I loved it! Had such a great time. I met so many awesome people. I should have told that skinny dragon-kitty boy that yeah, Sohka was my pet. Dragon-kitty...you were thiiis close to going through the hotel's wall. You humped my friend and you're damned lucky you listened to her and heeded my warning glare of doom. Did not like the stalking part either...at least you were smart enough to stay back once you realized I will not hesitate to defend her.

I met a whole slew of people and had fun! Poor Morbain, we thought he was gravely ill. Saturda, he looked like he was gunna die! But then he made a comeback and was just fine Sunday. Mtendo and Evauk ate some meals with Sohka and i and hung out with us. Evauk and I had fun being insane bouncy canines, but since he's a parkour nut...he was way bouncier!

The highlights were, the little boy at Chile's drawing Evauk and giving it too him....meeting...almost all the people I wanted too, hugging Chi/Itsukine/Flux/Flow, Seeing Uncle Kage, Getting a mouse... X3 Oh, and meeting a pretty neat suit maker and an all around awesome fur! She roomed with Chi. Oh yeah! Also got my badges from Avada and he and Vix talked to me and gave me some tips for suiting. ^_^

I also am pretty sure I got to hug Gir, not absolutely positive though...it was on my to-do list. D:

Also, dacned every night and my feet wanted to crawl away. Fursuit games were lotsa fun and...well, so was that thing that was Ix's idea!

Holy mother of...I should not have looked at the pokemon. The vast majority of them are very ugly or stupid looking. :/ I wanted to get white, I still kind of do but...the fire starter and it's evolved forms are terrible! Every game, I always have the fire, mostly because it's harder to start with them as the first few gyms are geared more towards things they aren't good against. I love the water starter, but I do not dig it's final evolution form. There's a few pokemon here and there I like of the new ones, but most of them are just bleh!

The names? Oh...the names! -headdesk- Well, when I get it, I'm sending over a pikachu egg, at least I can have my staple team member. ( Raichu FTW! )

That is all for my random thoughts. Yay moar journal of whatever pops into my head!

Okay so I just wanted to do this.

I am only supposed to have 2447 calories a day, so I can lose a pound a week.

Now to figure out how to tell taco bell's foods calories and whatever the hotel has for foods and I'll be good.

Then when I am back down to 150, I will have to count calories forever to stay that way and be happy with my femboy body frame. Yay me! (fat covers it so nicely) I guess femboy is better than having fat days. -eyes mirror with malice-

Um...yes, this journal is for me really and my just wanting to get this out. Ha! Suffer if you read.

You should click here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2208467/

These are some cute type badges. You know you wanna join the raffle!

X3

Yes, I wish to plan one. I just need to find out how many furs live near-ish to the Silverwood/Marlette/Lapeer/Imlay City/North Branch/Clifford areas of Michigan and go from there, yup. We have the fun Sunflower Festival, Blueberry Festival, the Pet Parade (c'mon..it'd be fun to lead a suiter around on leash. X3) Then there's the Wild Days of Lapeer closer to spring time, Lapeer Days, North Branch Days and the carnival and...um..well, there's another carnival too. Though I suppose those are kinda dirty places, carnivals. Maybe those aren't a good idea.

Oh! Imlay City also has in the summer this outdoor thing where they have family movies on the evening each week. It's pretty cool, like old timey drive thrus, only you pick a spot and park your rear.

I could probably talk my aunt into letting me use the Almont Legion Hall if I can figure out a neat theme or something. Budgets and plannings and all that fun.

I need to go dig up when things will be happening so I can see if anyone wants to have fun with me being a goofy fur. I wish I lived someplace bigger with fun things to do more often.

Something good happens, I have my max on roommates for FCN. I get to go to FCN, I got a partial and though the feet are really rough, I am so happy! I have a ride, a room in the con....seems like some fun people to hang with as well as folks to find I know are fun.

Now? Now this!

He hasn't eaten since Thursday, hasn't drank a lick of water since Friday....he's fallen up and down the stairs umpteen times. I've had to start carrying him so he could go potty outside. If he wasn't so old, I'd think he was sick. I know what it is and what I will have to do if I can't force anything into him. Or rather, I know what must be done...but I really wish I didn't. I'm not ready to say goodbye to my baby. I can't allow him to suffer though, so he's heading to the vet ASAP, he's getting an xray and a quick checkup, to be 100% sure it's not anything else. Then I'll probably hold my old puppy and watch him go...then figure out how the hell I am gunna bury him or afford to get him cremated. You know what's the funniest part? If it all pans out juust right, he'd probably be going the same day I lost my sister last year.

My best friend has tried hard to make me feel better, I love her extra for that. My heart aches. My cousin...she doesn't understand how/why it hurts me so much to lose him. How can I possibly be so attached to 'an animal'. He was/has never been an animal to me. He is and always will be my precious baby.

My backpay from since November...yeah. That's going towards getting a partial in honor of him from  qarrezel I don't know of anyone else who could capture him so beautifully and probably nobody else able to make something safe for glasses. I medically can not use contacts.

I am biding my time by finding free lines to color so I am busy. I need a normal mouse for this stoopit laptop. My boy is at home, I had my uncle take him for me because the two year old I sit loves him and she can't understand to leave him alone, though she is just hugging/kissing/petting him. I get to be home and hold him tomorrow all day, until we can get into the vet.