hey everyone, sorry i was inactive much cause of work, but also a medical problem i had at the start of April 10th with a pancreas problem. i was in the hospital in St. Cloud MN for 23 days, i couldn't eat, had to be tube fed and also lost a lot of weight as well as barely exercise much. i had a surgery of the cyst that was building up around my stomach or pancreas drain and it was about 1 liter of it, but they left the sudo cyst behind incase if it could collapse on it's own from all the liquids i had to consume. so after the first discharge i at my dad's for about a week, the first 3 days i was fine until day 4 i was starting to eat less and drink less. day 5 was the same too. day 6 i started throwing up as well as day 7 May 10th when i had a clinic appointment back here in my town Redwood Falls MN. i ended up sent to the emergency room here after my clinic appointment and than get sent back to the St. Could hospital again for a second trip. so after six days of being there again as well as unclogging the sudo cyst, i got discharged May 16th and decided to be back home where i was more comfortable at and so later on it's been 9 days being by myself and taking care of myself by making sure what i can and can not eat. than yesterday May 24th i went to ST. Cloud again but this time i had an appointment at the central care plaza and it was quick, the doctor yanked the feeding tube i had sticking out of my stomach out and so i have a gap in my stomach the size of a dime. so he told me that it'll close in the next 2 days. so yeah i've been through hell. funny thing i used to be at 200lb and now after being through hell i weigh 166.2lb, i lost a lot of weight. but other than that i'm doing fine, just trying to get my strength back, rest a bit as well as trying to get use to the weight 'm at.

my 25th birthday, god i feel old =A=;;

this is a stupid question which chances i'm gonna get a stupid answer and also venting, but anyway here's the question.

is drawing young kids or as for furries "cubs" getting fucked consider as pedophilic and if so than why is everyone draw that? i mean i seen people's art of young cubs, including cream the rabbit get fucked in the ass as well as blowjobs and yet i'm questioning as to why people can't draw older/ adult versions of these characters instead of drawing them as young kid/ cub versions getting fucked by adults? like is this some of their fetish dreams/ fantasy? seriously, like i'm not understanding as to why it's okay to draw stuff like that. i mean i understand it's the artist's art style, but why kids/cubs? i don't get it. it's like a child pornography in people's art drawing ideas. i just wonder if those that draw that kind of stuff ever got fucked by an adult as a kid or even think about fucking a kid. my god, like is this okay to those that are favoring this kind of stuff as well as commenting on saying" that's hot" like really? my god doesn't anyone that are drawing that kind of stuff have any conman sense?

bad news everyone my art tablet no longer works so i can't draw and post art that i finally wanted to do. but, the good news i'm getting a new one to replace it so once i get it i'm defiantly gonna get my drawing up in action.








new update: great news i got my new tablet yesterday and i just got it hooked up now. i'm back in the drawing bored baby Wooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

hey everyone, i know some of you are wondering if i'm gonna post any art.................well truth is............i'm not..........i've been feeling less motivated. my mind showed me great drawing ideas but my body just doesn't want to do it which is the sad part. if any of you would want me to get back to drawing, please help me feel motivated by drawing from those that are watching me and care about seeing more of my art, please. i haven't draw anything since april which was 4 or 5 months ago. i'm asking for you to help me feel confident and motivated to get back up on my feet and unleash my creative and artistic talent i've been slowly wasting for so long. if any of you would like to help me out i would be so grateful have your character be in an art with my characters and yes it can be funny ones, friendly ones, sexual ones, ect. if you are concern about this you can leave a comment or a pm to me if you like, but you can just surprise me too. i'm not picky about anything. i like your style of art. so please help a bro out.

title said it all so you all thinking about showering me with gift drawings please i'll be so happy

hey everyone.....i'm not feeling the best cause i had some illness that made me puke constantly and the runny sh*t (sorry for bring that up) so yeah last night i puked very violently that it was at first liquidy and the second one was more solid (again sorry for describing this of what happened to me) but i'm starting to get a bit better so i hope i can do some more drawings after my recovery so yeah. if you all are doing a get well drawing for me after reading this i'll be glad to see it, so yeah. have a nice day evryone

*sees everyone acting weird* "the hell is up with everyone today?" "well what ever they are doing glad it's not me" *smiles softly heading through the woods*


(yes this a rp, sorry i got bored out of my mind)

this is a question to everyone. am i bad at art? does my art suck? i've been questioning my self if it's true that i wasted my talents for nothing. so please, if all of you that are reading this please leave a comment. i just feel like i'm not good anymore V_V feel like i wasted my life for nothing

hey! yeah you! i have something i need to ask you. okay i'm in some bit of a trouble here on what should i draw and i was wondering in your opinion on what should i draw.

1. draw more EXE version of my character?

2. draw my character collab with your character?

3. draw your character?

4. do a random comic?

these are the only 4 questions i have unless you have some other ideas for me to do, please don't be shy to let me know on what you are thinking i should do. plus i'm either doing this as a commission or just a gift. so please let me know, okay? thank you and have wonderful day full of smiles ^_^

commission price: 5....? i'm just doing it cheap cause i don't want to over load on thinking going any higher of the price range