Razzy Lee Free Arts Contest
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2711476/
I needed something to cheer me up some. Read my entry if you dare! ( yes...I am rather morbid at times....plus Halloween is on it's way. )
Razzy Lee is bored, so amuse him with an entry!
I needed something to cheer me up some. Read my entry if you dare! ( yes...I am rather morbid at times....plus Halloween is on it's way. )
Razzy Lee is bored, so amuse him with an entry!
Still In Need
Posted 14 years agoA lot calmer now, still need lots of help.
I think I'll just take to begging people for their change. I need like $200. There's a better option than surgery, a shot every four months.
I got a hold of someone awesome, she explained a lot of things to me.
Mostly, in a nutshell, I was lead wrong and ferrets live to be 7-8, not like cats, which average 11-15. As such, she's very old and like very old humans and heart disease, ferrets get adrenaline disease. It just means...they're closer to being ready to go. Surgery is a bad idea and the reason why medicine 'never works' (as told to me by my vet) is because it's simply something that comes with their final years.
The injections may let her keep her fur, then again, she may be a naked baldy who will need sweaters. It's a sign or mortality and....yeah. It's not as dire as I was lead to believe. It's not life ending, it just comes near the end.
My heart is still much broken. I'm losing my poor Furzles slowly. I just hope she doesn't waste away like the humans I loved did as they died. I'll do all I did for them for her too. Bathe her, lift and move her around when she no longer has the strength to do so herself, even feed her with an eyedropper if she wants or needs.
I have to say I'm being a bad mommy right now and playing favorites, as Furzles gets slightly more time with me and more snuggles.
I think I'll just take to begging people for their change. I need like $200. There's a better option than surgery, a shot every four months.
I got a hold of someone awesome, she explained a lot of things to me.
Mostly, in a nutshell, I was lead wrong and ferrets live to be 7-8, not like cats, which average 11-15. As such, she's very old and like very old humans and heart disease, ferrets get adrenaline disease. It just means...they're closer to being ready to go. Surgery is a bad idea and the reason why medicine 'never works' (as told to me by my vet) is because it's simply something that comes with their final years.
The injections may let her keep her fur, then again, she may be a naked baldy who will need sweaters. It's a sign or mortality and....yeah. It's not as dire as I was lead to believe. It's not life ending, it just comes near the end.
My heart is still much broken. I'm losing my poor Furzles slowly. I just hope she doesn't waste away like the humans I loved did as they died. I'll do all I did for them for her too. Bathe her, lift and move her around when she no longer has the strength to do so herself, even feed her with an eyedropper if she wants or needs.
I have to say I'm being a bad mommy right now and playing favorites, as Furzles gets slightly more time with me and more snuggles.
Furzles Needs Help
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/6474036/
Pretty much I need to gather the extreme amount $812 within two months to have her adrenaline glands removed.
I'm going to talk to the local stores here and ask if I can put something up to request donations. I can't get a job fast enough, can't get past a phone call or an interview. I'm going to the temp agency on Monday, maybe they can get me a job.
Any other ideas would be much loved.
Pretty much I need to gather the extreme amount $812 within two months to have her adrenaline glands removed.
I'm going to talk to the local stores here and ask if I can put something up to request donations. I can't get a job fast enough, can't get past a phone call or an interview. I'm going to the temp agency on Monday, maybe they can get me a job.
Any other ideas would be much loved.
Um....yeah
Posted 14 years agoYay more dramas in my life! Furry and family. Whoot!
So, I'm thinking of hitting up the local temp agency, as I've yet to get farther than several interviews/calls.
I want to move out and let my aunt take over my family's care. I know they can't make it alone.
I'd like to live with my grandpa, most likely. Then I'd have to rehome my ferrets. He's not much of a cat person and ferrets are like long, smooshy kitty-type weasels.
Else...I'd like
and I to find someplace, even shitty apartment together. I feel safe anywhere, with him near me.
My oldest ferret now sports a naked tail. I hope to hells it is not cancer, if so...I will have to say goodbye to her.
Yay furmeet next Saturday.
Feeling blah, some people are creating drama behind my back. I hate that I end up trusting the wrong people at times. I also hate that sometimes when I like someone, it bites me in the ass.
Sometimes I feel I should just stop and be what everyone wants me to be. Even more, I want to just run away and disappear forever. I can't do that though, as there are such a scant few who honestly do care about me....and of course, my furkid. My old man still needs me, he's such a big puppy.
So yeah.... -grumbles- Feeling down and a littleexcited. My stomach want to kill me.
Lost eleven pounds since anthrocon, it is coming off oh so slowly! Some day I can look at myself and be satisfied. Some day, probably not for a very long time, I will have me a mate. For now, I have two special people in my life and I am very grateful for them.
I think I'm just going to settle for having a Master, even if it can't be whom I want that to be. I'll just have to find or be found by someone I can trust. My guard dragon will make sure I am safe though and I'm certain he'll tell me who to avoid for sure.
I don't know, right now I feel so broken and full of fail. My family has really hurt me at this time. My heart aches and I just want to cry until it hurts from lack of tears. But then I'll be loud and yeah...
I hope you all have had a better time than I do, at the moment.
So, I'm thinking of hitting up the local temp agency, as I've yet to get farther than several interviews/calls.
I want to move out and let my aunt take over my family's care. I know they can't make it alone.
I'd like to live with my grandpa, most likely. Then I'd have to rehome my ferrets. He's not much of a cat person and ferrets are like long, smooshy kitty-type weasels.
Else...I'd like
and I to find someplace, even shitty apartment together. I feel safe anywhere, with him near me.My oldest ferret now sports a naked tail. I hope to hells it is not cancer, if so...I will have to say goodbye to her.
Yay furmeet next Saturday.
Feeling blah, some people are creating drama behind my back. I hate that I end up trusting the wrong people at times. I also hate that sometimes when I like someone, it bites me in the ass.
Sometimes I feel I should just stop and be what everyone wants me to be. Even more, I want to just run away and disappear forever. I can't do that though, as there are such a scant few who honestly do care about me....and of course, my furkid. My old man still needs me, he's such a big puppy.
So yeah.... -grumbles- Feeling down and a littleexcited. My stomach want to kill me.
Lost eleven pounds since anthrocon, it is coming off oh so slowly! Some day I can look at myself and be satisfied. Some day, probably not for a very long time, I will have me a mate. For now, I have two special people in my life and I am very grateful for them.
I think I'm just going to settle for having a Master, even if it can't be whom I want that to be. I'll just have to find or be found by someone I can trust. My guard dragon will make sure I am safe though and I'm certain he'll tell me who to avoid for sure.
I don't know, right now I feel so broken and full of fail. My family has really hurt me at this time. My heart aches and I just want to cry until it hurts from lack of tears. But then I'll be loud and yeah...
I hope you all have had a better time than I do, at the moment.
Well, Excite and Stuff...
Posted 14 years agoYeah, yeah I know... You crazy, SSB! Haven't you learned your lesson about being owned yet? Guess not. XD I'm willing to give it a go one more time. I hope to find someone I can trust, who wont abuse me. Hoping even more it's someone close, so I can have real cuddles. Some random crap has happened recently and I feel so full of fail. I'm such a sucker for cuddles, I get myself into trouble. I just miss companionship. I don't ever really expect to find love that can be mine. An owner would be wonderful though....one that buys my collar for me! I paid for both my old collars myself and...I shouldn't get into that. -rolls-
X3 Now...there's a certain dragon who kind of plays the part of Master. But oddly, he plays more a big brother role. (He's younger than me.) I do enjoy the fun we have! He keeps me safe and is never far. I'm hoping when I tell furs I have a guard dragon, they will now believe me. He's proven this quite a few times.
Well, yeah. Excite for MFF, my birthday shortly before and the fact that I will be getting myself a new legarto collar! Well, hopefully. Not sure on a certain tiger yet, though I hope he stays good to his word of paying me back.
Hoping Chi will let me combine my birthday party with hers at MFF, can't compete with that popular pony! I'm so happy I found a new friend in her!
Debating on getting a new flog...then I need to find someone willing to let me practice on them. It's been oh...five years since I've used one. There's just something I love about making skin glow pink.
Mmm...yeah. Not feeling so damn emo now. I'm in a happy place. Got some good new friends ( Chi and TigerBoy) Hoping to count Tyzin a friend too, though poor guy always has to work when we visit Chi.
X3 Now...there's a certain dragon who kind of plays the part of Master. But oddly, he plays more a big brother role. (He's younger than me.) I do enjoy the fun we have! He keeps me safe and is never far. I'm hoping when I tell furs I have a guard dragon, they will now believe me. He's proven this quite a few times.
Well, yeah. Excite for MFF, my birthday shortly before and the fact that I will be getting myself a new legarto collar! Well, hopefully. Not sure on a certain tiger yet, though I hope he stays good to his word of paying me back.
Hoping Chi will let me combine my birthday party with hers at MFF, can't compete with that popular pony! I'm so happy I found a new friend in her!
Debating on getting a new flog...then I need to find someone willing to let me practice on them. It's been oh...five years since I've used one. There's just something I love about making skin glow pink.
Mmm...yeah. Not feeling so damn emo now. I'm in a happy place. Got some good new friends ( Chi and TigerBoy) Hoping to count Tyzin a friend too, though poor guy always has to work when we visit Chi.
Free Art Contest!
Posted 14 years agoFree Collar!
Posted 14 years agoC'mon, we all know you wanna try for one! Especially if you're a domesticated critter or a subby.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2654603/
Go there! Hurry!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2654603/
Go there! Hurry!
DDR x2
Posted 14 years agoToday was awesome. Played some DDR with my dragon buddy. Sazume is my guard dragon, always looking out for me. Oh yeah! We also went and applied at Vlassic's today! The pickle stench made us gag plenty, but it's so worth a job. -prays if we get in our noses will die-
But yeah, I need to play DDR much, much more. I'm not doing so good. It's been so long! I know I'll get better though, especially with Sazume cheering me on. Also, I need to remember what side I'm on. XD We need a little more room in the living room. All I got to say is lookout dragon! When I get better, we will have a fun competition!
But yeah, I need to play DDR much, much more. I'm not doing so good. It's been so long! I know I'll get better though, especially with Sazume cheering me on. Also, I need to remember what side I'm on. XD We need a little more room in the living room. All I got to say is lookout dragon! When I get better, we will have a fun competition!
IFC Summary
Posted 14 years agoIFC was pretty cool. I made some new friends. As soon as I fish out all their FA's I'll post them up in a journal. I've found like...half so far. I don't want to upset anyone for leaving them out, so until then...you know who you are. ^_^
I hung out with BushyCat and Tiberius back at the room and sometimes it was Draken too, or just me and Draken. I got some free meals, one was totally not expected. Leah was pretty sweet. So was her dad, it's nice to see younger people at a fur con! (Ones that are well behaved or well supervised.) Felt sorry for this little boy who was scared shitless of all the suiters. His mother I believe was a dealer and made him sit behind the table with her. Poor little guy was not happy. He was like...three? Kids can't sit all day long doing nothing. -sighs- Some parents...
Sunday I helped BushyCat dismantle her shop and take it all upstairs. I got my arts and now must find a frame and also hope my scanner does the art justice. Aforementioned free meals....a few came from a fox. I'm not going into anymore detail than that. My brain has chosen to delete his name and colors from memory so I do not slip up and a certain tiger dragon does not eat him alive. I almost made a big, bad mistake. But the fox slipped up himself and had began to happily chatter about some nice con only tail and was telling me his next con. This little beasty right here had told said fox she wanted a real relationship, so he had better not have been playing around. It took him almost two days to convince me he wanted one. I;m happy I hadn't lifted my tail yet, so no harm done save for feeling like an idiot. I spent two hours Sunday night trying to cry myself to sleep, failed, washed face and attached myself to a certain tiger dragon until we returned to our room and slept.
I had the strongest urge to cuddle Draken as we watched house, I was afraid it may be weird....and well, I was also still really butthurt over the fox. Draken is a great friend. He's lots of fun and is also still freaking tiny and cute. X3
I danced, not always in the dance room. I ran around as Bleidd, stealing tails! Got to borrow one for a while. Missed the photoshoot, but made the parade. They tried to kill us for the parade photo. It's really hot...so cram all together! Closer, closer! XD
Got to watch people do art in my own room and also in the zoo room late at night/early morning. Sometimes amongst the artists I felt very out of place.
Oh! We had a Pizza Godmother one night. She gave us all playing Lupus in Tabula some peperoni pizza. Mmm...foods that was not chips. I tried to live off diet of junk food the entire time I was gone. Failed.
Highlight of my time was wearing extra tails and running around with them and watching house/futurama with Draken. Also...the Lion's Den.
So, we were returning home, Draken driving Sazume and I. We see many signs that could be twisted into something dirty along the way and laughed our tails off. Then we kept seeing a porn shop sign. It was called the Lion's Den. We had to go in. I was very sad, they had some nice rubber and leather flogs. I had no moneys left. But oh, the things they had! They had butt plug tails, dildos with little plastic animals on top, porn movies...some definitely catering to furries (like an avatar based one). We got our lulz out of the stop. I hope poor Draken managed to do his report.
I hung out with BushyCat and Tiberius back at the room and sometimes it was Draken too, or just me and Draken. I got some free meals, one was totally not expected. Leah was pretty sweet. So was her dad, it's nice to see younger people at a fur con! (Ones that are well behaved or well supervised.) Felt sorry for this little boy who was scared shitless of all the suiters. His mother I believe was a dealer and made him sit behind the table with her. Poor little guy was not happy. He was like...three? Kids can't sit all day long doing nothing. -sighs- Some parents...
Sunday I helped BushyCat dismantle her shop and take it all upstairs. I got my arts and now must find a frame and also hope my scanner does the art justice. Aforementioned free meals....a few came from a fox. I'm not going into anymore detail than that. My brain has chosen to delete his name and colors from memory so I do not slip up and a certain tiger dragon does not eat him alive. I almost made a big, bad mistake. But the fox slipped up himself and had began to happily chatter about some nice con only tail and was telling me his next con. This little beasty right here had told said fox she wanted a real relationship, so he had better not have been playing around. It took him almost two days to convince me he wanted one. I;m happy I hadn't lifted my tail yet, so no harm done save for feeling like an idiot. I spent two hours Sunday night trying to cry myself to sleep, failed, washed face and attached myself to a certain tiger dragon until we returned to our room and slept.
I had the strongest urge to cuddle Draken as we watched house, I was afraid it may be weird....and well, I was also still really butthurt over the fox. Draken is a great friend. He's lots of fun and is also still freaking tiny and cute. X3
I danced, not always in the dance room. I ran around as Bleidd, stealing tails! Got to borrow one for a while. Missed the photoshoot, but made the parade. They tried to kill us for the parade photo. It's really hot...so cram all together! Closer, closer! XD
Got to watch people do art in my own room and also in the zoo room late at night/early morning. Sometimes amongst the artists I felt very out of place.
Oh! We had a Pizza Godmother one night. She gave us all playing Lupus in Tabula some peperoni pizza. Mmm...foods that was not chips. I tried to live off diet of junk food the entire time I was gone. Failed.
Highlight of my time was wearing extra tails and running around with them and watching house/futurama with Draken. Also...the Lion's Den.
So, we were returning home, Draken driving Sazume and I. We see many signs that could be twisted into something dirty along the way and laughed our tails off. Then we kept seeing a porn shop sign. It was called the Lion's Den. We had to go in. I was very sad, they had some nice rubber and leather flogs. I had no moneys left. But oh, the things they had! They had butt plug tails, dildos with little plastic animals on top, porn movies...some definitely catering to furries (like an avatar based one). We got our lulz out of the stop. I hope poor Draken managed to do his report.
Awesome Day + 6 Days Gone + Chi's Meet!
Posted 14 years agoI had crazy fun today!
was with me. He's one of my friend family members. He's like a younger brother to me and one of the older brothers to my little sisters. My mother even thinks of him as one of her kids. I love that we had a great family day at the fair! Even if we are sore and I now am the unwilling owner of a blister on the bottom of my foot and sunburned shoulders. Yay!
The dragon is currently straightening his hair, why? Cuz we are going to IFC! We're staying the night at Draken's and then Draken is driving us to the hotel, where we will be staying with him in his room. I am one of two girls...in a sea of dragons! -hides- Ah well, I know three out of the six people in there, I'll be okay.
Sazume did me an awesome gifty art. I love him a ton for it! I just...well, I think I've given up on my biological family. Fuck them, my friends family treats me better and I feel like i belong, like I'm normal and not just a freak. I still feel unlovable in the sense I'll never have a mate that doesn't just want to use me...but so what.
I want to go out for a picnic tomorrow with Sazume, at our little park. Before my aunt Traci takes us out to Draken's place. I hope he'll continue to write me notes, so I don't have to be bad and snoop to find out what's wrong. I love my brother dragon and I want to try to make him feel better...even if I can't always do so.
Also, after IFC, we'll be home till Friday then going to Chi's house with TigerBoy. -bounces- Chi is having a meet. The only problem is two people I despise most in the world will be there. All I got to say is one of them better behave himself. If he tries to harm my dragon brother, I will gouge his eyes out or...something. Also, I will be up Sazume's tail end most of the time because...yeah there's just gunna be lotsa people there and um...yeah. I don't know too many of them. But I will have Bleidd! I can hide in him and feel safer and not be up Sazume's rear. I may bring something to drink in shake form and my blender.
We are taking our Wii and the DDR game! And I may bring air mattresses. I dunno if Chi's floor is comfy or not.
Also, extra excite, may get job at WalMarts or we will apply at stinky Vlassic's factory and play with pickles for $10 an hour!
was with me. He's one of my friend family members. He's like a younger brother to me and one of the older brothers to my little sisters. My mother even thinks of him as one of her kids. I love that we had a great family day at the fair! Even if we are sore and I now am the unwilling owner of a blister on the bottom of my foot and sunburned shoulders. Yay!The dragon is currently straightening his hair, why? Cuz we are going to IFC! We're staying the night at Draken's and then Draken is driving us to the hotel, where we will be staying with him in his room. I am one of two girls...in a sea of dragons! -hides- Ah well, I know three out of the six people in there, I'll be okay.
Sazume did me an awesome gifty art. I love him a ton for it! I just...well, I think I've given up on my biological family. Fuck them, my friends family treats me better and I feel like i belong, like I'm normal and not just a freak. I still feel unlovable in the sense I'll never have a mate that doesn't just want to use me...but so what.
I want to go out for a picnic tomorrow with Sazume, at our little park. Before my aunt Traci takes us out to Draken's place. I hope he'll continue to write me notes, so I don't have to be bad and snoop to find out what's wrong. I love my brother dragon and I want to try to make him feel better...even if I can't always do so.
Also, after IFC, we'll be home till Friday then going to Chi's house with TigerBoy. -bounces- Chi is having a meet. The only problem is two people I despise most in the world will be there. All I got to say is one of them better behave himself. If he tries to harm my dragon brother, I will gouge his eyes out or...something. Also, I will be up Sazume's tail end most of the time because...yeah there's just gunna be lotsa people there and um...yeah. I don't know too many of them. But I will have Bleidd! I can hide in him and feel safer and not be up Sazume's rear. I may bring something to drink in shake form and my blender.
We are taking our Wii and the DDR game! And I may bring air mattresses. I dunno if Chi's floor is comfy or not.
Also, extra excite, may get job at WalMarts or we will apply at stinky Vlassic's factory and play with pickles for $10 an hour!
Screw My Life
Posted 14 years agoSo, yet again she gets saddled with a fucking loser. It’s Darryl all over again! Because of something that happened between a gay man and a straight man when drunk, something that always happens between two straight men there during let’s get drunk and stupid parties….Josh has to be an asshole. When they get plastered there, even when sober, my uncle and my cousin’s husband rub crotch to face, joking around. But since my friend is gay, this makes it unacceptable! So…now I am also banned along with my good friend from ever seeing my cousin and her kids again. He’s fucking just like the last loser she escaped from. Only difference is he doesn’t abuse her.
What really pisses me off is he’s not man enough to tell me himself. He has to tell my aunt to tell me for him. Even though the day after the fucking party, I watched my cousin’s two year old so they could go have some wild ass sex. I’m only worth being used to him. Typical.
My grandpa is dying now. He’s sleeping more and more and just giving up. He’s in his eighties, but it really fucking hurts still. My grandpa will never get to see me with someone. He’ll never get to be there if/when I manage to get pregnant and have a child….or adopt one, which is likely my road I’ll have to take.
I’m menstruating and I’m not going to stop before IFC. -_- I’m having a major emo swing. Tomorrow I’m gunna fucking bitch at the asshole who can’t be a man. He wants to go somewhere and needs a sitter? Screw fucking him. I’ll only kidwatch if my cousin has to go somewhere, not with his fucking ass.
I want to claw my eyes and heart out right now. I just see my family making the same mistakes again and again. It really kills me. My friends and family are the only things I have. My good friends are family to me. I love them dearly, including my ‘brother’ who is currently living with me. Even if sometimes I take things the wrong way and feel like I’m not being there for him when he needs someone.
Ah well, I’m no longer allowed to see my cousin, who was very close and more like a sister as I grew up. Life goes on and I leave my heart on the floor, in tiny little pieces. I don’t know if I can handle losing so much so close together.
Maybe I'll make a new friend at IFC this week. Maybe I'll bawl on Sazume....I dunno. Don't want to kill his good time. -plunks emo hat on and gets ready for bed-
What really pisses me off is he’s not man enough to tell me himself. He has to tell my aunt to tell me for him. Even though the day after the fucking party, I watched my cousin’s two year old so they could go have some wild ass sex. I’m only worth being used to him. Typical.
My grandpa is dying now. He’s sleeping more and more and just giving up. He’s in his eighties, but it really fucking hurts still. My grandpa will never get to see me with someone. He’ll never get to be there if/when I manage to get pregnant and have a child….or adopt one, which is likely my road I’ll have to take.
I’m menstruating and I’m not going to stop before IFC. -_- I’m having a major emo swing. Tomorrow I’m gunna fucking bitch at the asshole who can’t be a man. He wants to go somewhere and needs a sitter? Screw fucking him. I’ll only kidwatch if my cousin has to go somewhere, not with his fucking ass.
I want to claw my eyes and heart out right now. I just see my family making the same mistakes again and again. It really kills me. My friends and family are the only things I have. My good friends are family to me. I love them dearly, including my ‘brother’ who is currently living with me. Even if sometimes I take things the wrong way and feel like I’m not being there for him when he needs someone.
Ah well, I’m no longer allowed to see my cousin, who was very close and more like a sister as I grew up. Life goes on and I leave my heart on the floor, in tiny little pieces. I don’t know if I can handle losing so much so close together.
Maybe I'll make a new friend at IFC this week. Maybe I'll bawl on Sazume....I dunno. Don't want to kill his good time. -plunks emo hat on and gets ready for bed-
AC MeMe
Posted 14 years agoName:
AnthroCon 2011
http://www.anthrocon.org/
Dates:
Wednesday-Monday
Hotel:
Westin [Main Hotel]/
apartment/ my aunt's van
Primary Purpose:
To confront an artist who refuses to reply or contact me in any way regarding a commission I payed for in full at FCN. I do not like being ignored and it worries me, things a lot of people have told me. I want my art from her and I want it to be like every other thing I have had her make for me! Beyond that, I am trying to have fun and introducing my aunt into the wonderful furry fandom!
Fursuiting:
Yay! (Partial)
Which Costume(s):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5522988/ - Bleidd I kinda want another head for him too, one that is not so hot. X3
Do you speak while costuming:
Yes.
Are you ok with physical contact while in costume:
Yes, but if you try to hump me or grope me inappropriately, I will whip my paws off and punch you. I am not comfortable with such things unless it's friends or certain family and I know it's harmless.
Do you have a craft in this community:
I can make really great tails and I can sew. I like to get headbases from others to fur. My handpaws need some more tweaking and such though. I can also do fairly nice ears.
Can I talk business with you while at the con:
Um...I'm not that good at much art wise right now, but I guess?
Can I buy you dinner, gifts, drinks, art or anything to show gratitude:
Sure, that would be so sweet of you!
Are you Single or in a Relationship:
Single, not really looking. Wants a non-sexual pet....
Where can I find you if I need something:
Probably in the zoo, headless lounge (or whatever AC has) or wandering around Westin shyly or possibly with my aunt and feeling confident enough to say hi to peoples. X3 I really want to meet MuleFoot and Artslave in person, so I'd most likely be hunting for them. Then I really wanna hang out with Hypr and Flow, so yeah. Um, I love the AA and DD (artistsalley dealersden) But...I am sure nobody really wants to come find me so... XD
Do you attend parties:
Will be at Sazume's birthday party for sure beyond that it depends...absolutely no yiff/orgies!
Do you attend the dances:
Yes, I love me the raves! Watch out, big lady likes to dance yup!
Who will you be spending the con with:






aaand...not sure who else yet. Oh! My auntt, of course. Heh, my uncle Jeff is an odd old man, married someone just two years older than me!
Are you cliquey:
Naw, I'm not that cool enough to have people around hanging out with me. Let alone talk to.
Are you approachable:
Yup. I'm happy to give hugs and chat.
Murr/yiff:
No thanks, only do that with folks I am dating. Now, if you wanna get to know me better and date a while first then sure, why not?
Can I room with you:
Uuuujm...I'll either be in
's apartmant or my aunt's van sleeping so...maybe?
Running or attending any panels:
I plan to attend any panel Uncle Kage is a part of and go from there!
Dealers Den/Artist Alley:
No...not good enough -hides-
Will you be in the "Fursuit Parade":
Yus! With my Bleidd :3
AnthroCon 2011
http://www.anthrocon.org/
Dates:
Wednesday-Monday
Hotel:
Westin [Main Hotel]/
apartment/ my aunt's vanPrimary Purpose:
To confront an artist who refuses to reply or contact me in any way regarding a commission I payed for in full at FCN. I do not like being ignored and it worries me, things a lot of people have told me. I want my art from her and I want it to be like every other thing I have had her make for me! Beyond that, I am trying to have fun and introducing my aunt into the wonderful furry fandom!
Fursuiting:
Yay! (Partial)
Which Costume(s):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5522988/ - Bleidd I kinda want another head for him too, one that is not so hot. X3
Do you speak while costuming:
Yes.
Are you ok with physical contact while in costume:
Yes, but if you try to hump me or grope me inappropriately, I will whip my paws off and punch you. I am not comfortable with such things unless it's friends or certain family and I know it's harmless.
Do you have a craft in this community:
I can make really great tails and I can sew. I like to get headbases from others to fur. My handpaws need some more tweaking and such though. I can also do fairly nice ears.
Can I talk business with you while at the con:
Um...I'm not that good at much art wise right now, but I guess?
Can I buy you dinner, gifts, drinks, art or anything to show gratitude:
Sure, that would be so sweet of you!
Are you Single or in a Relationship:
Single, not really looking. Wants a non-sexual pet....
Where can I find you if I need something:
Probably in the zoo, headless lounge (or whatever AC has) or wandering around Westin shyly or possibly with my aunt and feeling confident enough to say hi to peoples. X3 I really want to meet MuleFoot and Artslave in person, so I'd most likely be hunting for them. Then I really wanna hang out with Hypr and Flow, so yeah. Um, I love the AA and DD (artistsalley dealersden) But...I am sure nobody really wants to come find me so... XD
Do you attend parties:
Will be at Sazume's birthday party for sure beyond that it depends...absolutely no yiff/orgies!
Do you attend the dances:
Yes, I love me the raves! Watch out, big lady likes to dance yup!
Who will you be spending the con with:






aaand...not sure who else yet. Oh! My auntt, of course. Heh, my uncle Jeff is an odd old man, married someone just two years older than me!Are you cliquey:
Naw, I'm not that cool enough to have people around hanging out with me. Let alone talk to.
Are you approachable:
Yup. I'm happy to give hugs and chat.
Murr/yiff:
No thanks, only do that with folks I am dating. Now, if you wanna get to know me better and date a while first then sure, why not?
Can I room with you:
Uuuujm...I'll either be in
's apartmant or my aunt's van sleeping so...maybe?Running or attending any panels:
I plan to attend any panel Uncle Kage is a part of and go from there!
Dealers Den/Artist Alley:
No...not good enough -hides-
Will you be in the "Fursuit Parade":
Yus! With my Bleidd :3
Fursuit Giveaway
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2377208/
Go read the journal and do so enter accordingly.
If you must know, my votes were cast for

I have my reasons and I am sorry if anyone is hurt by my not chosing them.
Go read the journal and do so enter accordingly.
If you must know, my votes were cast for


I have my reasons and I am sorry if anyone is hurt by my not chosing them.
Free Art Raffle Thing
Posted 14 years ago
will chose someone in a few days to do a flat colored piece for. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2331049/
Now I know, he said just to tell people of his free art journal, but I felt the need to poke through his gallery. Gosh, I really need to send Sazume to see. This guy is great with digimon and I believe he'd do wonderful dragons! Also... X3 Someone else who was/is big into digimons, yay! -bounces- I'll be watching this fellow and when I finally settle on my dragon's design I will surely poke him for some arts.
I should be in jail...? (weird but amusing meme)
Posted 14 years agoIf you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
[] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
[x] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[] sniffed anything (xannies and painkillers and amphetamines)
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 32
[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL SO FAR: 40
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 46
[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[] lied about your age (fake id)
TOTAL SO FAR: 53
[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 61
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[] cheated on a test
GRAND TOTAL: 69
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
[] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
[x] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[] sniffed anything (xannies and painkillers and amphetamines)
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 32
[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL SO FAR: 40
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 46
[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[] lied about your age (fake id)
TOTAL SO FAR: 53
[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 61
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[] cheated on a test
GRAND TOTAL: 69
Moar Free arts!
Posted 14 years agoFree Arts!
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2313844/
Ref sheets! I needs those. -flails- It's a raffle of awesome.
Ref sheets! I needs those. -flails- It's a raffle of awesome.
I Did It!
Posted 14 years agoYeah, that's right. I stole
!
Sazume now lives with me. He has, in the short time he has been here, become honorary family. He now has two little sisters he never knew he wanted. ( X3 Ha! Someone else they can annoy!) The dogs love him to death and insist on slobbering him. We have so very much in common. It is awesome. I'm glad he needed a place and I could be there. I'm sure we'll be good friends for a long time.
ALSO...excite! AC is next month, Sazume's birthday also...and so is the family camping vacation to KoA! Wheee! Sazume will spend his bday with his brother. Then on the weekend, we will have a party for him cuz well, that's how my little family rolls. :P Keylime pie and we'll look for german chocolate cake yay!
Side Note: Major derp, I keep forgetting Sazume brought his awesome mouse and I try using the stupid touchpad one for the laptop. Derp, derp!
!Sazume now lives with me. He has, in the short time he has been here, become honorary family. He now has two little sisters he never knew he wanted. ( X3 Ha! Someone else they can annoy!) The dogs love him to death and insist on slobbering him. We have so very much in common. It is awesome. I'm glad he needed a place and I could be there. I'm sure we'll be good friends for a long time.
ALSO...excite! AC is next month, Sazume's birthday also...and so is the family camping vacation to KoA! Wheee! Sazume will spend his bday with his brother. Then on the weekend, we will have a party for him cuz well, that's how my little family rolls. :P Keylime pie and we'll look for german chocolate cake yay!
Side Note: Major derp, I keep forgetting Sazume brought his awesome mouse and I try using the stupid touchpad one for the laptop. Derp, derp!
Lines, Please?
Posted 14 years ago-begs begs begs-
XD
Yes, I need to practice shading. I have found many tutorials now I wants some lines I can play with and post after if you do not mind. You will get ful credit for lines and such. I will even link too you and said lines where possible. I'm really itching for some dragon or pokemon lines! X3 I want someone to make a charizard-Sazume! That would be such fun.
Yes, yammering. It is my journal, darn it and I am allowed the yammer! D:
XD
Yes, I need to practice shading. I have found many tutorials now I wants some lines I can play with and post after if you do not mind. You will get ful credit for lines and such. I will even link too you and said lines where possible. I'm really itching for some dragon or pokemon lines! X3 I want someone to make a charizard-Sazume! That would be such fun.
Yes, yammering. It is my journal, darn it and I am allowed the yammer! D:
Notes Too Self - Will Delete Laters
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/4361925/ - kitty icon outline for Shy-Shy
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3911781/ - kitty linearts for Shy-Shy
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5088603/ - wolfy lines for Mitsuru
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4698665/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4658313/
Fox linearts
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4315624/
rabbit Linearts
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4619524/
Papillon and/or Phalène lines
http://payna.deviantart.com/art/Fre.....lines&qo=4
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3911781/ - kitty linearts for Shy-Shy
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5088603/ - wolfy lines for Mitsuru
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4698665/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4658313/
Fox linearts
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4315624/
rabbit Linearts
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4619524/
Papillon and/or Phalène lines
http://payna.deviantart.com/art/Fre.....lines&qo=4
Pokemons!
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1022972.html
I want...even if I likely wont fit the heads. X3 Pokemons! I hope a nice duo buys them. If I could, I'd plunk one of my younger sister's in the one I wasn't wearing and I;d make her run around town with me.
That is all... -shuffles off to finish packing for emergency weekend babysitting/live-in-nanny job yey-
I want...even if I likely wont fit the heads. X3 Pokemons! I hope a nice duo buys them. If I could, I'd plunk one of my younger sister's in the one I wasn't wearing and I;d make her run around town with me.
That is all... -shuffles off to finish packing for emergency weekend babysitting/live-in-nanny job yey-
Free Headshots!
Posted 14 years agoRandomness Yay!
Posted 14 years agoYup yup, so I need a new Toralu head. Sadly, FCN was her first and last con. I have no clue why (perhaps because my home is ice cold...and brightly lit) I could not see well at all at the con. I even tried without glasses and had my handler be my 'seeing eye human'.

This girl does awesome heads! It'll be $450 for a new Toralu, I have to decide if I want realistic or toony.

Probably going to have her do me handpaws with sleeves. I do believe blue merle hand were like $90, sleeves I have no clue. Probably should just ask Keeatah how much a full out partial is. Maybe she can do white claws with black streaks.
Also planning on a tiger partial from Artslave. Going to be just under $1,300. All the stripes and stuff. X3
Sooo...before MFF I need like 2.3K just to be on the safe side.
Gunna be moving later this year to Wisconsin with Ammy and Eyolf, yay!
Trying like a mad fool to get a way to AC (most likely the MegaBus from Detroit) But...I need to find someone with floorspace! D: I really want to hang out with Flow, Keeatah, Devdaul, Chi and Tyzin again! They were lots of fun and maybe...I can hang with Sazume a little this con. -pokes Mr. BusyButt dragon-
I told Sazume he had to ask Keeatah for a quote because her suits are kickass. From what I hear, glasses never fog and I've never found another maker who's customers claim such a feat! I also love the vision. I need to find someone with a fat head like me who has a Artslave head...I want to be able to find out if I can see without my glasses well enough or if I have to ask her for a resin based mask quote since they are easier to make glasses safe.
-wails- Summer, nao please? I want my job of awesome so I can save for move! I also have to stop buying arts. -sits on hands- I also really need...to be able to save for AC and MFF and hopefully get a new head before AC. -dies lots more-
I also really want a fullsuit and Midori is the one I am looking at for it.

This girl does awesome heads! It'll be $450 for a new Toralu, I have to decide if I want realistic or toony.

Probably going to have her do me handpaws with sleeves. I do believe blue merle hand were like $90, sleeves I have no clue. Probably should just ask Keeatah how much a full out partial is. Maybe she can do white claws with black streaks.
Also planning on a tiger partial from Artslave. Going to be just under $1,300. All the stripes and stuff. X3
Sooo...before MFF I need like 2.3K just to be on the safe side.
Gunna be moving later this year to Wisconsin with Ammy and Eyolf, yay!
Trying like a mad fool to get a way to AC (most likely the MegaBus from Detroit) But...I need to find someone with floorspace! D: I really want to hang out with Flow, Keeatah, Devdaul, Chi and Tyzin again! They were lots of fun and maybe...I can hang with Sazume a little this con. -pokes Mr. BusyButt dragon-
I told Sazume he had to ask Keeatah for a quote because her suits are kickass. From what I hear, glasses never fog and I've never found another maker who's customers claim such a feat! I also love the vision. I need to find someone with a fat head like me who has a Artslave head...I want to be able to find out if I can see without my glasses well enough or if I have to ask her for a resin based mask quote since they are easier to make glasses safe.
-wails- Summer, nao please? I want my job of awesome so I can save for move! I also have to stop buying arts. -sits on hands- I also really need...to be able to save for AC and MFF and hopefully get a new head before AC. -dies lots more-
I also really want a fullsuit and Midori is the one I am looking at for it.
Wait... I'm giving out free arts? o_0
Posted 14 years agoYanked this little thing from 
The first five (5) people to respond through comment on this post will receive something made by me.
This offer does have some qualifications, so please read carefully:
1. I make no guarantees that you will like what I make, but I do promise it will be unique.
2. What I create will be just for you.
3. It'll be done this year.
4. I will not give you any clue as to what it's going to be. It may be weird or beautiful or dead or even edible. Who knows?
5. In order to be eligible, you must post a journal of your own, with the same offer and terms: to make five things for the first five individuals to respond to your note.
Slots
1. Empty
2. Empty
3. Empty
4. Empty
5. Empty

The first five (5) people to respond through comment on this post will receive something made by me.
This offer does have some qualifications, so please read carefully:
1. I make no guarantees that you will like what I make, but I do promise it will be unique.
2. What I create will be just for you.
3. It'll be done this year.
4. I will not give you any clue as to what it's going to be. It may be weird or beautiful or dead or even edible. Who knows?
5. In order to be eligible, you must post a journal of your own, with the same offer and terms: to make five things for the first five individuals to respond to your note.
Slots
1. Empty
2. Empty
3. Empty
4. Empty
5. Empty
FA+

