I'm going away for awhile and that means absolutely no art, i won't have any resources or internet for that matter, so yeah i'll be away looking for work and i'll figure out the rest. when i return i will definitely post stuff again but for now i'll be seein' ya...

After years of not getting around to watching this i finally sat down and watched it and it was alright, i absolutely fucking hate "Frozen" but this movie wasn't bad, i heard this film was funny and i wasn't disappointed, my biggest gripe is with the ending, so Flynn gets stabbed and Rapunzel pleas to heal him in exchange she never leaves her "mother", Flynn cuts all of her hair off with a single stroke with a shard of glass (its a cartoon, logic be damned) and that kills her mother/the witch since she needs her hair to live. So Flynn dies and is brought back by literal deus ex machina, Rapunzel cries and that brings him back, okay so thoughout the whole film Rapunzel's hair is seen in high regard because of its magical properties, but only her hair never once was it said that she was magical herself, just her hair. I feel like this was just a cheap way to have a happy ending and to keep things squeaky clean and not challenge the audience at all by keeping a main character dead, i think the film would of been better if they kept him dead because there would still be a happy ending, Rapunzel returning to her family and becoming the princess is all you need for a happy ending, but sadly thats not what we got.

Overall Tangled was much better than Frozen, will i go back to this movie probably not since i prefer Brave over both of these films since that was the more "progressive" film in the end but hey i prefer anything that isn't disney.

Holy shit this was fucking amazing, if you are a fan of Star Fox then i implore you to go watch it, this shits on the Star Fox Zero anime short nintendo released not too long ago, the frame rate is on par with the super nintendo game, fucking abysmal.

Enjoy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uieM18rZdHY

No offense to anyone coming from deviantart but you guys are fucking weird, i post a good 20 things to DA today and i get some bitch advertising her youtube channel on my art (which is shitty from what i heard), another bitch sending me her fucking email address, dumbasses commenting jibberish and weirdos that can't just say what they need to say on one post, like damn yall mothafuckas have no chill.

For me i eat, i used to think less of those who drink and smoke but during my last year of school i realized its their way of coping with the worlds bullshit, however drinking for the sake of drinking or getting high for the sake of getting high is really stupid and hey if you're a stupid person then get krunk and 420 smoke weed everyday, might of contradicted myself but i don't give a shit i've calmed down from my lividness and i'll say what i want.

Let me prefice this now, you can be into what EVER you want, anime, star wars, doctor who, my little pony, sonic, pokemon, furry, whatever but i'm gonna go a little off the hook here.

The brony fandom is fucking garbage, oh sure all fandoms are bad in one way or another but Bronies i feel take the cake for being the most whiny, straight edge, "hey look at me" motherfucking pieces of shit ever.
i have this theory that the only reason bronies are a thing is because these people want other people to pay attention to them and brown nose the fuck out of them just because they are into this little girl cartoon therefore that makes them special, i also see it as a ploy to get women (or men), as in "hey i'm into this thing, will you go out with me please?" like its fuckin' pathetic dude, and don't get me started on those bronies who try so hard to irrefute any legit criticisms you have against the fandom.
say this motherfucker comes up to me and says "well no, i don't live in my mothers basement and i have a black belt in karate, judo and tai kwon do, so not all bronies are fat, greasy slobs!" uhh no shit asshole, look at junior sociopath over here, trying so hard to convince me he's not some creepy pedophile and no not all bronies are pedophiles, but come on guys its fuckin' creepy, you aren't gonna get the extremely good lookin' super model by forcing your interests on her, no mang, you're gonna get the version of you with a vagina.
Again this is me vent posting but i will leave you bronies with one, final, fair question: Why my little pony? of all things to be turned into a fandom, why MLP, in this day and age specifically.

as of this post it is 4:38 AM eastern standerd time.

First off if there are any grammar mistakes, spelling errors or any dumb shit like that then i don't care, i've got too many things running through my head right now.

So i just woke up from a truly bizarre dream, i don't remember all of it but i do remember the lasting portion of it, this is gonna get broken up as such: i'm in a movie theater on a star destroyer, the film is something dark grim and brutal, the emotions are strong, the ship crashes and suddenly it goes black, its dark, tony stark comes out of the shadows, asks the five of us what we want, one girl breaks down crying, tony points to a direction and from the shadows a garage appears and inside this garage the hulkbuster armor awaits, the girl trembles towards it, tony shouts to get away from it, things go black, suddenly we are all in a factory, pressed against a wall hiding behind boxes and various things, it goes black once more, a light appears, a creature comes from the darkness, girl walks up to it thinking its harmless, tony shouts to get away from it, it kills the girl by gnawing on her neck, then it runs into the darkness and tony goes after it, the rest of us are left behind, then we hear screaming from all around, the lights come on and suddenly we are in a mall infested with creatures from before, i run and then i see a new threat, little power puff girl looking things, they come for me and i fight them off, then i find stuff to make weapons out of, it then begins snowing inside, i corner a group of these power puff boys and begin to kill them one by one, using a makeshift whip i whip them all over ripping them apart, the lights go out again and one of them runs into the darkness, a girl named franky comes out and with the boy and tells me to stop killing these guys aren't so bad, as she's telling me this i am stepping on the brains of one of these things barefoot, she then takes me away as i'm leaving a bloody footprint behind, we then come out of a movie theater and we go to consession stands, i see a few friends, i then begin to think of another dream i had involving a 3 hour long animated film that focused on 8 stories, each telling a more grim tale than the last, i look around and everything is grey, my friends are gone and the theater suddenly looks ancient, the only light i see are from the doors, i exit.

so thats the dream i guess, this isn't a theory on what it means but i wanna know what triggers dreams like this, last week i had two dreams back to back involving my father giving me a haircut in hell and he was the devil and everytime he would shave my head i began to die, then he would send me to a run down video store and two girls would be pulling me, this kept repeating until i was completely weakened and the girls were fleshy husks of them selves vomitting all over themselves, then i had another dream where i was in a troma B movie about nuclear swamp zombies, i was in a rundown house with two girls and another guy, i ask for an orgy since we were gonna die anyway, we begin and before we could get anywhere the zombies came in and began to kill us, i tried to rip one of their heads off but they laughed in my face, picked me up and smashed my head open thus waking me up.

i don't know why i have been having these dreams back to back, but this one ment something because i remember having a dream involving a 3 hour animated film that told 8 stories about dark, saddening tales of war, famish, loss, suffering, murder, abuse, just expressing all that was wrong with humanity, but the crazy thing is i think this movie exists somewhere, i feel like i have seen this movie in my lifetime, i may be wrong about that since nobody would make a hand drawn animated film like that, expressing the vile nature of humanity, politics and the world.

at this point in my life i am going through some rough times and i think this may be a result of it, looking for a job has been so hard and people not being honest with me, its all frustrating, i am in a safe spot for now but in a years time i won't be, i'm super paranoid about getting kicked out, i wanna help around my house but i can't, mix that with occasional depression spells and you get a fucked up head that can't think straight, i keep saying to myself "its gonna get better" but i seriously don't know about that, so if anyone reads this thanks for sticking around this long, it turned into quite the ramble but after that dream i needed to do it.

I have had a bit of artist block recently and my resources are dwindling a bit, however i have my 2015 sketchbook which has a lot of art i would love to post and share. There is one catch though, it's a hard cover book with the pages binded by a spine, my first hard cover sketchbook to be exact and despite how much i wanna show off some art i don't wanna ruin it, it's a decision i can't go back on and i'll let this post stew a bit before deciding.

Hope to get some feedback.

[NEVERMIND]
it has been done, i have tarnished my book and the contents will be uploaded within the weeks.

man undertale came and went, kinda sad really, then again i feel like it was partially the fault of FNAF and the droves of angsty, emo little tweeny boppers cutesifying it, sexualizing it, humanizing it and writing horrible fan fiction. it really bothers me to see undertale comic readings and SFM shorts since they are either really bad or cancer of the eyes, this feeling is partially due to this one sfm film re enacting the toriel fight in the beginning of the game because for SOME reason Toriel's bust is bigger than her head not to mention she got a lot curvier and more noticeable hips oh and lets not forget an ass to make white boys shout. I know this is the internet and all but for once can we not ruin a character like this? There is zero sex appeal in Toriel's design and if you have a thing for older women (seriously we don't know how old she is) then keep that to yourself, please.

If there is ever a character that screams fanservice and lazy pandering like Rouge the bat, Krystal from star fox or any chick with a rack in pretty much every anime then draw porn of them because their character's must not be that interesting to dictate otherwise, but leave out characters like Toriel, like Tifa from FF 7, hell even old school Lara Croft because sexualizing good female characters like that leaves a bad taste in eveyone's mouth and it shits on the original creator's vision, i'm sure that's what Toby Fox wanted, old goat tits everywhere.

yeah, little bit of vent posting so take everything with a grain of salt.

okay so this new game comes out, five nights at freddys and its probably the scariest game ever at the moment and i think it looks awesome, playing with the fear of those horid animatronic doo hickey fuckers looking to get you, MMM, stuff a nightmares, but for the love of fuck, FURRIES, STOP INJECTING THE FANDOM INTO THIS, if its being done for comedic purposes then i'm cool with that, BUT TO THE PEOPLE SEXUALIZING IT AND MAKING STORIES ABOUT IT WITH THEIR OWN CHARACTERS IN IT, KNOCK IT OFF, I DIDN'T SEE ANYONE DOING THIS WITH OUTLAST OR AMNESIA, SO WHY THIS GAME? when in a reality, this game could be a stab at us, people already think we're weird and creepy, and to have it be represented by horrifying animatronics that are out to get you, doesn't help and this flood of artwork isn't helping at all, so furries, please, have some self control and STOOOOOOOOOOP with this stuff, okay? I don't want college humor to be the only ones to paint OUR image, because WE can change that and we must.

frozen ended up being the same thing that disney has been producing since the fucking 30's, i'm really sick of people giving the newest disney princess movie ass loads of praise, when its the same thing evey time. disney is pretty much nintendo these days, where they stick to there guns and release the same crap just to make a buck, because they know if they try something new and different it wont sell as much as a princess movie would, really sick of it, but at least nintendo is trying to bring a different experience