He's baaaaaaaaack~ this time I've got my suit, I've got my friends and I've got a plan. Time to make this a con I won't forget for a long time!~

Where will you be staying?
Marriot Suites O'Hare

How long will you be staying?
11/28-12/2

What will you be doing?
A lot, probably. But I'm always up for a sudden change of plans!

Can I hug/snug you?
Duh? Hell yeah!

Can I give you stuff?
I mean, why? But sure! You better know I'll be grateful forever!

Will you be drinking?
Maybe, I want to party but I can get a bit...out of hand. So we'll see.

Wanna share a meal maybe?
I love having meals with other people. A group of friends are planning on going to Fogo de Chao, so we can make plans too!

Can I touch you?
Yes~ Just behave.

Best way to get your attention?
Shout at me, even if it's just "fox!" Or "yellow thing!"

What do you look like?
Terribad. No, gross.

Can I take pictures of/with you.
If I'm in suit, yeah! If I'm out of suit, just ask first.

Parties or panels you're going to?
I am most definitely going to be at Fox and Pepper's adult concert. Front row if I'm lucky~

Who are you going to be hanging out with?
The list is still a WIP. But if you wanna hang our, just grab my arm and drag me away~

Can I come hang out in your room?
Mayhaps we can work something out. I've got a decently full room this year.

Like I said before, I want this con to be one I'll remember for a long time! Especially since I'll be in suit for over half of it.

LOL JK

I'm not going.

But, I am moving during it, soooo...next year. Next year...

If ANYBODY has room to spare for two, possibly three people, please let me know. I went to book the hotel just a moment ago and it was sold out...I couldn't be around for the initial booking time because of work. X_X

All about the attention seeker of the week! I'll answer as soon as I get the chance! Anything goes, don't be afraid! :3

Alright, it's been almost a year since I moved here, so...here I am.

To start with, I'm getting a new laptop [posting specs at the bottom] this week, so if you want to play any games with me, feel free to add me on skype, steam, LoL, or anything else you wish, just ask for it.

Since my last journal I had quit Taco Bell and descended back into my depression/uselessness for the summer, until my boyfriend and I had moved out of the old place and got out own apartment together. It was a little rough, at first, but I had managed to find a job at Shopko here in Mankato. I've been working there since before black friday, the most terrifying shopping holiday to ever exist... ._.

Since then, it's been super easy and chill. Not a lot of bad things happening, thankfully. I met some of the local furs from the college, and they seem like a really nice group. I'm hoping I'll get to start making it to the MN Furs meets every other week. It'll be fun. I need more local friends... ._.

Soooo yeah...it's been kinda boring... heh. ^^;

LAPTOP SPECS:
Windows 8.1
4th Generation Intel® Core™ i7-4710MQ Processor (2.5GHz-3.5GHz)
15.6" Full HD 1920x1080 LCD
8gb ram 1600mhz
GTX 870M GDDR5 3GB
1TB 7200RPM
Full-sized Backlit Keyboard
Super Multi DVD RW
USB(3.0)*2, eSATA/USB(2.0) Combo, HDMI, D-sub, RJ45, Mic-in, Earphone-out (SPDIF),
SD Card Reader, DC-in Jack
Wireless LAN: 802.11ac/b/g/n
Bluetooth: Bluetooth V4.0
Kensington Lock

So I think the move went well. My boyfriend and I have had quite a few rough patches since I'm a needy prick and for a lot of other reasons caused by my own selfishness and stupidity. x_x But I think everything is starting to fall into place.

I've got a job at Taco Bell, thank you to the kind lady who decided to give me a chance... Now I just need to figure out transportation. XD

Now all I need are some fur friends I can hang out with who WON'T try to bang me. -_-"

MANKATO FURS, COME ONE, COME ALL, SERIOUSLY. I need more local furs in my life. ._.

I'm moving down to Mankato, Minnesota to live with my boyfriend and I can't wait. I'm so nervous, anxious and slightly terrified. I'm just glad that I'll finally be with my wuff. <3

I've decided something important this morning.

I'M NOT GOING TO BE DEPRESSED ANYMORE!

Too long, have I suffered depression because life decides to treat me like a piece of shiiiiiit. Well, fuck you too life, now get the hell out of my way.

I'm starting my writing projects soon, hopefully something I can actually publish here... no matter how terrible they may be.

Also, while other people are going to MFF, I shall be home, in the closed beta testing for The Elder Scrolls Online. So I can distract myself with that.

After Thanksgiving, my first goal is to earn my driver's permit, and shortly after, my license. Even if I don't have a vehicle, the license will help an awful lot...you know, with my self esteem issues I've been having. >.>

So...my path on bettering myself begins. Fffffffffffffffffffuck. :I

HAHA, Just kidding, I'm not fucking going. *Depressed fox*

So, to make a long story short. Ever since I arrived to the godforsaken city of Fargo, I've been sick as a fucking dog. I was hoping after a month or so after moving here it'd get better. But it hasn't. In fact, it's gotten worse. Some people know that I had a job at a hotel. I lost that job within two weeks because of my health. Job searching in this city sucks, especially with my track record. Anyways. I landed another job at a grocery store. Loved it, absolutely! Oh look, I'm not healthy. I'm dizzy, I'm throwing up. Nope, I lost it. So I'm getting the fuck out of this shithole before it inevitably kills me. :S

Which brings me to the next topic, depression.
I MIGHT NOT HAVE ENOUGH FOR MY ROOM AT MFF.
So, hintity, hint hint. If you're looking for a room, I've got one from the 21st to the 25th in November for Midwest Furfest, at the Hyatt. If you do not have a room, and would like to share one with me and another friend of mine. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE note me!!! We could work out a deal. I mean, seriously, I need all the help for paying for the room as I can get.

As for the relocation part, I'm moving back to Minnesota. My old hometown of Akeley. I guess now I can make sure my grandmother's not overworking herself [she's OLD and stubborn.] I'm not mad that I'm moving back. I just wasn't happy in Fargo...

So, I have a job now. I work at the Days Inn by the West Acres Mall in Fargo, North Dakota. I work...well, I do virtually everything there: laundry, housekeeping, front desk, and soon night auditing. It's not that demanding, just gets really really busy. x3x But, it pays, so I'm happy. Looking forward to saving up so I can go to MWFF this November~ <3

I'm currently living with and it's...interesting, to say in the least. XD

I don't have anybody in my phone to hang out with!! D: I'd get a few days off at a time and have absolutely NOTHING to do... ;~; If you ever wanna hang out, just lemme know through here, twitter, etc...

For NON-LOCAL furs...if you're a part of Tera, League of Legends, or any other MMO games that are free, let me know. I'd be very interested in trying out new games. Since I have nothing to do when I'm not working, I have a LOT of free time...doing nothing. >.> So HELP IF YOU CAN! ;3;

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*Flips table*

I got fired. So, no job. Sucks, bro.

*Picks table back up, then breaks it*

I've just been in a sour/sweet mood. Between being super nice to friends, and being super nasty to things I don't like...I don't like this feeling that I'm failing at everything life throws at me. This job didn't even last a full month. I'm not giving up, and I'm not backing down, but...seriously, it kinda hurts. Especially when someone who was like family decides to turn their back to me? After everything I've done for them? Not cool. Not cool at all.

*HUFF*

I need violence right now. I'm trying to get it out of my system before this weekend.
Does anybody wanna play TERA or League of Legends? If you play Tera already, you're probably higher than me. XD But shout at me or note me about it. :D If you're on LoL, my name is Foxx Komamura so feel free to add me because...well...I need to play with people who aren't going to criticize me about how I play. :S Help me, yes. Bitch about how I should've backed off, no. I dunno. Now I'm just ranting when I shouldn't.

Guess I'll see my friends at Neevicon this weekend...

Love you all...

...no homo~

So I got a job at the Country Inn in Walker as a front desk receptionist. Here's our site: http://www.walkercountryinn.com/index.html

So come check it out, we're probably one of the best hotels in the area. The Casino's hotel is crap [my grandmother works there and it's terribly staffed with awful characters], the Chase is far too pricey [and the one who runs it is a cunt] and the AmericInn is outsourced from INDIA! o.o So nobody speaks any proper English there. XD

You'll have the pardon the above, there's absolutely no reason for any of you to come to bumfuk nowhere Minnesota. There's damn near nothing to do. :I

Other news, if you haven't guessed it already, I live back home with my grandmother for the time being. Right now, I'm just trying to live life one step at a time. Hopefully, I'll keep this job for more than a fucking month and a half like my last 3. -__- But right now, it's my goal to save as much money as possible so I can have the best possible experience at MFF 2013 in November. My social awkwardness hindered my first con experience last year [along with a stupid phone that constantly died -.-].
I thought about going to Anthrocon but I won't have the money, a room, or the transportation, or the time off, assuming I still have my job by then.

Currently, I do intend on making it to NeeviCon, hosted by the great and pandaful Should be fun, I'll get to see all the friends I miss dearly since life decided to knock me out and make me its bitch. XP

One last thing before this gets posted: I think my work has incredibly screwed my sleep schedule over a cliff. I work ALL shifts, mornings, evenings and overnights. My brain is on overload. But luckily, I've got great trainers to help guide my career path so I don't lose the job. That's my number one fear right now. ;w;

So, thank you for those who have taken the time to read this. The Foxx loves all his fuzzies. :3
...NO HOMO~ :3

...And the brain damage.

Swiped it from  sanikun

Light Elemental
[] You're proud of who you are
[x] You state your opinion
[] You think you're intelligent
[x] You enjoy learning
[] You're raised in a very traditional way
[] You hardly show emotions
[x] You're a morning person
[x] You don't like people who sleep around a lot
[] You don't like the dark
[x] You're hard on yourself when you fail
Total: 5

Dark Elemental
[] You always say what's on your mind.
[x] You're a night person
[x] You like having sex/like the idea of sex
[] You don't like mornings
[] You don't like happy-go-lucky people
[] You argue with people a lot
[x] You laugh at stupid people
[] You hold on to grudges
[] You love scary stories
[x] You're often found in dark places, like under a shade, beneath a blanket, etc.
Total: 4

Nature Elemental
[x] You love animals and nature
[x] You love being outdoors
[x] You're somewhat gullible
[x] You're shy around new people
[x] You're very understanding/a good listener
[x] You forgive easily
[] You're not a good fighter
[] You don't like eating meat
[x] You protect what you hold most dear
[x] You love drinking water
Total: 8

Water Elemental
[x] You're a good swimmer
[x] You love fish
[x] You're very curious
[x] You like to explore
[x] You day dream a lot
[x] You don't usually like to talk
[x] You like doing things by yourself
[x] You like to imagine things for your amusement
[x] You're open minded
[] You like things to stay the same
Total: 9

Fire Elemental
[] You have a bad temper
[x] You love hearing gossip
[x] You like to fight
[x] You're kind of slow sometimes
[] You're attracted to the 'bad boy/girl'
[x] You have a strong sense of justice
[x] You'd beat up someone if they hurt your friends
[x] You're also gullible
[] You like to see things burn
[] You hate swimming/water
Total: 6

Wind Elemental
[x] You're very easy-going
[x] You're somewhat lazy
[x] You love to laugh and make jokes
[x] People think you're immature
[x] You tend to be a skeptic
[] You're very competitive
[x] You love getting new things
[] You live everyday fully
[x] You love riding with the window down
[x] You enjoy having a large group of friends
Total: 8

Thunder Elemental
[] You tend to blow up when you're mad
[x] You like things to be unpredictable
[x] You like to live dangerously
[] You love having competitions, contests etc.
[x] You love coming up with impossible scenarios
[] You like being the center of attention
[] You love thunderstorms
[] You tend to only want a tight knit group
[] You don't trust others easily
[] You don't forgive easily
Total: 3

Ice Elemental
[x] You don't express yourself very well
[x] You like winter better than summer
[x] You don't need/wear heavy coats during the winter
[x] You tend to be sarcastic sometimes
[x] You're sometimes a loner
[x] You tend to keep to yourself
[x] It's hard for people to get close
[x] When someone does though, you tend to stick with them no matter what
[x] You enjoy reading and other "one" person activities
[x] You can be 'cold' when someone's upset
Total: 10

Ice, Ice Baby~ :3

Happy New Years! I am so late on that. But I don't give a flyin' fligger. >_>

To start off [sort of] the new year, I'm relocating to Moorhead, Minnesota.
I'll be living with for a while, looking for a job and working. Hopefully I'll be able to attend Anthrocon in July. I'll be doing my very best to go. Also, Drogan is in the process of making my fursona into a fursuit. :3 I'm looking forward to seeing it finished.

Second, I must say...FUCK AKELEY. I won't miss this shithole town one little bit. Sure, I've had good times here, but most of them have been just awful, right down to 99% of the shit people who are dumb enough to WANT to live there. -___- SO looking forward to moving to a bigger city where there's more to do. PLUS, I'll officially be part of the group. :3 No longer shall I be left out of meets and stuff! Unless I work...but then it's acceptabre. >.>

And lastly...for those of you who have been there for me, through a lot...thank you. Thank you thank you THANK YOU. You know who you are. And if you don't...well... >.> I won't tell~ I'm an evil bitch. >:3

you all!

Animated Winter Icon raffle by  Ikato

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4154939

I hate it...

Shit. Lonely as FUCK. None of my local friends are available, or flat out ignoring me. My less-than-local but not-so-far friends are partying and having fun. And what am I doing? Sitting in my grandmother's house gradually wasting away... It snowed rather heavily, so I didn't even go home. Not like it'd change anything... Gah, I'm depressed. :(

is doing "My Fursona and Me" pictures. :3 At least he was, I'm not sure anymore. The journal's still up. :3 Anyways, I wanna get in on that. It'll require a high res picture...but now that I think of it, I might not have one. o.o We'll see... >w<

is doing winter icons for $5
Follow the link to get to the link to her stream. :3 And then go give her a watch!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9373861

MFF...

...The most amazing experience of my life. So many furries congregated into one area, just...it made my head light and my heart pound. Exhilarating is what it was. So much positive energy. And alcohol. I got to see a lot of old friends, met some online friends, and even made new friends. :'3 Thanks to EVERYBODY who was involved in making this a wonderful con. That includes EVERYBODY who attended. Thank you SO much.

Thanksgiving...

...My stomach. x_x I think it shrunk. One plate and I'm already hard of moving...dry turkey, but gravy fixed that...god, I'm fat. X3 Not much here, nothing exciting. Wish there were more furries involved here. >:I

Life. [Rant ahead, you've been warned.]

Fuck it. Seriously, I can't go a week without getting bitched at. I'm trying to find a job, thinking of new ideas. But every time I put those ideas out there, they get shot down. "Move to Moorhead with and work at Wal-Mart" NOPE. Bad idea. Lose job there, lose everything... -_- I'd almost rather lose my apartment. It's getting to be ridiculously fussy and high maintenance. I can't cook to save my life, most of my food is just sitting there BECAUSE nobody taught me how to do anything. I've actually STARTED MY KITCHEN ON FIRE before...that was terrifying. Luckily nobody knew about it... It's mainly the fact that I don't have a job, and whenever I get an idea to move elsewhere, where I'm closer to a bigger, better and supportive group of friends, I shouldn't. I should stay where I'm at, be miserable, and continue to not have a job. Whereas if I moved to North Dakota, or FUCK, if I could find a nice, steady job in Detroit Lakes, Minnesota I would be MUCH happier, because I'd be living with this amazing panda dude= When will I get to experience living with a furry [who's not a total fucktard douchebag]?

You know what? I'm going to stop listening to her. I don't need her right now. Especially if she's going to bitch at me for EVERYTHING I DO. >:I LOOK OUT, WORLD! THERE'S A FOXX THAT'S GOING TO KICK. YOUR. ASS. And his name is Sammi!!!

...That name doesn't sound very intimidating. ._.

Phew...much better. I think I'm going to lay back, play some xbox, and tomorrow when I get home...I think I'm gonna get L.A.I.D. or something. I dunno. X3

I LOVE YOU ALL, MY FURRY FRIENDS

In about 15 hours, I will be on the road with a load of pawesome friends heading down to MFF. :3 We're stayin' at the Hyatt. I was debating on going or not due to the fact that I'm broke, unemployed, and more depressing crap I ain't goin' on about. But I have really great friends who know how to make me feel better... All I have to do is laundry, because nobody wants a stanky fox in public...r-right? ._. Thank the goddess for free laundry! o3o

My biggest fear...falling asleep in my own apartment o_o I usually tend to NOT waking up to my calls...this is why I'm also kinda nervous. :I But I guess I'll just drink LOTS of caffeine so I stay awake until getting picked up. Then hope that I can sleep in the back of the vehicle they're renting. X3

So, if you're going to be at MFF, and if you wanna hang out with a derpfox, lemme know! I'll find you...maybe ._. Knowing my luck, I'll get lost there. And with my horrible social anxiety and shyness... >.> HELP! O.O