Not intentional. I just keep getting sucked into Dark Souls and the general lazy laying around. But I do keep mentioning how I need to get my computer back in one piece and actually work. Usually followed by a soda and catching up on Korra and more dumb Dark Souls PvP builds.

I have a bad habit of working on a PvP build only to drop it and try something else. :< Someone help me stop wasting time!

Edit: ugh, damn phone posted this before I even typed anything XD

So anyways, I wanted to ask a few things about my art with you all. Be honest of course, just want to be curious about some thoughts out there.

What is it about my art/style you watch me for?

What about my art/style do you not like about me, or, like least about me?

Do you like/dislike my flood of sonic art dumps?

Do you like/dislike my lack of coloring and shading? If so, why?

On my foot focused art, is there something you would like to point out? (Either positive or negative)

I guess if I think of anymore questions, I will just add them on here or make another journal on it. I appreciate if you took the time to read this and actually participate. It might help me get more focused in my art field. Of course, I still will do stuff my way being comfortable about what I do. But, I think it is important to get some feedback of any kind to try and grow and improve.

Course, first step is I need to get off my lazy ass and actually DRAW... Yeah that might help slightly. XD

Sadly, I have again been distracted by work or games instead of drawing. Eventually I might get some time during this Xmas break to do some foot related art.

Been dealing with a lot in my personal life lately, and an assortment of video games have distracted me from much drawing. However, I have still been working on my Blaze and Cream story! So for those still interested, I am still going to do it. My computer is still down which doesn't help motivate me to draw lately, but I think I have ironed out most of the wrinkles to the storyline.

I know in the end, not everyone will be pleased or side with my choices for the story to take its course, so I am thinking of adding in some bonus material, like dreams, into the storyline. Where it shows some of what happens for different choices down the path in their relationship. However, I am still going to try and stick to their behaviors and personalities as closely as I can. Any feedback at all will be considered helpful!

Hopefully I can get my life in a consistent rhythm so that I can get some actual material down on paper. Also, I have a question about my shoujo-ai I wanted to ask. Should I make a separate account to host my comic on? Just curious, I like to see what people who actually watch me think.

He passed around 2 am this morning, I just hope he wasn't in too much pain. Not really that upset, more happy that he finally at rest and with his wife again. Just thought I would share that with you all. He was a great man, full of funny and emotional stories, and was a huge part of my life growing up. If you like to pray, pass Joe Sosenko a few words, he deserves them.

I know a lot of sonic fan fictions out there are terrible, but good lord! Since my motherboard issue was discovered I still am waiting on my computer so that I may start working on Blaze and Cream. So, for some stupid reason I thought it would be a good idea to hunt down some fan fictions with some Sonic Yuri stories.

I cried, I died, oh please stop it! Now granted, some I read were decent, just way to short. Everything is a one shot story that bairly counts as a short story in the first place! I guess my biggest annoyance is the lack of creativity plus COMPLETELY out of character situations. Yes, most of these stories are written by 12 year olds, so I knew what I was getting into when I started this search. I guess I am just disappointed that for some reason I had high hopes in finding a something that was a reasonable length, decent setting, and a build up of a relationship.

Well, everyone is entitled to their own opinion, so there isn't much room for me to argue. I just think it's time someone stepped up and got a decent site for Sonic yuri, hell even yaoi! Course, I don't read/look at yaoi so that area might be doing MUCH better than Sonic Yuri. I mostly stated it because I don't want people to think I hate it. I am all for supporting men that want to live that way, I am just not into that. Maybe I can get a band together and start a crusade to right this wrong!

That would be great! I know I must not be the only one who can't find decent art/stories of my favorite couples. But, one step at a time. First I need to get my computer working again and then work on my series. I will go ahead and warn you who are interested, it will be LONG! None of these 5 or 6 page shorts, I am doing a long series. Any input on my little rant is appreciated, good or bad. See you guys later.

Jesus that took forever... I will be installing it once I get home from work and finally be able to work on Blaze and Cream! So looking forward to seeing all my online friends after nearly A whole month!

Man I have had a rush of ideas for my Blaze and Cream comic over the past week, and I have a few things down on paper, but I really want to have my computer back as soon as possible...

My power supply blew a cap or two, which is not fair at all... I haven't even had it for a year yet and now I need to replaace it! Well, I do have a warrenty, but I won't have my desktop working for the next 2 weeks. So, no art or anything till later guys.

I have made some major progress with my story for Blaze and Cream surprisingly! I know that I haven't drawn much to show for it yet, but I have been working on a script and story boarding to try and collect my thoughts on how the story should progress. Usually I just do stuff off the top of my head as I go along, and that sometimes works. However, this time I really want to put in some decent effort to unfold this story between these two.

Although, I figure I should try and develop a title for this series, as what I have down would make this a lengthy comic. I also want to color it as well, but I am terrible at coloring so I am going to see if some friends of mine are willing to color while I ink and draw. I am still working on the kinks in my story so that it's not too predictable, or too boring. I really want to have one of those comics that people can't wait for the next chapter. But then again, all writers strive for that don't they?

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yeah it's alright...

No but seriously, love it! I am not much for linear gameplay, but this one works well. It's hard as balls though, but what would you expect from an survival horror game?

Hooray, I loved the beach. But, it's great to be back home again. So I reviewed the comments, sadly didn't get as many as I was hoping for but that's alright.

Looks like several of you are a little more interested in Blaze x Cream, which kinda surprised me honestly lol! But like I said before, I plan on doing both series, maybe not at the same time off the bat but I will probably start with Blaze and Cream and after a while into that series I will start up Sonic and FemTails, just as something different to keep it fresh.

If anyone has suggestions I would like to hear them, might get put into the story at some point. As before, if you know anyone who is interested, I would like you to pass along my journal so I can see that my effort is going to be worth it in the end lol!

No idea when I will get the first page posted, still doing story boarding.

First off, Wow, almost 32k views! Thanks for all those fappers out there. I mean favs.

Anywho, I am headed for the beach this Saturday and I won't be back for a week. So yeah, that'll be some lack of art while I am gone. I might sketch up some comic ideas so that when I get back I can try and get some actual work done. Which also brings me to a question that I want to ask my regular visitors.

If I SERIOUSLY put some effort into a comic series, which would you rather like to see from me? Here are your choices:

[1] - A Shoujo Ai of Cream and Blaze (Shoujo Ai is basically Yuri or lesbians which ever you say, but it actually has story and character development.)

[2] - A romantic development between Sonic and a FemTails (I don't know if FemTails actually has a name or not, let me know if so.)

Just leave a comment on which one interests you more and why. Now that doesn't mean that majority vote will necessarily win, because I intend to do both kind of stories at some point. I would just like to see what people would think about them if I actually did them.

My stories will contain the following:

[O] Romance
[O] Comedy
[O] Drama (DUH!)
[O] Nudity (So those pages will be voted Mature for filtering.)
[O] Sex (So those will be voted Gener-WAIT A MIN....I mean Adult for filtering. Almost got away with it!)
[O] Feet (mostly cause the people who watch me are here just for the feet.)

I know some people might be against Cream and Blaze being together for multiple reasons. Cream won't be Loli in my comic, so that's one reason gone. But some people don't support homosexual relationships. Also, it could come down to simple hating either character, both, or they don't support them as a ship. (Is that how you say it? 'A ship'?)

Also, since most of my watchers are foot lovers, they might support the Sonic and FemTails one more since, you know, footjobs. :3 But I seriously want to know what you guys might think. So give a vote out and let me know what you think about both ideas. I will review whatever is posted until I leave and when I return as well. So if you don't mind, spread this journal around to anyone who yo think would like these ideas. Thanks a lot guys, can't wait to see some responses from you.

Nope, just haven't drawn anything well enough to post lately.

I am working on a picture or two at the moment that I am sort of liking, so I am trying my best to finish them. And yes, it's foot related if that's the only reason you watch me, lol.

Not sure when I will be posting it up, have a few things to take care of before the week is up.

HELL YES IT WAS!

I was blown away from this game, and it already had a lot to do to match both Bioshock 1 and 2 which I love all around.

If you are a Bioshock fan, please get this game. It still throws you a TON of curve balls story wise, which is why I love these games so much. I am not a huge fan of the Vigars for some reason this time around.(It's the new Plasmas) But other than that, loved this game. Playing though again it later today and some on my birthday.

Oh yeah, my birthday is on Easter this year so, double party fun! :3

I did one comic and a few stand alone pics a long while ago of Tails being a woman and Sonic being stuck in uncomfortable situations with his now 'younger sister.'

Since I have been stuck in a huge art block I need to get back into practice. I noticed a lot of people over the years actually liked the concept, since it wasn't them jumping each others bones lol! So I guess this is me asking anyone that reads my rare short journals.

Should I attempt to do this short series? I don't really have a reason for Tails being a girl, so I don't know if I will include that. I would probably start it off where Tails has turned already and is trying to adjust to it. Sonic seems to find this beyond disturbing, so he isn't handling it well.

So again, are any of you guys interested in it? I don't know if there will be mature content in it or not, I want it to be more about these two and how they change through this situation. If anything happens between them, we will just have to see how the story plays out. I might actually do backgrounds and color the damn thing too.

Please comment if you are interested, or even if you aren't interested I would really like to know.

hate all my doodles lately, feel like they are going downhill.

No idea when I will post anything next.

Hooray more fapping!

See if I can get some more art done today, feeling a little better than I normally have been lately!

yeah, Christmas is around the corner, and I have been having family issues here and there. I just haven't had much time to doodle lately.

Hopefully I will be able to sit down and get some work done! XD

Thanks for the faps!....I mean views!

I think...

Either way, that's a long way to come. My art style is still in need of improving, but I can at least see a HUGE difference since from when I started drawing on here.

Kinda shutter from seeing my old art, it's painfully to view lol!

Not sure what I should do to celebrate...Hmmm.

I NEED to draw something... |<

Yeah I am stuck at home feeling horrible. My Sinuses and my throat are completely blocked up, a little worse than yesterday too so I really feel bad now...

But I am still gonna try and draw some more today. I heard Greymelon might come back soon so I will probably do some fanart and see if that will help convince her! XD

Well, that's pretty much it. Nothing else really that new going on besides that.

Still here, just being distracted from drawing is all. It's the same like it always has been.

When I have a great idea of what to draw, I am no where near my tablet and computer.

When I am near my computer, I have no idea what to draw/scrap everything I barely start.

Ugh, vicious cycles...

Also been celebrating my wife's Birthday this weekend, actually have some friends coming over in a few hours for a small get together and we are going to play some board games!

Until my next update, no idea, maybe I will get something doodled this week! :3

Every time I open commissions, I get bites here and there...but I never get anything done.

Either I hate the way I draw too much to actually finish the work or some other bullshit happens. I have no idea what to do.

I am such a downer to everyone I bump into and I can't turn it off. It's beyond annoying.

I am going to TRY and reopen. I still have some Commissions saved in my message box that I will attempt to do, even if I don't get pair or whatever.

I just want to have a stable mind and see how everyone else sees the world.

What a HORRID night... I am practically a Zombie at this point.

no sleep at all...

And I have deleted like 20-30 attempts to draw something, unhappy with all of them.