These last few months have been insanely busy. My 'supervisor' got a second job and in the proceeds became an OMEGA BITCH, like, final boss status.
She grew horns, eight pussies, maybe some bat wings, and like one extra boob.

Anyways, she had been riding me, screaming at me, and blaming shit on me on a daily basis. Which ended up turning into me, losing hair over shit that wasn't my fault. Finally I got sick of it after being thoroughly SCREECHED at for something that was her fault, and I kinda snapped--

No, I didn't kill anybody, but I did start yelling back, so much so, I got suspended...I've worked once in three weeks.
I think a change is in order...hopefully thia next job won't destroy my social life like that last one.

So, um...I realize it seems like I abandoned this account. and....youd be right. But...I couldnt take trying to be active on a website when I had no computer. Now that I have one Ive moved to a new account

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/luckytygar/

The reason why I never told alot of you was because I felt like I needed some art to show you all Im back and I want to participate in a community where we improve and stuff...but, some of you may not realize exactly what i mean. Anyways...watch me or not, I hope to see you all around soon.

I can't believe it...I was behind eighty credits...and...now I'm graduating....I got an award for the most improved grade...and...damn...I'm startin' to tear up over here.

So, here I am, about to graduate. As in the final level, the final struggle, the final boss!
I'm taking on the principal!! Wish me luck!


I'll be working soon. Which means I can be social! =D
Which means, I'll be back...Which means I cant stop being a ghosty.
Anyways, wish me luck!



Anyone need any pokemon or anything? I'm tired letting it gather dust. =o

#1. Open a dictionary, choose a word(random or otherwise) then create your own definition in a similar context.
Synergy: Greek, sunergos. Working together; The interaction of two or more agents or forces so that their combined effect is greater than the sum of the indiviual effects.
Synergy is working together, like a gang, their individual members are weak and stupid, so instead they get together and fight other weak idiots, from there, they'll go to jail and become bubba's bitch. THUS, Synergy equals bubba's bitch.

#2. Take 4 minutes to write a small story about a battle between a grizzly bear and 20 almost naked spartans from the movie 300.
GO GRIZZLY! The terrifyingly awesome teddy versus a bunch of nudists. The grizzly tears through them one by one. The men fall at the grizzly's mighty silver claws, severing through the night. The brave grab their weaponry in hopes of a swift, yet stealthy kill. But to no avail, the grizzly sweeps once more, sending them soaring. Blood and genitalia everywhere, what a horrific sight.

#3. Take a moment to write about someone or something around you and describe their individual characteristics.(note:my friend is from Canada, I am not against Canadians, it's just fun to fuck with them.)
The person in front of me: Micah, Jeans(Canadian Jeans), shoes(Canadian), shirt(Canadia), glasses(so Canadian), bracelet(Canada).

#4. Write a quick observation about the economy.
...Friggin Canadians.
Things in Canada Cost more, milk comes in bags, and ninja meese(that's right, I said it) jump from tree to tree, they'll hunt you down and stalk you, for virtually no reason.
Friggin Canada.
IT'S ABOUT, NOT ABOOT!

#5. Now, finally, write 4 random short sentences. Then, take the sentences and mix up the words, see what follows.
George Bush Sucks.
Tyler is hungry.
Virginia's a state.
The cow says barkbark.
_ _ _
Virginia's hungry.
The cow sucks.
Tyler is a state.
Bush says, barkbark.

#6. Who in your opinion is the best president of the US? Explain.
George W. Bush, no other man could fuck over the word THAT badly and get away with it, it takes true skill to do that. 'If you're going to fuck up, you may as well fuck up in a way that leaves people wondering, "How the fuck did he do that??"

#7. Write a informal letter to a friend arguing one of the following: Uniforms in school, legal drinking age, the post election. Then, take the same letter and reform it as if you are writing a formal letter to an adult.
--Informal
Dear Harrison,
What the fuck? Honestly, why the hell would you want uniforms?! You grubby assface, the only upside is that testscores would rise, at the loss of your individuality I might add. And yes, I'm sure we COULD find a loophole, but still, I'm not dressing up like a gay-ass, stupid little shitstain of a monkey.
Love, Tyler.
--Formal
Dear Principle Lipman,
What the fuck? Honestly, why the hell would you want uniforms?! You grubby assface, the only upside is that testscores would rise, at the loss of your individuality I might add. And yes, I'm sure we COULD find a loophole, but still, I'm not dressing up like a gay-ass, stupid little shitstain of a monkey.
Love, Tyler.


None the less, I got an A.

Hi everyone(like, maybe 1-3 people)

JUst stoppin in, it's been a wild couple months...I'm really startin' to miss fa. But I'll draw stuff for people now.

And I'll post things I wouldn't before.

Happy holidays everyone!

HELLO Hello hello.....

welp, that was fun, so, i figure telling more people fa is back up would be a bad idea since, well, ya know, it's already slow as hell.
then again my messenger has been slow as hell

Furries need to wake up from the great slumber!(lol gay)
--ya, forget it, i'm going to bed

Gah--*struggles with his pants* these jeans don't fit anymore T.T

--my brother's still asleep, we should be leaving in less than an hour *stares at the clock* .......anyways, I reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy need this, like, if i don't i'll go insane and eat everyone >3


For those of you who DON'T know what warped tour is, its pretty much this giant gathering of bands once a year for a concert, they travel to a bunch of cities across the country.

I struck a deal with my parents to make some dough real quick so i could make it. Pretty much labor enduced migrains over the next week for me.

I promise I'll get back to drawing and being an ACTUAL member of Fa again soon. X3

Now It'S Your Turn.


The moment you all think that youre nothing is the moment you begin to fall into a bottomless fucking pit.

And I'll be damned if its not my hand reaching out to grab hold of yours.
Ive Had my share of breakdowns and youve all been right here through it but i have never EVER said that someone doesnt matter because the truth is is that we're all here and whether you like it or not, its your fault things have gotten so bad between "friends"
.....now its up to you to fix it.


So try not being so selfish, man up and act like you've got a pair.

sooooo *scratches cheek* yesterday i was at my friend's grad party, pretty much only family was invited, so it was me, my family, and a bunch of old people.

I couldnt get a soda open because when i got it out of the bin the pop thingy to open the can was gone, so naturally i did the that any of you would do....
--get a sharp object and stab in the top *rubs the back of his neck* yah so that worked out well *chuckles*

anyways, the knife went in but so did my finger, the knife slide past my finger and cut it but my finger also went into the side of the sharp can XD
so alil chunk of skin got ripped off and i guess went into the soda, it bled for a longgggggggg~ time, like 11 hours long XD

little but deep cut, lots of blood, weeeee

i bled through um....i think7 band aids, it was funny cause i turned to the little old lady that handed me the knife and was like, "um.....oops" she looked at my finger and panicked.........i enjoyed that soda very much

okay, okay, school's mout, my dog jsut sniffed my buttcrack *shivers* and i'll get to the art and journals tommorow *waves you on* npw leave me alone, some of us are trying to be lazy :P

Ahem *clears throat* Okay, so here's the deal, i might be going through my watch list and unwatching a few people.

Here's how it'll work: if theyre not social with me, theyre jerks, or im not fond of their work.
But don't worry people, unless you meet just about all of these expectations you'll stay on my list.


Oh and btw *lifts finger* if you want to be sure i don't dewatch you leave a comment o.<

*clears throat* ahem....dam, im annoying lol
it's odd how i've waited all this time to finally come back then i just stop again. *rubs the back of his neck*


well, ive been doing so much school work im swamped, i honestly can't get a sec in, im even doing work now *shrug*


once im done im thinking about starting a fresh account and fix all the things ive done wrong so far. that includes being a watch whore and im gonna start drawing more of the stufff I like

*stack of papers fall from the sky and crush me*
t-too, mu-ch w-work x__x

HOW CAN YOU FUCKING SIT THERE AND BE PROUD OF RAPING SOMEONE? AND CAN YOU RIGHTFULLY SIT THERE AND CONSIDER YOURSELF A FUCKING HUMAN BEING AFTER TAKING SOMEONE'S FUCKING LIFE INTO YOUR HANDS-

HOW FUCKED UP ARE YOU NOT TO RECOGNIZE THAT

OH MY FUCKING GOD! ITS ONE FUCKING THING AFTER ANOTHER. HOLY FUCKING FUCK

WHAT IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE???? HOW CAN YOU MESS WITH SOMEONE LIKE THAT AND ACTUALLY RAPE THEM???
AND THEN BE FUCKING PROUD OF IT?????!?

HOW CAN YOU STAND THERE AND SAY NO ONE CARES WHEN IM IN TEARS TRYING TO HELP YOU???

HOW CAN YOU CONSTANTLY TRY AND DEMORALIZE SOMEONE FOR JUST TRYING TO BE GOOD AND HELP???

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH

Ignore the title of the last journal...im fine now, just alil stressed *deep breathe* im cool, no worries.



Remember People: Dont Forget To Breathe

this is getting annoying.....i cant even get computer paper, how sad is that? lol

anyways, i just redid my chacrter for the billionth time, this time for good (hopefully). Feng Deadshot, also known as  kitsunedark gave me some more ideas for his new outfit, etc.

right now im trying to do a term paper that's due tommorow but its hard to focus, hehe, somebody please yell at me to get to work =P

So I am Royally Confused. Dad's fine i guess, mom said when he left for work he was doing better. Although I still have no idea what went down.

I would like to seriously thank you all from the bottom of my heart for worrying and showing support.

A Few Minutes ago mom ran into my room freaked out, dad was stuck in his car and couldnt move. when we helped him out of the car he was shaking alot. =/

Mom's making him go to the doctor tommorow.

im sick, i want to draw and im too lazy to do the stacks of homework piling up >__<

im trying but my butt is hurting and i think im ready for a snack break.



ok, bottom line is i need to do my work....but i cant focus

dam....didnt relize its been that long =/

well, i was going to just make a whole new fa page, cause bad memories and all...but whatever, fa's registration is still down and i getting impatient, im....im gonna try comming back.

well, yah, its me again.
look, im not avoiding fa or your posts or anything like that.
it was just kind of exahausting to be trying so hard to stay on fa and keep up with the comments since i dont have a computer...so i stopped =/

...one more thing, tuesday is the day rex died last year so if im on AIM, messenger, whatever...i might be in a bad mood

a couple days ago some bad stuff happened, then some more bad stuff, then some fucking horrible stuff happened, and now ive got sick

i feel noxious and reallly ill. yesterday i almost threw up after only 3 filled plates at hometown buffet

i had a good day at harrison's party yesterday
but now my stomach is really hurting and i dunno....im sure it'll get better...i dunno.
oh, wait, its me, ya, i'll fight this shit off.

My best freind is 5 hours older than me, i was born december 21st at 3:38 in the morning while he was born 10: 30 at night on december 20th

so, this thursday he's having his party, we're getting pcked up from school in get this, A LIMO! friggin yes! i wanna get a cape <.< >.>

...shut up =x
ANYWHO! we're then gonna go to an all you can eat buffet.
i have challenged my freind Box to an eating contest, wish me luck! XD
then, we're going to a mini golf course, we'll spend the night at his house and then the next day im comming home to celebrate my b day with my family.

my party will be on saturday, we're going bowling and then we'll come back to my house and play some games. omg, i better not get sick like a couple year back X3