PRE-POSE COMMISSION AUCTION UPDATE
Posted 13 years agoI've updated the sketch to refine the poses a bit more.
PLEASE NOTE THOUGH... THE ANATOMY WILL BE FIXED WHEN I REFINE IT MORE XD I Know it's nasty looking right now fffffffff
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7999334/
Pose #1 is at $5
Pose #2 is at $15
It ends Sunday the 20th at midnight CST
If it ends at $20 it will be flat coloured :3
Look forward to seeing how this works! If it works well I'll do more in the future~!
PLEASE NOTE THOUGH... THE ANATOMY WILL BE FIXED WHEN I REFINE IT MORE XD I Know it's nasty looking right now fffffffff
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7999334/
Pose #1 is at $5
Pose #2 is at $15
It ends Sunday the 20th at midnight CST
If it ends at $20 it will be flat coloured :3
Look forward to seeing how this works! If it works well I'll do more in the future~!
Pissed off and hurt [vent]
Posted 13 years agoI've been trying my best to be a cheery person around the house. I try to make sure I take my medicine and try my best to not get pissed off or upset over 'stupid' shit.
I've been so fucking depressed lately that I can hardly stand it, but I still put on a smile and try my best to not let it show. Especially around my family. Because I don't want pity.
But it pisses me off to no extent when shit like this happens.
My sister has been with some dickwad for too damn long. They've broken up and gotten back together like fucking a thousand times. She should never have been with this guy, he was a psycho and a stalker.
Yeah, he would stalk her, he would go to her work when she said she was working and make sure she was there and he would take pictures of her work schedule and shit like that. He even called my mother once and asked if she actually had a doctors appt. when she said she did.
Anyways, well he went psycho.
They were broken up and after prom my sister went to a party and he was there, well a bunch of shit went down and she ended up going over to his house. Well she left her iPhone 4S unlocked (she no longer had a lock on it) in the room he was in which her psycho ex was, while she went to the bathroom. Well he saw a picture of a guy she'd been talking to, got pissed and threw the phone into a concrete wall.
Needless to say it was absolutely destroyed.
Well now that they are LEGIT broken up.
She constantly is upset and crying and stuff.
Which I would understand & I do. I comfort her all the time when I see her upset.
BUT she isn't even really upset over her ex as much as the loss of her phone -_o
BUT STILL THIS ISN'T WHAT I'M MAD ABOUT
I'm just really explaining in order to say why I'm pissed.
WHAT I'M PISSED ABOUT
or even more so, hurt about, is the fact that my mum is constantly babying her. If she's upset they rush out and do something to make her feel better. Just now she was crying so they ran out to iHop....
Even then, that's fine. But the fact that they don't even bother to invite me or my husband? It's fucking bullshit.
They went to take my dad lunch and balloons up to work. I would have enjoyed going along, but do I get invited? Nope.
Do I ever get invited to do anything? Hardly. It fucking pisses me off so badly.
And it's always the same excuse. 'o you guys were sleeping'
So you couldn't fucking wake up up?
It just hurts me dude. I literally only leave the house to take and pick up my husband from work.
And occasionally we go to the store or some other shit.
I fucking hate how my life is right now. THE ONLY thing that makes me happy is my husband and talking to Itsu. Everything else, just fucking sucks ass.
So you don't feel like it'd be nice to just come in and say, "Hey you guys want to ----?"
No, that never crosses their mind. And my dad is the only one who actually care enough to ask if I want to do something. Like watch a movie or someshit.
Idk just fucking hurt and pissed off at how my mum treats me like I barely exist sometimes..
Like ugh idk she just hurts me. Like she was trying to hide what she was saying to my dad when she was asking if she could take my sister to ihop...
And when confronted about it, she's like 'well you usually don't have clothes clean or aren't awake or we didn't plan it" or some other excuse.
I just ugh. I don't get it..
I always feel like people make sure they avoid me. I'm not the one people come to. I'm the second or third choice. whatever. I should be use to this shit.
I fucking can't stand it. I set up an account on monster, so I really fucking hope I find a job. I can't deal with this shit.
I've been so fucking depressed lately that I can hardly stand it, but I still put on a smile and try my best to not let it show. Especially around my family. Because I don't want pity.
But it pisses me off to no extent when shit like this happens.
My sister has been with some dickwad for too damn long. They've broken up and gotten back together like fucking a thousand times. She should never have been with this guy, he was a psycho and a stalker.
Yeah, he would stalk her, he would go to her work when she said she was working and make sure she was there and he would take pictures of her work schedule and shit like that. He even called my mother once and asked if she actually had a doctors appt. when she said she did.
Anyways, well he went psycho.
They were broken up and after prom my sister went to a party and he was there, well a bunch of shit went down and she ended up going over to his house. Well she left her iPhone 4S unlocked (she no longer had a lock on it) in the room he was in which her psycho ex was, while she went to the bathroom. Well he saw a picture of a guy she'd been talking to, got pissed and threw the phone into a concrete wall.
Needless to say it was absolutely destroyed.
Well now that they are LEGIT broken up.
She constantly is upset and crying and stuff.
Which I would understand & I do. I comfort her all the time when I see her upset.
BUT she isn't even really upset over her ex as much as the loss of her phone -_o
BUT STILL THIS ISN'T WHAT I'M MAD ABOUT
I'm just really explaining in order to say why I'm pissed.
WHAT I'M PISSED ABOUT
or even more so, hurt about, is the fact that my mum is constantly babying her. If she's upset they rush out and do something to make her feel better. Just now she was crying so they ran out to iHop....
Even then, that's fine. But the fact that they don't even bother to invite me or my husband? It's fucking bullshit.
They went to take my dad lunch and balloons up to work. I would have enjoyed going along, but do I get invited? Nope.
Do I ever get invited to do anything? Hardly. It fucking pisses me off so badly.
And it's always the same excuse. 'o you guys were sleeping'
So you couldn't fucking wake up up?
It just hurts me dude. I literally only leave the house to take and pick up my husband from work.
And occasionally we go to the store or some other shit.
I fucking hate how my life is right now. THE ONLY thing that makes me happy is my husband and talking to Itsu. Everything else, just fucking sucks ass.
So you don't feel like it'd be nice to just come in and say, "Hey you guys want to ----?"
No, that never crosses their mind. And my dad is the only one who actually care enough to ask if I want to do something. Like watch a movie or someshit.
Idk just fucking hurt and pissed off at how my mum treats me like I barely exist sometimes..
Like ugh idk she just hurts me. Like she was trying to hide what she was saying to my dad when she was asking if she could take my sister to ihop...
And when confronted about it, she's like 'well you usually don't have clothes clean or aren't awake or we didn't plan it" or some other excuse.
I just ugh. I don't get it..
I always feel like people make sure they avoid me. I'm not the one people come to. I'm the second or third choice. whatever. I should be use to this shit.
I fucking can't stand it. I set up an account on monster, so I really fucking hope I find a job. I can't deal with this shit.
STREAMING
Posted 13 years agowww.livestream.com/redrosesart
Sorry :l
Posted 13 years agoMy computer was acting weird, but I had to run anyway, Dinner with the folks, sorry about this!
ONE QUICK COMMISSION CLOSED <3
Posted 13 years agoIn return you'll get a two character flat picture or a one character full colour pic.
n_n
Just comment to claim. Should be done by tomorrow.<3
THANKS<3
FIGURED OUT MY SERVER XD
Posted 13 years agoYeaaaahhhh I was giving my internal IP instead of external lol xD;;
If you wanna join my server feel free xD
IP is: 68.58.79.147
Me and Itsu are the only OPs so yeah, if you wanna come and join feel free to :3c
If you wanna join my server feel free xD
IP is: 68.58.79.147
Me and Itsu are the only OPs so yeah, if you wanna come and join feel free to :3c
Furry Minecraft servers? >->'
Posted 13 years agoI've been trying to get mine up ._. and I can get on my server on my desktop, but when I try to log onto my server on my laptop it always just says "Can't reach server"
I wanted to join my husband and play, but it won't let me .______.
Idk it's pissing me off xD I've tried so many things to try to fix it, but ughhhh
So until I can get that up D:
Anyone have a /small/ server? i don't want something with hundreds of people D: Just something small and friendly?
I wanted to join my husband and play, but it won't let me .______.
Idk it's pissing me off xD I've tried so many things to try to fix it, but ughhhh
So until I can get that up D:
Anyone have a /small/ server? i don't want something with hundreds of people D: Just something small and friendly?
STREAMING BACK UP
Posted 13 years agoCustom Minecraft skins?
Posted 13 years agoAnyone good at making them? I just got minecraft and I'm really wanting to get a skin of my 'sona Dook D:
Anyone willing to make me one? I could offer some art in return? xD
Anyone willing to make me one? I could offer some art in return? xD
STREAMING TOMORROW AT 3:00PM CST
Posted 13 years agoIn case anyone wants to know, I will be streaming tomorrow at 3:00pm once my Husband goes to work.
I will be working on commissions. I generally just work on whatever I owe for whomever is in my stream xD
So yeah I'll make a journal tomorrow but just thought I'd let everyone know what the plan is x3
I will be working on commissions. I generally just work on whatever I owe for whomever is in my stream xD
So yeah I'll make a journal tomorrow but just thought I'd let everyone know what the plan is x3
Streaming I suppose. Possibly (More than likely) NSFW :B
Posted 13 years agoHUZZAH! New Tablet pen! :)
Posted 13 years agoUpdate - :C Sorry
Posted 13 years agoSorry I know I kind of was on a roll with art and now I've slowed again, I apologize, I've been kinda feeling off lately :/ to the point where all I want to do is lay in my bed and sleep or just lay around. Idk why, I guess I'm just in a rut right now, I need a job really badly, I just need to be able to be out and doing something with my life. :/ All my friends are out being productive and living their life, while I sit here doing nothing, and even when I'm doing art and being productive I still generally don't like what I draw... meh.. I don't know..
I just want to be moving forward towards my future. Instead the most I have to look forward to is MFF.
I want to have my dream wedding, I want to move to FL to be with my woman, I want to travel around and see the world. Ugh I want a fucking fursuit XDD
But all these things need me having a proper job :c
humph. Idk I just lately have been sleeping a lot... like even if I go to bed at a normal time, I still sleep till like 5pm, just because I'm so bleh feeling.
I'm going to try to do some work tomorrow. As well as print out my resume and start sending it around to all the vets in town. I'm also going to be volunteering at our local APL and they've offered to let me job shadow, which will be nice. I just really want to be doing something that will help me in my field. I really wanna be able to be a vet tech. Which
also might wanna do, so ideally I'd really love to be able to go to school with her, just because I'm so shy, which is one reason I've been worried about getting a job and furthering my education.
Idkkkkk I just really have been in a rut, and my girl is now full time at Disney, so she's been really busy and tired xD So I've been missing her a lot, so idk. Just kinda been in a slump that has been really hard to get out of..
But I will be working on stuff tomorrow to my best ability. I'm sorry guys. You don't deserve more excuses from me, you all deserve the work you've paid me to do .w.
And I'm hoping my new tablet pen gets here soon D:
bought me a new one ;w; and that will increase my productivity too, because it won't hurt so bad to draw xDD
anyway. I'll stop my "whining"
Though I do have to thank
xD Her streams have helped cheer me up a lot, even if she didn't mean to XDD
She's a sweet heart, if anyone isn't watching her, and you love adorable things, you should go watch her, and give her money xDDD
I might try to clean up my room a bit before I work on art xD My room is nasty dude, and my parents are on me about it constantly. >o<
So whatever, tomorrow I shall be productive while my husbands at work. :<
anywayyyyyyyyy I'm done lol
<3
I just want to be moving forward towards my future. Instead the most I have to look forward to is MFF.
I want to have my dream wedding, I want to move to FL to be with my woman, I want to travel around and see the world. Ugh I want a fucking fursuit XDD
But all these things need me having a proper job :c
humph. Idk I just lately have been sleeping a lot... like even if I go to bed at a normal time, I still sleep till like 5pm, just because I'm so bleh feeling.
I'm going to try to do some work tomorrow. As well as print out my resume and start sending it around to all the vets in town. I'm also going to be volunteering at our local APL and they've offered to let me job shadow, which will be nice. I just really want to be doing something that will help me in my field. I really wanna be able to be a vet tech. Which
also might wanna do, so ideally I'd really love to be able to go to school with her, just because I'm so shy, which is one reason I've been worried about getting a job and furthering my education. Idkkkkk I just really have been in a rut, and my girl is now full time at Disney, so she's been really busy and tired xD So I've been missing her a lot, so idk. Just kinda been in a slump that has been really hard to get out of..
But I will be working on stuff tomorrow to my best ability. I'm sorry guys. You don't deserve more excuses from me, you all deserve the work you've paid me to do .w.
And I'm hoping my new tablet pen gets here soon D:
bought me a new one ;w; and that will increase my productivity too, because it won't hurt so bad to draw xDDanyway. I'll stop my "whining"
Though I do have to thank
xD Her streams have helped cheer me up a lot, even if she didn't mean to XDDShe's a sweet heart, if anyone isn't watching her, and you love adorable things, you should go watch her, and give her money xDDD
I might try to clean up my room a bit before I work on art xD My room is nasty dude, and my parents are on me about it constantly. >o<
So whatever, tomorrow I shall be productive while my husbands at work. :<
anywayyyyyyyyy I'm done lol
<3
SEX MEME
Posted 13 years agoYup I think I might have done it before but meh I don't remember XD And I'm bored :P
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
-coughs- Oh I'd say yeaaahhhh :D
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Shit, whenever <3
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the right x3
4. Do you masturbate?
Used to xDD but y'anno I have a husband around, so who needs that? XD
5. How often? Lately?
I used to do it kinda a lot, but now I don't, cause I has sex <3
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No XD
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Depends, I generally shoot for showers, but If I'm stressed, a nice bath is never something I'd turn down x3
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or bath?
Shower and a jacuzzi ;D
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Yeah XD
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Honestly, I like aggressive <3 My wolf is the most amazing dommy ever XD
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes <3
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
I don't even have a friends list, wut is dis lul but people that would be on my friends list, I know 90% of them, like we've met in person, so yah xD
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love 100x over <3
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Bondage <3 Spanking <3 Biting <3 oh and hair pulling is up there too lul
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes. I really wish I could make that go away..
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Probably at the hotel on my 20th Birthday <3 In a jacuzzi covered in candles, <3 It was so romantic and amazing. I'll never forget that night xD
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
I don't think I've ever had sex anywhere "weird" XD
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
ahahahaha, yeah. Ugh too many times, but it's usually close calls. Best time is when my mum thought I was "crying" XDD Kept asking me what was wrong, so I scrambled to get off ontop of Tig and lay on my bed, oh my god, it was so hilarious XDDDD!!!
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No, kinda want to just out of curiosity XD
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Nope~
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
No, but dude when I was in England visiting Tig, I went out with some of his friends without him, and we went to a gay/lesbian bar, and these two chicks were alllll over each other, ontop of the bar, I was like DAMN. Didn't really seem like anyone wanted them kicked out either XD The staff were just gettin' everyone drinks like nothin' was goin' on lmao!
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope xD Always been there with someone luckily lol
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Yeah ;P
24. What's your sexuality?
Bi-sexual <3
25. Have you ever had sex in a movie theater?
Not sex ;P
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Lol yah xDD
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Nope~
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Plenty of times xD
29. Have you ever bought something from an adult store?
Yah xD
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Mhm~
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
I have two vibrators xD
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Yup, only my husband <3
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
No xD
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yeah
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yeah xD
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Yeah
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Doggy! But I must say my back is SHIT for it sometimes xD
38. What's your favorite sex act?
Hardcore fucking? Idek what else to say?! LOL
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Noep
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
My dick?
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
-coughs- Oh I'd say yeaaahhhh :D
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Shit, whenever <3
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the right x3
4. Do you masturbate?
Used to xDD but y'anno I have a husband around, so who needs that? XD
5. How often? Lately?
I used to do it kinda a lot, but now I don't, cause I has sex <3
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No XD
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Depends, I generally shoot for showers, but If I'm stressed, a nice bath is never something I'd turn down x3
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or bath?
Shower and a jacuzzi ;D
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Yeah XD
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Honestly, I like aggressive <3 My wolf is the most amazing dommy ever XD
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes <3
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
I don't even have a friends list, wut is dis lul but people that would be on my friends list, I know 90% of them, like we've met in person, so yah xD
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love 100x over <3
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Bondage <3 Spanking <3 Biting <3 oh and hair pulling is up there too lul
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes. I really wish I could make that go away..
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Probably at the hotel on my 20th Birthday <3 In a jacuzzi covered in candles, <3 It was so romantic and amazing. I'll never forget that night xD
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
I don't think I've ever had sex anywhere "weird" XD
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
ahahahaha, yeah. Ugh too many times, but it's usually close calls. Best time is when my mum thought I was "crying" XDD Kept asking me what was wrong, so I scrambled to get off ontop of Tig and lay on my bed, oh my god, it was so hilarious XDDDD!!!
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No, kinda want to just out of curiosity XD
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Nope~
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
No, but dude when I was in England visiting Tig, I went out with some of his friends without him, and we went to a gay/lesbian bar, and these two chicks were alllll over each other, ontop of the bar, I was like DAMN. Didn't really seem like anyone wanted them kicked out either XD The staff were just gettin' everyone drinks like nothin' was goin' on lmao!
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope xD Always been there with someone luckily lol
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Yeah ;P
24. What's your sexuality?
Bi-sexual <3
25. Have you ever had sex in a movie theater?
Not sex ;P
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Lol yah xDD
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Nope~
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Plenty of times xD
29. Have you ever bought something from an adult store?
Yah xD
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Mhm~
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
I have two vibrators xD
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Yup, only my husband <3
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
No xD
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yeah
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yeah xD
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Yeah
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Doggy! But I must say my back is SHIT for it sometimes xD
38. What's your favorite sex act?
Hardcore fucking? Idek what else to say?! LOL
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Noep
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
My dick?
LULZ
Posted 13 years agoI really love reading old drama <3
I saw a fav from an artist me and
got some pics deleted for "cub porn" and I was reading through the "drama journal" And I just greatly enjoy seeing what people say when things are going the way they don't want XD
I generally get refereed as a guy
I am generally deemed a "gay hater" because said picture happened to be gay
and I'm generally called "an immature cunt" with "nothing else to do but witch hunt for things to be a cunt about"
XD Idk why this journal was necessary, but I thought it was funny. :3c
OH AND on top of that, the fact that I had some commissions that were baby fur I had that thrown at me as well as the fact that things in my favs apparently looked like girls about "12 years old and below" XDDD
I LOVE IT LOL
Oh and apparently
and my other friends, I get them to "white knight" me XDD
LOL
The things about drama, is, I don't MAKE anyone do anything to come to my aid, they do it on their own free will, I don't have a button that makes people do anything. It's honestly a new experience for me. IRL I've never had friends that stuck up for me, so I don't EXPECT it, but Itsu actually WILL. Which is why I have no idea how I've ever considered anyone a best friend before her xD
but anyway I'm just rambling because I'm bored.
LOL
PIECE OUT
From the apparent DUDE GAY HATING CUNT BITCH >BU
LOL
<3
I saw a fav from an artist me and
got some pics deleted for "cub porn" and I was reading through the "drama journal" And I just greatly enjoy seeing what people say when things are going the way they don't want XDI generally get refereed as a guy
I am generally deemed a "gay hater" because said picture happened to be gay
and I'm generally called "an immature cunt" with "nothing else to do but witch hunt for things to be a cunt about"
XD Idk why this journal was necessary, but I thought it was funny. :3c
OH AND on top of that, the fact that I had some commissions that were baby fur I had that thrown at me as well as the fact that things in my favs apparently looked like girls about "12 years old and below" XDDD
I LOVE IT LOL
Oh and apparently
and my other friends, I get them to "white knight" me XDDLOL
The things about drama, is, I don't MAKE anyone do anything to come to my aid, they do it on their own free will, I don't have a button that makes people do anything. It's honestly a new experience for me. IRL I've never had friends that stuck up for me, so I don't EXPECT it, but Itsu actually WILL. Which is why I have no idea how I've ever considered anyone a best friend before her xD
but anyway I'm just rambling because I'm bored.
LOL
PIECE OUT
From the apparent DUDE GAY HATING CUNT BITCH >BU
LOL
<3
ART RAFFLE {NOT FROM ME~}
Posted 13 years agoFree Art oppurtunity!
Posted 13 years agoFree Art oppurtunity!
Posted 13 years agoTINYCHAT WITH US
Posted 13 years agoCOME HELP OUT MY WAIFU - STREAM
Posted 13 years agoStreaming Later Today!
Posted 13 years agoI'll be streaming later today, once I start I will be streaming commissions for quite a while. So look out for my journal!
I won't be taking on new commissions this stream, only doing excising ones so I can get caught up!!
So yeah! Keep an eye out! ^_^
I won't be taking on new commissions this stream, only doing excising ones so I can get caught up!!
So yeah! Keep an eye out! ^_^
WELL HELLO NEW WATCHERS :D
Posted 13 years agoI don't know how I randomly amassed 9 new watchers xD But hello! And thank you for watching <3
I'll probably do a stream later on today so yeah :D
Thanks again for watching, all the support means a ton to me <3
If it weren't for you guys I probably wouldn't keep working to improve my art XD <3
I'll probably do a stream later on today so yeah :D
Thanks again for watching, all the support means a ton to me <3
If it weren't for you guys I probably wouldn't keep working to improve my art XD <3
New Icon on mah Hubby :D
Posted 13 years agoBLARGH
Posted 13 years agoI've tried to sketch out like three commissions, and they all turned out SHIT DX
Now this might be because I have been up all night and not yet slept...
BUT IDK IT'S PISSING ME OFF OMFG >n<
COME ON HAND
DRAW SOME GOOD DAMN IT
/wrist
Now this might be because I have been up all night and not yet slept...
BUT IDK IT'S PISSING ME OFF OMFG >n<
COME ON HAND
DRAW SOME GOOD DAMN IT
/wrist
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