I've been working more on my style and getting things right. Fun stuff. Trying to fire up my fuel for drawing, plus I'm having fun. Thank to some wonder friends and their sona's been able to better myself in such a short time. I can't wait to see where I'm at in a few years from now.
Working on getting Commissions when I can, I've got one of my theme projects done. Which I love and she was awesome. I look forward to all the new artist I want to go through. As for creating some more sona's myself I might, just for the fun of it. My next goal is a Pokemon theme. hehe Not enough Jadeite's fur coat is a ref to Togepi. I like how to more I get the more I can refine a style for him. Makes me happy. Maybe one day I'll be ready to take commissions. So I can work at my goal of getting my fursuit before I'm 40. X3

So been drawing wolf heads for three days now. lol Actually getting better at muzzles. It's crazy how fast I improve in my skills in such a short time. I really need to stop short selling myself. I'm gonna take my time getting the wolf head down. Then I'll work on bats and birds. Horse followed next and rabbits. I have to thank my new best friend Kiba and my other friends who believe in me. It's not long before I might start commissions for little or nothing, I wanna share my art. Not gonna lie it's kind of fun drawing wolf heads, drew about 100 of them now.

Oh yeah I got to the see the outline of my reference sheet for Jade-chan. He looks amazing, go figure it's because I have an awesome artist working on it. Also sticking with my fur coat, the Togepi pattern. I'm a Pokemon geek, I like it a lot circles and triangles. Makes me more different from other Snow Leopards. Also I've decided my fursona is gonna be naked. lol besides his hooded green cloak. I have been working on an outfit, but ish no want to be humanish. I wanna be free. Also found a suit maker, so once my ref sheets done. So working on that next. Not before I get two commission with me and two of my friends. Tiffany and me are gonna be painting together getting messy and then me and Kiba playing a video games together. I've got a list of themes and stuff. haha
Oh yeah don't want to forget about dirty art, I think my first pic will be solo. I know plenty of people that want Yiff art with me. hehe Fun part is my pelvic area is black fur, my sheath is white and my cock is black 8 inches hard. Pretty much sticking to actually self size. haha ~blush~

I have this great idea for bringing back Crysta, making it a Furry World! Might have talked about it. One in which Jadeite lives, aka Jade for short. I wanna start building characters. Also Welcoming Friends. Haha like I have any barely. Proud loser here.

So the plot is this world is kind of torn about species kind of live in towns of there own kind. While a few share some big cities. Most of the world is in chaos and war as kingdoms and queendoms fight for control. Australis Kingdom, Corvus Kingdom, Borealis Kingdom, and Maenalus Queendom. So like one place is all like Horses, Deers, Bulls, and other hooved animals. One is canines like dogs, wolves, and foxes. One is feline cats, tigers, lions and such. Last is Mystical like Dragons, Gryphins, Unicorns, and such. While other species live in towns, villages, and cities. Swords and Magic kind of theme. Still working out the minor details, like clothing style, technology, mobility, weapons, magic, characters, and everything else. Enough to keep me busy. Use to doing all this stuff on my own.

Sorry that's all I got. Like anyone reads these lol.

So I found out Eijiro is a Virgo, lol DA didn't have a set date I posted, but the first comment says August 28th 2003. So that makes him 20 years old. Lately been on a drawing spree. I've got my head clear again and new found since of life. I just can't help myself. Plus still waiting on commissions. SO worth it. I get to change my Avatar.

Oh yeah and my Bat fursona has a name it's Shiro, for the white spot on his left eye. Both him and Eijiro are Japanese. Jadeite is not. lol. I remembered why I made Shiro been so long. Back in the day Pokemon where not that big and a lot of other furrys had issues. I made Shiro. I met Jean back then and he was so down to be Pokemon too. Along with other friends. I was happy. I ended up dropping Eijiro after a 5 month relationship with a Renamon. He just dropped off the face of the earth, So I was like whatever. Right before I met Chris started making my Snow Leopard. Once we started dating I didn't have the guts to tell him I was a fur. So one day two half years down the road I forgot to clear the history. He was at least cool with it. Even became a Flareon for me. lol Besides the point. I don't know maybe adopted him out. Just don't know. Only got one art trade of him.

Still I like Eijiro, He's been with me for a long time. Besides I might get commissions once I finish his ref. I would draw myself. I need to stop short selling myself. I can draw. So I have one outfit I left to remake and that's his first.

Back then he had long purple hair. Like a Mermaid. Which is how he acts. Super shy and will flee into the water, when others get near. His favorite thing to do is lay near the water's edge and listen to the wave's melody. He often finds himself blissfully humming to a tune. Eijiro spends a lot of his time underwater collecting pearls and shells. Eijiro can craft Shell Bells. Which he sells to get by. While he is girls and dress somewhat like a girl. He royally gets pissed being called a girl. Enough his frill pops out. Eijiro is a very caring person and understanding, even if he's shy. When he was younger he stole two of Hoopa's rings which give him the ability to Summon: Articuno, Zapdos, and Moltres. He can also stash stuff in a sub space with the ring around his arm. Water Pulse, Covet, Wish, and Hydro Pump are his main moves. His Nature is Modest. His attack is low at 102, but his special attack is 344. His Characteristic is Highly Curious. His Ability is Hydration.

Like all Battle Monster he was born to fight. While he has four main moves. Unlike normal Pokemon he can recall past moves: Water Gun, Aurora Beam, Quick Attack, Haze, Aqua Ring, and Tackle. At anytime he can use Helping Hand and Tail Whip. When on the beach or in sandy areas he can use Sand-Attack. Around Water he can use Acid Armor. When he wants something he can use Baby-Doll Eyes. Eijiro also collect TMs and HMs. Which he can use again and again just has to wait for a cooling time for the type of TM or HM. He has; Ice Beam, Rage, Scald, Rain Dance, Work Up, Swift, Bubblebeam, Reflect, Swagger, Hidden Power, Shadow Ball, Double Team, Retaliate, Surf, Dive, Waterfall, and Whirlpool.

Now in times when his health is in the critical state, Eijiro has a Secret Hidden ability called Recall. This ability lets him call upon attacks of past Vaporeon's through out the ages. So far, he's used; Aqua Tail, Hell Bell, Hyper Voice, Icy Wind, Fake Tears, Tickle, Yawn, Iron Tail, Bite, Charm, Refresh, Mud-Slap, Baton Pass, Captivate, Body Slam, Mist, and Headbutt.

Also he's prone to getting kidnapped... By dragons. X3

I started a lot on a background story for Jadeite. He's my first Fursona that isn't Japanese. I have two commissions out now. Totally wearing my tail around a lot. Been involved with a few guys. Fun stuff. Too bad my new scar is on my chin. lol Still haven't heard from the police. Got a new phone out of it I guess. I wanted a cool scar for Jadeite as he's a warrior.

So FYI gotta love Trump's America. Working my shift and all got two young adults. It was at the end of my shift so I went about my choirs for the next crew to come in. I don't hear that well. So when I went to hand them my food, the girl asked for Ranch. Whatever went to get it, didn't get the window shut. Behold heard them calling me a faggot. I hand the ranch too the girl. Stating next time I'm charging full price. They drove off, the next lady in line was like Honey you okay, I can't believe the shit they where yelling at you. So I heard someone come in. Cash out that lady and it the little bitch asking for my manger. I pushed that bitch from behind the counter. Saying you wanna call someone a faggot. She's like I got gay friends. I came around and pushed her again was Like fuck you, I'm sure you called them faggots too. I was upset so I walked away, knowing I was gonna get fired. Found my manger coming in the back door to my work place. I just told him everything. I was crying. Pretty upset. So the guy bust into the back scream You wanna push girls faggot. He charged and I charged. Fuck Breeders dude. We brawled. I beat him up pretty bad, he got me three time. once in the lip, in the nose and split my chin open. Had a ring on. His eye was pretty bad. My left arm took most of the punches. I used to box, So I was swinging pretty hard. Fucker went down, I stomped on his head a bunch, guess my phone fell out he grabbed it and bolt out the back door. Kind of shocked everyone at work, as I'm girly and I fought pretty hardcore. lol So Chris picks me up drives me around because of his order. Pretty much waste my time. Tells me I'm crazy and I need to kill myself with a group of our friends, then takes me back to work. Didn't make it to the hospitable. My bosses saw everything and lucky me the lady happen to be the owner's wife hair dresser. There backing me up. Straight Hate Crime. Yeah so went home cleaned it up and uses a strip and neospiorn or whatever. Healed like a man. I don't feel pain, bunch of Paper Wasp made sure of that when I was younger. haha. Found my phone in the road down the street. Whatever this new scar is so sexy, I've got laid a bunch.

As if things were not so great. Little cousin tried to kill himself. Girl drama. While my other cousin got her back her head blown off, by her tweaker boyfriend. He shoot his foot off, put one it his skull. Another cousin got beat up by her boyfriend. Pretty sure my family or bloodline our cursed. Despite all this I'm okay. Sure I feel a little torn, but hey that's life. Just means I leveled up. Also came to the fact I don't need a man. There worthless. Lairs, Cheats, Users, and all around no good. No man is fit to walk next to this Phoenix, I'll always rise from my ashes. Stronger and better. Someones name, I would rather not have tied with my pretty kitty. Also remove It from my comic. Which is totally cool, now that I can focus on Tamashii Island and North America to tell the story right. European saga can wait. As it's own story. No harm done. Teach me too add silly boys to my work. Frank, Justin and Jean pretty much are cool all around in my Ex's book. Chris Meh. This is why I never add him in the first place now I have two useless fox characters. Should have stuck with Emily being my Electric Fox.

Actually been writing a lot. And well been letting people read it and such. Turns out I have a natural talent for creating worlds. Who knew. I did it out of boredom and my over active Imagination. So now I'm at this cross roads. Someone wants to open doors and get my work seen... Kind of freaking out. I mean I don't know how to feel. The problem is I don't want other peoples ideas or changes. If I'm gonna create something I want it done right. Yeah a lot to soak in. So I was thinking of making an awesome Furry story. I've got lots of notes I can scrap to pull a plot line and even create a huge open world. Already working on a map.

So I've got my commission on the way, pretty pumped Also I know a lot of shit happened in my life as of pass days. Not gonna let it get me down. This kitty is on a mission. Working on saving up for Jadeite's head for my suit. I don't need some boy to make me wanna be a furry, I am one. I can't wait to find many artist for pic of Jadeite. I already have a good one working on my base. Like I said pretty pumped. No more sad faces. As I'm drawing again I plan to stop slacking. I need to live my life for someone else. I need to live it for me. I'm a Snow Leopard time I act like one, not a timid house cat.

So yeah I broke it off with Kyro, not in a good way. I feel really bad, had he just talked to me. But one failed relationship just opens the door for new ones. Probably take awhile to heal from this. Not stopping me from finishing my fursona... Gonna be hard, but I can do this. I just wonder if he really cared like I did. So yeah no more feeling blue. What's done is done.

I'm hoping to get my life back on track, figuring out a lot about myself these past few days. Not that anyone cares. Still fun to talk about. So yeah once again my comic has to change. Really thankful for the barriers Kyro broke for me and all he's done. Never once do I want ill harm to him. I still care a lot. I just can't face him the same. Drinking and crying always a fun mix. So from now on I wanna help other furs get over this crippling depression. Also help mine. Learn new things.

Maybe one day I'll see the ocean. Till then I'll still dream.

I want to get back into my old furrie self so I want to do a bunch of FREE commissions of your Pokemorphs or create one for you, just post in the comments below, also I'll need to know your hairy style and clothing style, or I can do naughty pictures too. lol I'm game for anything. I need to brush up these dormant skills.

So I found a body thanks to CoolLyrics and Candy_Wolf, http://imgur.com/5cMA6Y8 for none fluffy and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13645239/ for fluffy! but I totally suck at coloring or let alone figuring out a pattern or running a paintshop.. If I can't get anywhere with this I might drop my fursona and stay a half-ling Sea Serpent. I really need to quit doubting myself, but I don't know what to do anyone. At least I got that and Pokemorphs down, I need to face facts I might be a bad fur artist. Also I'm horrible for asking for help. Still learning this site a little better, also annoyed a little. Why I can't just draw him, maybe the break up is effecting more than I let on I don't know if this art block continues. I might have a meltdown or pity party. Not easy being gay in your 30s and single. Trust me, I feel out of place.

My avatar is actually from some fur game I played back in the day. It was my try of coloring a Snow Leopard. Talk about and epic fail. I have worst I'm to ashamed to post anywhere. Enough of my sad life, I want to give everyone a little history to my Fursona.

Jadeite is his name and he's a gay Snow Leopard top with a bit of a dominant attitude. His mother died when he was really young and a family of humans took him and raise him as there own. The only thing they knew about him was the strange jadeite pendant he wore. Which is also why they gave him that name. When they found him, growing up he covered himself up to hide the fact he was not human and it made his life really hard. Jadeite's fur colors a hues of light purplish grey. Also extremely fluffy. He's also 4'9 and really short with a slim fit, with Emerald Green eyes. His tail is actually the length of his body. Thanks to the kindness of his human family, Jadeite grew up standing for whats right and helping others in need. Hoping down day to find his Prince to save. His personality is quite and caring. Like myself he's a Scorpio.

I'm a gay male, also furrie. I didn't become one until DA, where I was forever with posting my art. My style I perfected over the years, is kind of like manga or comic book style. I hand draw everything. I get a lot of inspection through anime and cartoons. I just broke up with my boyfriend of eight years. We felt it was best to be just friends. Which is cool. Now that I'm single I really want to get back to my fursona. Which has been troubling me for awhile now. I'm a Snow Leopard. I use to be a Bat and Vaporeon, when I was younger. But I discovered my spirit animal and decided to be it!

I love art and other peoples art! I use to do a lot of art trades and I hope to do it again one day. Lost my touch on Anthromorphic art and I want to gain it back. I believe my art reflects myself and my mood. Not scared to say this I like sheathes and humanoid penis, to the animal penis on my furs. That's just me I don't judge.

Big Pokemon player and I also love to draw Pokemorphs.