This weekend was sooo fuckin crazy... I got arrested for the first time in my entire life but for the most retarded reason.

So there's this new 7/11 being built near my house m'k? Well I was at my cousins house and at 1 AM I decide to walk home because I wanted to sleep and me being allergic to her dogs made me start weezing. Soo I'm walking back home when I spot the construction site for the 7/11. Of course me bein a dumb fuck decides to go see it. I get to the site walk into the building walk out and as soon as I get on the street a cop car pulls up next to me. I get arrested and charged with "Loitering or Prowling"
SRSLY?!
Soo stupid......
I have court on the 31st for it. I know it's not gonna be a very serious charge cause it's loitering but srsly? I spent last night and today from 3 AM till 4 PM in holding waiting for my uncle to pick me up!

I'm home now though, thank God, I'm not gonna do that again. >.-.>

omfg where do I even start?....

First off,

I just wanna announce that I'm back in Florida. I've been staying with my lover  .greed. at the Jersey shore since April 21st but now I'm back.

Second of all,

I've been getting on my IMers and of course like all the time furs come to me expecting a sex rp. Since I spent these recent 2 weeks with the love of my life I've grown away from the whole sex rp thing. Of course though that angers people! Idgaf. I'm not really doin any of that pervy rpg shit anymore. I can tell some of you only talk to me on my instant messenger so you can get with me in your head so I'm just saying now, if that's all you want you might as well just delete me on IM now cause I'm not doin that anymore. People need to stop leaving pervy comments on my rl pics on here too cause really it's annoying the fuck outa me.

Also,

I doubt the person I'm trying to apologize too will even read this cause shits been really tense last time we actually talked. That was a long time ago now so I think things have calmed down. We got into HUGE fights, a lot of fights since we met online like 2 years ago. If she does read this she'll know who I'm talking about. If she's interested at all though in me trying to set things right again, she should IM me or note me or something cause I'm too shaky to note her. I know I'm going to meet her in the future at cons, I'm very sure of it cause we both know the same people. I just don't want anything to be awkward when I do meet her though and I think holding a grudge is ridiculous soo I calmed down a lot since we stopped talking and I'm ready to probably start talking again.

I guess we're both bad bitches who stick to our minds and we clash negatively like that. I respect her because of that.

Hopefully time healed a bit of wounds.

FINALLY! MAH GURRL GOTSA NEW MUSIC VID! <3333333333!

cause i've been back home at the Jersey shore stayin with my mate  .Greed. since April 22nd! I've been having an amazing time! I love bein in love <333

I'll be here until May 8th soo until then don't expect me to be that active on IMers.
leave me comments and shit though!

and also i'm gettin mah hair done today and draw me shit when you see it <3333

Lol this is funn.

IF YOU WOKE UP WITH ME NAKED IN BED WHAT WOULD BE THE FIRST 3 WORDS YOU'D SAY?!

Stolen from:  Rather_Dashing1121

 SageGalo+ .Greed. doing this both together over the phone. <3

♥ Couples Meme ♥

1. Who eats more?
he does


2. Who said “I love you” first?
that was me on like our 4th night together.


3. Who is the morning person?
I wake up before him all the time and wake him up in a bit in special ways ;3


4. Who sings better?
I do I think


5. Who’s older?
he's 20 and i'm 18


6. Who’s smarter?
he is. I'm blonde. :b

7. Whose temper is worse?
His is worse but I get angry more often.

8. Who does the laundry?
HIM lol but he hates doing laundry!!!

9. Who does the dishes?
HIM "What?! I gotta do the dishes too?? I HATE DOING DISHES!!!"


10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
I sleep either on top of him, next to the wall, or push him off the bed.


11. Whose paws are bigger?
His. mine are tiny and his are HUGE


12. Whose hair is longer?
mine is longer on my head but i'm completely smoothe and he has beastly body hair. <3

13. Who’s better with the computer?
he is

14. Do you have pets?
He bought me a collar if that means anything? ;3


15. Who pays the bills?
Himmm... lol

16. Who cooks dinner?
We use team work!

17. Who drives when you are together?
He does. Driving scares me. :C


18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
He does. LOL


19. Who’s the most stubborn?
he said me for sure XD

20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
him. lol i'm stubborn!

21. Whose family do you see more?
His.


22. Who named your pet?
we don't have one!

23. Who kissed who first?
He kissed me first, in a McDonalds parking lot <3


24. Who asked who out?
I sent him a text asking him out while we were sitting cuddling and I walked away as soon as it said "sent" X3


25. What did you do on your first date?
Rolled hard on ecstacy!


26. Who’s more sensitive?
We both are equally sensitive. <3


27. Who’s taller?
He is. I'm 5"7' and he's 6"0'

28. Who has more friends?
We both have a ton but he probably has more.

29. Who has more siblings?
I doooooo.

30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
He does! Mr. big dominant sexii as fuck masculine mutt <3
plus my pants are always off. XP

I LOVE YOU KENNY!!!! <3

Soo yeah drama BS but I wanna show these facebook messages I got from this ugly ass nerd preppy gay guy because he's pissed at my 2 friends and decides to bring me into his drama shit! I wish I could fight this kid but I can't cause I'll get sent to ALC which is a school for "Delinquits" (spelling fail)
Btw he got his mom to attack my friend Liz because he told Brandon off cause he said he was gonna beat her ass. then his mom found liz and got out of the car and threw her in a bush and threatened "If your friend wasn't here I'd fucking kill you!" THIS IS WHY I'M SICK OF FUCKIN SOUTHERN TRASH FAMILIES!!!! A 40 year old woman should not be able to physically attack a 16 yr old girl!

Between You and Brandon Michael

Brandon Michael March 1 at 3:28pm Report

You're so ugly. Especially in your default. You look like you are dying. The fact that you deleted me is so fucking funny. Do not sit around me at breakfast or lunch please, you're too disgusting to be in my presence. That is all.

Sent via Facebook Mobile Pj Chelf March 1 at 3:32pm

Umm idk if you remember but you deleted me O.o and thanks for the compliments douche bag. Look in the fucking mirror then message me back.

Brandon Michael March 1 at 3:46pm Report

Just looked in the mirror, and I'm 1000000000x'a better looking than you, you're like an anorexic freakshow with giant front teeth that are 10 shades white than your other teeth.
Thanks for the laughs though :)
Scuse me I have a life to get to like a job and a car, etc.

Pj Chelf March 1 at 3:59pm

BITCH! You're way too full of yourself and you don't even know! Vinny and Alexis and I just complain about how hot you think you are all the time when you're not!! Like seriously I'm not even in your fuckin immature fight and you're attacking me! Also it's fuckin annoying how you treat your supposedly best friend like shit! Like what happened to you over the summer?! You were soo down to Earth last year and now you think you're top shit! GET REAL! FUCK YOU AND FUCK YOUR DRAMA!!! You nasty ass fadussy faced chode!!

True love is something you know on the spot. When you can feel the firey passion in your heart the second you meet your soul mate. The one you can relate all your memories with and talk about anything and are willing to wait for and go through tough times with. True love can be conquered by distance if you're willing to wait and stay loyal. True love is when your heart beats fast everytime you talk and just the thought of that person keeps you going on. True love is when you KNOW you're going to be forever happy spending the rest of your life with that person. To me it's also the relief that your lovers voice can automatically cure your depression.

True love is this  Ken-Ken http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2099068/

Even though we couldn't spend our Valentines day together you still made me feel like you were right here with me. I'm soo deeply in love with you it's incredible. You truly changed me and saved me from myself. I can't wait until we're together for good.

 Ken-ken

My soul mate was here with me for like 2 and a half weeks. This long distance thing is hard as hell to deal with. My heart just aches too much...

for the whole time he was here we tried to find a job soo he could stay. There was no luck. We had a great time though. best time of my life soo far. We went to Elliots, he met my favorite irl furs  Indi  Xbit  assassin2684 and  Deke He thinks you guys are cool as shit!

Well he just left to go back to Jersey and of course I'm in the middle of my breakdown just like everytime he leaves.

Soo yeah todays my hatchday and I'm soo happy cause I'm now legal!

lol it felt like it took forever for this day to come!! I'm soo happy!!

Now I can look at mature art and stuff and even upload and commission it! But how do I contact an admin or whatever to reactivate my mature art looking? XP

A few days ago my mate  Ken-ken drove from New Jersey to Florida to stay with me for a week. He came down here for my hatchday (January 19th) and our half year anniversary (January 21st). 2 nights ago we decided to go to a party at these peoples house. It was only about 7 people there. We both fell asleep on the floor and when we woke up the next morning my mutt checked his wallet and all his money was gone! $468 GONE! That money was for him to get back home to the Jersey shore. He was very pissed the whole day and was just thinking "What could I have done for karma to do this to me?" He's been only good for a very long time soo it couldn't have been karma. Then we went to bed and he was in a better mood and we both realized that this was meant to happen. This was supposed to be. So now he accidently moved to Florida to be with me.

`Great way to turn a bad situation into a good one <3
Soo he'll be living with me until he gets a job and finds an apartment he could stay at.

I'd rather it be this way rather than him going back to Jersey <333

YERRP! Me and my mate are from the Jersey shore! I'm soo fuckin proud of it too! We gots our guidos/guidettes! We got the boardwalk! tanning! Snooki! we got soo much awesome shit in Jersey!

I'm PROUD to be from Jersey! Though sometimes we can be stuck up, selfish, assholes. XD

http://www.southparkstudios.com/ful.....a-jersey-thing

I hope you enjoy!

sooo yeah I left here on December 18th to stay with my lover and I returned on January 1st but forgot to make a journal for it.

but yeah I had the most wonderful time of my life. Christmas was great. His family got me gifts for Christmas because they knew my family wasn't doing Christmas this year because of money bull shit and I got to just be held the whole time I was there and just the feeling of being able to wake up in your lovers arms was an amazing feeling to me. I just wish I wasn't home again...
but he's visiting me for my birthday which is the 19th of this month and our half year anniversary which is the 21st of this month.
Sooo he'll be here from January 18th till probably the 24th or 25th. I'm excited. It's gonna be something good to increase my optimism a bit.

I'm soo in love with  Ken-Ken

I'll be gone for 15 days. Going to the Jersey shore to stay with my lover <333  Ken-ken <333

I won't be on any IMers but I'll be keeping track of comments and shit etc on here.
I'm soo excited!
See you guys on January 1st!

 distortedgirl66

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1942284/

 dragons_secret_love_child is doing commissions for badges and nom things for cheap as heeellll!!! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1930542/

and +watch my boyfriend  ken-ken plz <3

Stolen from  tsukaza

LOL this is fuckin great and what I got is sooo true! XP

Pick the first Letter of Your first Name

A- Fabulous
B-Gorgeous
C-Pretty
D-Popular
E-Gangster
F-Girly
G-Dyke
H-Sweet
I-Retarded
j-Emotional
K-Beautiful
L-Boyish
M-Slutty
N-Preppy
O-Hot
P- amazingg
Q-Punky
R-Hot
S-Sexy
T- Very Sexy
U-Ugly
V-Wonderful
W-Hott
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name):

A-beauty queen
B- skank
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E- God (ess)
F-Retard
G-Queen/ King
H-Slut
I-Girl
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-M-Sex machine
N-Alcoholic
O-Geek
P-Babe
Q-Crackwhore
R-pornstar
S-Prince (ess)
T-Whore
U-Cry Baby
V-Jackass
W-Punk
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic


Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:

Red- Who's Good With My Hands
purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7k
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who will do anything for Sex
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
blue- Who wants to fuck everyday
White- Who everyone wants to fuck
Brown- Who Wears Big Sunglasses
Black- Who will rock your world
Gray- who gives great head
None-who is a beast in bed

NOW REPOST THIS WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT
BEGINNING WITH "I'm a..."

BTW +watch MY LOVER  Ken-ken

lol the funny part about this journal is I know the person I'm talking about knows that this journal is about him. but a few others too probably.

YA KNOW WHAT REALLY GRINDS MY GEARS?!?!

When people bitch at you for not talking to them!

There are some people that just casually say "I miss talking to you" or "We should talk more."
Well it really pisses me off when people IM me all pissin their pants and shit all like "Why don't you talk to me anymore?!"

Maybe because I have more important things in existence to worry about then remembering to talk to blahblahfadussytrashdouchebag! LOL if any of you are worrying about me not talking to you don't yell at me about it online like a bitch. Sorry I sometimes get away from my computer. Goddamn.

and why do I have to be the one to IM you? If you wanna talk to me soo bad IM me! Don't expect me to contact you! You contact me if you wanna talk to me that badly!

*END RANT*

HAPPY THANKSGIVING ALL YOU NIGGAS AND NIGGLETS! <3
omfg can't wait to pretend to be obese today <333

I honestly do think about what I'm thankful for today cause I have holiday spirit.
SOO YEAH!

I'm thankful that we live in a country run under democracy and the constitution because the UN just made it ok to execute people without cause just because they're gay, and I know I can feel safe cause even though it's completely legal now in the world I know that'll never happen in America.

I'm thankful that I have a close family. I realize not many people have a family that's close to each other. Family is something you'll always have soo I'm thankful that mine is close to each other.

I'm also thankful that in these economic times I actually live in a house that's not in foreclosure. I'm thankful that, even though my family and I aren't rich anymore, we at least have a tiny bit of extra money after each month. I'm also thankful that my mama goes out of her way every single holiday to make us feel like we still have some money. Like this Thanksgiving even though we're poor we'll still have a lot of food! <3

and you know what.... I'm thankful that God created me to be gay! I love the way I am. I can't even imagine how my life would be if I were born straight. My personality and my creativity and sexii body all came to be because of my homo influence on them! Thank you God for creating me gay! :3

What I'm most thankful for though, is that I have the most wonderful loving mate~<3  Ken-Ken <3 I never thought I'd find anyone in the world that would make me feel the way he makes me feel. I did what I promised myself I'd never do... I fell in love at the Jersey shore. If it wasn't for him I'd still be extremely pessimistic and not motivated and I'd most likely fail high school if it wasn't for his motivation. I'm very thankful that he's able to wait for me to graduate. Long distance is tough and it feels amazing knowing he's willing to go through with it.

SOO I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING! <333

YEAH!!! I sing!!!

These are my theme songs. I love them.

"Blood on the dance floor" BY: Blood On The Dance Floor


AND!

"Cannibal" BY: Ke$ha


JUST SAYIN~<3

come watch  Marte's stream!

http://www.livestream.com/tr33hugger

and watch her and my mate!
 ken-ken

These 2 artists are seriously really good artists and i think they deserve more attention!

 Marte and  Ken-Ken

they're both amazing!

yeah he's been wanting to draw new furs soo iff you want FREE ART go here!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:15280212

This is my first ever youtube video!
me and my friend Nicole got bored and decided I'd show you all how I cook scrambled eggs! SOO ENJOY!

Youtube description: "I decide to show Youtube viewers how to make my families exotic recipe for scrambled eggs with the help of Nicole Rodriguez."

THIEVED FROM  DavidBowie!

Appearance:
[ ] = You have blue/green eyes. (green, does this count?)
[x] = You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.
[x] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[X] = You have a baby face.
[ ] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing.
[ ] = You don't wear halter tops or anything to showy.
[ ] = Your under 5 feet 6 inches tall.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

Innocence:
[ ] = You're a virgin.
[x] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush.
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

Colors:
[x] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[ ] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

Personality:
[x] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[ ] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[x] = You like happy upbeat music.
[ ] = You like "Cutesy" music.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[ ] = You like babies a lot.
[x] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "SQUEEE~!"

TOTAL: 16

Multiply how many you got by 4
Repost as: "I'm 64% Cute"