Just..wow...as if it matters

I defy you not to grin while listening to this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yE2.....aZp8QhURBnt_JA

despite that I like, post next to nothing these days O: back in the day I drew alot to get more watchers and to become popular, now that I care less to draw since I give up on that, people are watching me wtf XD

that when I have money to spare and feel like commisioning an artist...their closed blargh...come on heavensward collectors edition! money is literally burning a hole in my pocket

Would people come watch? would you talk in chat or just lurk? what would you like to watch me doing? gaming or drawing or? Tell me~..right now thinking may or may not stream Fallout New vegas..since I love the game it's awesome

It's only a small thing to take a little time to wish some a happy birthday but it means alot to me that some of you took the time and own initiative to wish me a happy birthday. It may sound silly but I feel it's in these small acts that you find out if people actually care enough about you to do such simple things.

So again a huge thank you to all.who did wish me a happy birthday! To those who felt they didn't need to do such a simple and quick thing...well now I know how little I mean to people past my sona, I am rather disappointed tho about people I thought would say happy birthday to me but didn't even so much as say hi to me yesterday for a whole.5 secs.

Officially survived another year, and now sat bored at work...come 5 hours! Pass quickly please.T.T

And imma working...10am-6pm blargh oh well

Hope you all have a good day regardless...so do me a favour and go feed yourselves to  dragonsurfer for me! I want a big boy for my birthday tommorow~ ;3

Working on my birthday D: nooooo

Least it falls on a Sunday this year so may..may just have the day off lol. That's pretty much for now, on the fifteenth of this month my birthday comes back around, joy to.the world I'd survived another year!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Srl-CjQrMh8

A lot to learn from whats being said I think many people would benefit from thinking on this

On Tuesday on my way to work, I passed out/fainted...no reason why, doctors said it maybe from.simply not eating regularly but getting my bloods done in case...so sat here waiting...should've brought my Keycard with me..may have been able to skip this queue lol.

Only grazed my hand, nothing serious from falling and luckily I was in front of the hospital when I collapsed so picked the best place for it Lol...other than physically inside the hospital Lol.

Well?

Fucking Team Fortress 2...it looks good but...my word it really isn't

Fucking deciding what games I want to play argh ><. Bought EvE but not sure if I'll stick to it.

If anyone cares my Steam is Murphy.

again, I don't know what games to buy or play, it is like soo frustrating...it shouldn't be but..aaaarggh

Well finally got around to buying a new computer, only spent like £550 altogether but should hopefully suit my needs lol. So hopefully will be doing more art in future and also playing a few games!

i5 base unit
750 watt ace psu
Gtx 750
And a terrorbyte hdd

Most of that means nothing to me tho lol.

Wow...thank all of you for allowing your submissions page to defiled with my poor works. Honestly I do appreciate watchers and favs since it means (I think) that people may actually like the rubbish I produce, or at least me! So thank all of you again who took the time to watch me and fav my works, thank all of you wonderful...tastey..awesome people!

Accident and Emergency here is past full, no spare beds in the hospital so only surgery going on is either trauma or local anesthetic cases. We even "closed the doors" for A&E...glad I'm only into four O'clock today..

And a happy new year! hope all goes well for you all <3

Managed to book new years week off work at least, but already got my shifts for the Christmas holidays D: At least I got the actual day off at least tho. Hope ya'll are okays.

I'm in work 8-4 l, got paid both my weekly and monthly pays today and can't go.shopping blargh

Recently I've been posting little to nothing, due to no mood to draw and most of my free time spent on ARR. But gonna try to get drawing again more regularly. So what sort of stuff would people like to see? Why did you watch me to begin with?

The cancer is now deemed untreatable and she only has about 18 months to live, in which the cancer will probably become more painful for her. Don;t expect much of a reply if any at all from me from now on, if your not a good friend, don't even bother.

Still rather upset deep down but dealing with it better than initially..hopefully either tommorow or day after I should get the results about my nans cancer, see how bad it is ect, honestly I don't know what I will do if the news is less than wanted..