sorry for being away for so long, but im back, and life has been looking up, everything is great, my arms are sore from some vaccines i just got so no drawing, but i wanna wish you all a Merry Christmas, unless you celebrate something else, Happy Holidays

im afraid i have art block and may noy finish them by the due date, ill finish them when ever i can, sorry <8(

so ive got this stuck in my head, its about a young pilot in like WWII era, so far i only have part of the second half when its that moment of peace you have as you fall to Earth

Young Ace

what of me?
what am i to do?
what of me?
what am i to feel?

to fall
to fall
to fall
to fall

to fall through golden skies
and see
with golden eyes
what you were meant to be
and feel
what you were meant to feel
lost potential
broken dreams

stretch out
your broken wings
and feel the glow
of the golden sun

and fall
and fall
and fall
and fall

not sure what comes after

i wont be very active for some time, could be a few days, could be longer, ill try to drop by everyday

These are the rules for requests

*No killing, stabbing, chopping etc. Unless its like zombies or something
*No sex (ill do nudity but nothing more)
*No Females (temporary) because they always turn out looking like Males
*No complicated themes
*No complicated Backgrounds
*No begging for requests, I've come up with the plan to do 4 a month and no more unless it's your birthday or something, or if I have finished the other four early
*No constantly reminding me to do yours or asking when it'll be done, I have a life and as the one giving free art, I should be able to decide when its done

Please follow these, I'm a nice guy but if you don't I'll have to cancel your request

Slots are *FULL*

I got my first request this morning so ill be instituting a To-Do list in my footer 8D

Should be posting some request rules tonight, and maybe a request slot or two

is doing commissions, even if you don't want a commission you should watch him, he does cute stuff <83

I guess one of my besties owns it

I was looking up names when i found this

My real name is Ryan which is Irish for "little king" but my fursona's name is Rex which is Latin for "King", this is so ironic

It seem all of my character's names have to do with royalty or power

Martin is a variation of "Mars"

Roderick is Welsh for "Famous Power"

Sanderson is a name I made up but Sander is a Scandinavian version of Alexander (as in "the Great") which means "Defender of Men" so Sanderson means "Son of Sander"

And Tenor, the definition of Tenor is "the course of thought"

Thank you for those kind words you guys gave me, you really made me happy and hopefully that was the first step to emotional recovery......SO HAPPY!!!! <huggles for all>

I haven't been feel very good emotionally as of late, mainly low self esteem and a feeling of not being wanted, I really want to ditch these feelings for good, so if you could offer me some praise or advice, it would be much appreciated

Im back, it was lovely X3

I was planning on arting since the interwebs wouldn't distract me.........I accomplished nothing 8I

Wont be back until Monday, take care

made this pretty cool head awhile back that hasn't sold

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/90...../#cid:61340679

He'd appreciate if someone bought it, he put quite a bit of work into it

If you know someone who might be interested, please tell them about it

Thanks for reading this bulletin 83

I had an orchestra concert tonight and I must say that for some reason, towards the end of the last song, I was getting really sick an I almost hurled.....thank God I didnt

Look at this sexyness http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8992817/ done by !!!!!
LOOK AT IT!!!
His eyes, the pose, that lanky body

he draws the best paws too <8P

Watch him, do eet!!

NOTE ME PLEASE 83

I just watched it and I must admit......I cried a little when Rue died

So when I first got my Platies (fish) one of them was pregnant and when I was introducing them to the tank I apparently scared it into giving birth (Platies give live birth) that was about 2 weeks ago and I hadn't been able to keep track of the babies well (my tank is a thick mesh of plants) but today when I was cleaning it I found at least four babies, each about a quarter of an inch long X3

Another, darker, song that i wrote and Rex would sing, I found this one written in Latin but I forgot the words so I used Google translate for a rough idea of its meaning

TE SPECTARE
TALI INUTILIS PARVUM ALIQUID
VALUE MINUS QUAM MURES
DISSIPATAS VOLUNTATIS ET PARVAS VIRES
SUME IN FRUSTA
FRACTOS SOMPNOS
AMISSUS EXSPECTATIONIBUS, AMISSUM VELLE VIVERE
MERUIT AMITTERE NON POTEST QUOD
CIVILI ANAMILIA SUNT ADHUC INSIPIENTIUM
ET SIC ERITIS


Rough Translation:

Look at you
You useless little thing
worth less than that of mice
Broken will and little strengh
Pick up the pieces
Broken dreams
Lost ambitions, lost will to live
To lose what can not be won/deserved to lose because he can not
civil animals are still brutish
And so you shall be

* is looking for some airsoft equipment and is willing to trade you for it with art, more info here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:28986679


*Also, watch this guy, he deserves more watches than me anyway hes awesome
Commission him nao!!! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3886588/

Thanks for your watches

I estimate that ill get 100 watchers by the end of the year, if I do, it'll be the most awesome Christmas gift ever X3

Also, watch this guy, he deserves more watches than me anyway hes awesome
Commission him nao!!! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3886588/

I'm bored, ask me anything you want, ill answer.....do eet

Hello
Hello little child
Sleeping in your crib
What does your future hold?
How will you live?

Morality......sympathy calling from your head
will you choose to listen?
Listen, a word long since gone
in our generation

but you are better
Than all of the rest

But just sleep now
sleep and rest your
Weary little head
Sleep
....sleep

Sleep



This is a little lullaby I wrote when Rex used to be a night spirit......it makes more sense when sung because it has an odd meter to it

Marla Olmstead

What she does is beautiful and the fact that shes not even half my age is amazing