So ..its been a bit since I wrote anything about what's been going on in rl. FIrst...It's been 6 months since I found out I had ADHD and got meds that really helped me out. It's been great, and I feel like I can accomplish something. One the only ways I was able to accomplish the musical last year at school. Then summer came....I got hit with an unexpected bill that came out at wrong time. Then next thing I know I was major debt. Even took on commissions and only filling in the hole just a bit...it wouldn't be until June. On top of that at the beginning of summer my AC unit that was 30 years old went out. So we had to get a loan and get that replaced....and thankful we did because its bee super hot down here @.@ even now it was 99 with a heat index of 111. Not fun...and the new AC unit works well. But for the entire summer thanks to the economy being trash we struggled. Kayla needed my help most of the summer at the shelter. So almost 85 to 90% was working there. And I can't be paid due to nepotism laws. Kayla took up walking dogs during her lunch break and pet sitting a group regularly. I pet sat for a couple of folks. We both facepainted every weekend at the farmers market. I started a spicy content channel and it was quite hard to find places that allow things. And since I'm still new I can't do an only fans just yet because I don't have the following. Both Kayla and I gave plasma regularly until life got busy and we couldn't make it 2 times a week and now our pay out isn't worth the trip to go do it. I did manage 2 mudding trips. I wanted more but flat tire, being broke, and weather prevented that. My trip to go see my friend Susi did not happen. Maybe next year...No chance of going to MFM.
Schools back started and I feeling confident in the school year and what we are doing as far as shows are concerned. I am probably going to try and get a part time restaurant job at night and weekends. Applied at two places, haven't heard back from either just yet. Kids birthdays, Halloween, and Christmas are all coming up so have to figure out a way to get extra money....I'm behind on commissions. Not to far behind, but much more than I would like to be..but.. I'm burnt out...Like I havent' posted anything because I can't make myself mentally do it. But Im finding it easier now... I have a back log of stuff I will be posting so get ready for a flood sorta. I'll get back into the commission load this week. Thank you all for being patient and understanding. I've started a podcast.. I'm trying all that I can think of other than working in a sex shop and stripping...and NEITHER of those things are remotely close to me. Selling sex toys are illegal in this state. You can call them noveties...but nearest shop is like 2 hours away in this state...then the other is in another state.... So yeah...got to love it hear.
A few other things... I came out as genderfluid. I love the idea of being any gender I want when I want. Though don't get to do much and can't really transition at all. Why can't someone invent a collar that allows you to shift gender when you feel like it @.@

Good evening everyone. I normally don't do this, but since it's coming up, I wanted to put my birthday wishlist up. The reason why I am doing this is for two reasons...one this is a major milestone birthday, I turn 40. I have on here different out fits and some gear . Somethings are crowdfunded, somethings are direct buy. I'm putting this out here incase you'd like to help me celebrate my 40th birthday on Sept 12. If you liked to do birthday art, that would be great. I would love to have some drawn stuff of Owen. So..putting this out here and anything i get I will be modeling and showing off. Here is the link
https://throne.com/daddydirtydog

So the fun of my adhd meds they can make me horny as heck XD and today I’ll all locked up in chastity and feeling like a subby little bitch today @.@

things have launched folks c.c....so I'm just going to leave this here...https://www.furaffinity.net/user/daddydirtydog/ there is a linktree there

Ok ..so I plan on doing some spicy content creation in the very near future, and will be doing it with the guise of my pup hood on ..and or maybe other hoods later.. this will be something separate from this account or not tied to it as well..but using my pup hood.. hypothetically if you were watching this kinda of content would you rather see a Dom character interacting with the audience...or sub character...or switch that could flip flop and do both?

This is going to be a rant/vent. This is your warning. I'm just...done...frustrated..no more ability to give at the moment. One bill, pulled at the wrong time has fucked us over. The bill was for a doctors visit for my mental health. Being offically diagnosed with ADHD and getting the meds that help me with it. And what a help it has been. But yeah my mental health fucked us over. We have finally got out of the red, but took so long to just get there...i just so angry and upset that both my wife and I have full time jobs...both been at for 10 years for me...and 8 years for her. Which these are some of the more nicer jobs in this town and place. Unless you own or your family owns farm land or stuff you aren't going to be finding better jobs...or have to go back to school for law degree or medical degree.... might could go get a trade of some sort. But yeah..fun times....today is my wife's 40th birthday and we can't afford to do anything for it. I managed to get her a card, and a small icecream cake (Thanks to a teacher appreciation giftcard that was given to me last week. )
Our air condition unit has decided to die on us. It went out wednesday of last week and just now was able to get things looked at. Turns out he compressor has gone out fully... the unit is 30 years old. So we got our money's worth out of it...but I don't have NEW AC unit funds... And I live in the deep south in MS...so WE HAVE to have AC to survive because how hot it gets here. We luckily have a small wall unit in the living room and a small one in the bedroom so its not unbearable yet. GOing to have to go to the bank with the title of my car and see if we can get a loan. But got to have the money to pay it back.
My son's phone has went out. It was going out over the past few months, but now it won't charge at all.. I would have to do a hard restart to get it to come on but now its not even doing that... I could file it on insurance but it said if they didn't feel it was insurable we would be charged for the new phone... which when he first got it (over a year ago) he dropped it in water...and that would be all they would need to say it was water damage and so got to get him a new phone eventually....
I've taken all the commissions I can handle...my wife walks dogs, and pets sits during her lunch break... we both are going to be doing face painting at our local farmers markets starting in June...might make some money there... I was hoping to rest some during the summer break, but I don't think that's going to happen... hell I don't even know if I will get to visit my friend that I was planning on that was part of my christmas gift this year....
Then found out our local college is having to cut programs..their arts and science departments, and many other places...music program being cut.. they are looking at where the fewest students are enrolled...I know why they are doing it but just stinks... the college is a big deal here...and if it goes under it woudlnt' take to long before this place ends up like ever other shit hole in this state....
We have already start looking at new states ... We've made our lists and looked at pros and cons of each..some places is REALLY good place...but IT will cost you and be expensive as hell....or really good place and really harsh winters....but then again i found it humorous from the site i was using I looked up pros and cons of moving to MS ...and there wasn't an article for it.. it was 12 reason NOT to move here..and like 2 pros.....
Sorry for the rant... I just needed to get it out.

Ok so the play is done and I finally get a break from events at school. Finally able to get some rest. Well that is until my therapist decides to draft their bill out of my bank account causing me to go into over draft...BEFORE the rest of my bills come out starting tomorrow...so .. I am opening up a few more commissions slots for emergency help. I don't get paid until Wed. But I don't want to go so deep into over draft that nearly wipes out my entire check for MAY.. @.@ I've gotten one person to pick up one slot, but I will take as many as I can get to help offset what has gone on here. If anyone would like a commission, contact me ASAP. I have a bunch of free time now so I will be blowing through this comissions...and being on my adhd meds really does help.

Good afternoon everyone . It’s been a while since I have checked it due to a lot going on with work and what not. So a few things I want to update you on via life and things on here . First off I have been diagnosed with ADHD and finally got on meds for it, and it’s been a remarkable change. I can think, my mind isn’t so jumbled . I’m finding I’m completing tasks and what not so it feels great.
Second I’ve closed my Patreon or in the process . I find I can’t keep up with posting there, and my regular job, and commissions and everything else going on in life. So to make things simple I’m just going to be posting on here , twitter and blusky. I’ve got a ton of back long stuff I need to start posting . Some from a few years now . But working on fixing that.
Another new turn , I’m finding myself changing . I’ve been Ren since I was 13 or 14 and now I’m 39. And I feel she isn’t as big of a part of me as she once was. I’m not getting rid of her . She still my first fursona and still got a bunch of art with her . But I’ve come to the realization that I’ve changed and grown and I’m a bear now. Owen is me. And I’m happy with it. I’ve also come to determined (not surprising to some ) I’m gender fluid and so is Owen. I will go by all pronouns(he/she/they) and yes Owen primarily is male;however, I do plan on exploring all genders with them. Male, female , female with penis, male with vagina, a fun service top look, and surprising a female dommy mommy skunk self. I look forward to this new chapter in my life as I will be turning 40 in a few months. Thank you all for the support over the years. I look forward to the exploration of me with you all . *hugs and pies and slime for all*

So I’ve caught up on my commission list . I’ve got two folks to do for the raffle. But I am opening up regular commissions now . So $25 for single image, $50 for 5, $75 for 10 image set and $100 for 20 image set.
Couple other updates , as soon it’s not flooding and or snow storming here or other natural disasters I’ll do my messy pup vid that I have to do. And will finish up the last few Owen request pics as well .
Let me know if you want to be on the list
Raffle commission (taken)
Raffle winner work (taken)

Slot 1: Trajan
Slot 2: garage crew
Slot 3: Da-Ti
Slot 4 Thehotrodhero
Slot 5 Shifterinshadows

So I’ve caught up on my commission list . I’ve got two folks to do for the raffle. But I am opening up regular commissions now . So $25 for single image, $50 for 5, $75 for 10 image set and $100 for 20 image set.
Couple other updates , as soon it’s not flooding and or snow storming here or other natural disasters I’ll do my messy pup vid that I have to do. And will finish up the last few Owen request pics as well .
Let me know if you want to be on the list
Raffle commission (taken)
Raffle winner work (taken)

Slot 1:
Slot 2:
Slot 3:
Slot 4
Slot 5

I'm in such a horny kinky slut mood right now. tell me what should happen to my bear self...anything goes!

So Furry IT ( I know there is a LOT of you out there ;P ) I am in need of your assistance. First let me say I am pretty good with watching vids, and doing things to fix my computer and other issues. So when I'm asking for help I REALLLY need it. So here is the issue. My wife's MSI Ms-16r4 laptop stopped charging. So after watching a few vids we determined it was either the charger or the charging port. I borrowed a multimeter and found out the charger was working, but the charging port was not. So I went watch a video on how to change out the port. I found the part on Amazon, ordered it, it came in; now it's time to work. SO in order to replace this part you must desolder 5 pins on the mother board, then once removed, you clean and then put the new part in and add solder to the 5 pins. I saw this done on youtube to the same model....So I get a desoldering kit since I have the iron already. I can't get the solder to come off or even melt. I'm using flux and one of those ribbons to catch solder... I thought maybe its my solder iron and or I'm not that experienced with doing this. So I got a friend who repairs game systems. He is pretty decent at soldering. He starts to work on it with his tools....nothing. It's not melting or coming off...He even turns up the temp on this iron and nothing. So we are stumped....I know its do able. I've seen vids but I dont know where we are going wrong. So if there is anyone out there that could give some advice or help I would be really appreciative.

Today was a rough day. With folks help we were able to put our cat down due to a massive tumor on his stomach. This was Kayla's and my first pet together. He was 18 years old. He was the most patient cat. He helped with countless foster pets, both our kids, and the other animals we have. He will be missed greatly. We are thankful we were able to get him cremated vs buried in the yard. He has a lot of critters waiting on him at the rainbow bridge.

good news. through several donations we have managed to get the full $250 and now are fully funded. I thank yall for being able to help with the memory of our cat. There will be the full messy pup vid, as well as will do the drawing for those who donated to see who wins the image sets.
Thank you again
Ren

Good morning, I've had a few folks donate so far. we are currently at $110 of our $250 goal. So right now on the Tier I've got 3 pies and a small bucket of green slime coming my puppy way. If we reach $125 I will be stripping naked! Few folks are in the raffle so far for the 20 image set of what you want and an image set involving Ren and or Owen . IF you would like to donate my paypal email is badass28 (At) hotmail dot com. Again this is to help us preserve the memory of the first pet my wife and I had adopted together. See my previous journals on the full story and the tier list and everything.

So if you read this journal https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10733263/. Then you know the situation of my cat and what we are trying to do. So I've decided to make a deal. First of all I'm doing a every $25 tier system messy pup video. First off I will start off in this outfit https://x.com/Rencat10/status/17233.....805715284?s=20
Then will follow this tier. For $25, $50, and $75 will get a pie each, at $100 I will get a small bucket of green slime dumped on me. At $125 I will strip naked, $150 and $175 some bigger pies. At $200 I will get a toy out and blow it as well as start riding it. $225 double massive filled pies and if I get $250 will get 5 gallons of black slime, followed by a mystery bucket mess.
ALSO everyone that donates will be put into a drawing for a free 20 page commission of their choosing AND get to dictate a series of what will happen to Ren and or Owen. (also up to 20 pages) . For ever dollar amount you donate you name goes in the drawing pot that mean times. So $5 will get your 5 chances. My paypal is badass28 (at) hotmail dot com... I also have venmo and cashapp that I can give you if you note me.

Good morning everyone, Kayla and I are in need of some help . Our first animal , a cat we got together back in 2005 is having issues and will need to be put down. He has a massive tumor in/on his stomach. He still eating, but we can tell his quality of life has gone down tremendously. We are wanting him to get cremated. The cost is $250 for the euthanasia and cremation. We’ve been struggling to keep our heads above water financially since June. If anyone willing to donate to his fund we would be in your debt . This isn’t commissions( I’ve got only one or two more before I can take more) . My PayPal is badass28 (at) Hotmail dot com . I also have Venmo and CashApp if you would like to use those note me .
Thank you
Ren

Well it’s that time again. Made it to 39. Crazy to think I’ve been on this place since it started the first time and the second time as well XD

Well it's getting that time again, birthday is coming up on the 12th. It's been a heck of year lot of ups and downs with school. We are starting off with a lot more ups than anything. Summer was rough. Mentally and emotionally over all . But things I feel are looking up. Turning 39 this year. Would love to get some bday art this year, but most likely will be doing some for myself. Just got to figure out what I want to do.

So I did a thing where I animated a figure and slime coming down on it . Not perfect but very pleased with it please go check out and tell me what ya think ^^
https://x.com/rencat10/status/16945.....RvunQhDxswtwMg

Good morning, I've got a few characters coming up forsale to bid so if interested check them out. Also I am open for commissions I do have 8 slots left . If interested let me know ^^

So with summer are finally here and I'm off from work. So after catching up on stuff. I can open up commissions! I am opening 10 slots . Commission Price range is single image is $20, 5 for $50 , 10 for $70 and for a 20 page set $100.
It's pride month, I like to think Ruttfest is starting, want to be on messy gameshow or mouse maze let me know.
Slot 1 elliekitty
Slot 2 siagon
Slot 3 cynder
Slot 4 dark blur
Slot 5
Slot 6
Slot 7
Slot 8
Slot 9
Slot !0

Good morning, just reminder there is 24 hours left o bid on https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52187462/

Hello everyone I hope yall are doing well. I just wanted to catch yall up on a few things going on. First I'm got two commissions to finish out as well as other art I'll be posting soon. I'm finishing out the school year so having to get that wrapped up first. The fun of having finals thrown on us at last second @.@. Also I will be continuing the Mess Queen and Rubber King. Just trying to get caught up with grades and such, but I am loving the support y'all have had with it ^^ it has been very fun.
So for those of you who know me or don't I've been doing and creating art and characters for a while now. And over the years Ive created....quite a lot of them XD thank you ADHD but I have decided to sell some of these characters. Some of these characters have never been used, and some have. I made sure to get some that weren't just generic fox or cat or red panda. I'm doing this to help financial needs for getting some tires for a vehicle, and few other money related needs. As well as help me not get so bogged down with commissions. There will be a bidding and instant buy options. The winner will get the rights to the character. I may even through in a few pics in there with your new character as well ^^ The first character will go up tonight.
Got to get something fixed on my patreon and will get started back posting there. I will say I have a new project that I'm tinkering with that is not really related to my canon of characters and such. But more on that later.
Thank y'all all again for your support
Ren

Good morning everyone . I have a question , if I put some of my character up for adoption, these would be some that I have created and not some much with or haven’t used at all. Would y’all be interested if I put them up forsale ?