https://www.furaffinity.net/user/belladonyas/

I'll still be posting here but thought it was time to create a new account that better reflect my art handle. I sign all my work as belladonyas since that is my handle on twitter so! Time to make the change here!

I won't be leaving rinkhet for some time, this transition will be slow don't worry <3

I hate to do this but would someone be able to commission me $40 worth so I can pay for my therapy appointment Sunday?
She had no availability this month and JUST messaged me saying she has a spot for Sunday and I wasn't expecting that and used what I had to pay something off. I really need to talk to her though ;;

I can say no ofc and wait for another availability I just. Really need this.

I've been struggling making more that people are interested in so I thought to ask my watchers! It seems only my Kass YCHs ever sell and while he's a very good boy I've wanted to branch out....
What's something you'd want to see? Do you think my prices are fair?

I will be taking 5 slots for now

PM me if interested

Prices: https://blakecomm.carrd.co/#price


1.) notasaint
2.) iregretmylifechoices
3.) SephyrTheShepherd
4.)
5.)

https://toyhou.se/lezbionage/characters/folder:all

All characters up for offer
Money only please except for those that say trade only

I've moved into my new place and I got a new work space and it's great! Please bare with me while I wait for new internet ;w; I'm living off a bad wifi connection at the moment and uploading things is hell so I'm waiting for the new modem to get here. Tech guy came over yesterday to set things up but the actual modem is being mailed to us.......... Oof

Check it out!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38975011/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38975011/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38975011/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38975011/

Everything in this folder
https://toyhou.se/lezbionage/charac...../folder:254773

Character with no price just offer whatever you think is good

EDIT: VERY GRACIOUS PERSON SENT HER $200
all is well now c:

My wife got scammed out of $250 so I'll be helping her make that back up.
If you send something to https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/petalburst and DM me a receipt I'll draw you a half body fully coloured sketch!
That I'll be working on in-between comms.

10th is when they're all getting yoinked out so I won't be taking up any new commissions for awhile! Trying to get what I have right now done before then so I won't need to worry about not working.
I can not wait for this I'm so tired of jaw pain and my bottom wisdom teeths just. Hurt. Cause they poke out a little and they're gross.

Stocked up on soup.... Hell yes

WELL got all anxious for nothing
it was just a consultation
Would have been nice of I was told that :/ All I was told was that one tooth was too close to a nerve and being booked for surgery.
Anyways surgeon thought it weird only one tooth was flagged for removal. Now all 4 are getting removed because oh boy do they look REALLY bad. That's for March 10th.
Saw my x-ray close up too and OOF.
Feeling less stressed about it though, was told they're knocking me out for the whole thing. Heard they only do that sometimes depending on how bad it is/how many need to be removed. Good cause I don't want to be awake for them cutting into my mouth ;;


So! I have some time to work before then!

Now I have to calm down from this misplaced anxiety.

I've got an appointment for Jan. 21st with an oral surgeon getting my wisdom teeth removed(?)
They didn't exactly specify but my bottom wisdom teeth are impacted so I'm just assuming that's the plan.
They just said something is too close to nerves.

Anyways I may be slow with some art for a week or so I'm gonna take it easy

Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34078115/

Slots
1.) KatBear
2.) Khanivore.
3.) Feywildheart
4.) iregretmylifechoices
5.) iregretmylifechoices

Comment to claim and I'll PM you 💖

I'll open up for a few sketch comms!
$15 waist up $20 full body
+$10 extra character.

5 slots for now

1.) DatDogOfMoon
2.) djkyota
3.) counterserum
4.) iregretmylifechoices
5.) iregretmylifechoices

My wife got one of those screen tablets and ended up not liking it that much so she gave it to me and HOO BOY THIS THING IS SEXY
I think my art has made a big improvement and I'm working faster??

But my wife us flip flopping between if she wants it back or not so or Christmas I'm gonna buy her another one so we can both have one :3
it's no longer on sale though ;;
-works my ass off-

Hi! I made an account for only personal art over at  skyentific
I'll mostly be handling commissions here and only posting my personal art over there.
Follow if you want <3

So I just noticed I've never had it opened ;; I am so sorry to everyone who has sent me a message asking about a commission and I never replied. I have it set to start up when I start my PC now.
Again, so sorry!

it should be good now

Would anyone be interested in some icons like this?: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33285033/
They're a little painty meaning I merge all the layers and clean them up.

I can do mmmmm 3 rn for $15 each?
Comment with a ref please!
and if you have any preference for sweater colours lemme know, or else I'll do whatever I think will look nice.

Getting rid of a lot of characters I no longer want or do anything with. I still need to go though and find out the prices I originally paid for them but if you'd like to call dibs while I find out go right ahead!
None of them are over $50 though that's for sure.

https://toyhou.se/rinkhet/character.....:254773?page=1

My GF has some for sale too: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/32974411

Didn't find anything wrong with me and my doctor wrote it off as anxiety. Even though I've had anxiety all my life and experienced panic attacks before and I've never has pain like this.
Still having chest pains.
But I'm able to sit up for longer without getting so dizzy and it all happening again. I've cut a significant amount of caffeine out and I think that's helped? But as someone with a caffeine addiction it's been Hurting.
But I'd rather deal with migraines and irritability than feel like I'm having a heart attack.

I was given anti-anxiety medication though that makes me tired and I already deal with bad fatigue so. A bitch gonna be passed out for awhile I guess.
Also apparently the pharmacy says I'm not covered? Even though I'm supposed to be? Which is a huge issue because I need to get new glasses so I can find a job, my eyesight is that terrible.

My girlfriend is having a hard time mentally and also my mom called to say my aunt died so.
My life is in shambles rn. Dealing with it one step at a time.
Trying very hard to keep it together and be the strong one.

I just wanted to give a little update on things, this affects commissions.
I was in the ER two days ago for a heart attack scare, luckily they tested me for everything life threatening and I'm fine.
I've been having chest pains for some time now.
Anyways I can't seem to sit up at my desk for too long or else I'll start feeling it happen again. I get tunnel vision, my heart races and I can't breathe. Then I get shaky and it takes awhile to calm down.

I'm seeing a general doctor soon and hopefully we'll find out what's wrong with me.
I've never experienced anything like this in my life and I'm not sure what to think. Either something seriously wrong or just the worst panic attacks I've ever experienced in my life but the problem is I do have physical pain and I never get panic attacks this frequently or this severe. Especially out of nowhere.

I don't tolerate slurs! Or the use of cboy/dickgirl etc...
I will not draw your trans fetishizing porn
and if you ignore that and try to ask me anyways I will block you!

I have that clearly stated on my profile for a reason

Thanks!

That was a pretty bad outage

But just a reminder in case you need to get a hold of me

Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emaziska
art tumblr: https://emaziska.tumblr.com/
furrylife: https://furrylife.online/profile/2998-skyentific/
(Trying that out ^ )
and ofc my email is rinkhet[at]gmail.com

I'm back from Texas now and I'll be resuming work shortly. Taking a small break just form how exhausted I am ;;
Airports be like
drains all my energy -9999 hp
As soon as I got home yesterday I ate food and immediately flopped on my bed to sleep for 50 years

I've gotta do a few YCHs to make up some money because
Y'all know how conventions are
they steal your wallet
And I need to pay back my mother in law since uhhh we missed our first flight and it was a big mess and basically we had to buy whole ass new tickets for another day or else it'll be $1k
I'm just a little lesbian does it look like I have another $1k on me?
But yeah we got that settled but I owe money, at least it's to family so It's not like I GOTTA PAY IT ALL RIGHT NOW OR ELSE. Not a big emergency it's all good.

My trip was hella fun and I got to see some online friends for the first time! We had a blast. We went to bars and I've never drank publicly before (aside form like high school parties) had some very tasty drinks. My wife got to try some American food places. RTX was great!
I unfortunately didn't get to see my parents, almost did! Then my dad didn't feel like driving
which is fair
Texas is Big
I'll have to plan a time to just go see them. Maybe for Christmas. My mom was real upset she wasn't able to see me :(
But Texas is big and I just couldn't afford to go to Austin AND Fort Worth. And I don't blame my dad for not wanting to drive to Austin.
I'm bummed! But there's always next time

I missed my cat ;; He's happy I'm home too. Following me EVERYWHERE

I think when my queue is finally all cleared I want to focus on trying to get better at 3D modeling and do some experimental commissions of those.
Blender is just
A lot for me to process
But hey! If anyone works with Blender and has some tips or recourses on learning how to use it better I'd really appreciate it 😩👌

It's been awhile since I messed around with it so I probably completely forgot everything