Ok so I know its been a hella long time since I've been spotted!
But alas, I am back and I have created a new account with brand spankin new art of NEW characters AND
AAAAAAAAAAAND
There will now be adoptables available :3
Yep that's right, I will now be offering adoptables as low as 20$ usd auto bid! 5$ starting bids.
For any of you that are interested, here is the link to my very first adoptable! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37972866/
Credit for the lines goes to go check em out if you aren't already watching them!

Thanks to everyone who takes the time to read this and an even more special thanks to those who go a step further and check out my adoptable!

Yup, after like 7 years, I'm back and ready to go through all these 25k submissions! lol

Halloween has to be my favorite time of year around FA. When all the crazy, AMAZING art comes about.

An artist that I watch is desperately in need of some donations and prayers.
Her poor little iguana is sick and she has absolutely no way to get him to the vet.
Here's a link to her journal, take a look and help her out if you can!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:35688124

Best of luck to you I hope you get all the help you need and deserve~

Well, its been a couple years and I've logged on a few times. But I'm trying to make a conscious effort to delve back into the furry world, I rather miss it. Don't hesitate to say sup :)

It's been a super long time since I've been able to get any art from anyone so I'm gonna enter in this free icon raffle :3
Hopefully I'll be able to win something for once! lol


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2357743/

Merry Christmas to everyone and a happy new year :3

Is almost here ._.
But so is Halloween! <3

That's right, I have all of them O: All in good condition and some in mint-ish condition.
My boyfriend and I are in need of cash to pay bills and such, and I'm willing to part with my cards.
If any of you are interested, please note me and make some offers.

Note: I will not be splitting them up, they will be sold as a set, all 151 of them.


List of all the holofoils that are included:
Venusaur
Charizard
Blastoise
Nidoking
Clefairy
Ninetales
Vileplume
Poliwrath
Alakazam
Machamp
Magneton
Hypno
Hitmonlee
Hitmonchan
Chansey
Kangaskhan
Mr. Mime
Gyrados
Lapras
Eevee - promo
Vaporeon
Flareon
Zapdos
Mewtwo

PLUS a lot of the promo cards, such as Mew and Mewtwo.

If any of you would like to help, but can't afford to purchase the cards, feel free to help me pimp the journal! It would be much appreciated by both myself and my boyfriend. Be sure to let me know if you do so, I would like to give thanks properly.

All moved in and I'm settling down now that my friends are gone.
I absolutely love it here <3 Things are going great!
I'll keep posted >:3

So yeaaah. I've been back in Michigan for 4 days and tomorrow morning I will be leaving.
I've tried to see all of my friends on such short notice.

Things went so well while I was visiting my boyfriend that when I left, we were both utterly miserable. So we found a solution; me moving XD

Heather, I know that you'll read this. I'm sorry that I didn't get to see you before I left, much less give you any warning that I'm leaving. I love you dearly girl and I will miss you. I will be coming back to visit here and there so we'll see each other again. I saw Luke at WalMart today and told him to give you a huge hug for me when he sees you.


Peace out,
Salem

So it's been a few days since I've been here in Iowa with my boy. My laptop was being wonky so I kinda just let it be because I couldn't be bothered to care XD But he took a look at it and fixed some things up so it's working much better now \o/
Not to mention that I left my phone charger in Milwaukee roflrofl so I can't even use my phone cause it's DEAD. Haha.


The first day went WAY better than I had expected, hardly any awkwardness, at least on my part. I settled in quite easily, much to my surprise. I thought that I would be freaking out left and right lol but we clicked right away.
The moment I saw him when his friend Todd pulled up into the driveway I flung the door open and ran up to the porch and latched onto him for about, hmm, close to 10 minutes I would guess. I didn't even bother closing the door.
After Todd left we cuddled on his bed for however long it was, I don't know. BEST. FEELING. EVAR. Yep.

The past couple of days have been more than super duper fuckin fantastically SUPER. Everything is just so damn wonderful.
It randomly smacks me in the face that I'll eventually be on a bus headed back home...I'm not sure how I'll be able to sleep in my bed without him. Or go back to being on skype only. It's going to kill me.

Anyway!
Just letting you all know that I'm safe and having the best time of my entire life.
And I'll keep updated when I feel like it :D

So umm, there's this amazing dood here on FA with a FANTASTIC talent for rapping.
His lyrics are incredible and they hit hard, very impressive.
I'm gonna pimp him out a little and link you all to his journal, please take the time to read it and give him your opinions, kay!?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:11406518

I'm in Milwaukee near the end up my 14 hour layover and I will be headed to Tomah, Wisconsin next.
This is the first time I've been to a bus station where I could use internet! It's rather splendiferous I must say.
Instead of going to the mall, I decided to go to a nearby hotel to sleep and get some rest, it was a good idea because I feel a looot better than I would have if I hadn't. My back was really sore and I was at the point that I would probably have passed out in the mall.
Whilst at the hotel before leaving to come to the station, I think I had a mini anxiety attack. It was even HARDER to breathe and it just keeps getting more intense. I love it though.
I'll write again later!

Where I'm packing up my laptop along with everything else and leaving soon to get on a bus for a day and a half to meet my amazing boyfriend face to face.
It's getting to the point where it's REALLY hard to breathe and I haven't even left my house yet...can't imagine how it's going to feel the moment I pull up in front of his house. Oh god.
THIS IS AMAZING.
I'll keep ya'll posted 'n stuff, promise

Yep. Close to 2 days left until I leave for Iowa. EEEEEE~! c:
Sorry to bother any of you that actually read these XD

AWE YEH

And I'll be seeing my boyfriend face to face for the first time.

1. Hi, who are you?
Just an average girl living somewhere that doesn't really matter :D

2. Describe yourself physically.
5'7", overweight though people tell me it suits me (Something about having curves in all the right places XD pfft), ever-changing hair and blue/green eyes that change depending on the mood I happen to be in (I've noticed that they're more blue when I'm happy and green when I'm upset).

3. Describe your personality.
Extremely loving and caring, overly passionate and sympathetic, bi-polar, goofy, easily hurt though I would like to think that I can be strong when I have to be. I tend to try to hide my problems from others in order to try and fix them on my own, that normally ends poorly. Day-dreamer at heart and a very hopeless romantic till the day I die.

4. What makes you happy?
Movies, friends, when the weather fits the mood I'm in perfectly, animals, nature, travelling, clean laundry, driving, sleep, music, and art. But I would have to say that my boyfriend makes me the happiest that I can be.

5. What makes you sad?
Winter, vegetables, the fact that I always have my head in the clouds when my feet are planted on the ground, how long it takes me to fall asleep at night, and a lot more I'm sure.

6. Enough of this introspective stuff. What are your favorite sweets?
Gummy candy mmmmmmm.

7. If you had a light saber, what would you do with it?
Giggle uncontrollably and wish I had another so that my friends and I could go out in the middle of the street at night and bother people with the obnoxious noises that light sabers make.

8. One person you can't stand being around?
Oh god haha ummm, there are a few that I'd rather not mention.

9. One person you could always be with?
My wonderful boyfriend.

10. Want to get married?
When the time is right, most definitely.

11. Want kids?
Someday.

12. Favorite weather?
Windy Autumn days and rainy Spring days.

13. What does your username mean?
Something that a past friend of mine came up with one day, I loved it and couldn't get it out of my head.

14. Have any fandoms?
Kekeke, I sure do, but am I going to tell? Nah.

15. Three things you've learned in the past year?
1: I tend to make the same mistake over and over.
2: I sub-consciously sabotage myself when things in my life start going good.
3: A person that I met over 2 years ago is the person I want to spend my life with.

16. Are you single or taken? What do you think about love?
Happily taken and wouldn't have it any other way.
To me, love is a rare gift that most people take for granted and don't fully understand.

17. For how long have you been single/taken?
I've been off the market for almost 6 months.

18. Are you happy?
Happier than I think I've ever been, and to me, that's something irreplaceable and utterly important.

19. If you could travel through time, what would you tell your past self?
Honestly, I don't think that I would say anything. I believe everything happens for a reason, and if you were to interfere with the events in your own life, you could very well fuck it up for yourself while trying to make it better without having to make the mistakes that make you who you are.

20. What are you proud of most?
My perseverance through really tough times that have gotten me to where I am right now.

21. What are you least proud of?
All the people I have hurt on the road to self discovery.

22. Your usual bedtime?
XD

23. List at least five habits
1: I tend to play with my hair when I'm bored or nervous.
2: I crack my knuckles too often.
3: Saying that I'm going to do something and not doing it.
4: Putting my friend's needs ahead of my own.
5: Lacking confidence in myself far too often.

24. Tag up to three people!
I choose not to tag anyone, but if there are any individuals that want to do this, go for it :D

The best boyfriend in the world, mhm.

So, when people make really dumb mistakes, why do you think they do it?
Even when they know how horribly wrong it is, why do you think they do it?

If there's one thing that I know, I know how to make a mistake.
I know how to fuck my life up. Some would say that I'm an expert at it, without hesitation.

But the thing is,
Some people don't care if they hurt others, or even that one person they love.
Myself on the other hand,
I DO care. I care so much.

Now you may be asking yourself, "Then why all the mistakes? Don't you think you would learn?"
You're right. You think that I would get it through my thick fucking skull that I hurt people when I do certain things. Yet somehow, I still do them, knowing full well that it will hurt someone...but it still happens. And then I regret it.

I'm afraid of life guys, I'm terrified of living. Scared shitless. I need help, a lot of it.
I try to fix things on my own, but that gets me absolutely nowhere.
What do I do?
How do you guys deal with life when it gets rough?
Do any of you out there sabotage yourself like I do? How do you handle it...?

When life starts turning around, and things are going in the right direction...when life is on its way to being amazing, I get unbelievably scared and do something stupid that ruins it all.
For fucks sake, someone help me.

I don't want to be afraid to live my life and love somebody.
I want to love this man with every fiber of my being.
There is nothing in this world that I want more.

I just want to fix myself...

Baby, I'm so sorry. So. Very. Sorry.
For everything...
I love you, I really do. With all my heart.

Stolen from my boyfriend cause I'm bored :D

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

HAVE YOU...

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[x] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[ ] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 30

[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 36

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 43

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 47

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[x] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 55

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite/same sex
[x] cheated on a test

GRAND TOTAL: 65

Is tomorrowwww, the 20th. I'll be turning 20!
My golden birthday so to speak.
I'm exciiiteddd c:

Have a happy one :3

Merry Christmas
Happy New Year

All that good stuff :>

I had the best of both
Hope you all did too :3