Male, female, and all genders in between. Im obsessed with dragons lately and noticed i dont have many dragon friends. I would love to know if there are any willing to get art with my gryphon or samurott sometime. Or kindle a friendship with all the cute dergs.

Would love to hear from you dragons <3 maybe even some horny thoughts.

I was gonna get this YCH, but i dont have the money. Thought some of my watchers would be interested in it uvu

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43273388/

Eyyyyy! BLAZE IT! Though I just got another watcher, making it 421 rather than 420, but I didn't notice since my watch count isn't visible on mobile, for some reason. Oh well.

Thanks to everyone for watching my birb and his art! It's honestly great to see how much people like it. I still have plenty to post though.... I get a bit too much art xD But I'm not gonna complain~

I can't see my watch count on my homepage. Does anyone else have this problem or know how to fix it?

Thanks!

I never said thank you for 100 or 200 watchers. But it feels great to have 300 watchers. It means a lot to me! I want to do something special for 300, but I'm not sure if a raffle or ych would work since I'm already so open to getting commissions with others. I mean, I'm not rich, but I'm certainly eager to get art with all the pretty girls and boys. Just gotta let me know!

In other news, I'll be attending AC this weekend! I'll get there pretty late on Friday afternoon, but I'd be around if y'all wanna say hi. I don't have a fursuit or anything, but I'll be giving out Elie stickers! I don't have that many so I'll have to moderate it to make sure all my friends get some as well. But if I run out, I can always order more and give them through postage, but that sounds like a lot of work just to spend money and as you can tell by how often I post, I'm lazy..

I hope y'all have a great day! I hope to hang out with some peeps at AC!

Over the past month or so, things have been changing for me. Not only is my academic life getting more and more difficult with exams and assignments, but my social life is getting more difficult.

Anxiety has been hyperactive and I can't tell if people still care or not. I feel like my friends no longer like me for who I am because they change the way they speak and behave towards me. I would think that my friends would always be there to talk to me, yet I barely get anything of a reply, and at most I have a short lived and once sided conversation with them. Factors like these cause me to conclude that my friends are tired of me and no longer enjoy my company, which only drives me into depression as I question myself physically and mentally, and think that I'm not good enough for them. No matter how much people tell me it's ok, it still feels as if something is wrong, that's there's a piece they're not willing to tell me. They tell me over and over that I'm a good person and that they care, but their actions show otherwise a lot of the time, either that or I just feel like they're lying to me to get me to be okay, which doesn't help at all.

I've been thinking about leaving my friends alone for a while and give them space, letting them love their lives without me for a while. But I don't want to lose my friends because it's so hard for me to leave people I care so much about, despite all they make me feel. I think it's just my fault for feeling this way, and I'm pretty much hurting myself. But I hope that one day things get better for me and for my friends who are behaving differently because of stress or other problems going on in their lives.

I know a lot of this is very abstract and too broad. It makes me feel delusional just writing about it. But so far I'm thinking about getting antidepressants as well as therapy and maybe it'll help sustain me for the rest of my time studying. Maybe I'll get to be more of myself than this depressed version of me that is nowhere near who I am.

Sorry for such a long rant. I just thought id share these words with some people and hopefully gain some insight to my problems and possibly advice.

Thanks for listening. Have a good one.

I hope you guys don't mind the art being posted. I'm still really behind and I'd like to get most of it done today.

Thank you! I hope everyone enjoys the art.

Will be posting some art today and tomorrow. I forgot some of the artists, but ill be sure to look for them before posting. And looking at all this art, I realized that I might need some more art of my samurott; my gryphon has a lot of attention on him, xD

Might take this week and next to search for and post art I got over the past year. I'm really behind. Might post them as I find them in my Dropbox and phone. I'll take a bit to organize it. It's not much though, so not really gonna be spam. Just make sure you don't open something with a "warming" icon o3o

Hello! Hope all of you are doing well. This is just a little life update. Nothing special. I just thought I could just use this to destress a bit.

So, I've taken too many commissions than I can handle. Since I started college, I've been too busy to draw. I can only do so much and try to get some sleep. I'm really sorry if I promised you a commission and I haven't given it to you yet. In trying my best, I'm just trying to adjust to college.

Also, I've been getting lonely since there are so many gay couples at my school and I can't seem to find anyone in the fandom here. I'm tired of being single. But I am thankful for   lewrex and   refizul for keeping me warm and letting me share my feeling with them.

In addition to school, I have a job now, which is a good thing because I'll get more money and be able to afford a new graphics tablet. But its bad because I'm not going to be able to draw as often. I really wish I could get money with art, but I'm not a great artist yet. I'll need to keep doing free art for a while until I can start charging.

My life is just one big puzzle. I'll figure it out someday, but I just need time. Again I'm sorry for delaying commissions. I'll do my best to finish them up. Sorry if this journal is a bit pessimistic, I just needed to get a bit off my chest.

Hi! Hope all of you are doing well!

So, a couple things I want to share. First, I'm going to be really busy the next couple of days - and probably next week - since I'm relocating to New York for college. And, since I live in California, I have a long trip ahead of me, especially with all my luggage (I feel like I'm moving).

Despite my trip, I will still be working on some artwork. Its going to 3 dutch angel dragon adopts. I'm making reference sheets for each of them and will be putting them up for adoption nearing the end of August. I realized I'm going to need a small amount of income from art and such to keep me on my feet in college, and the adopts were the first to come to mind.

Also, I am thinking on opening for commissions for FREE right now. Yes, its a bit risky since I have a lot on my plate, but I fell like doing free art will appeal to more people, thus giving me more practice. I will be taking 3 slots, first come first serve. They will be colored and shaded (using different methods so I can experiment). If you want a FREE art slot, just comment below!!! I'll send you a note.
Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20734994/

Thanks for reading! If you have any questions or just want to chat, send me a note!

Not to big of a deal, but at least 100 people know I exist. Now I need to get 100 watchers.... Back to the drawing board