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... is that I have just now realized how amazing/handsome/hilarious/talented/intelligent Uncle Kage is, and I would love to meet him and listen to one of his story hours in person.

Oh well. Just another thing that won't happen this year...

And am I really considering maybe getting a fursuit some day? I mean, I still don't really consider myself a "furry", but it sounds kinda fun to run around in a big fluffy costume...

Maybe it's because when I was younger, I had the chance to be the part-time mascot of my school (I shared the job with someone else). I even got to bring the suit home and wear it for a bit (ugliest suit ever, by the way), and it was kind of exciting. I ended up ducking out because I was still extremely antisocial (though I've only improved slightly on that part) and I didn't want to have to go to cheerleading practice with all the snobby bitches on the squad.

It's pretty fun to imagine myself in a costume for my character Ribbon Rabbit... partial fursuit, maybe a top hat if I can find a way to keep it on my head, some nice, big feetpaws, some outfit that's cute and fun.

And then I think about all the hugs I could get and how "free" and uninhibited I could feel in a suit, knowing that no one can see my face, just a character... I could be totally different, like what I do for improv comedy stuff, except I can use more of my pantomime skills. It would be neat to have a moving mouth to speak with, like the one Dingoroo has for his Rooski suit, but I'd certainly need to practice speaking up more, because I already speak too quietly as it is, let alone while being inside a big stuffed head!

I just love the thought of making people smile, because I smile a lot when I see adorable fursuiters, so why not bring some more happiness to the world? It's quite thrilling to meet someone you really like, even if it's just a person in a band or a popular comedian or a fursuiter/character, so I imagine that it'd be super-fun to be able to give that joy to others.

... huh. If you had told me five months ago that I'd be contemplating things like this, I would've laughed and said you were completely freaking insane, especially since I didn't know anything about furries other than the irresponsible impressions cast on me by my foxy friend Alex, who made it seem like all furries were gay, porn-loving weirdos. I can't blame only him, as a lot of people on the internet seem to scorn the furry fandom, but he IS within my reach, so I can sure as hell beat his ass for giving me the wrong idea (because, being the little troll that he is, he would never care to correct my misinformation, and he is pretty much the poster-child of a stereotypical furry). Don't misquote me, he's my friend, but he is too much of a /b/-tard to really care what others think and whether someone gets the right information or not.

So yeah... I think I might get some swatches mailed to me... just to feel the fur... yeah.

... the minimum amount I'd have to spend to fly to Megaplex, pay for a shuttle to and from the hotel, stay at the hotel, pay for attendance, and have money for other various expenses and for buying stuff in the Dealer's Den is...

... approximately $1400.

Yeah, this isn't gonna happen. I'd never have nearly enough money for all of this, and even if I did, I don't think I'm comfortable going to a different state without knowing anyone who lives there or having anyone travel and attend the con with me.

And then there's the fact that my mom probably wouldn't be too happy with me going alone or even with someone else, since she's already skeptical about this furry business anyway. I've tried to explain it to her (and I've let her know that I am personally not a furry - not right now, anyway) but she still thinks it's too strange and that I should be more concerned with school stuff than music and concerts and animals and puppets.

Maybe some day... :I

tl;dr - Bitching about not being able to go to Megaplex due to lack of funds/friends/basically everything

Should I go ahead and upload some more music? I don't plan on uploading EVERYTHING I've done (that's what my Soundcloud account is for, haha), but I might upload stuff that I make from now on, if anyone's interested in hearing it.

But it was pretty nice talking to Blitz and Mutt on the OMFG Blitz! Show tonight. Even though I don't understand why they wanted me to say random things in a "sultry" voice... I did it for Blitz because he asked nicely, but for the others... man, you gotta pay up first. XD Mutt was trying to get me to say some fast food order. Odd. I like him, too, but I was already blushing pretty hard from the first random thing I said.

I'm kinda hoping I wasn't the only girl to call in, and I REALLY hope I didn't sound completely idiotic. >n<; Phone conversations make me go derp derp derp. At least when I'm typing things I can pretend to be clever.

But to anyone who might read this who heard me and said my voice was cute... thanks. >///<