To darn lonely
Posted 3 years agoHey there all ya fuzzies...
Sorry if this seems a tad .. sad in a way but I feel I just need to let it out...
In two weeks I'll be 39... its a darn old age for somebody who has never been in a relationship.. and god am I sick of it.
Trying to lift my spirits and try and look out and about now, try and make some real effort on getting out there and finding that special lady that will melt my heart ^_^
If any of you have any suggestions on places I could look into and go to I would greatly appreciate it. The only one I current have is Furfling that I tried to use in the past and thought.. it might be a good starting point.
Sorry if this seems a tad .. sad in a way but I feel I just need to let it out...
In two weeks I'll be 39... its a darn old age for somebody who has never been in a relationship.. and god am I sick of it.
Trying to lift my spirits and try and look out and about now, try and make some real effort on getting out there and finding that special lady that will melt my heart ^_^
If any of you have any suggestions on places I could look into and go to I would greatly appreciate it. The only one I current have is Furfling that I tried to use in the past and thought.. it might be a good starting point.
The death of the Lewd Tumblr
Posted 7 years agoHello all,
With the fun filled doom of the NSFW Tumblr coming our way I guess I need to slap more of my Second Life Snapshots and stuff over here.
Was trying to keep from spamming it to much here so I am going to try and see if I can get some stuff together with a couple of snaps in the same area, maybe a bit more like comic strips or something. If any of ya got some nice suggestions on what software to use for that it would be appreciated. At the moment I would have to use stuff like Power Point or PainttoolSAI (which I have very little skill in using :P)
So expect me to put up more SL lewd stuffs here and a couple of the nicer ones while I try to sort myself out to get more art done in the future.
With the fun filled doom of the NSFW Tumblr coming our way I guess I need to slap more of my Second Life Snapshots and stuff over here.
Was trying to keep from spamming it to much here so I am going to try and see if I can get some stuff together with a couple of snaps in the same area, maybe a bit more like comic strips or something. If any of ya got some nice suggestions on what software to use for that it would be appreciated. At the moment I would have to use stuff like Power Point or PainttoolSAI (which I have very little skill in using :P)
So expect me to put up more SL lewd stuffs here and a couple of the nicer ones while I try to sort myself out to get more art done in the future.
To long of a gap for uploading arts.
Posted 8 years agoHello all ya crazies :P
Man it has been to long since I updated a bunch of the art I have picked up this year.
Normally I like to leave posting them here for a bit so the artist gets all the favs n such for the sweet ass arts. Typically this leaves a bit of a gap when I keep forgetting to upload some. So I am sorry for the incoming spam...
Buuut there is a bunch of dam sexy sweet arts from some kick ass artists.. so enjoy n please head over to the artists main pages, give them a watch n some support ;)
Man it has been to long since I updated a bunch of the art I have picked up this year.
Normally I like to leave posting them here for a bit so the artist gets all the favs n such for the sweet ass arts. Typically this leaves a bit of a gap when I keep forgetting to upload some. So I am sorry for the incoming spam...
Buuut there is a bunch of dam sexy sweet arts from some kick ass artists.. so enjoy n please head over to the artists main pages, give them a watch n some support ;)
Slowly getting there.
Posted 8 years agoI wanted to say a huge thank you to all of you that have been giving me support and advice over the last couple of months.
The transition from soldier life to civilian life has been really scary, daunting and downright weird to say in the least. For the moment I am crashing at my families home until I can land myself a job and get my own place. It has been such a challenge to keep myself motivated since I left, but I am now really starting to get the pieces of the puzzle together. Being more active now by signing up to a gym and working to recover as much motion and ability to my shoulder aswell as helping with my confidence again. Been busy aswell with courses as I am currently working on a COMPTAI A+ course at the moment, and push myself into the IT world so that I hopefully get a job asap.
I still have a few commissions I am waiting on aswell and in my spare time I am really trying to get into my creative hobbies again, so if all goes well I will be getting skilled up in Blender again and try to actually make some stuffs from there.
Thanks again to all of ya fuzzies out there and all the best ^_^
The transition from soldier life to civilian life has been really scary, daunting and downright weird to say in the least. For the moment I am crashing at my families home until I can land myself a job and get my own place. It has been such a challenge to keep myself motivated since I left, but I am now really starting to get the pieces of the puzzle together. Being more active now by signing up to a gym and working to recover as much motion and ability to my shoulder aswell as helping with my confidence again. Been busy aswell with courses as I am currently working on a COMPTAI A+ course at the moment, and push myself into the IT world so that I hopefully get a job asap.
I still have a few commissions I am waiting on aswell and in my spare time I am really trying to get into my creative hobbies again, so if all goes well I will be getting skilled up in Blender again and try to actually make some stuffs from there.
Thanks again to all of ya fuzzies out there and all the best ^_^
Becoming a veteran soon.
Posted 8 years agoHello everybody, hope you are all doing well on this lovely day.
Not going to well over on my side of the woods now. Just got the news yesterday that my military career is coming to a close.
After suffering an injury to my shoulder during adventurous training in the Alps back in 2015, going through an operation to try and get rid of the pain and get more rage of motion to my shoulder. It's just not enough for me to keep my job. I've been serving in the British Army for over 7 years now, n well... its fucking scary knowing I'm going to have to change my lifestyle in a huge way to adapt to the civilian life.
So with this my funds are probably going to take a nosedive for a good while as I get on my feet and get into the job market n such. So all my fun arts will have to slow down and heck, this means I have to focus a bit more on self teaching myself how to do my own artwork until I can get back into the swing of getting more artwork done.
If any of you from the UK have any pro-tips on civilian life stuffs that could help me out, please fire them off in my direction ^_^
All the best to you fuzzballs
Shadow
Edit: I did forget to mention that my last day will be the 30th May... so dam don't have a ton of time to mess about with there >.<
Not going to well over on my side of the woods now. Just got the news yesterday that my military career is coming to a close.
After suffering an injury to my shoulder during adventurous training in the Alps back in 2015, going through an operation to try and get rid of the pain and get more rage of motion to my shoulder. It's just not enough for me to keep my job. I've been serving in the British Army for over 7 years now, n well... its fucking scary knowing I'm going to have to change my lifestyle in a huge way to adapt to the civilian life.
So with this my funds are probably going to take a nosedive for a good while as I get on my feet and get into the job market n such. So all my fun arts will have to slow down and heck, this means I have to focus a bit more on self teaching myself how to do my own artwork until I can get back into the swing of getting more artwork done.
If any of you from the UK have any pro-tips on civilian life stuffs that could help me out, please fire them off in my direction ^_^
All the best to you fuzzballs
Shadow
Edit: I did forget to mention that my last day will be the 30th May... so dam don't have a ton of time to mess about with there >.<
Merry Christmas all ya fuzzballs
Posted 8 years agoA big n Merry Christmas to all of you.
It's been to long since I have said or done much here. Man, basically over a year since I had my shoulder operation.
Been trying to get myself back into the fandom more these days. I got loads of art I soo need to upload, so except a good amount of fuzz spam in the coming days =)
I am still skeaming about getting more done. I want to get some done of my water dragon, mabye even get an anthro of him done. I am working on two more ladies to join the group. A snow leo and a mare to join the ranks. Also been getting myself back into doing some fun pictures and animations in Yiffalicious, might even get a comic strip going from it.
Fired up Second Life again and going to get more into that again as I always did enjoy the silliness that I got up to in there.
Thats it from me for now, till next time I hope you all have a fun filled day and get ready for your New Years Eve fun time =)
Off to get repaired.
Posted 10 years agoGood morning all ha fuzzier.
So dam nervous right now, off to hospital soon to have an operation on me shoulder. Got a labral tear on it when I went skiing back in Feb this year. Only just getting it sorted out fully now. So hoping it goes well so I can get back to the norm again. Just sick of the dam thing hurting when I do basic stuffs.
Well I better get off this n get myself ready, I'll give a shout when I'm awake n not to woozy from the men's ^.^
So dam nervous right now, off to hospital soon to have an operation on me shoulder. Got a labral tear on it when I went skiing back in Feb this year. Only just getting it sorted out fully now. So hoping it goes well so I can get back to the norm again. Just sick of the dam thing hurting when I do basic stuffs.
Well I better get off this n get myself ready, I'll give a shout when I'm awake n not to woozy from the men's ^.^
OMG I'm OLD T.T
Posted 10 years agoARgh... well ok its not that bad.. yet again its that time of year where I add another notch to the birthday wall.
32... oh my heck it feels weird, and I can feel all the aches n pains from my 'wonderful' job choices :P
Thanks again to all of ya for the fun year. Lets have a blast with the next, can't wait to see what crazy stuff n arts I get up to in this year =)
32... oh my heck it feels weird, and I can feel all the aches n pains from my 'wonderful' job choices :P
Thanks again to all of ya for the fun year. Lets have a blast with the next, can't wait to see what crazy stuff n arts I get up to in this year =)
Max-Dragon fun X-Mas color quickies
Posted 10 years agoHey fuzzy internets wanted to give Ya all a shout for Max's commissions he has going at the moment.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15241940/
Right now he has a few spots left for this quicky he is doing. There is even a spot open with Shadow Drake (me hunky wolf) for any of the ladies wanting to join ^_^
So pop over n have a loony, you might have a 'blast'
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15241940/
Right now he has a few spots left for this quicky he is doing. There is even a spot open with Shadow Drake (me hunky wolf) for any of the ladies wanting to join ^_^
So pop over n have a loony, you might have a 'blast'
Oh heck I've been a lazy wolfy
Posted 11 years agoWell a mix of busy n lazy I'll say..
I have noticed that while I have gotten a bunch of commissions I have lazily not posted them up here... that I will be fixing in a moment so a slight art spam is coming in a moment.
Also going to be away for a short while on exercises again.. 2 weeks in the darn cold of Otterburn >.<
Anywho see you all again when I manage to get back =)
I have noticed that while I have gotten a bunch of commissions I have lazily not posted them up here... that I will be fixing in a moment so a slight art spam is coming in a moment.
Also going to be away for a short while on exercises again.. 2 weeks in the darn cold of Otterburn >.<
Anywho see you all again when I manage to get back =)
So worried that I am out of a job soon
Posted 11 years ago... Its been going on for a while now.. n I will find out in a few days if I can still call myself a soldier or not...
Been so stressed out about it and all but haven't told many about it as well. I thought my job was safe... but its not....
At a point where I just don't know what to do right now....
Been so stressed out about it and all but haven't told many about it as well. I thought my job was safe... but its not....
At a point where I just don't know what to do right now....
Ah the joys of work
Posted 11 years agoWell here we go again.. Back to work after a nice bit of leave.. and it all starts with death by PowerPoint presentations... evil bastards >.<
A fuzzy in need of help
Posted 11 years agoHey all of ya crazies...
suntattoowolf is in need of some help and is selling some artwork and sona's.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6068718/
Try to help if you can or if you can just help spread the word ^.^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6068718/
Try to help if you can or if you can just help spread the word ^.^
Feeling soo much better
Posted 11 years agoAfter my last post I did a trip to Canada for work n all.. and well I just fell in love it that place all over again.
Work was hard and all and I managed to loose a fair amount of wieght out there so I am feeling soo much better about myself n all.
But the best thing of all... I managed to do some horseback riding there as adventure training, and I just fell in love with that striaght away. Had a beautiful Blue Raon giving to me for the trip, the lovely Denim was such a big ol softy, I spoiled her rotten the whole trip with oat cereal bars I got myself and any apples I could get my paws on. The trip was just amazing though I had a still rump on the first day.. the trip out took around 5-6 hours. We spent 4 days up there, its on Ghost river in Alberta in the Rockies... I'll put up some of the pics I took out there here to show you all the views I had and also the lovely girl who put up with my fat arse on her back for the trip.
Work was hard and all and I managed to loose a fair amount of wieght out there so I am feeling soo much better about myself n all.
But the best thing of all... I managed to do some horseback riding there as adventure training, and I just fell in love with that striaght away. Had a beautiful Blue Raon giving to me for the trip, the lovely Denim was such a big ol softy, I spoiled her rotten the whole trip with oat cereal bars I got myself and any apples I could get my paws on. The trip was just amazing though I had a still rump on the first day.. the trip out took around 5-6 hours. We spent 4 days up there, its on Ghost river in Alberta in the Rockies... I'll put up some of the pics I took out there here to show you all the views I had and also the lovely girl who put up with my fat arse on her back for the trip.
Not doing so well...
Posted 11 years agoWell.. as the title says.. I'm .. well kinda having a ruff time...
Motivation is low for my art stuffs and trying to learn new things, guitar gathering dust and models are still rather waiting on more paint..
Just having it ruff with work and all, really stressed out and all... struggling a ton to loose weight and get my fitness up... and well just been really lonely for a good while now that its starting to really get to me...
Sorry to post this up here its... just needed to kinda... well just say it even if its just like this for now until I can say it out in the open...
Motivation is low for my art stuffs and trying to learn new things, guitar gathering dust and models are still rather waiting on more paint..
Just having it ruff with work and all, really stressed out and all... struggling a ton to loose weight and get my fitness up... and well just been really lonely for a good while now that its starting to really get to me...
Sorry to post this up here its... just needed to kinda... well just say it even if its just like this for now until I can say it out in the open...
Birthday boy yet again
Posted 11 years agoMan... its that yearly thing again... n now.. I'm 31... Dam I'm feeling old xD
been such a nice day today.
Got to go out n enjoy a nice B-day lunch with the family, got a few nice surprise b-day gifts.. one of which is LEGO TECHNIC!!! (Such a big kid at times)
Thanks again to all of ya for your support and friendly times over the last year.. lets hope there are many more to come =)
been such a nice day today.
Got to go out n enjoy a nice B-day lunch with the family, got a few nice surprise b-day gifts.. one of which is LEGO TECHNIC!!! (Such a big kid at times)
Thanks again to all of ya for your support and friendly times over the last year.. lets hope there are many more to come =)
Joys of being sick...
Posted 12 years agoBeen trying to recover from a nasty lille viral infection I got a few days ago...
Currently lying back in an isolation ward here on the camps med bay, waiting to get out of here as it's Sooo freeking boring n gloomy in ways...bleh...
N still waiting patiently ( well as patiently as a cat waits to pounce a box ) to get on that plane back home to the uk... Just under 30 days to go :P
Currently lying back in an isolation ward here on the camps med bay, waiting to get out of here as it's Sooo freeking boring n gloomy in ways...bleh...
N still waiting patiently ( well as patiently as a cat waits to pounce a box ) to get on that plane back home to the uk... Just under 30 days to go :P
Raffle that will take controls of the world
Posted 12 years agoWell it will if she can dominate most of us...
Good ol
lapres is hosting a a big rafle for being a popular fuzzy owl...
So go there now and join in, and while your at it, cuddle a fluffy owl because you just can. :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5169693/
Good ol

So go there now and join in, and while your at it, cuddle a fluffy owl because you just can. :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5169693/
Fun in the sun.... Kinda
Posted 12 years agoHey ther, busy having fun of sors up here in sunny Canada...
I'm kinda stud here all the way into Dec as I'm helping out here for work n all, keeping me out of trouble most of the time. At least now going to try n get some practice into my story writing n drawing to see if I can finally get some stuff going here :)
I'm kinda stud here all the way into Dec as I'm helping out here for work n all, keeping me out of trouble most of the time. At least now going to try n get some practice into my story writing n drawing to see if I can finally get some stuff going here :)
Learning to use SAI
Posted 12 years agoJust go the trial for SAI now and well.. trying to get the hang of it.. looks like I need to start from scratch to understand the 'tricks' to this one, might be anice idea to redo my fursona I posted with this to see how it will come out... it's that or pester some artists for help :P