tons of people on FA, the straight boy who I have a crush on and says we're going to get married when we're 50, vollita, kentam, I miss them a lot @,@
047. Idol - Eugene Hutz, Amanda Palmer
048. Celebrity Crush – Nick Frost. or Greg Grunberg.
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Chips! omnomnom
050. Drinking → Red Bull
052. I’m about to → bust out my synthesizer to continue working on my cover of goodbye horses or play wow
053. Listening to → the backyardigans! its on tv.
054. Plans for tomorrow → Hate life to the extreme! its V-Day tomorrow. And me and tenshi-sirius are going to go to Friday the 13th
055. Waiting for → A dick to enter my mouth. *taps foot* I'm waiting >:(
056. Wishing for – a boyfriend thats awesome T.T
057. Craving - Sex. and poutine. not together though
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → No, I'd make a bad dad... I wanted my sister to name her upcoming baby "Raven"
059. Want to get married? → maybe... gay marriage is pretty punk rock, and we can do it here in Canada...
060. Careers in mind → Comic Book Artist, Animator, Rock Star
061. Place to live – I don't know honestly... where ever someone will take me in :D
062. Vehicle –Bikes. Although I don't know how to ride one >.>
063. Pets- Doggies! or sugar gliders
064. Fame- Maybe. I always wanted to be a death-rock or new wave star >.>
065. Plans - Get my Bachelors of Fine Arts
066. Children’s names – Vlad, Francesca, Eugene.
067. Husband/wife – I'd prefer the first, vag = nono. I'd want a husband that could provide for me in case I can't get a job ;)
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Both are awesome, I'm kinda leaning towards lips now that I've made out with a guy for nearly 5 hours
069. Sporty or artsy? I'd prefer artsy, but sportsy is fine... but as long as they accept the fact that I don't know anything about them *ditzy smile*
070. Shorter or taller? → I like taller, but short is also cute :3
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both is nice, but I think I could handle the spontaneous part
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → I like bellys >.>
074. Sensitive or loud → I'm very sensitive... so I don't know how that would work out... but I don't really like loud people (I used to hang out at a LAN place, you find the loudest people there, and I didn't like it :P)
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship. I'm too insecure to have a one-night stand. I don't want to be used for sex @,@
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant, though a naughty boy might be fun ;)
078. Hair color - I prefer dark, but the biggest crush I ever had was for a blonde dude (the tromboner in my band class)
079. Eye color - Doesn't matter
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes, at my first concert I lost my contacts. I'm careful with my thick frames because they are EXPENSIVE!
081. Ran away from home → I wanted to >.>
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Yes. and to threaten someone.
083. Killed somebody → Got kinda close.
084. Broken someone’s heart → No.
085. Been arrested → Close, almost got caught tagging a wall.
086. Been convicted - Nope
087. Cried when someone died → no, but I got really sad when Betty Page died :(
088. Eaten something off the floor- ... .... ... yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Nope. I'm a failure.
090. Miracles → Nope
091. Love at first sight → I wished it existed... but lust at first sight I believe in
092. Heaven → Nope. And anyway, I'm not going there, I'm a horrible person :D
093. Santa Claus → Yes. Who wouldn't want a big man sneaking into your house once a year to leave awesome shit in your house!?
094. Sex on the first date → No. I'm a slow person *embarrassment*
095. Kiss on the first date → ... Yes.
096. Magic - lol.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → A few. I miss a lot of people. And wish that some of them were gay and into me. I'm super lonely ; _;
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life - Not at all. I'm a loser.
099. Do you believe in God → No
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → Pfft, no tags. If you read all of this, damn you're hardcore!
So.. in an attempt to work on my furry/cartoony stuff, would anyone commission me for icons? Kinda like the one I have right now, but it can be anything, I dun care. It could be a pear for all I care.
This is not a "plz commission me" post... this is just a "I'm curious, would you?". You know... for like... later reference. This makes perfect sense in my mind, but it might be because I'm soo tired.
I don't know how to do this... I'm just curious :P
Lol Queery.
I'm working on a cover of Goodbye Horses :3
now... Meme... because I'm a badass muthafucka
001. Real name → Tyler S.
002. Nickname(s)→ Sylas, Sven, Banjo, I lose count :P
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Ecole St. Pauls School. Yeah... I went to a catholic french immersion school (no I wasn't in the immersion program, I don't speak french)
007. Middle School → same as above, in our city elementary was grades 1-8, high school is 9-12.
008. High School → Father Patrick Mercredi HighSchool for grades 9 and 10, then dropped out to go to Westwood Public HS. Graduated last year.
010. Hair color → Brown with some blonde parts.
011. Long or short → medium, but I'm cutting it short after I'm done my Charlie Chaplin cosplay thing.
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet and shy when sober. Loud and friendly when drunk ;)
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans, Bondage Pants, Plaid pants,
014. Phone or Camera → Both... combined into one wonderful being with free texting
015. Health freak → I'm afraid of STIs, but other than that... hell no XD
016. Drink or Smoke? → I drink some, but am afraid of becoming an alcoholic.. and I decided to quit smoking this year, be proud of me!
017. Do you have a crush on someone?→ yes T.T on quite a few people actually
019. Piercings → I want them
020. Tattoos → same as above, but one of my fellow art student has a tattoo gun and is going to give me one! for free i think!!!
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → My first piercing will be an ear. Just to get used to it :P. I kinda want to get my nipple pierced sometime >.>
024. First best friend → either my dog Jessie, or my friend Jonah that moved away when I was 10
025. First award → Honour Roll (I was a nerd, and got like 90s in all my classes when I was a kid)
026. First crush → on a dude... I had a crush on this one guy, his name was Daniel.
027. First pet → An American Eskimo named Jessie <3
028. First big vacation → To Newfoundland. My parents are from there. I stepped in a ripped open seal wearing sandals. I don't really want to go back there. I was 6
030. First big birthday → I never had big parties... the coolest one was where me and some people from school went to see the Scooby Doo movie...
FAVORITES:
031. Favorite Color - Black like my heart. And by Black I mean Purple
032. Favorite Physical Feature - Butts are nice... but I'm gonna say... gar this is hard... um... hands?
033. Favorite Movie – hmm... so many to pick... Persepolis is on there, as is The Last Man on Earth, Sweeney Todd, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Dark Knight, and Kung Fu Panda
034. Favorite Place – West Edmonton Mall... I think... I dunno
035. Favorite Book - A Clockwork Orange. At the moment I'm reading Logans Run.
LOOKING FORWARD TO:
036. Upcoming Movie - The Watchmen.
037. Upcoming Activity – Going to see my Shelley <3
038. Something in March – MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE!!!!!!! EEE I GOT TICKET TO SEE THEM IN EDMONTON!!!
039. Something in April - um... Nothing?
040. Something in May - See above? I don't plan that far ahead!
PEOPLE:
041. Mom - I loves her @,@
042. Dad - I loves him, but its a pretty... strained relationship.
043. Step-parents - Don't have them. My parents are still together
044. Siblings - I have 2, they're cool. Too many kids though
045. Best Friend –
tenshisirius, she lets me live with her @,@, 046. Others deserving recognition- Tons of people on FA, the straight boy who I have a crush on and says we're going to get married when we're 50,
vollita, kentam, I miss them a lot @,@047. Idol - Eugene Hutz, Amanda Palmer
048. Celebrity Crush – Nick Frost. or Greg Grunberg.
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Chips! omnomnom
050. Drinking → Red Bull
052. I’m about to → bust out my synthesizer to continue working on my cover of goodbye horses or play wow
053. Listening to → the backyardigans! its on tv.
054. Plans for tomorrow → Hate life to the extreme! its V-Day tomorrow. And me and tenshi-sirius are going to go to Friday the 13th
055. Waiting for → A dick to enter my mouth. *taps foot* I'm waiting >:(
056. Wishing for – a boyfriend thats awesome T.T
057. Craving - Sex. and poutine. not together though
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → No, I'd make a bad dad... I wanted my sister to name her upcoming baby "Raven"
059. Want to get married? → maybe... gay marriage is pretty punk rock, and we can do it here in Canada...
060. Careers in mind → Comic Book Artist, Animator, Rock Star
061. Place to live – I don't know honestly... where ever someone will take me in :D
062. Vehicle –Bikes. Although I don't know how to ride one >.>
063. Pets- Doggies! or sugar gliders
064. Fame- Maybe. I always wanted to be a death-rock or new wave star >.>
065. Plans - Get my Bachelors of Fine Arts
066. Children’s names – Vlad, Francesca, Eugene.
067. Husband/wife – I'd prefer the first, vag = nono. I'd want a husband that could provide for me in case I can't get a job ;)
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Both are awesome, I'm kinda leaning towards lips now that I've made out with a guy for nearly 5 hours
069. Sporty or artsy? I'd prefer artsy, but sportsy is fine... but as long as they accept the fact that I don't know anything about them *ditzy smile*
070. Shorter or taller? → I like taller, but short is also cute :3
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both is nice, but I think I could handle the spontaneous part
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → I like bellys >.>
074. Sensitive or loud → I'm very sensitive... so I don't know how that would work out... but I don't really like loud people (I used to hang out at a LAN place, you find the loudest people there, and I didn't like it :P)
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship. I'm too insecure to have a one-night stand. I don't want to be used for sex @,@
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant, though a naughty boy might be fun ;)
078. Hair color - I prefer dark, but the biggest crush I ever had was for a blonde dude (the tromboner in my band class)
079. Eye color - Doesn't matter
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes, at my first concert I lost my contacts. I'm careful with my thick frames because they are EXPENSIVE!
081. Ran away from home → I wanted to >.>
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Yes. and to threaten someone.
083. Killed somebody → Got kinda close.
084. Broken someone’s heart → No.
085. Been arrested → Close, almost got caught tagging a wall.
086. Been convicted - Nope
087. Cried when someone died → no, but I got really sad when Betty Page died :(
088. Eaten something off the floor- ... .... ... yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Nope. I'm a failure.
090. Miracles → Nope
091. Love at first sight → I wished it existed... but lust at first sight I believe in
092. Heaven → Nope. And anyway, I'm not going there, I'm a horrible person :D
093. Santa Claus → Yes. Who wouldn't want a big man sneaking into your house once a year to leave awesome shit in your house!?
094. Sex on the first date → No. I'm a slow person *embarrassment*
095. Kiss on the first date → ... Yes.
096. Magic - lol.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → A few. I miss a lot of people. And wish that some of them were gay and into me. I'm super lonely ; _;
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life - Not at all. I'm a loser.
099. Do you believe in God → No
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → Pfft, no tags. If you read all of this, damn you're hardcore!
back from E-town
Posted 17 years agoYeah, I went to Edmonton to see my friend/ex-girlfriend. We had tons of fun and watched The Dark Knight with her boyfriend while tipsy and I think he was stoned and I'm probably right. That was last night. It was fun. The purpose I went to was to help her with her photography (yeah, I'm a sexy sexy model). I'll post up some of the pictures from it when shes done with them. I was a hobo, and we attempted to make me a werewolf without any like, prosthetics, it was tricky. I also bought a fishnet shirt. It's awesome ;D. I'd post up some of those pics... but I bet they'd get taken down. So I wont.
and big news: I SHAVED MY BEARD. No more facial hair for me. I look a lot younger. And my face feels naked. It's strange o.o
I'm so tired I want to go to bed but I've got to do stuff x.x
and big news: I SHAVED MY BEARD. No more facial hair for me. I look a lot younger. And my face feels naked. It's strange o.o
I'm so tired I want to go to bed but I've got to do stuff x.x
Boy/Girl meme
Posted 17 years agoI'm horrified to do this. I mean... I kinda feel masculine, but there are pretty feminine parts to me... like... damn.
Fuck it I are dude!
My penis is awesome. And needs to be serviced.
Your Guy Side
[.5] You love hoodies (I used to, but now they aren't really good when you're sculpting.)
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. (Cats are either dumb and adorable, or fuck-asses)
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (Yeah... I used to watch Jackass :( )
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. (My parents forced me into soccer and baseball as a wee lad. Also our gym classes were segregated and we were forced to participate. Then I dropped out :D)
[] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[X] You own an X-Box. (and a 360)
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. ( a little. Was more interested in this one tractor thing that my dad bought me. it was big, heavy, and made of metal :D)
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (Pyrophobic a bit.)
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (I miss my genesis so much... and I need to claim my ps2 from my parents)
[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (FUCK YEAH... so what if I was a 90s kid?)
[] You watch sports on TV.
[.5] Gory movies are cool. (I would like to specify on this... if its for the lols, then I love it, such as Dead Alive (or Braindead). If its gore for the sake of gore like FUCKING MOST HORROR MOVIES THESE DAYS FUCK YOU HOLLYWOOD FUCK YOU I hate it.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps. (my brother does :D)
[] You like going to football games. (I don't even fucking understand that short. Also... are they wearing tights?)
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[X] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (I'm ghetto. Except most of my baggy pants are bondage pants :D)
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (I loooove sleepovers. I hate sleeping alone. Like... I really hate it. Please come snuggle with me :( )
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (Hey... I'm a gothy punk kid... People think I'm crazy when I DONT act up)
[] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. (I'm sorry tenshisirius I try to stop myself :( )
Total = 13
Your Girl Side
[] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop. (I haunt bookstores, thrift stores, and art supply stores)
[x] You wear eyeliner. (see above for gothy punk kid reference)
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink. (I don't think I look good in it. I'm a purple man :D)
[] Go to your mom for advice. (I don't fuckin trust my family. I go to you guys for advice <3)
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black. (uh... BLACK IS MY WARDROBE!)
[x] You like hanging out at the mall. (eh.... I like West Edmonton Mall but its like... totally awesome. Look that shit up to see it. ITS GOT A FUCKING WATERPARK AND AN AMUSEMENT PARK!)
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. (I don't want anyone touching my nasty feet. or hands. I work with too much clay for them to even be salvageable)
[X] You like wearing jewelry. (I wear a lot of necklaces, and occaisonally rings. Soon I will be getting piercings so those would probably count. And I have one of those tacky rubber bracelet bullshit things. Only mine says "Misanthrope" rather than some motivational bullshit.)
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (I own one skirt. It was for a crossdressing night.)
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. (I haunt the Value Village for deals! I found a fuckin Scooby Doo tshirt there. and a Ministry shirt.)
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (I love the original trilogy)
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (hahahahahaha no. But I could do the human pretzle. I should relearn that, maybe it would come in handy...)
[] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[] You smile a lot more than you should. (I don't smile enough. My life is an eternal black abyss)
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (I've probably owned more that 10... but not at the same time. I only own two pairs now)
[.5] You care about what you look like. (I wish that I was attractive. Or found myself attractive. I don't know. I'm covered in spray paint, clay, and oil half the time, so I doubt it really counts.)
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. (um... does axe count?)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (... ... I played with what was there)
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[X] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (total camwhore. in case you haven't noticed :P)
total = 8.5
WOAH WHAT THE FUCK!
I'm more a dude than a fine chica? Thats cool.
If you actually read all that shit... congrats!
Now my life:
It sucks. Loneliness is hitting me hard, bitterness too. Fucking February. I want to get hit by a bus and be exploded into a million pieces and not be alive anymore and not have to be lonely and not be horny or depressed or talk with all those ands that would make my english professor kill me dead.
School is getting stressful with mid-term portfolios due soon... but I think I can do it.
Fuck it I are dude!
My penis is awesome. And needs to be serviced.
Your Guy Side
[.5] You love hoodies (I used to, but now they aren't really good when you're sculpting.)
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. (Cats are either dumb and adorable, or fuck-asses)
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (Yeah... I used to watch Jackass :( )
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. (My parents forced me into soccer and baseball as a wee lad. Also our gym classes were segregated and we were forced to participate. Then I dropped out :D)
[] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[X] You own an X-Box. (and a 360)
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. ( a little. Was more interested in this one tractor thing that my dad bought me. it was big, heavy, and made of metal :D)
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (Pyrophobic a bit.)
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (I miss my genesis so much... and I need to claim my ps2 from my parents)
[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (FUCK YEAH... so what if I was a 90s kid?)
[] You watch sports on TV.
[.5] Gory movies are cool. (I would like to specify on this... if its for the lols, then I love it, such as Dead Alive (or Braindead). If its gore for the sake of gore like FUCKING MOST HORROR MOVIES THESE DAYS FUCK YOU HOLLYWOOD FUCK YOU I hate it.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps. (my brother does :D)
[] You like going to football games. (I don't even fucking understand that short. Also... are they wearing tights?)
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[X] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (I'm ghetto. Except most of my baggy pants are bondage pants :D)
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (I loooove sleepovers. I hate sleeping alone. Like... I really hate it. Please come snuggle with me :( )
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (Hey... I'm a gothy punk kid... People think I'm crazy when I DONT act up)
[] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. (I'm sorry
tenshisirius I try to stop myself :( )Total = 13
Your Girl Side
[] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop. (I haunt bookstores, thrift stores, and art supply stores)
[x] You wear eyeliner. (see above for gothy punk kid reference)
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink. (I don't think I look good in it. I'm a purple man :D)
[] Go to your mom for advice. (I don't fuckin trust my family. I go to you guys for advice <3)
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black. (uh... BLACK IS MY WARDROBE!)
[x] You like hanging out at the mall. (eh.... I like West Edmonton Mall but its like... totally awesome. Look that shit up to see it. ITS GOT A FUCKING WATERPARK AND AN AMUSEMENT PARK!)
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. (I don't want anyone touching my nasty feet. or hands. I work with too much clay for them to even be salvageable)
[X] You like wearing jewelry. (I wear a lot of necklaces, and occaisonally rings. Soon I will be getting piercings so those would probably count. And I have one of those tacky rubber bracelet bullshit things. Only mine says "Misanthrope" rather than some motivational bullshit.)
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (I own one skirt. It was for a crossdressing night.)
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. (I haunt the Value Village for deals! I found a fuckin Scooby Doo tshirt there. and a Ministry shirt.)
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (I love the original trilogy)
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (hahahahahaha no. But I could do the human pretzle. I should relearn that, maybe it would come in handy...)
[] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[] You smile a lot more than you should. (I don't smile enough. My life is an eternal black abyss)
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (I've probably owned more that 10... but not at the same time. I only own two pairs now)
[.5] You care about what you look like. (I wish that I was attractive. Or found myself attractive. I don't know. I'm covered in spray paint, clay, and oil half the time, so I doubt it really counts.)
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. (um... does axe count?)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (... ... I played with what was there)
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[X] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (total camwhore. in case you haven't noticed :P)
total = 8.5
WOAH WHAT THE FUCK!
I'm more a dude than a fine chica? Thats cool.
If you actually read all that shit... congrats!
Now my life:
It sucks. Loneliness is hitting me hard, bitterness too. Fucking February. I want to get hit by a bus and be exploded into a million pieces and not be alive anymore and not have to be lonely and not be horny or depressed or talk with all those ands that would make my english professor kill me dead.
School is getting stressful with mid-term portfolios due soon... but I think I can do it.
life is strange. also V-day meme
Posted 17 years agoOk, lets start with something I've been thinking of trying out: songs to say how I feel :D
Current feelings: I Want The One I Can't Have - The Smiths (I have a crush on a straight boy... he said the nicest thing to me anyone has ever said @,@. Also we're getting married if we're both single when we're older. I wish he was gay T.T)
and for kicks: Song I can't stop listening to: Across A Thousand Blades (Goth Box Remix) - Black Tape For a Blue Girl. awesome song.
ok... so I FINALLY MADE SOMETHING ON THE THROWING WHEEL! It's a bowl. I hope it doesn't crack. Should I take photos of my pottery when it's done?
My drawing instructor is taking a directing course, and he needs the class to help him with an environmentalist commercial. I'll probably link it when it's done. Small chance I might be acting in it too :D
My nephew youngest and probably favourite nephew turned four a few days ago, so I'm skipping a Graffiti themed Drum n Bass dance to go visit him and my parents. My dad is still recovering from a stealth heart attack he recently had, so I'm quite worried about him, especially since our relationship isn't that ... good (and I haven't even told him I'm gay yet D:)
I can't wait for the student show, I need to make some fucking money.
Theres a video of me dancing to "milkshake" now on the internet. I don't know if its on youtube. vollita is a prick and posted it on facebook, that bitch! Too bad I love her.
and now the meme for the worst holiday known to man: V-day.
I think I've done this before, but I'm a changed man
1. Are you single or taken?
Recently, and unhappily, single. I guess it's for the best though.
Bastard never even said "I love you" that I can recall.
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Flowers. Or... Skulls. I like skulls.
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
No. I will most likely sit at home and watch movies, maybe play Fallout 3 (I beat it. Life is not worth living). Maybe get really really drunk and mope around the house :D
4.Do you like anyone?
There are a few people. Straight boy mentioned above, some people on teh internets. Red Deer isn't exactly... homo central. I have not really met one gay person
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
No. Last year, I was in high school in an even smaller town. I hated all the gay people there. There was only one that I actually enjoyed the company of, but he moved.
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Probably go to a movie, actually be able to at least hold hands or cuddle and not have the person be all fucking self conscious. I mean, who gives a shit, if they are like "oh look, a fag" fuck them. They're too fucking dumb to think "hey, this is somebody else's life that has no implication on my own existence"
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I like to express how much I hate it.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I dunno. Maybe. I'm not good at that kind of thing. People can hit on me and it takes me like 3 hours to realize "holy shit they wanted in my pants". That gay guy from the mac that I actually like had a crush on me. Other than that I don't really know. I don't think I'm awesome/attractive enough to have secret admirers :P
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Would I? Yes.
Have I? Not really. I wrote to the infamous (at least to my RL friends) Track Nine, the tromboner that I had a huuuge fucking crush on after graduation. I told him that I had a big crush on him. His reply was "I'm sorry, I don't understand what you're saying." I never thought I'd see him again so I decided "what the fuck". A month later we were both at a band nerd party. Many an awkward glance was had.
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Seriously, are there people that do? Those people need to be neutered/spayed.
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
No?
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Lol no. Stopped that in grade school because I had no friends :D
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Ew no.
15. Is Valentines depressing?
Yes. Yes it is.
16. How do you feel about PDA?
I AM STRONGLY FOR IT. Although I'm guilty of bitching about straight couples doing it. I mean, why the fuck can't I? Am I seriously that fucking disgusting of a person that just because I happen to like dudes means you should persecute me?
17. How is your love life?
Shitty. Had one boyfriend, who I guess really never confirmed anything, got dumped because an hour was too far to drive. Had sex, it was fun, but made me ten times as horny, just like they said it would.
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope
19. How many roses would you want?
One. Seems much more romantic to me. I'd want a like black rose though. Because black roses are awesome
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I hope for the first option, not so much a fan on the vagina.
If you actually read all of that, good for you!
You deserve an award for putting up with my bullshit. :D
Current feelings: I Want The One I Can't Have - The Smiths (I have a crush on a straight boy... he said the nicest thing to me anyone has ever said @,@. Also we're getting married if we're both single when we're older. I wish he was gay T.T)
and for kicks: Song I can't stop listening to: Across A Thousand Blades (Goth Box Remix) - Black Tape For a Blue Girl. awesome song.
ok... so I FINALLY MADE SOMETHING ON THE THROWING WHEEL! It's a bowl. I hope it doesn't crack. Should I take photos of my pottery when it's done?
My drawing instructor is taking a directing course, and he needs the class to help him with an environmentalist commercial. I'll probably link it when it's done. Small chance I might be acting in it too :D
My nephew youngest and probably favourite nephew turned four a few days ago, so I'm skipping a Graffiti themed Drum n Bass dance to go visit him and my parents. My dad is still recovering from a stealth heart attack he recently had, so I'm quite worried about him, especially since our relationship isn't that ... good (and I haven't even told him I'm gay yet D:)
I can't wait for the student show, I need to make some fucking money.
Theres a video of me dancing to "milkshake" now on the internet. I don't know if its on youtube.
vollita is a prick and posted it on facebook, that bitch! Too bad I love her.and now the meme for the worst holiday known to man: V-day.
I think I've done this before, but I'm a changed man
1. Are you single or taken?
Recently, and unhappily, single. I guess it's for the best though.
Bastard never even said "I love you" that I can recall.
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Flowers. Or... Skulls. I like skulls.
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
No. I will most likely sit at home and watch movies, maybe play Fallout 3 (I beat it. Life is not worth living). Maybe get really really drunk and mope around the house :D
4.Do you like anyone?
There are a few people. Straight boy mentioned above, some people on teh internets. Red Deer isn't exactly... homo central. I have not really met one gay person
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
No. Last year, I was in high school in an even smaller town. I hated all the gay people there. There was only one that I actually enjoyed the company of, but he moved.
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Probably go to a movie, actually be able to at least hold hands or cuddle and not have the person be all fucking self conscious. I mean, who gives a shit, if they are like "oh look, a fag" fuck them. They're too fucking dumb to think "hey, this is somebody else's life that has no implication on my own existence"
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I like to express how much I hate it.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I dunno. Maybe. I'm not good at that kind of thing. People can hit on me and it takes me like 3 hours to realize "holy shit they wanted in my pants". That gay guy from the mac that I actually like had a crush on me. Other than that I don't really know. I don't think I'm awesome/attractive enough to have secret admirers :P
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Would I? Yes.
Have I? Not really. I wrote to the infamous (at least to my RL friends) Track Nine, the tromboner that I had a huuuge fucking crush on after graduation. I told him that I had a big crush on him. His reply was "I'm sorry, I don't understand what you're saying." I never thought I'd see him again so I decided "what the fuck". A month later we were both at a band nerd party. Many an awkward glance was had.
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Seriously, are there people that do? Those people need to be neutered/spayed.
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
No?
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Lol no. Stopped that in grade school because I had no friends :D
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Ew no.
15. Is Valentines depressing?
Yes. Yes it is.
16. How do you feel about PDA?
I AM STRONGLY FOR IT. Although I'm guilty of bitching about straight couples doing it. I mean, why the fuck can't I? Am I seriously that fucking disgusting of a person that just because I happen to like dudes means you should persecute me?
17. How is your love life?
Shitty. Had one boyfriend, who I guess really never confirmed anything, got dumped because an hour was too far to drive. Had sex, it was fun, but made me ten times as horny, just like they said it would.
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope
19. How many roses would you want?
One. Seems much more romantic to me. I'd want a like black rose though. Because black roses are awesome
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I hope for the first option, not so much a fan on the vagina.
If you actually read all of that, good for you!
You deserve an award for putting up with my bullshit. :D
