Hello everyone,

To all of you that still watch my page, bless you. I dont know if it is because you forgot about me or if you guys just feel like hanging around. Either way, it means a lot to me. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

A lot has been going on for me this past year. I moved out of CT again. I will miss all the awesome New England furs that made it feel like home. Though, I did it for good reason. April 2nd, 2015 I got married to my loving husband Jabberwiccy. I still need to update my page to reflect this, though then again so does he. We have both been very distracted with other obligations and things going on. Like for starters, I moved in with my husband before we got married. That took a lot more time and effort than I anticipated.

Once I was finally settled down enough, I had to go the hosptial. It appears I have a large gall stone and the only thing to get rid of it due to the size is to have it removed. I have been delaying that since I am still paying those medical bills. Then a few months later, I was back in the hospital again. This time for an appendectomy. Bascially my appendix wanted to beat my Gall Bladder at being my cause of death. Thankfully, for the first time in 10 years or more, I have insurance. So I was able to go the hospital and not have to worry about selling myself into slavery or selling off another organ. Though, that leads to more medical bills.

Then a few short months after the hospital, we had other misfortunes happen. These are a bit more personal. Normally I am really open about everything in life, but this one has been mentally hard for me to handle. So for that, just know that I am trying to handle it as best as I can and trying to look forward to my future with my husband.

There has been some good news though. I have made a few more friends here in Texas. I am now hosting my very first Christmas party. We are gathering a few people together and hopefully everyone will have a blast. I am also trying to bake gingerbread cookies by myself. Hopefully the house won't be burnt down for Christmas. I think that is why my new roommates actually have people watching over me while I am baking (all the trust in the world).

I havent posted a lot about conventions. That is because I have been hardly attending them. This year I was lucky and got to attend Bronycon 2015 and Ponyville Ciderfest. One was because a charity I worked with the year before needed help to vend this year, and I cant turn them down. The other was because I was accepted for staff.

I do plan to go to Furry cons again in the future. I don't know when just yet, since I still have a lot to do. Next September, my husband and I are moving into our own place. We love our roommates, don't get me wrong, but we want to build our own home. Have a place that we can call ours. So that is the goal.

I just wanted you guys to know, I do miss you all. I miss having time to just draw, do voice work, etc. I do have plans to get back on track with all my projects and I still have plenty of ideas left. Hopefully next year I can start posting again and I might get a drawing tablet. We will see.

Again, thank you all for sticking with me. I hope you have a wonderful holiday season no matter what you celebrate and may 2016 be amazing for us

As you can see on my recent uploads, I decided to draw Furries as Legos. I like how the one I did came out and I want to do more.

I can also use some extra moola for my trip next week. $5 to have your sona or someone elses sona (with their permission) drawn as a Lego.

Just leave a comment to this journal with a reference if you would like to have one. All Lego pieces will be done within 24 hours or less of payment received.

Thank you for reading this and I hope you have a wonderful day! <3

I am feeling really stressed tonight to the point I am shaking, I need something to mentally do and I can't draw for myself. So, if you want some headshot sketches just let me know what you want. They are pay what you want, so if you want to only pay $1 I don't care.

If I don't upload by 4 am 02/19/14 you will get yours for free! Obviously please don't wait till 3:59 am and go "I want one". If that does occur, Just give me another hour to get it done.

Update: Thank you guys so much for all the plugs and for the support. I was able to reach my goal and then some thanks to all of you even though not all the slots sold! It means so much to me and I appreciate each and every one of you so much. You have my deepest gratitude. I will ink and color all your sketches as soon as I can.

Hello all,

I had a proper post I was planning to put out but a situation came up and I have to do this. I need $47 before midnight tonight. So, I am opening up for 10 slots for My Little Pony head shot sketches. My latest picture post are some examples of the sketches that I do. They will all be done by Midnight tonight, 11/12/13. Though, that is not all you get.

As a special thank you for doing this, I will ink and color them later for no extra cost!

I will also draw any accessories you want with your pony head shot, it doesn't have to be a pony but can be anything from the MLP universe. You can get more than one slot if you want to.

Your headshot will take up at least have a sketchbook page.

Your sketch will be scanned and e-mailed to you tonight before midnight EST! I will also revise as many times as needed and get it done.

Oh yes, and I only would like $5 for the sketch.

Payment must be made by Paypal before midnight tonight! Once you contact me saying you are interested and provide references or a description of what you want I will give you my PayPal addy.

Thank you so much for reading and being amazing followers!

1. Axel (Twitter) - SKETCH DONE!!!
2. AvainDeBryd (Gryphon full) + Extra (Allowed to be completed tomorrow)
3. MaxCoyote (Twitter) - SKETCH DONE!!!
4. startyger - 1 SKETCH DONE!
5. Nix_DarkHeart - 2 of 2 SKETCHES DONE!

Hello Everyone,

Today is a really special day for me. I was born 27 years ago today. So yeah, Happy Birthday to me!

I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Hello Everyone,

As you all probably know by now, today in the morning in Newtown, CT there was an elementary school shooting where a 20 year old man from NJ went first to his mom's home and killed her, and then went to the school and killed 20 children and 5 Adults.

As you are also aware, I am originally from Connecticut. To me that state will always be a home to me. I never lived in Newtown, but yet I was really depressed by the events that transpired there. You don't even think that something like that can happen so close to your home, so when it does it really hurts you at your core. Especially since this was the senseless killing of children.

My heartfelt sorrow and condolences go out to all the families who lost their loved ones or had children at Sandy Hook that witnessed this.

Please, if you would like to send your condolances to the families of Newtown, there is a project being started by  luna-starbright and a friend of hers. Please give it a read and send your e-mails. You have till Sunday.

Her friend is going to build a bear to create a gift for the victims of Newtown. They are filling the bear with notes of love and condolances from across the states and is accepting all e-mails to fill the bear.

To find out how you can send your e-mails to be a part of this project, please click the link.

http://luna-starbright.tumblr.com/p.....own-ct-project

Hey everyone,

I know some of you that watch me also watch my boyfriend  portzebie. So I thought I would bring to your attention his new system for taking commissions.

His commission system is a request system! Instead of trying to get a limited slot, you can fill out his commission form and when he is ready to do another commission you will be contacted to see if you still want the commission.

So if you wanted to commission my foxy, and have some money to spare, please go fill out his form.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9084755/

Can't wait to see what you guys come up with!

Hello Everyone,

I wanted to thank everyone that donated to the cause. I have had my head in like 50 places for awhile and I finally found some time to just sit and right down my thoughts.

I have paid off my taxes for the year. That is a lot of stress that is off my back and I can't thank you enough for your generosity. I know I still owe someone some lines and I will do that asap. In a few months I will donate the same amount of money I received from donations to the charity that I posted in the journal.

Also, thank you all for the watches that I have received. You are all amazing people and I truly appreciate all the kindness.

I hope you have a wonderful day!

Today is my boyfriend  portzebie and I's anniversary. We have been dating for 3 years now officially today. He sent me these beautiful red roses today and send a really amazing card. I couldn't help but let you guys know.

Later tonight we are going out to the movies and catching dinner. My favorite kind of traditional date so I am looking forward to it.

I got very lucky that I met him and that we wanted to stay in each other's lives. I don't know where I would be without him. I just know that I wouldn't be as happy or feel so loved.

I love you very much Portzie!

A cool person named  pinkmonster is having a raffle for $100. All you have to do is link the the raffle and leave a comment for your chance to win $100.

Link to the journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3438348/

I am hoping I win so that my donation drive goes better. Good luck everyone!

Well, I found out today that my Uncle Bo passed away yesterday. At least he isn't suffering anymore. Though now I need to attend the service.

It is being held sometime in May. I will still do all I can in order to get more Voice for Donations to go through and I will complete them all. I am still going to hold onto my promise that anything I make over my goal I will give to charity.

Thank you all for your prayers and well wishes. Also thank you for the people who have spread this journal, who have looked out for me and told me about voice acting work, and for those that donated to the cause. I really appreciate it and I am so grateful for all of your kindness.

Sincerely,

Sasha

tldr: I want to do voice work for donation to help save up so I can see my family and what ever I make over my goal I am donating to the Cancer Research Institute.

If you would like to donate, my paypal is trinityburningwitches@yahoo.com.

Hello Everyone!

First, I want to thank all of my Friends, Fans, Commentors, watchers, etc. for all of your continued support. It means a lot to me. I a sorry I haven't left personal comments for awhile, I will do so as soon as I can.

Now, for the reason that I am posting this journal.

As you all know, this is income tax season. This is the time of year Uncle Sam will take your kidney and sell it so that our government can keep our nation going round. As you also know, I am self employed and therefore subject to self employment tax. Now, I had planned to pay $500 or so since I made a lot more than my previous years.

I found out just recently that I owe basically double what I had thought. I have 120 days to come up with $600.

Then on top of that, I got a call the other day from a family member of mine. My uncle, who was diagnosed with stage 2 Esophageal cancer and COPD last year, was admitted to the ICU. My family thought that he wasn't going to make it.

Now, I am paranoid that he might not recover and I will need the money to go see my family. But in order to do that, I need this debt out of my way so I came up with an idea to kill two birds with one stone.

I will do voice acting work for the money to pay off the IRS, and if I exceed my goal, I will donate the rest of the money I receive to the Cancer Reasearch Institute. It was rated A on charitywatch.org, so I trust that all the money that I will give to this foundation will actually go to research instead of advertising to get money for research. I am calling this effort Voice for the Cure!

Now, until May 31st I will be offering these services:

1. Voicemail messages:

Have you ever wanted a sexy woman to take your calls? Well look no further! For your donation I will do a personal sexy voicemail box recording for you. It will have dialogue similar to this:

"You have reached the voice mail box of Portzebie. He can't come to the phone right now, he is a little... tied up at the moment. Please leave a message and he will get back to you as soon as he can."

The dialogue will not be the same for everyone word for word. If you have a dialogue you want me to specifically do for your voice mail, I will do it. I can also do a limited amount of accents for different languages, so if you want say a sexy French woman I can do that. Please let me know what you would like for your recording and I will see what I can do.

You will receive a personal mp3 file of your voice mail message through your e-mail that you will provide. I will not post this anywhere publicly, so this is really a one of a kind recording just for you. If you are not happy with the recording, please let me know what is wrong and I will attempt it again. Though there will be a limit of 6 attempts. I usually will not send a recording until I am satisfied that I did a good job and fulfilled all of the requirements so it shouldn't need to be changed very often. Also, by attempts I mean I sent you the file... you said X thing was wrong with it, I record it again and send you the file again.

For this I would appreciate a minimum donation of $1. Turn around for this depends on how many requests I receive. Though I can usually get this done and send you the file the exact same day. The most would be a week.

2. Ringtones

Sort of the same as the voice mail messages, but these are a little shorter and can be sexy, funny, impersonations that I can do, etc. Though for these if you want impersonations you will have to note me first before anything else, since there is only a limited number of things I can do.

One I did for a very generous person was I did in a sexy voice "You Got mail". You can use these as alerts for when you receive texts, are being called from a specific person, etc. Again, you let me know what you want and I will try my best to do it.

I have also been told that I have a pretty singing voice. So if you want me to sing part of a song I will attempt that as well. The only restriction is I will not do Screamer metal. My voice is not suited for it, and even if it was I don't want to strain my voice too much.

Minimum donation for this would be the same as the voice mail option with the same turn around time. You will get an mp3 file only for you and this will not be posted publicly unless you choose to.

3. Scripts

There are a few people on FA that like using VA's for flash or other personal projects. I would love to do any and all of it.

The minimum donation for a 20 to 30 lines of dialogue is $2, but if it is pages of dialogue please be considerate of the time and effort it takes to do longer scripts. If you have shorter than that, there is no minimum.

I would also appreciate that if you are doing this for a public thing, that I be credited as the voice actress.

I am willing to do adult scripts, but the turn around time will take longer than a clean script. Due to the length of a script, it might take longer than a week for turnaround. If it is really short I can do it really quickly.

4. Riffing Movies

Now, this is the only option that might be used for more than one donator.

Basically, I will do the same as MST3K. I will watch a movie of the donators choice, and I will make jokes and comments about the film. I have quite a large library of films that I can access from both Portzebie's and I's movie collections as well as Netflix and other sources. If I have not seen the movie before, it might take a little longer so that I know what I a dealing with. If in the event I can't find the film, I will let the donator know and they can pick another film or have the money refunded.

The only movie genre that I might not be able to do is Horror. Please for that genre send me a note, because there are some films that I can handle watching and there are others that I can't. For example, if it is a 1950's horror film I can handle it. If it is in the style of Army of Darkness or Zombieland or even the TV series "Walking Dead" I can handle that. Though that is on a "I will see if I can handle that" basis. An example of a film I won't do is Saw. Otherwise, you got it.

Though if you say "Brokeback Mountain" I will need a minimum donation for $3... I couldn't sit through that movie all the way only because of how uninteresting it was to me. Though I will admit it will be hilarious to see how I would try to entertain myself while the movie is going on.

Since these will take a minimum of an hour, some of the jokes might be scripted during the final record. Some will be spontaneous. I will also warn you that since this will require some editing, it will be the longest for turn around. If in the event that I have more than one person request the same movie, to save time more than one person might get the same mp3 file.

I will also warn you that the donation does not include the ability to see the film. You will have to either own the film or rent the film and play the recording while you are watching the film.

I request that if you do decide that you want a riff, that you do not post this one publicly until June 1st, 2012.

Since I may use this for multiple people, minimum donation would be $1.

If you would like anything that isn't in the options above, please let me know and I will see what I can do.

Thank you all for reading this, and thank you for your consideration.

P.S., for those waiting for your icons I apologize. If you would like a refund, please let me know and I will start giving them in June. If you need it sooner, I will try my best. I haven't forgotten, I could never forget.

Hello Everyone,

I am posting this to say that I haven't died. I have just had a lot of stresses and other things that I haven't really talked about here. So I apologize for all the messages that I have wanted to leave for people but never had the chance.

Now that a lot of those stresses are gone, I have now become sick after coming back from an awesome Furry Fiesta 2012.

So, I am taking a few seconds to thank everyone in mass for all watches I have received in the past few months. I really appreciate it them all and I feel bad that lately I haven't given everyone their proper attention. I haven't forgotten, and I will get to them all as soon as I can.

I also want to thank all the people that wished me to get well soon from my sickness both on my shout page, and on  portzebie's journal. It means a lot to have so many people care and hope that I get better soon.

Another news, I finally moved in with Portz. Thank you to everyone who sent congratulations on that as well. That also means a lot to me.

Anyway, I just wanted to let everyone know that I do appreciate everything that everyone ever leaves for me and I try my best to read them all. It really touches my heart that people care about me at all. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

Hello Everyone,

It has been forever since I posted a journal or anything really other than comments. I really haven't had the time nor the motivation too lately. Not that a lot of people read the journals people post anymore. So, I sort of assume that very few people that watch me will even read it. But, at least someone will and I want to wish them and every a happy and safe Holiday season.

I have been reading some journals where people post their holiday wish lists. I thought I would do the same. I know some of them won't come true just because I want them to. But it would be amazing if they did.

1. For everyone to have a happy and safe holiday.
2. For everyone to at least give a call to friends and loved ones, or even better spend time with them.
3. Make a donation to your favorite charity, no matter the amount. Every little bit goes to what you deem is a worthy cause. Even some old coats or just donating food can do amazing things for a family in need.
4. If you can't do #3, donate some time to a local soup kitchen or other local charity. They can use all the volunteers they can get, especially in these hard economic times. And I think all of us can give at least half an hour to an hour of our time for a good cause.
5. Try to be a good person to everyone you see. If they are mean to you, just smile and still try to be polite. They are probably stressed from the commercialism of Christmas.
6. The economy to get better and have a way for people to have jobs.
7. The fortune 500 donate a few million dollars to their government to at least make it so that either the US government get out of debt or at least so that social services can still afford to keep going. Though in exchange, they would require more watchful employees to make sure that the system won't get abused again.
8. I wish that Americans will finally fight to have their freedoms restored.
9. That every country and nation that has suffered will get back on their feet again.
10. That every person, no matter their sexual orientation, race, creed, gender, etc. will all be equal in the eyes of the law and the eyes of every person. You do not have to like everyone's differences or opinions, but at least don't do harm to others.
11. That women stop having a large family of children that they can't afford to support. If you have the money to raise them yourself, go ahead by all means. But when you can't afford to have what you have an you are on assistance, stop it!
12. That religious people and even athiests would actually think about what their religion (or lack thereof) says. And that they don't force feed their opinions down other's throats.

Now, for some selfish ones:

1. That my boyfriend Portzebie gets everything he ever hopes for in life. I want him to be happy and feel like he is the wonderful person that he is. And I want him to feel like he is loved because he is by all his friends and fans. I love him too.
2. That my uncle can finally eat solid food again. He has a feeding tube because he was diagnosed with stage 2 esophagus cancer. He has received cancer treatment, so far though he still can't eat.
3. That my uncle survives cancer.
4. That my family actually has some good luck, either by health or money wise so that they can have a lot less stress.
5. That all my friend's are happy and healthy.

And those are my wishes.

I don't want nor do I deserve really anything material. I mean there are material things I would like but there are much more important things than my stupid material wants.

Happy Holidays!

The amazingly talented  seskata is offering a free raffle on their journal for a free commission, badge, and icon. The only thing you have to do is pimp their raffle journal on your own journal and leave a comment with a link.

Go and enter! You won't regret it!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2769584/

Finally, after 6 days we have power in my part of Connecticut. Thank you tree service men all the way from Texas.

Though while I am sitting here with lights, there are still others that are not as fortunate. The rich district of course was the first to get all their lights back. And that is not the worst of it.

The worst of it is that today is the start of the Woodstock fair. While citizens of Woodstock sits there with no lights and possibly no water, 16 CL&P crews are working hard to get the fair going with lights.

http://www.wfsb.com/story/15386210/.....n-out-of-power

I myself am boycotting this fair. I hope others in my state do the same. That is utter disrespect.

One of my favorite gal pals  mukichan is holding a ladder auction to get funds for her to take a much needed vacation to relax and see the love of her life *que awe ^^*.

Please go and check out the auction, donate art, bid, make and advertisement journal, or a mix of any of those things.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2642727/

One of the prizes is a sketch from  portzebie and many other cool artists.

Guess who is the newest voice actress for the awesome Crowchild's HTH Studios? Give up???

ME!!!!

I am now officially a member of High Tail Hall and other  crowchild projects. Please be on the lookout for me as well. You will never know where I might turn up *winks*.

Please go donate and support the hard work of all the staff and crew at HTH!

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/crowchild

This is just a bitch journal and I am sorry for cluttering your inboxes. You can ignore this, I just need to get this off my chest before my head explodes.

My brother has summer vacation off and usually, during summer vacation I am stuck with babysitting duties even though he is going to be 13 this year. Now my brother is smart in the sense of mechanical things. I think we all have our intelligence in different subjects so he isn't dumb. But some things he thinks are out there.

My uncle Chester (a complete bum) comes up here everyday to use our internet and my aunt gives him food (aka enabling him to be a bum). He decided to look up stem cell research and of course this leads to the cloning topic. My brother goes on to say that scientists were studying cloning so that way they could grow clones and use them for replacement body parts.

That is where I got angry.

Now, there is more than one reason that I got angry. First, that entire statement was propaganda in the first place. For the amount of time it would take to bring a clone to adulthood it would make the organs unavailable for that person to use them. Though I will admit that scientists were trying to figure out how to create organs from cloning, that level of propaganda that is based in ignorance pisses me off to begin with. The second reason is that the entire cloning stuff has been dropped for years now. Now it is just beating a dead horse for the sake of it.

The first time I replied saying, "The cloning thing didn't work..." and I was about to finish my argument when he starts going on about Dolly and spewing more propaganda at me. And I repeat louder, "You don't follow this stuff so you don't know that they are not even working on that anymore because the Dolly experiment failed." Then my aunt goes, "Don't be so snippy to your brother!".

I will admit I sounded snippy because he didn't let me finish what I was going to say and not listening to me, but this is bullshit! Why do you defend someone who is not only talking about something that they themselves don't understand or even bother to educate themselves with, but won't even listen when you use things such as logic to counter argument?

Apparently this is the 9 millionth time that FA has been hacked or broken into. But my account is always left alone. I feel so loved!

Or at least they did something so minor I never get to notice it.

There is a password stealing virus in our midst. Do not open any links through journals on FA for awhile.

Ye be wared!

Go check out the latest song from Skeletor!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2360179/

Lyrics were written by Sasha DarkCloud (me) and Portzebie.

Skeletor voice is Portzebie.

Video will be coming soon!

Hi all,

I would like to take an oppertunity to thank each and every one of you for wishing me a happy birthday. My computer actually lagged from all the people sending me messages all day long. You guys are awesome and it makes me feel really amazing that you guys care about me.

For a good portion of my life, I felt like I was worthless and because of certain things sometimes I feel that way. But on my birthday, I didn't feel that way. The last few days, I haven't felt that way save last night. And I want to thank you for those times.

I also wish to thank you for all your patience. You guys are saints and I don't deserve such kindness. As I stated in journals before, I will either try to refund or get things done as soon as I can. Just with work actually backing up on me I have had a lot to do and little time to do it. But I am still trying guys, I am still trying.

I also wish to thank my fans. You guys give me the strength to keep trying new things and projects. Not only do I have AMV Nightmare to do voice work for, but now I have Ecchi studios, another personal project that will be under wraps for now, but I also might have another role down the line when I get a new professional mic. So things in that regard are really looking up for me, and I have really seriously considered being a professional voice actor. But, we will see how it pans out.

Lastly, I wish to give anyone who has gone through what I have over the past 25 years some wonderful advice.

To anyone that has been made to feel like dirt because no one else has faith, or to anyone that was ever made to feel worthless or nothing because their love made them feel that way, or their parents made them feel like you are just a burden... these bits of advice are for you.

1. Do not take all the negative things that people have to say to heart, no matter who makes them. I have found that in all my years of life even the most intelligent people I know, can be and a lot of the time probably will be wrong about what to do with your life. The best person to decide what goes on in your life, is you.

2. Take what people throw at you and try to analyze it to yourself. Does what they say hold any merit? Then change it if you really want to. If it doesn't? Then scrap book it away and move on. There is no point holding onto the pain anymore when happiness feel so much better.

3. When someone says something like, "The only person that will love you is me, or no one else would put up with you." Look at them and say, "You know what, that is fine with me." Pack your things, walk out the door, and move on. It is a good indicator that this person is mentally abusing you or wishes to abuse you. No person deserves to be treated this way. I know it will be hard, and you can be in denial of the signs because you think the person you love could never harm you... some can... and do.

4. Never be afraid to try to talk to someone about your feelings. Though don't always expect your friends to be that cushion. Though they can help, they are people too and have limits. Try to find someone professionally to help you when you really feel that things are way beyond your control to handle. It is not worth the stress or aggravation you put on yourself. Plus you can choose if you want to continue speaking with a professional or not, there is choice.

5. The best revenge to get on someone that treats you like trash, is to succeed in what you want to do. Nothing bothers someone like that more than your own success. They may still try to make you feel worthless, but just smile and laugh it off. Trying to make you feel worthless is the ultimate admission to their own failure. Pity them, because they need to compensate.

6. Never treat a mistake as a failure. Mistakes are something that everyone makes in life and is the way that we learn. No matter how bad the situation, I bet you can look back and learn something to improve your decisions further down the road of life.

7. Know that you are a beautiful person. No matter what you look like on the outside, the beauty inside is what counts most.

8. No matter what imperfection you have, there is always going to be those people that either don't notice it, or have a fetish for it.

9. Self confidence in anything is the sexiest thing on the planet.

10. If you are still in school and you get bullied, I can tell you from experience that life outside it is going to be shit. But don't give up, because there are things you haven't experienced yet that make the whole thing seem like a small price to pay.

11. Loving someone can be the most challenging marathon hike up a mountain sometimes. Though, the journey is more than worth it.

That is all I can share for now. I finally feel sleepy enough to actually go to sleep now.

I hope that these help someone out one day. And again to all of you, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

I <3 my . I <3 My friends, and I <3 my fans.

Hi everyone,

Know that FA changed their notice I need something else to amuse me.

As you guys know, Little Big Planet 2 came out. I had Little Big Planet 2, but it met an untimely end. So my family is getting it for me again for my birthday.

However, having said that I still need to finish LBP 1. I need to get all the co-op trophies and story bubbles. This is where I would like some help.

I would like 4 players to help me get the last few bubbles and trophies that I need. So I would like for us to all meet on Saturday so I can finally finish that part of the game and not have to deal with people that are so terrible that I can't even figure out what they are doing and being so close to getting all the bubbles and missing it because people are dumb.

See, no one wants to join when I host so then I have to follow them to their pods and it has me waste my time. I really just want to get the important things done in the story mode and have that be the end of it.

So if you know anyone that would be interested in playing LBP 1 to get the rest of their story bubbles or any hidden ones please pm me on aim or Skype. I have my contact info right on my profile. It would really make my birthday if I could get all those prize bubbles that I need.

If you guys look at the latest Administrator notice, which is hard to miss... it says that there will be downtime on Sunday, March 19th.

Why do I find this amusing? Not because FA will be down again to install new hardware. It is the fact that who ever wrote when the site is going down didn't bother to check their computer's calendar when writing the date.

Saturday is the 19th. Sunday is the 20th, which is my birthday.

Now, I would like to notify who ever is responsible so they can change the date to accurately reflect which day it is but I don't know who to contact or get a hold of, and don't want to waste someone's time for something so small as an incorrect date.

So I will just sit here and be amused.

Hello All,

I decided to update you guys on my visit with the oral surgeon since this is actually going to affect my voice acting performance. Plus a lot of you on here I consider you my friends and want to keep you guys updated.

I went to consult with my oral surgeon today. And I got to say, he is a really amazing man and has very wonderful staff. He is going to remain my oral surgeon should I need work in the future. Hoping I don't obviously, but you never know.

I went in, and filled out all my forms and everything. And I go in and they take this panoramic xray, which is pretty cool. But before I could do that, I had to try to take my studs out. That was a bitch. My mother, who was nice enough to take me to the oral surgeon today, had to help me get them out. But they did indeed come out and I got my xray.

Anyway, the way the xray works is you stand up and bite down on this thing and you have to hold onto this bars as you sort of try to lean back a little and grin. My legs actually felt like they were worked out from that. Then this bars go all the way around your head while you try to remain as still as possible to get an amazing shot. Thankfully I only had to do it once it was only for about a minute or two. Then the lady escorted me back to the room and I sat and waited for the surgeon who actually attended to me very quickly.

Now, he explained the procedure to me. He said that thankfully this is actually going to be an easy procedure for him to do and will only take about half an hour to perform. He told me the aftercare, and said I may need some stitches but they are dis-solvable ones so I don't need to come back again.

Then we talked about price. He said that normally he charges $725 for this type of procedure. He said that because of my referral he would drop the price from $725 to $430. Which is really amazing. And to be extra nice because I have no insurance and I have to pay for everything out of my own pocket he only charged me today for the xray. So instead of having to pay $270, I only need to pay $140. Which was really nice of them, and I was really appreciated it. It took a ton of stress off me and now I know for a fact that I can afford to do this.

Not only did that happen to me today, but my amazing boyfriend  portzebie wired me $200 to help pay for the bill. He also said that if I needed the money, he would try hard to auction off more commissions for my oral surgery. Please go bid on his originals! http://www.furbuy.com/seller/portzebie.html. Only two days left and they are at really cheap starting prices.

Then finally, I got a really huge surprise. My mother gave me $200 and said "Keep it, Happy Birthday". I obviously thanked her profusely. And then, she said to me on the way home. "My friend John got me these 14k gold diamond earrings, but I have no desire to get my ears pierced in life. I will give them to you, but don't lose them." I was just overjoyed. So I said I would take them and they are currently in my ears now and look fabulous!

So thankfully for me today was a good day after all.

Though for the people of Japan and everyone in the Pacific you have my prayers. I feel so horrible for the families and friends who are trying to contact their loved ones and having those worries.

I hope all my friends are safe and sound, and everyone gets connected with their loved ones. As much as death is a very mournful thing and I wouldn't want anyone to die, I think it is worse to not know how a loved one is than to hear that they passed away.