Thats right everyone. Im doing commissions. But not the kind you may think.

Im doing portrait retouching and remastering through Photoshop as well as pieces. If you have a portrait you dont like, lemme know, send it over, and I will change it to your likes.


Clear the acne, change the hair color, background. All that good stuff.

Also, if you are thinking of a collage or somethign like that, shoot me a note and I can throw it all together.

I dont know prices for this yet, I will have to see how long and stuff but the first few are free!

Well the party was cool and awesome! I liked it and it was a ton of fun. Got lots of cool things from people and got lots of hugs and cuddles for my party. Although Furs are notorious for their hunger and bottomless bellies, we still have about 15 pounds of the cooked meats left over, not to mention all the salads and stuff. I got my piercing today and I will get a pic of that for all of you soon. I wish I could throw parties more often but it was still fun! I will post all the pics from it soon ^^

Im finally 18 kids! Woooo! Im so excited and so far its going amazingly! I will be able to give full details later on today but the fur party tomorrow will be awesome and cameras will be out and everything and I cant wait!


Happy Birthday to me ^^

Well everyone here is a lesson for you all about death. Why death? Because last night, at 11pm my grandfather passed on into the beyond. His passing was peaceful but only so due to lots of morphine. A few months back, he had a stroke and was found to have pneumonia. They treated his stroke and he continued his treatment of pneumonia at a nursing home with me there always. Then during physical therapy, his heart had a massive heart attack and he was taken to the hospital for an emergency triple bi-pass and a defibrillator. Then he went back to a nursing home for recovery and he was found to be bleeding internally and his pneumonia was back so he went to the hospital again and his kidney's began to fail. My family consulted the doctors and they decided it best to take him off his IV's so he could pass when nature found it best. This happened on September 18th at 11PM.

Now, this is for me to teach you all a lesson in life and death.

The following quotes are from a movie known as " Tuesdays with Morrie"

"Death ends a life, not a relationship."


Too true... When someone dies, they do not go away forever. They are and what you had with them will exist as long as you wish it to be.


"Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live."

Ironic isn't it? In order to live well and happily, you must embrace the lessons given by the dying. Hear their stories, hear their lives and dreams and you will learn to live life uninhibited and life as it is to be lived.



Embrace Life. Fear not death. Love life, forgive all and always and take a moment in life to step back and admire those you love.


For all and always,

Rory C. Lupatus

I was tagged!
First time being tagged too ^^;;; Tagged by
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?

Inhuman- Chris Angel
Describe yourself!

Ain't no other man- Christina Aguleria
What do people feel when they're around you?

Cell Block Tango- Chicago
Describe your current relationship.
I know where I've been- Hairspray

Where would you like to be now?
Piece of Me - Brittany Spears

How do you feel about love?
The Simple Words- Finch

What's your life like?
Face Down Ass Up- DJ Alligator [ XD!!!!}

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Symphony of Destruction- Megadeath

Say something wise.
Big Blonde and Beautiful- Hairspray

If someone says "Is this okay?" You say,
One Sweet Love- Sara Baraellis

How would you describe yourself?
Kyle's mom is a bitch - South Park

What do you look for in a guy/girl?
Ms.New Booty- Bubba Sparxx XD

How do you feel today?
Without me- eminem

What is your life's purpose?
Linger- Cranberries

What is your motto?
Funky Town- The Chipmunks

What do your friends think of you?
Who let the dogs out?- Baha Men XD!!!

What do you think of your parents?
You'll be in my heart- Phil Collins

What do you think about very often?
High School Never Ends- Bowling for soup [ Amazing song!]

What is 2 + 2?
I Kissed a girl- rock remix- Katy Perry

What do you think of your best friend?
Super Trouper- Abba Teens

What do you think of the person you like?
Reviewing the Situation.. - Oliver

What is your life story?
Tiny Cities Made of Ashes- Modest Mouse

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Faint/Toxic- Linkin Park VS. Brittany Spears

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Puff the magic dragon

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy ( So sad but so good)

What will they play at your funeral?
I will - Bianca Ryan

What is your hobby/interest?
Before Tomorrow Never Comes- Alter Bridge

What is your biggest fear?
take me there- Blackstreet

What is your biggest secret?
The New Girl in Town- Hairspray

What do you think of your friends?
Deliever us- The prince of egypt

What will you post this as?
Boys and Girls- Good Charlette




I tag...

So far, for attendees of the party, I have:

Restorf
Jacque
Misty Silver Wolf- Soda
Kilroy the Pyro
Skyler
Jenn
Spotz
Piechi Cat
Hayashi
Croco
Spike
Addik
Anari
Chanur
Mortifier Felis
Eddie
Tachea
Mars- Soda
Nikolai


*tries to think*


If you are coming to my party, please lemme know what you are bringing. Its a pig roast pot luck so help me out! :p


I probably have a ton more coming but for the life of me I cant remember any. Go figure!

I can remember how to develop film and set aperatures, point out where the visceral pericardial is but I can't remember names worth anything.

So if you are not on this list, Im sorry! Just lemme know and I will toss you in. I am trying to find out how many are coming so I know how big of a bon fire and how much smore stuffs I will need

^_^

Thats right everyone my birthday is coming up quick. So quick its about to rape us all!!

.. Anyway, My party will be on the 11th or 12th of October and this is an open invite to all furries BUT you must send me a PM and RSVP for the party.

There will be catered food followed by a possible bonfire and smores and the like along with dancing with music! Wooo! ^^


Im not sure what food Im going to cater or anything yet but I want it to be special for the big 18, so it will be really yummy!

Please send me a PM if you want to attend and the party is fur/zoo exclusive and I will reply with directions to my house and all that.


Thanks!
Hope you come!
Please come? :3

<3

1. How old will you be in five years?
From now? 22 but 23 next month

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My friend Chelsea at school

3. How tall are you?
five feet 11 inches

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
My birthday, Homecoming

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Mrs.Doubtfire

6. Who was the last person you called?
Hmmm... Keri
7.Who was the last person to call you?
My daddy

8. What was the last text message you received?
It was from my mate and made me go "awwww!'

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
my dad

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
depends, normally text

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Either asleep or lying awake, so exciting!

12. Are your parents married/divorced?
married

13. When did you last see your mom?
2 seconds ago
14. What color are your eyes?
light brown

15. What time did you wake up today?
550
16. What are you wearing right now?
my bandanna shirt and red pants

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
Hmm... silent night


18. Where is your favorite place to be?
my room

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
At school when we dont learn anything

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Germany

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
With my mate somewhere lovely

22. Do you tan or burn?
Tan

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Hmm... the bunny man.. google him for a wierd story


24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Hmm... my friend being silly in my car

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
4

26. How big is your bed?
a double I think ?

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Desktop

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
boxers and a t-shirt

29. What color are your sheets?
white
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
two

31. What is your favorite season?
Spring

32. What is your second favorite season?
Autumn

33. What do you like about Winter?
The snow is nice until it gets dirty

34. What do you like about the summer?
being with my friends always

35. What do you like about winter?
See 33, I just answered this...

36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
3

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
Appleton,Chesapeake, Virginia Beach, Mequon, Saukville
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare feet

39. Are you a social person?
Yes!~

40. What was the last thing you ate?
Ice cream

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
BD'S Mongolian Grill

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
that changes often, I like chocolate and mint, but I also like vinalla, or...

43. What is your favorite dessert?
Anything sweet :p


44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Cheese broccoli, beef stew

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Grape or Strawberry

46. Do you like Chinese food?
Yes,
47. Do you like coffee?
No, I like the smell and leave it at that

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
A lot, about 2 liters. I measure it.. so?

49. What do you drink in the morning?
Milk or water

50. Do you sleep alone?
yes

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
far right close tot he wall

52. Do you know how to play poker?
Oh yeah

53. Do you like to cuddle?
Love it

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
Nope, wanna go there

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
Sure do

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Mostly at home

57. Do you look forward to your birthday?
Most of them yeah

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Nope

59. Do you want kids?
Not sure yet

60. Do you speak any other languages?
English and German and some bits of French and Spanish
61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
Nope

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Not 'for real' but yes

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
ocean

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
window

65. Do you know how to drive stick?
Nope

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
My mate or food ^^''

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
Rings, necklaces, etc.
68. What is your favorite TV show?
Family Guy

69. Can you roll your tongue?
yep

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
Hmm.. good question


71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
yep

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Vibrate atm

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
no

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
a red mug

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
I do it in the shower

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
I dont have a closet

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
A bear, fight would end faster...

78. Do you flirt a lot?
Yeah.. :p

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Honey Mustard

80. What is your favorite food?
my chicken stuff I make


81. Can you change the oil on a car?
Yeah

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
No

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
No

84. What is your usual bedtime?
varies

85. What was the last book you read?
No idea

86. Do you read the newspaper?
sometimes

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
No

89. Do you watch soap operas?
no

90. Do you dance in the car?
yep!

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
103.7 Kiss FM

92. Who do you have in a picture frame near you?
My Best friend Alexus

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
my work schedule
94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Pumpkin somethin

95. What is your favorite board game?
Hmm... hard to pick

97. When was the last time you attended church?
Funeral a while back

98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
Grud! She rocked so hard

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
a week

100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
my mate or my mom

Stolen from my amazing friend that I love lots


Q.What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. Ranch or Thousand Island

Q.What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. Burger King of Taco Bell

Q.Favorite Sit-down restaurant?
A. BD's Mongolian Grill

Q.On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. 20% or so

Q.What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of?
A. My chicken cream potato stuff

Q.What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. Lots of cheese, sausage, green pepper, ham,and onion

Q.What do you like to put on your toast?
A. Butter :3

Q.What is your favorite type of gum?
A. Hubble Bubble, or Winterfresh :p

TECHNOLOGY

Q.Number of contacts in your cell phone?
A. 80+

Q.Number of contacts in your email address book?
A. like 10, I dont e-mail that much

Q.What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. A picture I made in Photoshop

Q. How many televisions are in your house?
A. 4 ^_^

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. Right-handed ^^

Q. What’s your best feature?
A. Im always told I have gorgeous eyes

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. A fish hook once :p

Q.Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
A. My eyesight or touch. I have heightened senses

Q. What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
A. Hmm.. I think it was a full book case

Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. Nope ^^

BULLCRAPOLOGY

Q.If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. yeah, so I could make my life all the better in preperation

Q. Is love for real?
A. It can be

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. Im changing it to Rory soon

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A. Any color :)

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. A marble

Q. Have you ever saved someone’s life?
A. It was a family, and then an infant. Nothing big really

Q. Has someone ever saved yours?
A. Never been in that kind of sitauation


DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you walk naked for a half mile down a public street for $100,000?
A. Yep!

Q.Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. I'd do it for free but 100 bucks makes it all the better!

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A.Nope, sorry

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. Sounds good to me

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. Yes I would

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. Yeah I would

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A. I couldnt.

Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
A.I think I could do it

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: Nothing atm , my boxers dont have pockets :0

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: NO!!

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: Hardwood and carpet and tile

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: Stand and dance!

Q: Could you live with roommates?
A: Depends who I'm living with

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: Only one

Q: Where were you born?
A: Appleton, Illinois

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A: Hmm.. when I got pulled over the other day

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: Psychiatrist

LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
A: Talking to Swede now, and before that it owuld be my mate, Orion and Light

Q: Last person you called?
A: My Daddy

Q: Person you hugged?
A: Orion

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
A: 3 or 10

Q: Color?
A: I love all colors

Q: Season?
A: Autumn, so dark and beautiful season or Spring!

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A: My mate :(

Q: Mood?
A: Bored

Q: Listening to?
A: Pink! :3

Q: Watching?
A. My computer screen

Q: Worrying about?
A: My future

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A: Down to the kitchen to talk to my mommy :3

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: Go to school and college!

Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
A: The 2nd Fantastic 4 movie

Q: Do you smile often?
A: A Looooot!

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: People say I am :P

Q: Now that the surveys done what are you going to do?
A: Stay put ^^

Well Hey there everyone ^^

I was supposed to see the famous Naki on his way to see his mate out in Colorado on Friday but that turned to shit. Kinda sucks but the way things worked out with his trains I would have only seen him for a few minutes anyway if I were lucky.

That kinda makes me sad because I wanna see him, but its all good too. I just hung out with my mate and spent the night at his house AND went to furry coffee in Milwaukee which was an amazing adventure as usual :p

Until next time,

~ Rory

Level 1
(x ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( x) Dumped someone
(x) Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
( x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 8

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
(x ) Been To Spain
(x ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(x ) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 14

Level 6
( x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x ) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 19

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 27

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 28

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 32

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 35

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 35

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 38

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 29

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 31

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( x) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 35

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 38

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 39

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( x) Jumped Off A Bridge
( x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 41

Level 21
( x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 44

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 48

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 51

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 52

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 53

Level 26
( x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 57

Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 62

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 63

Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 68

Level 30
(x ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(x ) Flattened someones tires
( x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total = 72

Well, I havent done an update in a loooong time, so I figured why the hell not.

During the Hiatus of FA, I got a new Keyboard, the G11 gaming keyboard which is amazing, and it glows blue by the way so that makes it more awesome! starting about.. last Wednesday I had a terrible Migraine which sucked, my vision was blurred and I was nauseous which resulted in projectile vomiting. Then about 2 days ago my right arm fell asleep and have been ever since. For 2 days my arm has pins and needles and all that jazz. I have a Doctor's appointment coming up and cant wait to go at the point because not only has the pain of my migraine not gone away since then but my tonsils are swollen and I have tonsillitis. Amazing fun eh?

Besides that, I got a mate. He is a wonderful fox and I will have pictures of him soon, I promise!

Also, I get to go see Naki  red13nanaki on Friday which is going to be amazing because Ive wanted to hang out with him for months.

I also found out that I need a new job, mostly because the commute there, combined with not working that long of a shift equals out to me just barely breaking even each paycheck because I spend so much on gas. Better start looking now I guess.

Last but not least, my mother and I went up to Green Bay , Wisconsin, and I will end up being up there for college at the University of Green Bay! So if you are from up there or live their, lemme know!

I thought it would never come back but it did!

I love the changes too. Heres to Dragoneer for pulling all that awesome hard ware out of that tailcave of his!.... Ouch... that must have hurt...

Thats right, Im going to start submitting work and making art again.

Im tired of keeping it to myself so keep a heads up!!!!

Stolen from my hun Super Swede



What's your real name?
My real name is Collin.. but its going to be changed to Rory soon

-Orientation?
Well, I am zoo, and Im bi with both males and females.
and humans, Im gay ^^

-Race?
Caucasian I guess is the answer o.o

-What's your favorite genre of music?
Hmm.. Rock, Metal, Pop, Hip-Hop, Techno

-What's your favorite band/musical artist?
Breaking Benjamin, The Used, Nightwish

-What's your worst peeve?
When people dont know the words to a song and mumble words to it loudly thinking they could get away with it


-What turns you on?
Lots of stuff :P

-Do you have a favorite movie?
Nope, cant choose just one

-What do you eat?
Anything good :P

-Are you flexible?
I was flexible lol, flexible enough to lick my own cock but then I hurt my back and here I am. I can still touch my head do the floor while sitting on my bum

-What's the most embarrassing?
Hmm.. when I have to sing infront of people ^^;;
-Are you a (gulp) myspace whore?
Not really. I do have one thoguh

FURRY QUESTIONS
-What's your furry name?
Roran Lupatus the Crystal Wolf

-Species?
Crystal Wolf

-If you could describe your furry in one word, what would it be?
Fluffy !!

-Does your fur have a side-story?
Nah, maybe if I want to when im bored one day

-Does your fur have any traits that resemble yourself?
Personality, fluffiness, taste in music and loving type

-What's your fur's favorite outfit?
Cargo pants baby.

-Describe your furs overall personality in a few words.
In this order:
Empathetic
Loving
Kind
Caring
Horny ( thats a given)
Smart
-Does your fur have any weapons?
Hehe none of metal or steel but I can sheath slap you or something

stolen from Super swede!!

Post here, and I will...

a) Tell you why I befriended you
b) Associate you with something - a song, a color, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal

Thats right everyone, I passed my auditions! That means I have one more at the Semi-Finals, then if I make it through that.... I get to sing the National Anthem at a Brewer's game!

If you want to attend my performance at the Semi-Finals, let me know and I can give you directions to the performance!!!



Hope to see some people there ^^;;;

If you have any song suggestions that would be amazing too!

Yep thats right I have my ACT's today and they will probably be hard as butt.Ah well. Wish me luck or somethings. I dunno!

:p

Well here is the whole day at Pridefest including my meeting of some furs and fursuiters!

Here is my day!

PRIDEFEST 2008

Wow what an event that was! After arriving at noon and donating 4 cans of food for free entry, I spent most of my time shopping and I saw so many furs there I couldn’t believe it! There were about 6 in suit and the picture accompanying that is in my gallery. I also saw Restorf, Jacque, Tim, Kalahari and many many more who I didn’t really get to talk to because they were in suit! I was bored and got tested for HIV and I was negative for all STD’s but the thought that I still might have one scared the hell out of me although there was nothing wrong with me at all.. the thought one might be in my body freaked me the hell out. They had a lot of stuff for condoms and stuff. My favorite would have to be the Chinese buffet line of different kinds of lube, condoms and candy. Flavored condoms actually :D. They sold a lot of fun stuff, from necklaces to t-shirts to blown glass penises and magnets and bumper stickers. If only I had more money! The day was sunny… for a while and then it got cloudy. No big deal right? Well then it started raining and then the tornado sirens came and they herded everyone into an outdoor pavilion for safety and that was just scary because we couldn’t see buildings a block away! The wind was at a constant 40 mph and gusted to over 60! It was really crazy stuff and my friends were freaking out. But to calm us down some guys in nothing but tight undies came to throw beads and dance and tease us with their undies. That was fun :D While in there I was goofing off and playfully nipped a friends neck and she screamed “Do that again and I will rip your nipples off!” Now that was just funny, I’m sorry. Especially because a neighboring lesbian came over and started rubbing my chest and playing with my nipples to show my friend how to work them. That was just plain weird! Also for entertainment, people took condoms and inflated them and batted them about like beach balls. That was too funny not to contribute. For my own defense it was an old condom and it was orange and whatnot. I wouldn’t waste a good condom like that :D. Well by the time our 3 hour “stay out of the rain in the dance pavilion” escapade, they let everyone back out and whatnot and then the music started up baby! Can you say dirty dancing? I was! I was all over hot guys and in the middle of it all. Lots of asses against me and at one point I had a guy on each side sucking on my neck and my hands on their asses. Can’t beat it! It got really dirty and then out of no where this weird oriental lady came out of no where and started grinding on me and my friends. We didn’t mind at first but then she tried to kiss us all! Eeeewww!!!! She was so weird and asked for my friend’s number. She wasn’t a good kisser. The music was awesome and my favorite would have to have been the all male impersonation group of the Spice Girls. That was amazing!!! ^^ Then a techno singer came and it was a man with a shaved head and a pink feather Mohawk and a huge sequin dress thing. It was awesome and I loved it, I got pictures with her too! Everyone kept telling me that I was hot and sexy and one guy asked me to be his boyfriend. Holy hell that’s flattering but I have my eye on someone else. I couldn’t find any furs after the rain and whatnot so I couldn’t grind on and mess with them. Pity. Lots of the guys there were either really hot or really… well not. I did end up seeing Natasha Beddingfield though and she was good and then she had a spoof artist spoof her song “Unwritten” it was entitled... “Unshaven” and was absolutely hilarious. I still can’t hear from the deafening techno music but I’m working on that. I kinda wish more of my good friends were there though so I could have danced and goofed off with them.

Send the answers in a PM if you dont want them public. This is just for shits and giggles ^^



1. Would you be in control?

2. Would you pull my hair?

3. Would you whisper in my ear?

4. Would you talk dirty to me?

5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?

6. Would you say my name?

7. Would you go down on me?

8. Would you let me give you a hickie?

9. How many rounds would we go?

10. What would you wanna do afterwards?

11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?

12. Would you lick and bite me all over?

13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?

14. Would you want me to take my time?

15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?

16. Would you want fast or slow?

17. Where would you wanna "do it"?

18. Would you be loud or quiet?

19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

20. Would you mind if i liked you?

21. Do you like me?

22. Would you call me the next day?

23. Would you scratch me?

24. Would you let me scratch you?

25. Would you have to be drunk?

26. Would you date me?

27. Would you do it today?

28. Would you do it tomorrow?

29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?

30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?

This will be interesting :D

Stolen from Super Swede.

Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me. It can only be one word. No more.

Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.

I stole this from
1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol.
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. Gotten/given a handjob.
8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 87

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 60

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 55

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 49

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

42








Wow.. 42 percent pure.. damn.. haha Im 17 and its 42 percent.

Damn Ive gone through a lot then. Oh wells. ^^

Hey everyone!

I need some ideas on my birthday in October. Long way off I know but this birthday is going to be my 18th and I need to start getting things settled in my head so I know how much this will cost me.


Any ideas? I will most likely have a fur party. Im known in the area for throwing good parties but I am at a loss for my own right now.

If you have any ideas lemme know!

<< WARNING, THIS MAY BE BAD TO READ FOR YOU BUT ITS HOW SHE WAS PUT DOWN>>

Well I took in my beloved pup and we got her on the exam table. She knew something was up when I took off her orange collar and she started shaking and whining. I held her close and they explained what would happen and that the medicine would stop her breathing and heart. They wanted to do the shot and I said that they can go jump off a bluff because I want her sedated. So they sedated her by injecting a clear fluid into her front paw. She went to sleep immediately and laid in my arms and was wagging her tail in her sleep and I kissed her nose and cried my eyes out. They I told them I was ready, even though I wasnt, and they brought in the shot. It was a pink solution that was on a big needle. I held her close and they injected her. She was sleeping deeply and her breath slowly stopped until her heart stopped. Then she stretched out like I just woke her. Arched her back and murred loudly.. then she yawned, laid down her head and murred for a few seconds then she left. All the while I was singing a song to her and crying the whole time.

I was singing this :

go to sleep little babe
go to sleep little babe

your momma's gone away and your daddy's gonna stay
didn't leave nobody but the baby

go to sleep little babe
go to sleep little babe

everybody's gone in the cotton and the corn
didn't leave nobody but the baby

you're a sweet little babe
you're a sweet little babe

honey in the rock and the sugar don't stop
gonna bring a bottle to the baby

don't you weep pretty babe
don't you weep pretty babe

she's long gone with her red shoes on
gonna need another loving babe

go to sleep little babe
go to sleep little babe

you and me and the devil makes three
don't need no other lovin' babe

go to sleep little babe
go to sleep little babe

come lay bones on the alabaster stones
and be my everlovin baby


then I took her collar and leash and my mom took me out of there. I never cried more in my life.




My ever lovin baby... born to eternal life.. May 7th, 2008

here is my baby on her final day. She will be... passing tomorrow at the vet at 4:30 CST


I love her so damn much


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