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Video from Terror on the Fox! My kind of New Years fun!
Posted 14 years agoHere you go guys, one of the videos of Terror on the Fox with me in it! Yay! Yeah, Im in there somewhere, but its a great video filmed in the last two weeks of us being open. All my haunt family is in there, and it made me smile to hear the customers scream!
Please enjoy!
http://youtu.be/jKmuTQ2zS2Q
Please enjoy!
http://youtu.be/jKmuTQ2zS2Q
Quick update ... where have I been?
Posted 14 years agoOk, Imma make this quick, Im sure you have more stuff to do and I just wanna get it out there to say that I am, in fact, not dead.
1) Dropped 40 pounds since July, pretty good for me! :D
2) Got a 3.0 this semester
3) New car! No more little putt putt for me, its a 2011 Nissan Sentra and I loves it
4) Been working full time
5) School full time
6) I want it to be Halloween.
Oh! Quick story!
So it was mid- October, I got sick, no big deal. Then again when you have people screaming in your face, its bound to happen. Ended up with a 104.2 fever, only went to the hospital because I ended up passing out in the shower. That was not pleasant. Had a terrible bacterial infection that basically gave me the flu and pneumonia at the same time. No bueno.
Thats about it. I hate you all <3
1) Dropped 40 pounds since July, pretty good for me! :D
2) Got a 3.0 this semester
3) New car! No more little putt putt for me, its a 2011 Nissan Sentra and I loves it
4) Been working full time
5) School full time
6) I want it to be Halloween.
Oh! Quick story!
So it was mid- October, I got sick, no big deal. Then again when you have people screaming in your face, its bound to happen. Ended up with a 104.2 fever, only went to the hospital because I ended up passing out in the shower. That was not pleasant. Had a terrible bacterial infection that basically gave me the flu and pneumonia at the same time. No bueno.
Thats about it. I hate you all <3
Quick update ... where have I been?
Posted 14 years agoOk, Imma make this quick, Im sure you have more stuff to do and I just wanna get it out there to say that I am, in fact, not dead.
1) Dropped 40 pounds since July, pretty good for me! :D
2) Got a 3.0 this semester
3) New car! No more little putt putt for me, its a 2011 Nissan Sentra and I loves it
4) Been working full time
5) School full time
6) I want it to be Halloween.
Oh! Quick story!
So it was mid- October, I got sick, no big deal. Then again when you have people screaming in your face, its bound to happen. Ended up with a 104.2 fever, only went to the hospital because I ended up passing out in the shower. That was not pleasant. Had a terrible bacterial infection that basically gave me the flu and pneumonia at the same time. No bueno.
Thats about it. I hate you all <3
1) Dropped 40 pounds since July, pretty good for me! :D
2) Got a 3.0 this semester
3) New car! No more little putt putt for me, its a 2011 Nissan Sentra and I loves it
4) Been working full time
5) School full time
6) I want it to be Halloween.
Oh! Quick story!
So it was mid- October, I got sick, no big deal. Then again when you have people screaming in your face, its bound to happen. Ended up with a 104.2 fever, only went to the hospital because I ended up passing out in the shower. That was not pleasant. Had a terrible bacterial infection that basically gave me the flu and pneumonia at the same time. No bueno.
Thats about it. I hate you all <3
Everyone, meet Alexander Richter. My new haunt character
Posted 14 years agoI am of sound mind, I promise!
My character bio for the 2011 haunt season, my new character Alexander Richter, please read if you like but I wont hate you if you dont!
Name- Alexander (defender of man) Richter (Judge)
Hometown - Cologne, Germany
Birthday- 11/5/1981
Backstory- Alex was a normal child, born to a woman named Tammany in the year 1981 after an affair with a well known and prominent politician who had a normal paparazzi filled marriage to a controversial government woman. Due to the affair, Alex never saw his father, but his mother recieved a large amount of money to make sure that she kept quiet about the affair. Tammany led a good life and was often at parties for the upper class, or she was found relaxing outside when it was nice out instead of spending time with Alex. However, Tammany often made sure that Alex knew that he was the bane of her existence. His creation gave her the money to live the life she craved but he was a hinderance to her as well. It required she become and acted as a parent. Alex constantly fought for her attention but often only recieved negative energy and response from his cold mother. Due to lack of affection Alex lost his outgoing and fun loving personality and turned into a quiet boy fueled by creativity and curiousity. When Alex was 10, his mother gave birth to a daughter. The product of another one night stand just as he was, he instantly took her under his wing to keep her safe. Her name was Ana. Shortly after her birth, his mother tried to extort money from Ana's father to add to her growing greed and lavish lifestyle. She never did supply anything for Ana or Alex, feeding them the left overs of her meals and neglecting to even keep them well clothed or groomed. She figured they never left the house anyway, so why bother to maintain them? Tammany finally found Ana's father who was furious with the child and broke into their home where he savagely beat Tammany and Ana, resulting in Tammany's horrific scarring and pushing Ana into the depths of mental disability and a life of handicap. The man beat the girls with a cast iron skillet, leaving Ana's skill fractured and her mental state in ruin. Tammany turned to heroin to ease her own pain while Alex was left to care for her and the now deformed and incompetent Ana. Alex cared for them, constantly protecting and acquiring whatever either of them needed. Even acquiring his mothers heroin. When Alex was 15, he began using heroin as well. Shooting up into his arms several times a day to detach from the emotional pain as he struggled to educate himself and take care of his mother and sister. At age 18, Tammany began selling her body for money and Alex mistakenly witnessed the one of his mothers "customers" savagely stab his mother to death in front of him in the livingroom. The killer disappeared and Alex took Ana and fled. At 20, Alex collapsed the veings in hsi arms from constant injections of heroin and Ana was finally toilet trained now at age 10. Alex was arrested later that year for selling heroin to get by and Ana was lost to the child protection program. He spent two years in a halfway house where he spoke to no one as he dealt with the emotional pain and turmoil of losing his sister. Soon he became known as "Tracks" in the half way house due to the nature of scarring of his arms. After getting sober he went on a search for his sister, however, he didnt find her in the system that snatched her up. Ana was found at a local church being held by nuns of a Christian convent. After reuniting with her, they immigrated to America, trying to find a new world and new life. Alex began working as a mason, slowly transforming into a well muscled man from the shell he once was all for minimum wage. Ana's health began to decline as her skull's condition worsened. Alex was never religious but was cast aside due to Ana's unconventional appearance. Finally, Alex finds a god that doesnt shun them. Satan. Ana's health began spiralling out of control and Alex turned to the only person he had. In exchange for his sisters health, Alex agreed to serve the dark lord in any way he needed. As soon as he said that, he keeled over dead across the altar. Alex comes to conciousness in the depths of Hell and meets the man he made a contract with. He is assigned as a judge and escort of human souls who have sinned to the underworld. Alex is changed by the man he has a pact with. He was turned into an animalistic hybrid with little memory of his life and nothing but savage intention and desire fed by his strength, rage, and heightened by keen eyesight and smell. The dark lord returns Alex to the realm of the living to seek out sinners, murderers, rapists, and those who seek judgement before they meet the lord of darkness.
Education- Self educated to about the 8th grade.
Family- Tammany= deceased
Ana= Alive, 1991-?
Employment- Mason/ Judge of the damned
Hobbies/ Interests- Torturing the living with the horrors and secrets of Hell
Special Skills- Strength, understanding of mechanics and machines
Nickname- "Tracks"
Here for...? To judge the professors experiments and assist those who do not have any place in Hell, though few and far between. Watches and studies the Professor and his employees and patients
Role in the house- Psychological/ Physical torture and "Clean up"
Physical condition- Large, tall, strong and wide shoulders and back
General/ Mental Health- Mentally unstable, anxious, physically superior to man
Physical Traits- tracks on both arms, humanoid hybrid face
Center- Forehead/ Chest
Tempo- slow when scouting for people to torture, fast when he sights his target
Relation to others- unkown to most, non personal
Costume/ Makeup- Prosthetics to face for strong jaw and pig like nose. Animalistic ear extentions, mohawk/ messy hair style. Pierced spetum, pierced ears. Make up is grayish and green, black, yellow and red. White contacts, monster dental appliances, leather vest, long sleeves to cover the tracks on his arms, gloves, necklace, boots.
Goals- Find a loop hole in the contract he made with Lucifer to escape the job he has been assigned before his sister dies, or he loses himself in the job, enjoying each second of judging and being able to control others and their ultimate fates.
Needs- He needs to find the loophole... he doesnt know anything about the whereabouts of his sister currently and struggles to keep his to keep his memory of her from fading due to the over wash of peoples lives, screams and secrets.
Objectives- Maintain what is left of his sanity while carrying out his assigned task and job.
Wants- to see his sister again
Action- Cry, scream, judge people, fight his rage, fight the loss of his sanity, scare people, have fun. Walks with a sway from side to side, speaks in English and German, carries himself in boughts of shame, pride, and rage
Vocal- Bilingual. Raspy guttural noises, squeals and shrieks
Tempo- Runs, slides, or charges people when he is judging or assessing the fate of those before him
Accent- German accent at times of frustration and anger
What and why do you say it?
" There is no earthly way of knowing/
To which destination you are going/
There's no eay of knowing what path you are sowing.../
Is it rainging, is it snowing, is a hurricane a blowing.../
Not a speck of light is showing so the danger must be growing/
Are the fires of Hell a'glowing/
Is my master Lucifer mowing?/
YES! The danger must be growing for the judgment upon you keeps on growing!/
And it certainly isnt showing, any signs that that you stopped sowing!!!"
"Wo bist du mein kleiner Ana???"
"Kümmern Sie sich nicht Geheimnisse vor mir!"
"Das Feuer der Hölle brennen heiß und wird nur wachsen, heißer!"
_____________________________________________________________________________
Thats all I have so far.. I have a lot more up in my head. I just have to get it onto paper. Or onto here.
Im sorry its choppy and doesnt make much sense. Im working on it! Please let me know what you think. Critique is the best thing!
My character bio for the 2011 haunt season, my new character Alexander Richter, please read if you like but I wont hate you if you dont!
Name- Alexander (defender of man) Richter (Judge)
Hometown - Cologne, Germany
Birthday- 11/5/1981
Backstory- Alex was a normal child, born to a woman named Tammany in the year 1981 after an affair with a well known and prominent politician who had a normal paparazzi filled marriage to a controversial government woman. Due to the affair, Alex never saw his father, but his mother recieved a large amount of money to make sure that she kept quiet about the affair. Tammany led a good life and was often at parties for the upper class, or she was found relaxing outside when it was nice out instead of spending time with Alex. However, Tammany often made sure that Alex knew that he was the bane of her existence. His creation gave her the money to live the life she craved but he was a hinderance to her as well. It required she become and acted as a parent. Alex constantly fought for her attention but often only recieved negative energy and response from his cold mother. Due to lack of affection Alex lost his outgoing and fun loving personality and turned into a quiet boy fueled by creativity and curiousity. When Alex was 10, his mother gave birth to a daughter. The product of another one night stand just as he was, he instantly took her under his wing to keep her safe. Her name was Ana. Shortly after her birth, his mother tried to extort money from Ana's father to add to her growing greed and lavish lifestyle. She never did supply anything for Ana or Alex, feeding them the left overs of her meals and neglecting to even keep them well clothed or groomed. She figured they never left the house anyway, so why bother to maintain them? Tammany finally found Ana's father who was furious with the child and broke into their home where he savagely beat Tammany and Ana, resulting in Tammany's horrific scarring and pushing Ana into the depths of mental disability and a life of handicap. The man beat the girls with a cast iron skillet, leaving Ana's skill fractured and her mental state in ruin. Tammany turned to heroin to ease her own pain while Alex was left to care for her and the now deformed and incompetent Ana. Alex cared for them, constantly protecting and acquiring whatever either of them needed. Even acquiring his mothers heroin. When Alex was 15, he began using heroin as well. Shooting up into his arms several times a day to detach from the emotional pain as he struggled to educate himself and take care of his mother and sister. At age 18, Tammany began selling her body for money and Alex mistakenly witnessed the one of his mothers "customers" savagely stab his mother to death in front of him in the livingroom. The killer disappeared and Alex took Ana and fled. At 20, Alex collapsed the veings in hsi arms from constant injections of heroin and Ana was finally toilet trained now at age 10. Alex was arrested later that year for selling heroin to get by and Ana was lost to the child protection program. He spent two years in a halfway house where he spoke to no one as he dealt with the emotional pain and turmoil of losing his sister. Soon he became known as "Tracks" in the half way house due to the nature of scarring of his arms. After getting sober he went on a search for his sister, however, he didnt find her in the system that snatched her up. Ana was found at a local church being held by nuns of a Christian convent. After reuniting with her, they immigrated to America, trying to find a new world and new life. Alex began working as a mason, slowly transforming into a well muscled man from the shell he once was all for minimum wage. Ana's health began to decline as her skull's condition worsened. Alex was never religious but was cast aside due to Ana's unconventional appearance. Finally, Alex finds a god that doesnt shun them. Satan. Ana's health began spiralling out of control and Alex turned to the only person he had. In exchange for his sisters health, Alex agreed to serve the dark lord in any way he needed. As soon as he said that, he keeled over dead across the altar. Alex comes to conciousness in the depths of Hell and meets the man he made a contract with. He is assigned as a judge and escort of human souls who have sinned to the underworld. Alex is changed by the man he has a pact with. He was turned into an animalistic hybrid with little memory of his life and nothing but savage intention and desire fed by his strength, rage, and heightened by keen eyesight and smell. The dark lord returns Alex to the realm of the living to seek out sinners, murderers, rapists, and those who seek judgement before they meet the lord of darkness.
Education- Self educated to about the 8th grade.
Family- Tammany= deceased
Ana= Alive, 1991-?
Employment- Mason/ Judge of the damned
Hobbies/ Interests- Torturing the living with the horrors and secrets of Hell
Special Skills- Strength, understanding of mechanics and machines
Nickname- "Tracks"
Here for...? To judge the professors experiments and assist those who do not have any place in Hell, though few and far between. Watches and studies the Professor and his employees and patients
Role in the house- Psychological/ Physical torture and "Clean up"
Physical condition- Large, tall, strong and wide shoulders and back
General/ Mental Health- Mentally unstable, anxious, physically superior to man
Physical Traits- tracks on both arms, humanoid hybrid face
Center- Forehead/ Chest
Tempo- slow when scouting for people to torture, fast when he sights his target
Relation to others- unkown to most, non personal
Costume/ Makeup- Prosthetics to face for strong jaw and pig like nose. Animalistic ear extentions, mohawk/ messy hair style. Pierced spetum, pierced ears. Make up is grayish and green, black, yellow and red. White contacts, monster dental appliances, leather vest, long sleeves to cover the tracks on his arms, gloves, necklace, boots.
Goals- Find a loop hole in the contract he made with Lucifer to escape the job he has been assigned before his sister dies, or he loses himself in the job, enjoying each second of judging and being able to control others and their ultimate fates.
Needs- He needs to find the loophole... he doesnt know anything about the whereabouts of his sister currently and struggles to keep his to keep his memory of her from fading due to the over wash of peoples lives, screams and secrets.
Objectives- Maintain what is left of his sanity while carrying out his assigned task and job.
Wants- to see his sister again
Action- Cry, scream, judge people, fight his rage, fight the loss of his sanity, scare people, have fun. Walks with a sway from side to side, speaks in English and German, carries himself in boughts of shame, pride, and rage
Vocal- Bilingual. Raspy guttural noises, squeals and shrieks
Tempo- Runs, slides, or charges people when he is judging or assessing the fate of those before him
Accent- German accent at times of frustration and anger
What and why do you say it?
" There is no earthly way of knowing/
To which destination you are going/
There's no eay of knowing what path you are sowing.../
Is it rainging, is it snowing, is a hurricane a blowing.../
Not a speck of light is showing so the danger must be growing/
Are the fires of Hell a'glowing/
Is my master Lucifer mowing?/
YES! The danger must be growing for the judgment upon you keeps on growing!/
And it certainly isnt showing, any signs that that you stopped sowing!!!"
"Wo bist du mein kleiner Ana???"
"Kümmern Sie sich nicht Geheimnisse vor mir!"
"Das Feuer der Hölle brennen heiß und wird nur wachsen, heißer!"
_____________________________________________________________________________
Thats all I have so far.. I have a lot more up in my head. I just have to get it onto paper. Or onto here.
Im sorry its choppy and doesnt make much sense. Im working on it! Please let me know what you think. Critique is the best thing!
Poor little car...
Posted 14 years agoSO! Today was a good day to begin with, even though its not a bad one now.
Woke up, showered and all that. Went out to smoke to go to class and my ipod starts playing "Everyday Im Hustlin" by Rick Ross. I felt awesome and groovy.
Went to class, raged about being a feminist.
Tried to go to my meeting at work and I turn outta the parking lot and my wheel falls off my car. Quite litter bloops off the car and rolls away into a field. The rotor was trashed and the bolts holding the wheel on severed. Not come undone. Severed. So I had to get my car towed to the repair shop.
Went to my Human Sexuality class. Educated bitches.
Went to the shop and found out to fix everything it will be over a grand. Fuck that dude.
Might be getting a new little put put car? :D
Anyway, it could have been worse. If that wheel came off on the high way it would have been terrible. Oh well, shit happens.
A few clouds in a blue sky doesnt make it cloudy.
Still a good day.
Your broke ass college student friend,
Rory
Woke up, showered and all that. Went out to smoke to go to class and my ipod starts playing "Everyday Im Hustlin" by Rick Ross. I felt awesome and groovy.
Went to class, raged about being a feminist.
Tried to go to my meeting at work and I turn outta the parking lot and my wheel falls off my car. Quite litter bloops off the car and rolls away into a field. The rotor was trashed and the bolts holding the wheel on severed. Not come undone. Severed. So I had to get my car towed to the repair shop.
Went to my Human Sexuality class. Educated bitches.
Went to the shop and found out to fix everything it will be over a grand. Fuck that dude.
Might be getting a new little put put car? :D
Anyway, it could have been worse. If that wheel came off on the high way it would have been terrible. Oh well, shit happens.
A few clouds in a blue sky doesnt make it cloudy.
Still a good day.
Your broke ass college student friend,
Rory
Why school is awesome!
Posted 14 years agoIm taking a class all about sex. Yup. All about sex baby.
Im so excited! Hah, I will probably have some death wishes at the end of it because I noticed quite a few people from CRU (Campus Crusaders for Christ) were there too. Lulz.
My classes:
Human Sexuality
Fertility, Reproduction and Family Planning
U.S. Women's History
Intro to the Tribal World
Adulthood and Aging.
God I love school.
Also, soon to start getting ready for the Haunt Season, expect epic pix. Kthx.
Im so excited! Hah, I will probably have some death wishes at the end of it because I noticed quite a few people from CRU (Campus Crusaders for Christ) were there too. Lulz.
My classes:
Human Sexuality
Fertility, Reproduction and Family Planning
U.S. Women's History
Intro to the Tribal World
Adulthood and Aging.
God I love school.
Also, soon to start getting ready for the Haunt Season, expect epic pix. Kthx.
Summer is almost over and Im happy. Wanna know why?
Posted 14 years agoWell, I start school in less than 2 weeks and Im super excited!
Why?
Because Im weird and love school, thats why!
Not to mention I will be away from my crazy dumb room mate. I dont mean dumb that can be mistaken for cute, I mean like.... how and why are you able to drive dumb. This girl wants to be a doctor but she doesnt realize that leaving dairy products out of the fridge over night spoils them. Or that zippo lighters dont have an "off" button. Yeah. Yeah. So done with that crazy hoe.
I also get to see all of my friends again and I cant wait, thats one good reason college blows. Most of my friends (not my closest thankfully) go to other parts of the globe or state and it makes me miss them terribly.
Finally, Im super excited because I get to scare people at my haunt come the end of September. Soooo excited about that. Ill also be making tutorial videos on Halloween stuff for all you kiddies so if there is something that you wanna know how to do just ask and Ill make ya a video!
God I miss the screams.... does that make me strange?
So far I am going to make a video on how to apply foam latex appliances, how to mold veneer teeth of various types, painting, shading, adhesion, removal, and maybe head casting (money depending).
Much love <3
Why?
Because Im weird and love school, thats why!
Not to mention I will be away from my crazy dumb room mate. I dont mean dumb that can be mistaken for cute, I mean like.... how and why are you able to drive dumb. This girl wants to be a doctor but she doesnt realize that leaving dairy products out of the fridge over night spoils them. Or that zippo lighters dont have an "off" button. Yeah. Yeah. So done with that crazy hoe.
I also get to see all of my friends again and I cant wait, thats one good reason college blows. Most of my friends (not my closest thankfully) go to other parts of the globe or state and it makes me miss them terribly.
Finally, Im super excited because I get to scare people at my haunt come the end of September. Soooo excited about that. Ill also be making tutorial videos on Halloween stuff for all you kiddies so if there is something that you wanna know how to do just ask and Ill make ya a video!
God I miss the screams.... does that make me strange?
So far I am going to make a video on how to apply foam latex appliances, how to mold veneer teeth of various types, painting, shading, adhesion, removal, and maybe head casting (money depending).
Much love <3
Ogres have layers!
Posted 14 years agoStole this from Cooper :P I had to
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Rory
- Eye Color: Brown
- Hair Style/Color: Short /buzzed or curly and long
- Height: 6' 0"
- Clothing style: Conservative / alternative
- Best physical feature: Hmm... No idea! I would have to say my legs, make me very flexible and they are nice and strong
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: No idea, I would have to say slimy things. I have no issue with them but I cant hold them (like worms)
- Your guilty pleasure: Cigarettes :P Or Taco Bell xP
- Your biggest pet peeve: People who dont want to have structured conversation, just interrupt or not let you finish
- Your ambitions for the future: Finish my degrees, go to grad school and start my career and live my own life
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: Mondays- Thursdays - x.x... its... 7am... Fridays- Sundays- Goood morning!!!!!!
- What you think about most: Money and my friends :3
- What you think about before bed: Shit.. tomorrow I have to do this and this and this and talk about that...
- You think your best quality is: Selflessness...? I have no idea :P Probably being a good litigator and mediator
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: If it's a romantic date, I'd rather it be single.
- To be loved or respected: Well, they go hand in had, if they dont respect you and love you at the same time then thats strange...
- Beauty or brains:Brains. Beauty means nothing.
- Dogs or cats: Puppiesssss!
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: Yup! Not about anything interesting or serious but I can make a tall tail on accasion
- Believe in yourself: Yeah, I do, most days.
- Believe in love: Yes.
- Want someone: I do. They know who they are.
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Oh yeah, in drag shows, class presentations on acting or gay issues, sung, danced, whole nine yards
- Done drugs: Nothing besides cigarettes, alcohol and weed once or twice
- Changed who you were to fit in: Never, take me , leave me, or fuck off.
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Hmmm.. its a tie between red, blue and purple
- Favorite animal: Anything fuzzy :P
- Favorite movie: Black Swan. Period.
- Favorite game: Devil May Cryyyyy!
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: My 21st, it will be on a Sunday -.-
- How old will you be: 21
- Age you lost your virginity: Hard question.... 16 and 17. Physical 16, 17 for emotional and wanted
- Does age matter: Nah, but the law should be respected.
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Someone who can make me laugh, actually hold a conversation and open to experience
- Best eye color: Doesn't really matter much to me.
- Best hair color: Anything but red....
- Best thing to do with a partner: Try something new together :D
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: my friends, family and mate.
- I feel: stressed but calm.
- I hide: more than I should.
- I miss: my Milwaukee pals and my family
- I wish: I was able to make more money but still have a social life xP
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Rory
- Eye Color: Brown
- Hair Style/Color: Short /buzzed or curly and long
- Height: 6' 0"
- Clothing style: Conservative / alternative
- Best physical feature: Hmm... No idea! I would have to say my legs, make me very flexible and they are nice and strong
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: No idea, I would have to say slimy things. I have no issue with them but I cant hold them (like worms)
- Your guilty pleasure: Cigarettes :P Or Taco Bell xP
- Your biggest pet peeve: People who dont want to have structured conversation, just interrupt or not let you finish
- Your ambitions for the future: Finish my degrees, go to grad school and start my career and live my own life
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: Mondays- Thursdays - x.x... its... 7am... Fridays- Sundays- Goood morning!!!!!!
- What you think about most: Money and my friends :3
- What you think about before bed: Shit.. tomorrow I have to do this and this and this and talk about that...
- You think your best quality is: Selflessness...? I have no idea :P Probably being a good litigator and mediator
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: If it's a romantic date, I'd rather it be single.
- To be loved or respected: Well, they go hand in had, if they dont respect you and love you at the same time then thats strange...
- Beauty or brains:Brains. Beauty means nothing.
- Dogs or cats: Puppiesssss!
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: Yup! Not about anything interesting or serious but I can make a tall tail on accasion
- Believe in yourself: Yeah, I do, most days.
- Believe in love: Yes.
- Want someone: I do. They know who they are.
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Oh yeah, in drag shows, class presentations on acting or gay issues, sung, danced, whole nine yards
- Done drugs: Nothing besides cigarettes, alcohol and weed once or twice
- Changed who you were to fit in: Never, take me , leave me, or fuck off.
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Hmmm.. its a tie between red, blue and purple
- Favorite animal: Anything fuzzy :P
- Favorite movie: Black Swan. Period.
- Favorite game: Devil May Cryyyyy!
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: My 21st, it will be on a Sunday -.-
- How old will you be: 21
- Age you lost your virginity: Hard question.... 16 and 17. Physical 16, 17 for emotional and wanted
- Does age matter: Nah, but the law should be respected.
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Someone who can make me laugh, actually hold a conversation and open to experience
- Best eye color: Doesn't really matter much to me.
- Best hair color: Anything but red....
- Best thing to do with a partner: Try something new together :D
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: my friends, family and mate.
- I feel: stressed but calm.
- I hide: more than I should.
- I miss: my Milwaukee pals and my family
- I wish: I was able to make more money but still have a social life xP
20 things that NO ONE knows until this journal.
Posted 15 years agoI did this to prove that everyone's story is worth looking at. That everyone is special in some
way. We are so afraid to show who we really are and I find it sad.
Without a background we are colorless creatures... I also did this to completely open up.
SO by doing this perhaps people can also express themselves and how they got to be the people they have become today.
I really encourage people to do this... It is very hard to express yourself and let people see the
real you, because the real you could be ugly, or it could be beautiful. You never know until you
let it go, and let others see.
These are 20 things no one really knows about me.
1. I really dont like my life. I really dont believe it or not. I hate the fact that I have to work so much and spend so little time with my friends and family. I understand that I have to do it to keep my life style but it really kills me that I cant see my boy as often as I would like.
2. I am a very artistic person, believe it or not. I love to write, I love to act, I love to sing and preform. I love to paint and I also cook and try new things. I just wish I had the time to dedicate to it.
3. I wish I were more outspoken and truthful to myself. Sometimes I just give in to do what is best for other people than myself. Its not a good thing because it makes me a door mat.
4. Im actually a very fearful person. I get anxious or scared about a lot of stuff because it is new or different, but it doesnt stop me. Never has. Never will.
5. I used to self mutilate. Not just a little but a lot. Started in High School and it lasted for quite a while. Id often use my moms surgical stuff on my own body and all that stuff. It turned around in the end though.
6. I love my family, I really do. My dad is a piece of crap but everything I do is for the family. Family is all you have even when you have nothing. I just wish that one day they would be proud of me as a person but also proud of the fact that Im gay.
7. I want to design and create clothes. I always have and it may sound as stereotypical as ever, but I know that I would be good at it and able to do it if I tried.
8. I want to be a professional actor or a singer. I love to do both but it would be something that I would love to do.
9. Im impulsive. Maybe not hard for some people to understand or see but I really am an impulsive and sometimes self destructive person.
10. I want to be the best at something. I dont mean like... best person you know but like.. noted for it. I always want to be number one or at least noted as someone who actually did inspire change or inspire people.
11. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I have too many passions and I want to do them all.... too bad I cant!
12. I hate being in social situations a lot of the times because I fear being judged and ignored.
13. I dont trust a lot of people. I really dont. I am slow to trust, but quick to love. Figure that one out! I always had trust issues with almost everyone.
14. I was sexually assaulted/ raped when I was 16 by a friend of mine that I thought I knew. He packed up and left the next day so there was nothing I could do.
15. I often feel lazy or boring unless Im doing something besides sleeping or school. I dont know why but I always do.
16. I try to be a parent to my little brother because my dad is shitty. But, I always end up lying to him because my parents dont want me honest to him about my boyfriend or being gay.
17. I can be a very emotional person, but I often hide it because I dont think that people want to see the person that they depend on breaking down.
18. I sometimes take criticism very deeply, even if no one knows that it offended me or anything like that.
19. I sometimes strive to hear that people are proud of me or are happy that I am doing things for them, but Id never tell them or let them know.
20.Im a very passionate and boisterous person if I feel strongly about something or want something for myself or for others. I want to be the person rallying people to a cause and fighting for an equal idea. I want to be the leader of change.
So there you go guys! Thats me... in a nutshell :P Feel free to comment or ask questions below.
2010 Wrap up Meme, because I can
Posted 15 years ago1. What did you do in 2010 that you've never done before?
Gone to Pennsylvania- Cooked for more than 10 people- Not changed jobs in the year- stayed completely moved out of my house
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didnt make any last year, but I have this year! They are to be more aggressive, keep my relationship strong, and to be a healthier person
3. How did you spend New Year's Eve?
Working :P
4. What countries did you visit?
None, just North America. I visit there every day
5. What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?
A better car, financial security, and one of my room mates
6. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Halloween. I was working at the haunted house and made 3 children run completely from the house, while shitting themselves. God I love my job.
7. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I got an award for my acting and I did pretty well on my finals too I suppose
8. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmm.... A bag of sex toys and dildos. Long story haha
9. Where did most of your money go?
Bills and expenses, then the rest went to seeing my mate ^^
10. What song will always remind you of 2010?
Bad Romance by Lady GaGa <3
11. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Money and time with my mate
12. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Hmmm.... been impulsive
13. What was your favorite TV program?
House or Jersey Shore sadly enough, its just too damn funny
14. What was the best book you read?
Hello Cruel World, 101 alternatives to suicide for freaks, geeks, and outcasts by Kate Bornstein
15. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Lady GaGa
16. What was your favorite film of this year?
Black Swan! <333
17. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I spent it at the haunted house :P Go figure right haha, I was 20, and it was the best place for me
18. Who was the best new person you met?
My two new friends from my college campus and.... hmm....Thats it I think?
Gone to Pennsylvania- Cooked for more than 10 people- Not changed jobs in the year- stayed completely moved out of my house
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didnt make any last year, but I have this year! They are to be more aggressive, keep my relationship strong, and to be a healthier person
3. How did you spend New Year's Eve?
Working :P
4. What countries did you visit?
None, just North America. I visit there every day
5. What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?
A better car, financial security, and one of my room mates
6. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Halloween. I was working at the haunted house and made 3 children run completely from the house, while shitting themselves. God I love my job.
7. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I got an award for my acting and I did pretty well on my finals too I suppose
8. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmm.... A bag of sex toys and dildos. Long story haha
9. Where did most of your money go?
Bills and expenses, then the rest went to seeing my mate ^^
10. What song will always remind you of 2010?
Bad Romance by Lady GaGa <3
11. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Money and time with my mate
12. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Hmmm.... been impulsive
13. What was your favorite TV program?
House or Jersey Shore sadly enough, its just too damn funny
14. What was the best book you read?
Hello Cruel World, 101 alternatives to suicide for freaks, geeks, and outcasts by Kate Bornstein
15. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Lady GaGa
16. What was your favorite film of this year?
Black Swan! <333
17. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I spent it at the haunted house :P Go figure right haha, I was 20, and it was the best place for me
18. Who was the best new person you met?
My two new friends from my college campus and.... hmm....Thats it I think?
School and a rant about ugly bitches :3
Posted 15 years ago Yaaaay school is over, it finally is. Finally finished my 3rd semester here and chuggin away at more credits so I can graduate. I really cant believe that I will be a Junior next year o.o
Feels good to do something with your life, I must say, and not to be a high school drop out :3
Ok, rant time.
What the fuck? Why do all these ugly bitches follow people around ( like me and my friends) and try to get in our pants and start shit with us because we wont sleep with them. I have many reasons not too, I mean think about it. 1) Im taken. 2) You are ugly, and you have a worse personality. 3) You arent doing anything with your life and its gross. So yeah, go figure. I mean, I understand that you are a racist and you want my nuts (Im targeting one person in particular here) but its not something that you should be all up in my personal space about. Yeah, I avoided you at MFF at all costs because you are a loner, a whiney bitch, and you make me sick. Stay away from me. Kthx.
Lots of love!
Rory
Feels good to do something with your life, I must say, and not to be a high school drop out :3
Ok, rant time.
What the fuck? Why do all these ugly bitches follow people around ( like me and my friends) and try to get in our pants and start shit with us because we wont sleep with them. I have many reasons not too, I mean think about it. 1) Im taken. 2) You are ugly, and you have a worse personality. 3) You arent doing anything with your life and its gross. So yeah, go figure. I mean, I understand that you are a racist and you want my nuts (Im targeting one person in particular here) but its not something that you should be all up in my personal space about. Yeah, I avoided you at MFF at all costs because you are a loner, a whiney bitch, and you make me sick. Stay away from me. Kthx.
Lots of love!
Rory
Day 10 of 10! Donnee! Woooo!
Posted 15 years ago Last day : One Confession.
Sometimes I hate my life. I really do. Im one of the people that are always smiling and making people laugh but I frequently find myself lamenting my life. The fact that I have to work to be happy, the fact that I have to strive for everyone for me. But yeah, oh well. :)
Sometimes I hate my life. I really do. Im one of the people that are always smiling and making people laugh but I frequently find myself lamenting my life. The fact that I have to work to be happy, the fact that I have to strive for everyone for me. But yeah, oh well. :)
Day 9 of 10... one more.. ahhhh
Posted 15 years ago Day 9: 2 smilies that fit your life right now
Hmm... I suppose....
:/
and
^^
Hmm... I suppose....
:/
and
^^
Day 8 out of ten... so close...
Posted 15 years agoDay 8 : 3 turn ons!
I have a lot... hmmm
1) Cuddles
2) People who talk about everything and nothing all day long
3) Bears or chubby guys :3
I have a lot... hmmm
1) Cuddles
2) People who talk about everything and nothing all day long
3) Bears or chubby guys :3
Day 7 <3
Posted 15 years agoFour turn off's
Easy enough!
1) Arrogance
2) Ignorance
3) Twinks / Skinny people
4) Rudeness
Easy enough!
1) Arrogance
2) Ignorance
3) Twinks / Skinny people
4) Rudeness
Day 6!
Posted 15 years ago Day 6: 5 people that mean a lot to you ( In no particular)
1. My wonderful mate of almost 2.5 years Kilroy for keepin me being me and for dating such a crazy bastard :P
2. Restorf and Jacque! For being my first two fur friends and staying the amazing people you are
3. My Mommy <3
4. My gang of friends up here in Green Bay that I hang out with each day for all the laughs, tears and amazing times <3
5. Naki and Kep :3 for being an awesome couple and being my friends for... well a long time :P
1. My wonderful mate of almost 2.5 years Kilroy for keepin me being me and for dating such a crazy bastard :P
2. Restorf and Jacque! For being my first two fur friends and staying the amazing people you are
3. My Mommy <3
4. My gang of friends up here in Green Bay that I hang out with each day for all the laughs, tears and amazing times <3
5. Naki and Kep :3 for being an awesome couple and being my friends for... well a long time :P
aaaaand Day 5 :3 Halfway there!
Posted 15 years agoDay Five : Name 6 things that you wish you never had done
1. Date one of my ex's... god was he a wreck and a waste of time
2. Started smoking
3. Met a certain friend that I have now, sometimes it is best to just break things off with someone you hate and dislike... fuckin kids I'm tell in ya
4. Came to UWGB for the reason I did
5. Not done Iron Chef last year when I had the chance
6. Let my parents be the people they are to me, mostly my dad. and let me be me.
That was a hard one... I really dont regret anything. Why waste the time and energy?
1. Date one of my ex's... god was he a wreck and a waste of time
2. Started smoking
3. Met a certain friend that I have now, sometimes it is best to just break things off with someone you hate and dislike... fuckin kids I'm tell in ya
4. Came to UWGB for the reason I did
5. Not done Iron Chef last year when I had the chance
6. Let my parents be the people they are to me, mostly my dad. and let me be me.
That was a hard one... I really dont regret anything. Why waste the time and energy?
Day 4! :3
Posted 15 years agoSeven things that cross your mind a lot:
1). I wonder if I have the money...
2) damn I don't wanna go to class
3) why am I so huge and flabby
4) my room mates are nuts
5) I miss my fox
6) I hope I don't fail
7) shit im a lucky person
1). I wonder if I have the money...
2) damn I don't wanna go to class
3) why am I so huge and flabby
4) my room mates are nuts
5) I miss my fox
6) I hope I don't fail
7) shit im a lucky person
Day 3 of the ten day meme
Posted 15 years ago8 ways to win your heart :
Ok here goes!
1. Don't be a dick
2. Love me for me, I'm not yours to play with
3. Respect me
4. Believe in the advancement of yourself
5. Give me cuddles ^^
6. Have a sense of humor
7. Ask me my opinion and have an open dialogue with me
8. Be willing to deal with my crazy ass and not be afraid of commitment
I feel like there are way more than 8 :P
Ok here goes!
1. Don't be a dick
2. Love me for me, I'm not yours to play with
3. Respect me
4. Believe in the advancement of yourself
5. Give me cuddles ^^
6. Have a sense of humor
7. Ask me my opinion and have an open dialogue with me
8. Be willing to deal with my crazy ass and not be afraid of commitment
I feel like there are way more than 8 :P
Day 2 of 10 for the ten day meme
Posted 15 years agoDay two: Give 9 things about yourself.
Ok then!
1. I love school
2. I work hard to give everyone the best
3. I love everyone until I get a reason to hate them
4. I am a smoker
5.I dont tell people when they are really really irritating me
6. I love my fox.
7. I love cuddles and giving hugs
8. I am an activist and an advocate.
9. I hate intolerance and I hate people who dont appreciate that my opinion is mine.
Ok then!
1. I love school
2. I work hard to give everyone the best
3. I love everyone until I get a reason to hate them
4. I am a smoker
5.I dont tell people when they are really really irritating me
6. I love my fox.
7. I love cuddles and giving hugs
8. I am an activist and an advocate.
9. I hate intolerance and I hate people who dont appreciate that my opinion is mine.
Good god, I gotta do it- 10 day meme- day 1
Posted 15 years agoSo yeah, I have been thinking of doing these forever so why the hell not? Here it is!
Day One: Ten Things you wanna say to ten different people right now.
1. I never thought that we would work out so wonderfully, I love you more than I think you realize
2. I miss you Naki Crackers!
3. We have known each other for like 2 years, and I always will care about you
4. I hope you get your head out of your own ass. You have fucked up your life but its not too late. Just because you couldnt handle high school and decided to drop out is your own issue. Get a job, get an education, and stop being an immature kid. There is a reason why people dont like you around or want to hang out with you. <3
5. I love you Panda Bear, you are the only one I know! <3
6. Robbie, you are a kitty, and I lurve your face
7.Scaley Butt! I love you! I am so glad that I met you and I hope we know each other for forever.Not to mention you are married to the most wonderful girl I know, and you are the coolest couple I know. <3
8. Girl, I love you and your pussy weave xD
9. You are a bull. And a mexican. I love you
10. I miss your silly dragon face :< but I will see you again!
IM pretty sure that everyone can figure out who I named, some are a bit obvious :P
Much love to everyone
Day One: Ten Things you wanna say to ten different people right now.
1. I never thought that we would work out so wonderfully, I love you more than I think you realize
2. I miss you Naki Crackers!
3. We have known each other for like 2 years, and I always will care about you
4. I hope you get your head out of your own ass. You have fucked up your life but its not too late. Just because you couldnt handle high school and decided to drop out is your own issue. Get a job, get an education, and stop being an immature kid. There is a reason why people dont like you around or want to hang out with you. <3
5. I love you Panda Bear, you are the only one I know! <3
6. Robbie, you are a kitty, and I lurve your face
7.Scaley Butt! I love you! I am so glad that I met you and I hope we know each other for forever.Not to mention you are married to the most wonderful girl I know, and you are the coolest couple I know. <3
8. Girl, I love you and your pussy weave xD
9. You are a bull. And a mexican. I love you
10. I miss your silly dragon face :< but I will see you again!
IM pretty sure that everyone can figure out who I named, some are a bit obvious :P
Much love to everyone
MFF Meme :D
Posted 15 years agoWhere are you staying?:
Main Hotel
What day are you getting there?:
Friday around 3pm
How long are you going?:
Sunday night
Who will you be with?:
Restorf!
and Jacque! What is your gender?:
Male
How old are you?:
20
How tall are you?:
6' 1"
What suits will you have?:
Maybe I will get to wear my friend's, but if not then I wont be wearin any
Do you do free art?
Heh, maybe a story or something
Can I touch you?:
Sure? ^^;;; Depends on the touch
Can I talk to you?:
Oh yeah!
Can I take pictures with you?
Sure!
Are you nice?:
I think so :P
Can I stalk you?:
Maybe?
Can I buy you lots of drinks?:
One or two, but I like to not get wasted and become a tard
Can I hug or snuggle you?:
Hugs are ok! But more than that is a maybe/no
May I ask you for a Dance?
If ya can keep up with me!
Do you like parties?:
Sure
Can I talk about/do drugs in front of you?
Yeah I don't care
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say hey, tackle me, hug me, or something like that
So, you should take two of these and shut the fuck up. :3
Posted 15 years ago For realsies, not for play play.
Ive realized that once Fall starts, everyone and their dead grandma has to start bitching about SOMETHING, or even freaking out and leaving the fandom because someone called them "Hun". For real? Like... really for real?
Baaah I hate the winter sometimes, I want some rain and a nice day so I can enjoy the weather one last time.
Oh, I will be submitting pictures from Terror on the Fox soon, hopefully you guys will like them.
So quit your bitchin, and remember that your life is not bad enough to go on with your pity party and bitch fest. If you think its bad, just remember, it gets better.
Much love,
Roran
Ive realized that once Fall starts, everyone and their dead grandma has to start bitching about SOMETHING, or even freaking out and leaving the fandom because someone called them "Hun". For real? Like... really for real?
Baaah I hate the winter sometimes, I want some rain and a nice day so I can enjoy the weather one last time.
Oh, I will be submitting pictures from Terror on the Fox soon, hopefully you guys will like them.
So quit your bitchin, and remember that your life is not bad enough to go on with your pity party and bitch fest. If you think its bad, just remember, it gets better.
Much love,
Roran
October is full of fun. Haunted house and my birthday! ^^
Posted 15 years ago So yeah, its October and I love this month. Wonderful weather and my favorite fun time at Terror On the Fox.
If you are in the area I highly recommend coming and enjoying yourself. I have had my mate up here and we have been working it and its fun stuff I must say.
You scare people pretty easily. Too fun!
But yeah, my birthday is tomorrow. Cant believe Ill be 20 o.o. Scheezus.
Well, I love you all and I hope I can at least see some of you on my birthday?
If you have any questions about Terror on the Fox, or if you even wanna volunteer ( Yay!) lemme know :3
If you are in the area I highly recommend coming and enjoying yourself. I have had my mate up here and we have been working it and its fun stuff I must say.
You scare people pretty easily. Too fun!
But yeah, my birthday is tomorrow. Cant believe Ill be 20 o.o. Scheezus.
Well, I love you all and I hope I can at least see some of you on my birthday?
If you have any questions about Terror on the Fox, or if you even wanna volunteer ( Yay!) lemme know :3
Lady Gaga
Posted 15 years agoSo I saw Lady Gaga in milwaukee and it was beyond amazing and started classes again. I got some sweet classes too
Astronomy
Social Science Statistics
Abnormal Psychology
Gender Development Across the Lifespan
Period Dance Styles
Foundations of Western Culture
Sweet!
I love my classes and my room mates :3
Btw, I love you Pond
Astronomy
Social Science Statistics
Abnormal Psychology
Gender Development Across the Lifespan
Period Dance Styles
Foundations of Western Culture
Sweet!
I love my classes and my room mates :3
Btw, I love you Pond
