So...the count down is closing in...on Sunday I turn ....37...bum bum buuuuuuuuum

Well school has been in for two weeks now, three weeks if I count the week with out students. I'm pretty much just going with the flow of things. We are currently 100% face to face. My class room is full. Fuller than its ever been. And covid numbers are on the rise. If you seen MS (where I live) has on top of having covid numbers rising and such. On top of that lot more demands from teh district for teachers in general as well as we are short teachers from all the faculty we lost last year.
I'm almost done with the text part of Gunge Court. So I'll be posting that soon as well as the folks who commissioned me. I've had their work done just haven't the spoons to post them. I don't know when I'll be doing commissions just yet. Right now I'm completely burnt out on them. Though commissions are the only way I can get any gear or even buy commissions from others. How I was able to get my pup hood and tail. Would like to save for full latex suit, maid outfit, a few other things. But that will have to wait.
As far as health goes. My brain fog from having West nile and covid has gotten better. It only is bad when I'm really tired. Mentally I'm on edge in some ways, depression comes and goes, numb in a lot of other ways, and of course putting on a good face for the kidos at school to give them hope and such.
We will see if we go virtual again. If somehow I get covid again (I'm fully vax and still wear masks everywhere)

So the "School's out " series was a very emotional one for me to do. The school year was a hard, nightmarish in some ways, draining, and thankless. I witnessed a lot of demand from parents, children, and district. My admiration was great, but over all after the year was over. It was very thankless. A lot of my co workers left. We have about 4 weeks left if that before we are back in class room. So through a bit of bitterness and some held back tears I created this as a way for someone to say "You did a great job. You are awesome. Thank you for everything you do and did." My wife and a few other family members really the only ones who've said anything. Will there be more? Maybe I dunno.

So just for fun and need something to distract my mind. If you could build yourself your own Ren. what would you do? Species, shape size, color ect. remodel of a previous species already done? Go right ahead . currious to see what yall come up with

First let me say I am not sit or inured, but emotionally and mentally spent. The school year for me is FINALLY over. It's been a fucking hell of a year, and its going to take time to get over. Sadly I get to enjoy a month off only to start back in Aug.
I've got one commission to finish and I plan on posting the ones that I have done. I've got other things to post as well. And a brand new series/show to Debut that I think y'all will like. I also plan on getting those viewers choices pics done.
I feel like screaming crying. Need to bound up for a while.

So folks I am taking a few commissions . So If you were still wanting your themed commission let me know. I am opening up 5 slots as well. Let me know if you would like one ^^
Slot 1: shifterinshadows
slot 2: drphocidus
Slot 3: Westhoff
Slot 4: icedrake
Slot 5:

So giving everyone a slight update. Well back heavily in play season at school...and then got hit with winter weather which has put things on hold XD we should be back this week. I've started uploading some back logged art. So be wary of the art flood. I've started on viewers choice series. I plan on posting all the very hard content stuff in a pdf formate and put them in all one big file. The rest will be posted like normal. That way those who wish to view that particular stuff can. If you don't want to see it then you wont have to. ^^
Also been cleaning up my files and going through seeing how many things I need to finish (like I started and havent finished) or just need to start. After cleaning and moving things and deleting stuff, I have found ...there's like 124 things I need to finish XD....yeah between having to take commissions over the years I would start things and then not finish. So I plan on finishing those stories.
Also have Valentines day art and Mardi gras art to finish as well. So lots to do .

So doing a little fun thing with viewers having them fill out this form https://forms.gle/JaNimHJRy45gV4Ug8 to suggestion slots on a punishment wheel for both WAM wheel and a latex/bdsm/humilation wheel.
More info from this pic https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40343233/
Go fun, be wild, will be fun!

As of today I am covid free!!! I still got the pneumonia and getting over that. But I am doing really good. I have to sleep with oxygen still for a good measure. I plan on posting art in the near future, some things I took down and plan on putting back up, and new stuff as well ^^ I want to say thank you all for your support it means a lot to my wife and I. Love y'all!

Good morning everyone, its been a hell of a ride. My wife informed you that I had gotten pneumonia from the covid. But I thought I should tell everyone I'm doing a lot better. I have oxygen at home. It helps along with the other breathing treatments, vitamins, and antibiotic. Some of you might wonder why didn't I go to a hosptial? Well... that's because in my area there are NO hospital beds. I watched the hope drain from my wifes face as she called around only to be told no beds. But she made due and has been best nurse/doctor to take care of me. The kids are 100% and tested negative and have gone to their grandparents so we both can rest. I can feel my lungs being able to breath more. My o2 is staying up on the 93-95 range. I'm still resting and doing all what I'm suppose to do. But I finally feel the hope and I'm getting better.

So its been crazy. Some days Kayla and I feel ok . We do a little bit then we are no good to anyone. I had one bad spell when I waited to long to eat. Its hard to balance out the rest. We are both ready to be over this crap. What I find the craziest about this is you would think the closer to the end of the time period you get you think things would be easier and feeling better. With covid sometimes the worst is yet to come. We are about day 8. I'm ready to be able to eat fully again. I can taste some things; Kayla can't taste anything at all. But just mainly letting you know I am alive.

Thought I would give everyone a little update on everything. First off as of today I officially have covid. YAY. First the kids, the kids are doing fine. They feel great, haven't been running fever after the first day. They are being kids and running around and screaming. Kayla and I both can't taste anything as of today. Which is a very weird sensation. I can still smell things; she can't. We are worried about her asthma, but she is still doing her albuteral treatments. As of this moment, I am feeling ok. I had been running fever and body aches, but after some Tylenol and a good nap. I'm feeling ok. Hopefully we will stay in this moderate area and start working on getting better.

So...where do I begin... First off Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all. Our holiday was going well until yesterday, when a family member tells us they have covid. The problem is my children were taken over to visit their cousins about the same age and were exposed to this person on Monday. They found out they had it around Wednesday/Thursday morning. (like 2 am). WE were not informed of this info until Christmas day. Two whole days later. So...we took kids to doctor today. They both tested positive. The girl has been running a slight fever, and slight runny nose. My son is fine. Just slight stuffy nose. We have been informed that we most likely will get it due to the time line of exposer rate. So yeah going to be an interested few weeks. The other fun part of this, wife has asthma, and I have/had(not sure where time line on this I am) West Nile. I've been fine past several months. So we shall see how this all interacts.
The good news is for all my commissioners that have paid. Their work is done and been posted. For those of you who put claim to a theme slot but haven't paid, you will be put on hold once/if I make it out of this I will get back in contact with you to see if you are still interested. Did not call kids getting covid before me. (Especially since we are homeschooling my oldest) I thought I would get it due to my teaching, but I managed to dodge that bullet.
I plan on continue posting things that I have finished as well as keep yall up today on things. Wishing everyone the best. Love yall.

So Hey guys, wanted first to tell you that even though October will be ending I'm not done with Wamtober and Kinktober so you can rest assure on that if you still want stuff ^^ I will be getting in touch with those who have selected spots but haven't paid just yet. And those who have paid for this next round I am going to knocking yours out for sure. Also will be doing the halloween suggestions and such. Should be really close to meeting the goal of getting the new laptop. This one still hanging in there for now.
A few updates on life right now, first this week has been really taxing on me mentally and emotionally. First we had our first major quarantining at school roughly 1/4 of the school kids are in quarantine. That doesn't mean they have covid, they were around a teacher that tested positive for it. Then a teach friend of mine died from a heart attack. So with the added stress of suddenly students are gone and that number seemed to grow from day to day. Having to stay up late for feeding bottle baby kittens also worn me out. Then add on that we can't carry kids trick or treating and my little girl finally at an age of understanding what it is and had been practicing all year for it. It really depressing. WE do have fun backup plan for the kids that they will enjoy and involve hunting candy filled ghosts in the house and yard.
Healthy wise, I've been having effects of west nile off and on. Nothing major but I can tell it has affected me mentally some . I've noticed sometime I have trouble getting things out clearly speaking, get tired very easily, and have had my eye ball swell up.(yeah that was fun) Also found out it will take roughly a year to get over this crap. But over all I'm doing ok physical health wise.
I just needed to get this off my chest. I tend to bottle things up and put on the "I'm ok face." and right now I'm not really ok.

Alright folks I am trying something slightly different in way on commissions for the moment. School has finally mellowed out especially after the program failed, and we ended up going to something else. (Its a good thing) SO as it stands I am in need of a new laptop that has great memory and graphics cards so I can do better renderings, get into animation, and edit and render out video(for my job). I got a little birthday money around $125. The ones I've been looking at that would work are around in the $800 range. So since it's about to be spooky season and I did it last year with just my characters. I thought I could open up Kinktober and Wamtober to everyone. Kinktober themes involve bondage and latex primarily and Wamtober involve messy situations. I am going to do pics at $20 per theme. Each theme will be available on a first come first serve basis. You can use your character or if you would like to see one of my many characters in a situation feel free to pick you favorite. Also yes you can have more than one character in the pic (limit 3 characters other wise things will start to get bogged down on this current laptop). I think this will be good boost to help get the new laptop which would help bring new content such as animations to yall. I like to be as transparent as possible about these things. Once a theme is taken I'll mark it off with who has it. Here are the following themes:
Kinktober (bondage and latex)
1) Transparent
2) Pony
3) Puppy(taken)
4) Donkey ride
5) Vacbed (taken)
6) Machine (taken)
7) Bimbo (taken)
8) Piggy
9) Reverse bunny
10) Spanking
11) Mind break
12) Role reversal (taken)
13) Hot wax
14) Suspend
15) Trap
16) Bitch’s place (taken0
17) Bitch suit(
18) Game show (taken)
19) Maid (taken)
20) Restricted movement (taken)
21) Enema (taken)
22) Fuck booth
23) Drone (Taken)
24) Straightjacket (taken)
25) Misstress/Master and Pet (taken)
26) Dom Mom/Dad (taken)
27) Public play(taken)
28) Milked
29) Wrapped up
30) Watersports


And For Wamtober (Wet and Messy Themed)
1) Mud wrestling (taken)
2) Swamp fun (taken)
3) Butter up
4) Bath prank (taken)
5) Muck splat (taken)
6) Pie target (taken)
7) Night clay
8) Deep sink
9) Slime time (taken)
10) Tarred
11) Silver (taken)
12) Golden shower
13) Mud dive
14) Prank
15) Pig wallow (taken)
16) Cube
17) Toilet prank
18) At the club
19) Chocolate surprise
20) Pool party
21) Messy bj (taken)
22) Pipe dream
23) Glue (taken)
24) Undie fill up
25) Bound and messy
26) Slime monster (taken)
27) Deep sinking
28) Wrong door (taken)
29) Greased
30) loser

Well as of today I am now 36! Birthday time and shenanigans go forth! ...going to be doing to bday art for myself today and posting later. huzzah!

SO....I got an early birthday present this year...one I really didn't expect or ask for... so let me give you the story. Last weekened I ended up in the ER with a head splitting migrane one like I've never had before. It was no pain to intense pain in a matter of seconds. This was the second one I had in a matter of days. Both in the exact location, the base of my skull. So I go to ER, I have to go in alone, Kayla had to wait in the car. So Its 11 when I go in. First they do a CT scan and give me pain med shot...which wasn't working really. They then came back said CT was clear, and they want to give me a spinal tap to check for a few things. So I agreed. They give me one it lets out a bunch of pressure and my head ach lessens tremendously. They give me more pain meds and they work this time. So around...4 am I get to leave. My wife has been in the car the entire time, bless her. So I follow up with my regular doctor on Monday. He needs to see what my numbers are on that spinal fluid before he decides to recommend me to a neurologist. So fast forward to Thursday when I call him and they recall the hospital. He calls me back.. First the Covid test they gave me came back negative (wooo), and the spinal fluid came back neg....but oh there was positive.... I have freaking West Nile?! And sure enough the symptoms I had were linked to that. ...So yeah I don't have to go see a neurologist , I'm not dying of an anurism or other things. On positive side I haven't had any more headachs since the ER visit. Hopefully will get to feeling 100% by my birthday next weekend. We shall see..

Well folks as you may know my birthday is coming up next month. So I created a little opinion poll with some questions regarding a few ideas I've had, things you'd like to see, and what birthday shenanigans you can come up for me. If y'all would take time to fill it out, I'd greatly appreciate it !
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....rm?usp=sf_link

Good Morning everyone. I thought I should give you a little update on what's going on. First I am going to have to put a pause on the commissions. I've finished doing the one for the person that has paid, but for the others since no one else has just yet I am holding your spot and pausing. Here is why.
For those of you who don't know I am a teacher in the deep south. As a matter of fact my state of MS is about to be ranked NUMBER 1 in covid cases ...YAY we're number 1....luckily my school will not be going back until Sept 8th. We will be doing both face to face and online learning. Our school bought a program that allows students to do the class online and teachers just had to kinda check in with the curriculum and such. Well pretty much every subject is on this state curriculum, except mine. Which I figured it would be like this since its theatre. For past three weeks I've been contacting the lady over all this as well as the rep over this program, and it came down to this: we don't have one for you. You will just have to customize and make your own.
So what this means.... I have roughly one month to create a years worth of an online curriculum before school starts. Figure out how to do performance online, design online, and technical theatre online. Now I have participated in webinars and got resources for this. Now I just have to weave it all together...
The real kicker is the way this program works the student who is taking classes online will have to be on during class time. So not only am I teaching students face to face, but I'm teaching students online at the same freaking time....
Oh and one more thing...our governor vetoed the budget and hasn't met back with the legislator to get it back...so we currently have no money for the schools for the state right now...yet the private school money just so happen to still be there...
So yeah. I'm sorry and once I get this curriculum done I will be back to commissions

Ok folks I got the next round of Bound to Be Messy up. Check it out right here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37169078/
I PROMISE I will have the final part uploaded very soon. I will not let another 3 years go be before posting it. I am still ashamed that happened. Enjoy and root for your favorite team!

So on this end things have been going alright. But how are yall doing? I know its been kinda crazy out there.

Ok so here is the situation. Earlier this week or end of last week, my computer died. After with some fiddling I manage to get it back working and its in stable condition for now. How long will it be I have no idea. So I am working on saving up for a new one. Its been over 10 years since I bought it, and it's been a good computer. I do all my art, writing (both furry and non furry stuff), as well as video editing for my school's news program. So in order to keep going and be back in business by time school gets back in session since I may have to TEACH from this thing again, I need help with it. I am going to be opening up my commissions again. I feel I am mentally and emotionally ready to take them again. My normal rates . I know I've had a few people inquiring about them so they will have first dibs, but anyone is welcome to get one.
I am also going to throw this out there, if you don't want to get say a full commission, but would like to donate a few bucks toward me doing more chapters of Bound to Be Messy, Down and Dirty, and or getting Mouse Maze up and going you can sure do that as well.
I plan on backing up all my poser related files so incase the computer does crap out before now and getting the new one they will be safe. Also if it does crash and you get a commission I will be sure and let you know and will work out what to do. It may take a little longer than normal IF that happens. Hopefully it wont
If you like to donate feel free to my paypal addy badass28 at hotmail dot com
I do promise to get the writing done on top of the commissions. Having to wait 3 years for it is just to long and I am deeply sorry for that.
***Commission prices are as followed single image is $20, 5 for $50 , 10 for $70 and for a 20 page set $100.

So little bit of an update.Been taking it easy on the art front. I kinda burnt myself out pretty bad. So just been doing a few things to catch up on a few projects...then I looked at comment I got tonight. Someone wanted to see another chapter of bound to be messy...its been 3 YEARS!?!? holy crap I can't believe I haven't added a chapter in 3 years to that nor to Down and Dirty ...and I still haven't written my first episode of Mouse Maze @.@ I'm SORRY!!!!
Oh another note my current computer is dieing. Granted I got this thing.....over 7 years go. So probably will be doing some commissions to help get a new one. I'll let yall know when I am open again for commissions.

For those who don't know, I am a writer. I've been coming up with stories since kindergarten with my first story about me going to the zoo. (which sadly I never went to a zoo until I was 18). Now I am 35 years old and I feel like I don't have much to show for it...I've written 3 novels which now trying to get one of 2 published. But sadly no one is up to publishing them yet. Mainly because no one knows me. So I'm trying to build myself an audience somehow and get an agent. Still writing other stories or ideas. Trying to basically do what Stephen King did for Maine and put Mississippi on the horror map.
Besides writing I've been using my art to tell stories. I've somehow since 2005/2006 started creating a world via my furry side. Then when I got into 3d rendering a whole world blew up creating ideas and characters and stories involving them. Even my own fursona has changed over the years and has multiple versions. But lately I feel like I've accomplished nothing. Sure I've created...maybe a 100+ OC and have a little over 1000 followers(which I am very thankful to have). I've come up with a few game show ideas and trying to pick them back up.
I've felt lately that I now have full control over Ren, but still feel like an outsider in my world Ive created. I expressed myself through other characters and created characters to express things. Now Ren is fully expressed, I feel like an outsider. I've wanted to put her into many of my game shows, but never have so gave myself the title of CEO or head Producer of the company in that world. Sometimes I feel like I'm posting things with Ren as myself more and not sure if my fans want that. I don't even know what I want anymore.
I grew up watching messy game shows as a kid and always dreamed of being on one. Never happened for multiple reasons. I even knew a guy who managed to get one of the shows as a kid. I can watch the episode now if I wanted. So as I got older I found wam and furry and someone combined them. Then I got in the game. Since I couldn't find things I wanted to see I would make them happen myself. But for the most part I've had to rely on myself for all my ideas or wants. I've been fortunate to have a few artist friends do fan art or gift art every now and again. Some do trades. And on rare occasion Ive manage to save up for a commission or two. I really want to do more of that. I want to be able to commission folks again. Love to do trades.
I dont know where I'm going with this rambling. I feel like a failure in a lot of ways. I guess I'll shut up now bleh.

BRACE YOUR SELF!!! ART FLOOD COMING!!!!*tosses few life preservers out* I've got a bunch of art I haven't posted and going to post some of it.