6000 Follows, Bassline Reloaded, Lewds and Commission stats!
Posted 9 years agoYOOOOO! So I just hit 6000 followers! Woo! Thanks for all the support! That goes out to everyone from the people who give me nice feedback to the lurkers who fave my entire gallery in one sitting to the Patrons giving me monies each month! >W< You have my official "SAFE BRUV!" stamp of approval!
Secondly, I never made an official journal post about it here for some reason but my most recent mixtape "BASSLINE RELOADED" (The sequel to 2014's "This is Bassline") was released just under two weeks ago! Getting over 500 downloads and counting! If you've been living under a rock and missed all the promo art ive been posting nonstop for it then please check it out! If you like loud, crazy electronic bass music then it'l be right up your street! It's up on both Soundcloud, Youtube and can be downloaded as a straight mp3! FOR FREE DAWG!
>>> DOWNLOAD <<<
Listen on Soundcloud / Listen on Youtube
In other news, I still have naughty, lewd sketches for sale! So if you're interested in seeing some NSFW draws from me then go here! >>> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21555491/ Each penny I get from it really helps me out so please consider it! =3=' plus they might not be on sale forever!
Lastly, COMMISSION STATUS UPDATES! As said in my previous journals, getting Bassline Reloaded out meant I had to take some time off commission work otherwise it would simply have never happnened! Unfortunately this took a whole month extra than I initially intended.. This is not a journal to say commissions are open because trust me.. my queue is already pretty full.. but just to say if you are waiting on a commission from me than 1. I'm sorry for the long wait! and 2. I will be resuming commission work after Halloween (31st) So hold tight!
Oh yeah, Another thing! I recently hit my patreon goal of $200!! That means a Minx x Keisha twerk battle pic should be on it's way soon! >W> This money really really helps me!! So please consider making it even larger yo! Seriously appreciated :D
Support me on PATREON! ^W^
Secondly, I never made an official journal post about it here for some reason but my most recent mixtape "BASSLINE RELOADED" (The sequel to 2014's "This is Bassline") was released just under two weeks ago! Getting over 500 downloads and counting! If you've been living under a rock and missed all the promo art ive been posting nonstop for it then please check it out! If you like loud, crazy electronic bass music then it'l be right up your street! It's up on both Soundcloud, Youtube and can be downloaded as a straight mp3! FOR FREE DAWG!
>>> DOWNLOAD <<<
Listen on Soundcloud / Listen on Youtube
In other news, I still have naughty, lewd sketches for sale! So if you're interested in seeing some NSFW draws from me then go here! >>> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21555491/ Each penny I get from it really helps me out so please consider it! =3=' plus they might not be on sale forever!
Lastly, COMMISSION STATUS UPDATES! As said in my previous journals, getting Bassline Reloaded out meant I had to take some time off commission work otherwise it would simply have never happnened! Unfortunately this took a whole month extra than I initially intended.. This is not a journal to say commissions are open because trust me.. my queue is already pretty full.. but just to say if you are waiting on a commission from me than 1. I'm sorry for the long wait! and 2. I will be resuming commission work after Halloween (31st) So hold tight!
Oh yeah, Another thing! I recently hit my patreon goal of $200!! That means a Minx x Keisha twerk battle pic should be on it's way soon! >W> This money really really helps me!! So please consider making it even larger yo! Seriously appreciated :D

BAH!
Posted 9 years agoYeah… I’m a bit behind schedule.. My new Bassline mix (along with it’s artwork) was supposed to come out by now. However for about 2 weeks straight of September I was really depressed and as a result, was unmotivated / unhappy with my artwork.. I feel a lot better right now just saying, But yeah.. I’m a bit behind.. So just letting you know it’s not cancelled or anything =w=‘’ I just had a bit of a rough patch…
The artwork I’m doing for this has been my biggest illustration project since my comic all the way back in 2012.. I mean it’s not nearly as much content but the overall quality (plus my habit with perfectionism) has made this quite a big deal for me! Ide say it's about 75% done! You can check out my progress on it through Patreon =3= https://www.patreon.com/scifijackrabbit
For people waiting on commissions please be patient with me still! They will happen!! =A=
The artwork I’m doing for this has been my biggest illustration project since my comic all the way back in 2012.. I mean it’s not nearly as much content but the overall quality (plus my habit with perfectionism) has made this quite a big deal for me! Ide say it's about 75% done! You can check out my progress on it through Patreon =3= https://www.patreon.com/scifijackrabbit
For people waiting on commissions please be patient with me still! They will happen!! =A=
Damn Jack, Back at it again with the Lewds!
Posted 9 years agocommissions! (closed)
Posted 9 years agoany kind just note me about it! Full colour, detailed sketch, Tiffy cosplays etc!
general price range: http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....ifijackrabbit/ (ignore the open/close status. i can't be bothered to update)
Not first come first serve! I will choose!
Paypal Only
Female preferred. Mammal species preferred. No humans
Note me with reference / image of OC if interested :3
NSFW is for MY OC's only!
general price range: http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....ifijackrabbit/ (ignore the open/close status. i can't be bothered to update)
Not first come first serve! I will choose!
Paypal Only
Female preferred. Mammal species preferred. No humans
Note me with reference / image of OC if interested :3
NSFW is for MY OC's only!
Taking a small break from commissions
Posted 9 years agoAs some of you might have realized by now. This year so far has been like 75% commission work for me. This is fine as it is currently my only source of income besides Patreon (which really helps me out btw) However because of the large queue of commissions and the amount of time it takes for me to do one finished art piece (or even a sketch).. (Which is tiringly long btw) I have had little to no time with personal projects.
I'm going to be taking September (this coming month starting tomorrow) to focus on doing a large scale illustration/graphic design project for my latest mixtape.
I might be able to squeeze a couple current sketch commissions to clear some slots but other than that I need to focus all my attention on this. So If you are on my commission queue. All I ask is for your patience! =3= They will get done I am just very slow!
On a related note. If you are interested in commissioning me for the future please get in contact/note me about it. Perhaps something can be arranged for a later date :3
Thanks! ~ SFJR
I'm going to be taking September (this coming month starting tomorrow) to focus on doing a large scale illustration/graphic design project for my latest mixtape.
I might be able to squeeze a couple current sketch commissions to clear some slots but other than that I need to focus all my attention on this. So If you are on my commission queue. All I ask is for your patience! =3= They will get done I am just very slow!
On a related note. If you are interested in commissioning me for the future please get in contact/note me about it. Perhaps something can be arranged for a later date :3
Thanks! ~ SFJR
My past as an obnoxious Sonic fanboy :P
Posted 9 years agoDetailed sketch commission open! 1 slot! (CLOSED)
Posted 9 years ago(CLOSED)
£40 (GBP) (GREAT BRITISH POUNDS! NOT EUROS! xD)
Check the exchange rates if not from the UK! If they suck then i'm sorry but it's out of my hands =w='
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20509075/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19788547/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19353566/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19386605/
Paypal Only
Single OC, tweaked in my style if needed. Maybe some additional graffiti or a prop :) (Additional OC's can be negotiated)
SFW ONLY (Softcore/Ecchi "big tits and ass or w/e" is FINE!)
Female preferred. Mammal species preferred. No humans
Note me with reference / image of OC if interested :3
£40 (GBP) (GREAT BRITISH POUNDS! NOT EUROS! xD)
Check the exchange rates if not from the UK! If they suck then i'm sorry but it's out of my hands =w='
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20509075/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19788547/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19353566/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19386605/
Paypal Only
Single OC, tweaked in my style if needed. Maybe some additional graffiti or a prop :) (Additional OC's can be negotiated)
SFW ONLY (Softcore/Ecchi "big tits and ass or w/e" is FINE!)
Female preferred. Mammal species preferred. No humans
Note me with reference / image of OC if interested :3
COMMISSIONS OPEN! Sketches and Full avaliable! ~ TEMP CLOSED
Posted 9 years agoFull colour and Sketches Open!
Paypal Only
SFW ONLY (Softcore/Ecchi "big tits and ass or w/e" is FINE!)
Female prefered. Mammal species prefered. No humans
Prices are in £ (GBP) (NOT EUROS!!!!) Check conversion rates through google if you are converting from another currency. (such as Dollars) Conversion rates are out of my control -w-'
Note me with reference image to OC if interested :3 I'm a bit picky so if i'm not up for it or unable to do it do not take it personal -w-
details and pricing >>> http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....ifijackrabbit/
Paypal Only
SFW ONLY (Softcore/Ecchi "big tits and ass or w/e" is FINE!)
Female prefered. Mammal species prefered. No humans
Prices are in £ (GBP) (NOT EUROS!!!!) Check conversion rates through google if you are converting from another currency. (such as Dollars) Conversion rates are out of my control -w-'
Note me with reference image to OC if interested :3 I'm a bit picky so if i'm not up for it or unable to do it do not take it personal -w-
details and pricing >>> http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....ifijackrabbit/
Calling all British girls! I need your voice!
Posted 9 years agoI'm looking for some females to have their voice featured for some shoutouts in my upcoming mix, THIS IS BASSLINE 2 !! For authenticity I need British accents! (English) It doesn't matter what part of England you're from!
This requires you to record yourself saying simple stuff like "You're listening to Jai Q!" etc. I will provide a list! A chav/urban twist on the accent would be better >W> You may be required to say certain slang phrases so being familiar would help out!
If you're the nervous type. I understand. But bare in mind you do not have to record live in front of me or anything! =w=
You will be credited in the final release! If you are interested please note me! :)
Listen to the previous THIS IS BASSLINE 1 here!
This requires you to record yourself saying simple stuff like "You're listening to Jai Q!" etc. I will provide a list! A chav/urban twist on the accent would be better >W> You may be required to say certain slang phrases so being familiar would help out!
If you're the nervous type. I understand. But bare in mind you do not have to record live in front of me or anything! =w=
You will be credited in the final release! If you are interested please note me! :)
Listen to the previous THIS IS BASSLINE 1 here!
Any Londoners here?
Posted 9 years agoJust wondering if any of you are from LUNDUN :)
my hamster passed away today u.u
Posted 9 years ago5k Followers! Also i'm ill... ALSO LUNA BOOBY ACTION???
Posted 9 years agoSo I just hit 5k follows on here! yay! >W< Thanks everyone! That's 1000 people in 5 months since my last 4k journal! :P
You guys mean the world to me! :3
In other news iv'e been ill :( ... I rarely get ill but the other night I woke up with flu and although I've gotten better I just haven't felt quite right since... So yeah. Art is a bit slow right now
People waiting on commissions don't worry they will come eventually. Kind of need a balance of paid work and my own stuff to keep my drive going.. And since I seem to put out one picture or picture set minimum a week right now that's that. Just the way I work I guess.. Art is exhausting :/ (But the pay off is nice ^W^)
IN MORE NEWS! been messing around with Clip Studio Paints new animation tool. It's great despite being a bit limited. And of course the first thing I would attempt is Luna getting her boobles bamboozled... It's not finished but i've posted a cheeky little work in progress sooooooooo
*really fast 90's American kids toy advert voice*
BECOME SCIFIJACKRABBITS PATRON FOR JUST 1 DOLLAR A MONTH ON HIS TIP JAR (OR MORE IF YOU'RE SUPER RAD) AND GAIN ACCESS TO EXCLUSIVELY COOL SKETCHES, TOTALLY GNARLY DOODLES AND neat WORKS IN PROGRESS! ALSO EARLY UPLOADS!!!!!!............. SOMETIMES! SIGN UP RIGHT NOW AT THE CLICK OF A BUTTON ON THE WORLD WIDE WEB! JACK IS ILL AND NEEDS YOUR MONEY TO BUY BEYBLADES AND JUNK FOOD..I MEAN TO PAY BILLS! SO COME ON KIDS! ARE YOU RAD ENOUGH!? *explosion* batteriesnotincludedpleaseconsultinstructionbookletorcontactusonwww.wtfamiwriting.netontheworldwidewebforadviceandfeedbackonthisproduct.
(seriously though please consider this helps me out a bunch) -3-
Support me on PATREON! ^W^
Also here's a cropped version of the Luna animation I was talking about.. because I dunno... I'm a teasing asshole :3
http://i.imgur.com/HcRFjXB.gif
I'm going back to sleep now! Byes! <3
You guys mean the world to me! :3
In other news iv'e been ill :( ... I rarely get ill but the other night I woke up with flu and although I've gotten better I just haven't felt quite right since... So yeah. Art is a bit slow right now
People waiting on commissions don't worry they will come eventually. Kind of need a balance of paid work and my own stuff to keep my drive going.. And since I seem to put out one picture or picture set minimum a week right now that's that. Just the way I work I guess.. Art is exhausting :/ (But the pay off is nice ^W^)
IN MORE NEWS! been messing around with Clip Studio Paints new animation tool. It's great despite being a bit limited. And of course the first thing I would attempt is Luna getting her boobles bamboozled... It's not finished but i've posted a cheeky little work in progress sooooooooo
*really fast 90's American kids toy advert voice*
BECOME SCIFIJACKRABBITS PATRON FOR JUST 1 DOLLAR A MONTH ON HIS TIP JAR (OR MORE IF YOU'RE SUPER RAD) AND GAIN ACCESS TO EXCLUSIVELY COOL SKETCHES, TOTALLY GNARLY DOODLES AND neat WORKS IN PROGRESS! ALSO EARLY UPLOADS!!!!!!............. SOMETIMES! SIGN UP RIGHT NOW AT THE CLICK OF A BUTTON ON THE WORLD WIDE WEB! JACK IS ILL AND NEEDS YOUR MONEY TO BUY BEYBLADES AND JUNK FOOD..I MEAN TO PAY BILLS! SO COME ON KIDS! ARE YOU RAD ENOUGH!? *explosion* batteriesnotincludedpleaseconsultinstructionbookletorcontactusonwww.wtfamiwriting.netontheworldwidewebforadviceandfeedbackonthisproduct.
(seriously though please consider this helps me out a bunch) -3-

Also here's a cropped version of the Luna animation I was talking about.. because I dunno... I'm a teasing asshole :3
http://i.imgur.com/HcRFjXB.gif
I'm going back to sleep now! Byes! <3
New NSFW Tiffy Cheesecake set!
Posted 9 years agoSKETCHES NOW AVAILABLE! Commissions update! ~temp CLOSED~
Posted 9 years agoMoney is dangerously low again... :/ (like actually skint.. I'm not kidding)
details: http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....ifijackrabbit/
SFW (or suggestive/Ecchi) only! (You know.. My usual shit -w-') SKETCHES NOW OPEN! (As a cheaper option for as low as £20 -w-)
New commissions will be added to the current SFW queue of 2 people!
NSFW funded images purchased a while ago as well as "secret paid projects" I am holding back for just a little while longer! But I will get to them soon! don't you worry -w-
You can also help me out by becoming my patron! Just $1 or more gets you exclusive sketches, wips and doodles!
Support me on PATREON! ^W^ 
I will be making a proper much easier to understand commission sheet very soon haha
details: http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....ifijackrabbit/
SFW (or suggestive/Ecchi) only! (You know.. My usual shit -w-') SKETCHES NOW OPEN! (As a cheaper option for as low as £20 -w-)
New commissions will be added to the current SFW queue of 2 people!
NSFW funded images purchased a while ago as well as "secret paid projects" I am holding back for just a little while longer! But I will get to them soon! don't you worry -w-
You can also help me out by becoming my patron! Just $1 or more gets you exclusive sketches, wips and doodles!


I will be making a proper much easier to understand commission sheet very soon haha
Help me out yooo!
Posted 9 years agoSo this week my rent went up slightly and it's put me a bit on edge.. Please consider supporting me with just $1 or more a month on Patreon because so far it's really helped me out financially you have no ideaaa =.= ... If I was to get up to $250 that would pretty much have me fully covered every month at least till I get my own place which I doubt will happen for a while.
So yeah. It's pretty much a tip jar. But that doesn't mean you don't get anything in return. It's not exactly a paywall or anything but if you do decide to give me any amount of money a month you will get to see what i'm up to with sketches, doodles and w.i.p's -w- (Things I have never really considered posting anywhere else in the first place)
https://www.patreon.com/scifijackrabbit
So yeah. It's pretty much a tip jar. But that doesn't mean you don't get anything in return. It's not exactly a paywall or anything but if you do decide to give me any amount of money a month you will get to see what i'm up to with sketches, doodles and w.i.p's -w- (Things I have never really considered posting anywhere else in the first place)
https://www.patreon.com/scifijackrabbit
A brand new year! WHAT'S GWARNIN BRUV!
Posted 9 years ago...And I already wasted the first day of it by sleeping for nearly FIFTEEN HOURS. I don't even recall having a hangover from this years house party, I'm just a lazy as shit!
So here we are in 2016, Properly halfway through the current decade. Everything's moving so quick i'm actually starting to really miss and feel sadly nostalgic about the good ol' noughties (00's) At least the first half of it anyway. Big up all the half nineties/noughties children who had the Millennium slapped right in the middle of their childhood! lol Good times!
If you've already seen it and read the description notes in my 2015 art summary you might know last year was quite a rollercoaster for me. The first half from January through June I was struggling with my last year of university and on top of that, was having a very difficult, emotional relationship with a now ex girlfriend. I have nothing against them at all but it really did kind of fuck me up for a little while :( My artwork really took a beating from all this having no motivation or inspiration at the time as well as emotional stress. I actually produced literally nothing over March to May and had to find university stuff I was doing to fill those months on the summary.. But alas, my life had a turn around mid year and as far as art is concerned at least I really felt I got back on track. In fact the second half of 2015 I probably produced the most art I had ever done in a long, long time and some of my best too! So yeah! 2015 in a nutshell... "Kinda shit but also bangin m8"
This year I plan to get going where I left off! Maybe finding a part time job though.. xD For months now I have been jobless and as much as I am happy having lots of time for drawing (...and sleeping) I feel a job would be good for me. Something to get me up nice and early in the morning. Also so I don't feel tight on money all the time. Don't know if you lot have noticed but I have been doing a lot of commissions lately and most of that money is going towards a small rent soooooooo yeah.. -w-'
In terms of art I just want to do "more" ... I say this all the time but I just want to up the output each month! So expect a lot of stuff this year ;P ......Mayyyyybe not the comics I have been promising since 2012 but a lot of nice varied artwork none the less for sure. I want to branch out a bit more. Focus on my conceptual ideas, more bio's, more in depth looks at my Original characters, more sweet ass mixes etc etc.. Not JUST pin up "T&A" artwork you know.. Of course that will never go away, but lets at least get some male action up in here at least right? xD
In other news, Someone uploaded my banned Militant Sounds mix to youtube with a DL link in the description loool! Not my problem now! Go check it out! This was the project I worked on all 2015 that never really made it because of certain wastemen in the music industry. So do me a favour and go download the fuck out of it. ;P
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=od9VJt-ick4
Lastly I just want to say thanks to everyone supporting me and my stuff! I wouldn't be doing any of this without you lot! From the people ghosting about just simply adding my artwork to their faves list to the people on Patreon giving me $$$ each month! Big uppp <3
Also I want to get buff. By the end of this year I don't want to be SCIFIJACKRABBIT but the new and improved MUSCLEBOUNDHOUND!
That's all for now! ~ SFJR
Support me on PATREON! ^W^ 
So here we are in 2016, Properly halfway through the current decade. Everything's moving so quick i'm actually starting to really miss and feel sadly nostalgic about the good ol' noughties (00's) At least the first half of it anyway. Big up all the half nineties/noughties children who had the Millennium slapped right in the middle of their childhood! lol Good times!
If you've already seen it and read the description notes in my 2015 art summary you might know last year was quite a rollercoaster for me. The first half from January through June I was struggling with my last year of university and on top of that, was having a very difficult, emotional relationship with a now ex girlfriend. I have nothing against them at all but it really did kind of fuck me up for a little while :( My artwork really took a beating from all this having no motivation or inspiration at the time as well as emotional stress. I actually produced literally nothing over March to May and had to find university stuff I was doing to fill those months on the summary.. But alas, my life had a turn around mid year and as far as art is concerned at least I really felt I got back on track. In fact the second half of 2015 I probably produced the most art I had ever done in a long, long time and some of my best too! So yeah! 2015 in a nutshell... "Kinda shit but also bangin m8"
This year I plan to get going where I left off! Maybe finding a part time job though.. xD For months now I have been jobless and as much as I am happy having lots of time for drawing (...and sleeping) I feel a job would be good for me. Something to get me up nice and early in the morning. Also so I don't feel tight on money all the time. Don't know if you lot have noticed but I have been doing a lot of commissions lately and most of that money is going towards a small rent soooooooo yeah.. -w-'
In terms of art I just want to do "more" ... I say this all the time but I just want to up the output each month! So expect a lot of stuff this year ;P ......Mayyyyybe not the comics I have been promising since 2012 but a lot of nice varied artwork none the less for sure. I want to branch out a bit more. Focus on my conceptual ideas, more bio's, more in depth looks at my Original characters, more sweet ass mixes etc etc.. Not JUST pin up "T&A" artwork you know.. Of course that will never go away, but lets at least get some male action up in here at least right? xD
In other news, Someone uploaded my banned Militant Sounds mix to youtube with a DL link in the description loool! Not my problem now! Go check it out! This was the project I worked on all 2015 that never really made it because of certain wastemen in the music industry. So do me a favour and go download the fuck out of it. ;P
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=od9VJt-ick4
Lastly I just want to say thanks to everyone supporting me and my stuff! I wouldn't be doing any of this without you lot! From the people ghosting about just simply adding my artwork to their faves list to the people on Patreon giving me $$$ each month! Big uppp <3
Also I want to get buff. By the end of this year I don't want to be SCIFIJACKRABBIT but the new and improved MUSCLEBOUNDHOUND!
That's all for now! ~ SFJR


Loneliness, relationships and my art
Posted 9 years agoProbably going to delete this later xD
I hope this doesn't come off as a pathetic cry for help "boohoo I want a girlfriend" post... But I wouldn't say it's far off honestly xD I just really need to vent my feelings somewhere so here goes..
This has been picking away at me for a long while now. I guess I could describe the feeling as "love sickness" The feeling of having so much love and affection to give but no one to give it to.
First things first. Iv'e had relationships. So this isn't a case of longing curiosity. My first girlfriend in fact lasting nearly 4 years through secondary school (which is quite an achievement if you ask me considering the age I was) And just last year I spent Christmas and new years with my last partner over seas. who at the time seemed like a dream come true but eventually crumbled and broke apart into nothing. Shame really.. But I'm not here to talk about my past. The point is i've had experience. Not much of it in terms of how many partners I've had but each one was meaningful to me and still enough for me to know how a relationship works.
However. For the first time in many many years I now truly feel quite alone. :/
See, there was always someone I was crushing on or thinking about when I was single before.. Which is dangerous in itself yes, but now there's just... No one. And honestly I'm not used to it. It's had me laying on my floor staring at the ceiling just longing for some sort of feeling to come back into my life. It's effecting me on a day to day basis almost as if it's clinical depression.
That's not to say I haven't tried putting myself out there. I know just moping around hoping isn't going to do anything. A bit embarrassing to admit but I have tried dating sites recently -/w/-'' .. first being a few furry orientated ones. Sounds silly but I feel my potential significant other needs to be one or at least be comfortable and knowledgeable with it (And i'll get on to why in a minute) However it turns out there isn't many female furries in the London area... Or the UK altogether for that matter... At least on those websites.
I then thought it might be a good idea to broaden my search.. So I reluctantly tried the more mainstream or "casual" dating sites. I mentioned on my profiles there I was "a bit of a furry" to say the least .. I mean there's no point in denying this fact as it's part of who I am. right? So despite this being there in my description I did actually manage to get chatting to a few girls. All quite attractive I might add and yeah, it was a little awkward for me as I'm pretty socially awkward with people I deem "normal" anyway. Yes they were "nerds" in the sense they played games and watched anime but overall the sense of normality was still there. This isn't to say they are below me or not good enough for me. It's more that I just tend to click better with people on that certain edge. People who are "outsiders" so to speak.
This is where the reality of normality and outsider psyches clash for as soon as we got on to the subject of "what do you do for a living" I showed them some of my artwork and they immediately lost interest. Of course I didn't blatantly show them my most raunchiest drawings but just like that I could tell they were uncomfortable. And in a way I don't blame them... Because I know they are not like that. Yeah a couple of them were actually artists themselves which was one of our "matching" qualities by the sites standards but they aren't like me in the same way....
So yeah... that's online dating down the toilet it seems.
You would think living in the big city I could just go out there and meet people but it's not that easy for me. I'm a lot more socially awkward than people assume... Also I'm not sure a long distance relationship is the thing for me. I tried it and it didn't work out.. I need someone physically..
Overall on top of having love sickness I just feel really low on self esteem. In both physical appearance and what I do. I'm not the ugliest fellow mind you.. I mean I was able to grab the attention of various females with my looks alone but i'm not amazing either. That and I'm getting fatter by the week xD But that's a slightly different topic altogether...
I feel my art severely limits my chances of attraction and i'm not surprised.. I mean do I really have to explain why?? I just come off as a massive weirdo and pervert in some cases through my art regardless of the skill or talent involved...
I could stop doing what I do.. and I think you lot would agree that that's bullshit and you're right because here's the thing.. I KNOW there are people out there.. I know there's someone for me out there! Someone who wouldn't care. Someone who would actually love me for being me.. The problem is I just don't know where to find them :(
I feel in a way my presence can make me intimidating.. ooo scifijackrabbit the biiiiig artist.. But no.. I'm just like you. I'm just another human seeking true happiness.
My optimism may make me naive sometimes but it's honestly what keeps me going otherwise I would almost certainly be clinically depressed. So I guess I'll just keep doing what i'm doing hoping that one day I will have a special someone... maybe u.u
I hope this doesn't come off as a pathetic cry for help "boohoo I want a girlfriend" post... But I wouldn't say it's far off honestly xD I just really need to vent my feelings somewhere so here goes..
This has been picking away at me for a long while now. I guess I could describe the feeling as "love sickness" The feeling of having so much love and affection to give but no one to give it to.
First things first. Iv'e had relationships. So this isn't a case of longing curiosity. My first girlfriend in fact lasting nearly 4 years through secondary school (which is quite an achievement if you ask me considering the age I was) And just last year I spent Christmas and new years with my last partner over seas. who at the time seemed like a dream come true but eventually crumbled and broke apart into nothing. Shame really.. But I'm not here to talk about my past. The point is i've had experience. Not much of it in terms of how many partners I've had but each one was meaningful to me and still enough for me to know how a relationship works.
However. For the first time in many many years I now truly feel quite alone. :/
See, there was always someone I was crushing on or thinking about when I was single before.. Which is dangerous in itself yes, but now there's just... No one. And honestly I'm not used to it. It's had me laying on my floor staring at the ceiling just longing for some sort of feeling to come back into my life. It's effecting me on a day to day basis almost as if it's clinical depression.
That's not to say I haven't tried putting myself out there. I know just moping around hoping isn't going to do anything. A bit embarrassing to admit but I have tried dating sites recently -/w/-'' .. first being a few furry orientated ones. Sounds silly but I feel my potential significant other needs to be one or at least be comfortable and knowledgeable with it (And i'll get on to why in a minute) However it turns out there isn't many female furries in the London area... Or the UK altogether for that matter... At least on those websites.
I then thought it might be a good idea to broaden my search.. So I reluctantly tried the more mainstream or "casual" dating sites. I mentioned on my profiles there I was "a bit of a furry" to say the least .. I mean there's no point in denying this fact as it's part of who I am. right? So despite this being there in my description I did actually manage to get chatting to a few girls. All quite attractive I might add and yeah, it was a little awkward for me as I'm pretty socially awkward with people I deem "normal" anyway. Yes they were "nerds" in the sense they played games and watched anime but overall the sense of normality was still there. This isn't to say they are below me or not good enough for me. It's more that I just tend to click better with people on that certain edge. People who are "outsiders" so to speak.
This is where the reality of normality and outsider psyches clash for as soon as we got on to the subject of "what do you do for a living" I showed them some of my artwork and they immediately lost interest. Of course I didn't blatantly show them my most raunchiest drawings but just like that I could tell they were uncomfortable. And in a way I don't blame them... Because I know they are not like that. Yeah a couple of them were actually artists themselves which was one of our "matching" qualities by the sites standards but they aren't like me in the same way....
So yeah... that's online dating down the toilet it seems.
You would think living in the big city I could just go out there and meet people but it's not that easy for me. I'm a lot more socially awkward than people assume... Also I'm not sure a long distance relationship is the thing for me. I tried it and it didn't work out.. I need someone physically..
Overall on top of having love sickness I just feel really low on self esteem. In both physical appearance and what I do. I'm not the ugliest fellow mind you.. I mean I was able to grab the attention of various females with my looks alone but i'm not amazing either. That and I'm getting fatter by the week xD But that's a slightly different topic altogether...
I feel my art severely limits my chances of attraction and i'm not surprised.. I mean do I really have to explain why?? I just come off as a massive weirdo and pervert in some cases through my art regardless of the skill or talent involved...
I could stop doing what I do.. and I think you lot would agree that that's bullshit and you're right because here's the thing.. I KNOW there are people out there.. I know there's someone for me out there! Someone who wouldn't care. Someone who would actually love me for being me.. The problem is I just don't know where to find them :(
I feel in a way my presence can make me intimidating.. ooo scifijackrabbit the biiiiig artist.. But no.. I'm just like you. I'm just another human seeking true happiness.
My optimism may make me naive sometimes but it's honestly what keeps me going otherwise I would almost certainly be clinically depressed. So I guess I'll just keep doing what i'm doing hoping that one day I will have a special someone... maybe u.u
REMINDER! I'M ON PATREON YOOOO!
Posted 10 years agoPlease support my stuff! (if you like) -w-
Finally went ahead and set up a Patreon! ^W^
https://www.patreon.com/scifijackrabbit
Basically a tip jar for anyone who wants to support me and my original creations!
I do not believe in pay walls or holding back exclusive content as I think my artwork should be free for all! However it would be lovely to get some $$$ for what I do you know? :P So if you like my artwork and feel like throwing me $1 or more I would appreciate it very very very much! <3
Despite being a tip jar. If you do decide to become my patron you will get to see what i'm up to with w.i.ps and the odd doodle here and there! It's the least I can do :P
~ SFJR
Finally went ahead and set up a Patreon! ^W^
https://www.patreon.com/scifijackrabbit
Basically a tip jar for anyone who wants to support me and my original creations!
I do not believe in pay walls or holding back exclusive content as I think my artwork should be free for all! However it would be lovely to get some $$$ for what I do you know? :P So if you like my artwork and feel like throwing me $1 or more I would appreciate it very very very much! <3
Despite being a tip jar. If you do decide to become my patron you will get to see what i'm up to with w.i.ps and the odd doodle here and there! It's the least I can do :P
~ SFJR
New urban furry blog! Check it out!
Posted 10 years agohttp://furban.tumblr.com/
Silly Pun aside. It's a blog for sharing anthro/furry art with urban / street themes. (Like what I do often I suppose)
This niche needed to be filled sooner of later :P So if you're interested go follow it or even suggest or submit something! :P
Silly Pun aside. It's a blog for sharing anthro/furry art with urban / street themes. (Like what I do often I suppose)
This niche needed to be filled sooner of later :P So if you're interested go follow it or even suggest or submit something! :P
REDUCED! Will finish porn drawings for monies -w-
Posted 10 years agoNeed money for basic living and willing to share my personal NSFW drawings for it
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18342075/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18342075/
My eye style?
Posted 10 years agoThis is probably one of the biggest staples of my artwork / character design and while iv'e been told it is quite unique and capturing I have also been told on occasion it's confusing or even off putting.
Comments such as:
"Why are the eyes blank white?"
"The eyes are creepy. Is she blind?"
"Where is she looking?"
(I say "she" because 90% of my art right now is females xD)
Hopefully this will clear up some of the confusion.
Firstly they are not blank or white pupils. The eye style I use are "slits" or "slit pupils" to be more specific. A real life example being undiluted eyes of cats or lizards (Example here)
They also have influences from things like anime and Bomberman who also adopts slit eyes but in a different sort of way. One of the first artists that got me thinking about using slit pupils is actually Camille Rose Garcia.
However drawing eyes like this is problematic because with expressions if you draw the slits say, in the middle, not touching the top and the bottom of the eye as I do... Then the character naturally just looks surprised or "wide eyed" in facial expression. (Example here) A similar problem happens when trying to align the slits forward instead of to the side (especially looking straight at the viewer) as It just looks awkward. Mind you it can be done, But only at a certain angle like this this Speaking of which that is probably one of the much better examples of my eye style.
Iv'e been suggested to make the slits thicker.. And trust me i've tried it.. But it just doesn't look as striking to me.
The flicks or streaks of light I have added recently are also just a stylistic thing. But I havn't had many complaints about it so aye =w=
Here's a page from my 2012 sketchbook that might explain things better http://fav.me/d54o2sh
Comments such as:
"Why are the eyes blank white?"
"The eyes are creepy. Is she blind?"
"Where is she looking?"
(I say "she" because 90% of my art right now is females xD)
Hopefully this will clear up some of the confusion.
Firstly they are not blank or white pupils. The eye style I use are "slits" or "slit pupils" to be more specific. A real life example being undiluted eyes of cats or lizards (Example here)
They also have influences from things like anime and Bomberman who also adopts slit eyes but in a different sort of way. One of the first artists that got me thinking about using slit pupils is actually Camille Rose Garcia.
However drawing eyes like this is problematic because with expressions if you draw the slits say, in the middle, not touching the top and the bottom of the eye as I do... Then the character naturally just looks surprised or "wide eyed" in facial expression. (Example here) A similar problem happens when trying to align the slits forward instead of to the side (especially looking straight at the viewer) as It just looks awkward. Mind you it can be done, But only at a certain angle like this this Speaking of which that is probably one of the much better examples of my eye style.
Iv'e been suggested to make the slits thicker.. And trust me i've tried it.. But it just doesn't look as striking to me.
The flicks or streaks of light I have added recently are also just a stylistic thing. But I havn't had many complaints about it so aye =w=
Here's a page from my 2012 sketchbook that might explain things better http://fav.me/d54o2sh
4000 people like my shit! :D
Posted 10 years agoSo I just hit 4000 followers here on FA! I just wanna say thanks so much for all your support over the years from the people who were leaving feedback on my stuff from the Happi Bomb days to the new peeps who just clicked +Watch like an hour ago -w- <3 I wouldn't be doing this without you lot :P
Coincidentally, I recently hit 8000 over on DeviantART too! http://scifijackrabbit.deviantart.com/ woo!
Please consider becoming my Patron! -3- https://www.patreon.com/scifijackrabbit Just a dollar or more would be bless fam innit!
Coincidentally, I recently hit 8000 over on DeviantART too! http://scifijackrabbit.deviantart.com/ woo!
Please consider becoming my Patron! -3- https://www.patreon.com/scifijackrabbit Just a dollar or more would be bless fam innit!
favorite piece of art by me?
Posted 10 years agoNot trying to be narcissistic here xD I'm just curious as to what piece of art by me is your favorite so far. Whether it be for a personal reason or you just like how it looks =w= I do not expect anyone has been through my whole gallery but let me know! :P
Militant Sounds: BANNED. Mixtape has been removed
Posted 10 years agoBooty butts and new mixtape!
Posted 10 years agoAfter a whole year and a couple of months since my last proper mixtape I am proud to finally announce MILITANT SOUNDS! This time bringing to you a compilation of UK Grime music with a whopping 60 tracks! Free to Download with some bangin Kiesha artwork! About time she got the spotlight lol!
"Here is a mix that I feel captures the aggression and raw hype of Garage music's rejected child. From the dirty square bass lines to the stabbing gunfire snares under a slew of manic bars."
In other words it's pretty hype! DOWNLOAD HERE! >>> http://dnbshare.com/download/JAI_Q_.....OUNDS.mp3.html
You can also check it out on youtube and soundcloud below!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mARd-AgEN2Q
https://soundcloud.com/jai-q/militant-sounds
Pretty happy with it. But it certainly drained me and took far longer than I wanted it too... It was just a mix of laziness, perfectionism and the fact that I kept adding new tunes and constantly changing things during the process.. It must have been nearly finished about three times before I went back to square one and started over fresh... I also had my final year of university to deal with and an unstable relationship with my ex girlfriend. So yeah.. and i'm just happy to have it out of the way now to be honest. I don't think I'll ever try to do a mix with a tracklist that large again.. 25 max next time =w='' I hope it was worth the wait for you lot anyway.. Feedback is very appreciated! :3
Oh I also drew some sexy promo art for it with Kieshas booty butt! :P
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17728633/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17727317/
That's all for now! ~ Jack "your boi SFJR"
"Here is a mix that I feel captures the aggression and raw hype of Garage music's rejected child. From the dirty square bass lines to the stabbing gunfire snares under a slew of manic bars."
In other words it's pretty hype! DOWNLOAD HERE! >>> http://dnbshare.com/download/JAI_Q_.....OUNDS.mp3.html
You can also check it out on youtube and soundcloud below!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mARd-AgEN2Q
https://soundcloud.com/jai-q/militant-sounds
Pretty happy with it. But it certainly drained me and took far longer than I wanted it too... It was just a mix of laziness, perfectionism and the fact that I kept adding new tunes and constantly changing things during the process.. It must have been nearly finished about three times before I went back to square one and started over fresh... I also had my final year of university to deal with and an unstable relationship with my ex girlfriend. So yeah.. and i'm just happy to have it out of the way now to be honest. I don't think I'll ever try to do a mix with a tracklist that large again.. 25 max next time =w='' I hope it was worth the wait for you lot anyway.. Feedback is very appreciated! :3
Oh I also drew some sexy promo art for it with Kieshas booty butt! :P
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17728633/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17727317/
That's all for now! ~ Jack "your boi SFJR"