This account only seems dead I promise, I have only been posting art ive drawn to Facebook because the effort needed to post my art on all of my sites honestly is not there at all. I can barely get out art as it is, so eventually maybe one day ill actually be able to commit to drawing.
I have two jobs right now as well so RIP me.

Ill probably do a cleanse on all of my art pages when I start posting again also.

Yes, i will get to the raffle prizes. as to when I have no idea, right now for me it has been sleep, school, work, sleep. I barely have time to shower and eat. BUT I will at some point, get to the prizes, slowly but surely. (it would help if people werent always calling off... aha)
Otherwise, im still alive and well and itching to dra with no chance to D:

My computer broke so I havent been able to draw like anything.. Ugh

I swear I am not dead guys...
Just have a really bad art block right now, I havent been posting anywhere.
I swear im slowly working on the raffle adopts, it will just take me some time until I feel artsy again

So im mostly doing personal work right now but I will post updates of finished work of mine soon... Since im lacking on keeping up.
Idk why posting a piece feels like so much work xD hahaaa.. ;3;
Anyway, ive been working on the raffle adopts. slowly, but surely

Hope you all are having a great day :3

Since I cant for the life of me sleep. Even though my news meds are supposed to make me tired.. what?

1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: My mom lol
3. Last text message: My mom..
4. Last song you listened to: The Cranberries- Zombie
5. Last time you cried: Like.. the day before yesterday.. I think
6. Dated someone twice: Yeap
7. Been cheated on: Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yup yup
9. Lost someone special: Someone? More like everyone LOL //sigh..
10. Been depressed: Yep

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. Scarlet
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2015)
15. Made a new friend: Nope
16. Fallen out of love: Nahhh
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes :)
18. Met someone who changed you: Nope
19. Found out who your true friends were: I thought
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Um, like everyone lol good or bad stuff
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Well I did
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Like almost half.. I dont know many people
23. How many kids do you want: One, maybe
24. Do you have any pets: My child cat named Doodles and some cactuses.. if those count
25. Do you want to change your name: Nahh
26. What did you do for your last birthday: My aunt took my to have sushi
27. What time did you wake up today: 3 am freezing my ass off
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Not being scared of pursuing my career choice
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Yesterday hah
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Like, could I not be paranoid and hypochondriac and like i wouldnt get made fun of by my family.
32. What are you listening to right now: Rain and apparently Katy Perry
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My brother and dad..
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: No one
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36. Whats your real name: Erica
37. Nicknames: MC Nugget, Erka and like nothing
38. Relationship Status: Dating?
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female: Female
41. Primary School: I move so much Idek
42. Secondary School: Again ^^^^
43. High school/college: Northview and not in college.. yet
44. Hair Color: Light brown, maybe ashy idk
45. Long or short hair: Boy cut short
46. Height: 5'1"
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope, asexual mostly
48: What do you like about yourself: Ehh. lips
49. Piercings: Yeah
50. Tattoos: Nahh
51. Righty or lefty: Lefty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Tonsils
53. First piercing: Ears
54. First best friend: //shot
55. First sport you joined: None, but swimming is fun
56. First vacation: Never had one
58. First pair of trainers: What

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Nothing
61. I'm about to: Lay on the floor and do nothing
62. Listening to: Eminem
63. Waiting for: Me to stop being a shit hole LOL

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Maybe
65. Get married: Depends
66. Career: Cooking hopefully, but if not automotive and then if not there then Law enforcement

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach I guess, doesnt really matter?
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive?
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship I suppose


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nahh
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yeah, on my own face
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah
82. Been arrested: Whut no
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yeah, and sucks because recently everyone is dying..
85. Fallen for a friend: Yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Kinda of
87. Miracles: Nah
88. Love at first sight: Possible
89. Heaven: IDK
90. Santa Claus: NO ew
91. Kiss on the first date: Nah im too paranoid id freak hah,..
92. Angels: nah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope
95. Did you sing today: Naaoo
96. Ever cheated on somebody: No, why even?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: What about forward? Current life= Whut shit is this
98. The moment you would choose to relive: Childhood
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yes
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Not really

haha not a real game.. but sounded cool
I am going to draw everyday or TRY because of my heart condition, I cant work with symptoms
BUT most of the time I feel fine, thank god.
I have three last things to finish up and then I will be working on personal art and freebies here and there, this is to try to improve my skills and try to find a style/styles
Occasionally I will sell some YCH's but not often.

Thanks for reading if you did, if not xD well its not very important anyway

Got back from my best friends house
Glad I know who my real friends are, on a future note dont make promises you dont mean/cant keep. sorry I really thought the friendship we had was real but now your too good for me and im not the gender you prefer to talk to or whatever.
Just gotta say having one friend is better than having a bunch of fake ones.
ANYWAY
Hopefully my heart rate stays down, last night was bad. Almost went to the ER.
If it stays down ill probably get at least one thing out by today. Im still here and didnt forget about any of you!

Ugh been hit hard today. No work is probably getting done
Can barely do anything without gtting tunnel vision and my hands are shaking..
Hopefully I outgrow this, ugh
halp me

Go check out she has lovely art! <3

My favorite piece ATM by her- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16676110/

Also some more fabulous artists that need love too below!

To make it easier to understand for future customers

use "goods/services"
please make the address drop-down is switched to "no shipping/address required", if available

Soo I have a crapload to do.
Since its the easiest im doing owed icon first and then switching on and off in between the raffle YCH and a bought YCH since the bought is almost done but shading is hard and stresses me out //ack

Ill advertise some things if I remember

The YCH's will be done before Oct. 31st like way before.. so no worries

https://www.dropbox.com/s/flue1ko7e.....itled.png?dl=0

Number 19 won! :)
congratz

Are You Afraid Of:
[X] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[X] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[X] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 5

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[X] deep water
[X] snakes
[ ] silk
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[X] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 9

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[X] crossing hanging bridges
[X] death
[ ] heaven
[X] being robbed
[X] falling
[ ] clowns
[X] dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[X] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[X] doctors, including dentists
[X] tornadoes
Total so far: 18

[X] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[X] growing up
Total so far: 23

[X] creepy noises in the night
[X] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[X] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[X] throwing up
[X] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 29


If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of 8 out of 72 fears"

if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal.
if you get under 10, you're fearless

Well.. I have allot more.. not there
*flips table*
I dun need counseling.
Im perfectly sane
Staph
You dun know
Whatchu talking bout you