So uhhh I don't even know if any one is gonna even read this... or if people even read journals anymore they used to at least when I was using this site. I started crying when I logged back in and saw everything and people still posting.

So I was gonna come back and start drawing more I really tried hard but I just couldn't make it work with how my life was going and how busy I became with everything all happening at once.I tried to make time for art but I'll be honest I haven't picked up a tablet stylus in years and I have finished a piece of art since before that.
I'm not gonna say I'll come back to drawing and art but as of right now art became to stressful to even think about and made me wanna crawl into a hole and die. I've always had other things I liked doing along with art, be that music, instruments, movies or model building.

Basically about 5 years ago I had a huge mental break down from over work, stress, and depression. Then my step-father died dropping me into a much further pit of despair which has been lasting and made it incredibly hard to work on any kind of art. Even working on the smallest of things gave me anxiety and made me feel like I was gonna vomit. I've recently been able to draw in my sketch book again and I've actually been able to work on music and other artistic projects that I have passion for. I don't know... when I'll ever be back to making art like the way I want or the way I used to. But for now I'm trying to focus on getting better and not feeling as broken.

I do promise one thing, I will make one last piece of art for this account. most of the people I used to talk to or watch on here have deactivated, stopped posting or have completely disappeared completely from the internet and I wanna give people the one last thing in case I never come back. I do promise that.

Anyway, catch ya later~ <3

Working on some commission for a bit

come by and chill ~

https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

Yo yo streaming some art over on picarto right now~

https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni
https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

gonna be starting and finishing some pieces tonight.

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https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

Gonna be sketching some Resident evil ladies while I relax

come in and say hi

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https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

gonna be streaming till I get tired i hope just gonna play some music and draw

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https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

streaming some comic pages and watching anime

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https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

come in and chat or whatever

gonna be streaming some anime stuff some Fate grand order saber and maybe some miku

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https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

https://picarto.tv/JuniNoJuni

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currently drawing some anime boobs in a one piece swimsuit

sooooooo one of my roommates just recently lost his job, he got called today by the company letting him know he got let go…



So im not sure how long hes gonna be out of a job or when hes gonna get hired for a new one. So im gonna be officially opening up commissions to make up for the rest of the bills.(since he made more than me at me current job) im gonna make a little price banner thing thats more up to date with correct prices and stuff.

so yeah shit sucks.

oh also if you wanna commission me just shoot me and email to: commissions.renakun[at]gmail.com

so uhh I dont wanna get to into at the moment since I don’t know what the full situation is, but im publicly opening commissions.

if you wanna get some art just email me at: [ commissions.renakun[at]gmail.com ]

or hit me with a dm or whatever on whatever site im on, Deviantart ,furaffinity etc.

also reblogs are appreciated.

later.

gonna be streaming for a bit before work and stuff.

gonna be at https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

Im just getting set up right now so come and hang out for a bit.

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https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

I fixed my my wacom drivers and just chilling. come hang out.

Its a game and art kinda day.

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https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

Drawing some Overwatch stuff right now listening to some deep house.

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https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

just finishing up some stuff, with some music.

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https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

gonna stream till I pass out or something yeah...

Streaming some games right now maybe art later if I feel in the mood.
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https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

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i wanna stream so im gonna stream...

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https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

just a short stream maybe doing some sketches.

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working on some OC stuff, relaxing stream is a go!

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https://picarto.tv/121gigawattsart

streaming since its my day off.

https://www.twitch.tv/agentexel

https://www.twitch.tv/agentexel

streaming some games before work, come watch.