Wiii! we're being covered with volcanic ash :3

And 21 views left :O

Yeah i'm close to my 20000 pageviews...horay! That means something and you know what.

Must reply this journal and must be watcher. Maybe this time I should give 2 pics...

If you won already one you can't get this one so this way is a bit more fair for everybody.

Plus it should be uploaded to imageshack.us or other hosting site to avoid cheaters. Private servers will be ignored.

I'm starting to hate the "I'm Streaming!" submissions...

Lately i'm having nearly 20 or 30 of this kind because teh artists don't remove them when they end the stream...

I'm starting to hate them...

Well my bf live in Spain and the tremor was at 8 miles away from he lives.

He is OK and his family too but this morning he was "carjacked"...somebody broke his car window and stoled the stereo.

So...monetary crisis! x3

Should I upload the sketches or inks of color commissions?

Sometimes I enjoy more a sketch or a inf of a color comission more than a finished one.

She is needing some money to buy her scholar books and other things for this year and a gift for his moms b-day and is doing cheap commissions.

Check this journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2313048/

http://srvkraft.com/private/b9f0af9.....144b825841.swf

Really I can't stop laugning! xD

Ok, i'm getting a comission that will be wallpaper in color, but still I don't know what to ask because I want it to be clean.

So...anyone has ideas? :O

Tomorrow is the big day :O

The work is a bit away from my house... 20 miles to be exact, but the payment is good and I can adjust my hours of work as my desires.

Other is that i'll only work 8 hours dayly, 7 if we count the loss of time at lunch and everything, and monday to friday only :O

I've a lot of expectations about this, and really nice feelings :)

Also... 999 watchers! Holy fuck!

Thanks to everyone for the love :3

Its amazing how solving, or in this case "unsolving" problems that affect you almost everyday, can unstuck your life.

I mean, I "solved" the issue with my exfriend (now) and things are going better and better every day.

Yesterday I received an email from the guy of the last job interview I had making me an offer that I couldn't refuse...so...I start the monday as project manager in a software development company :D

Things are going better and better :3

Yup, i'm feeling a little better.

Things didn't got solved with that friend, at least no how I wanted but finally now I can focus on my things, my bf and my work.

Less strees now, people cared about me, even those who didnt talk too much but it was really nice of them.

I'm feeling really good now.

Thnaks to all :3

Well first of all I want to apologize to everyone who tried to talk to me in the past month. I was really stressed lately with a lot of thing on my head and most of the days were bad for one or other reason.
The thing is that with me bf we’re losing a friend, that was/is really important to us, but apparently we aren’t for her.

We’ve tried everything to fix the things in multiple ways, but she doesn’t realize that we can’t do all the effort for her. In any kind of relationship both parts must so something for the other to maintain the balance. But with my bf we’re getting hurt, exhausted and sick of trying to sustain this friendship.

My bf keep waked up till late ours, only sleeping 4 hours daily having university to the next day jut to talk with her an hour, that witch luck she pay attention to him 10 minutes and then she stops talking.

I kept too till late hours; I only got stress, ulcers on my stomach, and hormonal disorders. And lately she just started ignoring me at her convenience. When you talk about something that is important to her she talks you back, but apparently she forgot to ask “how was your day?” or say “goodnight”.

I don’t know how a person who loved you so much to tell you “if you didn’t had boyfriend I would like to be your mate” can change this much at the point of ignore us completely with the excuse of “I want to relax”.

It’s really hurtful lost a friend that you love so much but I don’t know what to do, I’m getting sicker and more stressed along the days past and I can’t find a way, and if I ask her she don’t answer and says that don’t know a why, even when I know the why, but I want to hear it from her lips.

Everything started when she got boyfriend, I’m not blaming him, he’s an awesome guy that is also trying to help me and my bf to fix this friendship that she is destroying slowly, knowing it or not.

But I got hurt so much times; I had a real friendship with her where we told each other our deepest feelings and secrets but she couldn’t told me that she got boyfriend…I found out months ago because her boyfriend told us. I really felt betrayed and still I do, I mean we were close friends, why she wanted to hide that from me?

The joke is that we can’t talk seriously with her, because if you told her something that hurts her but you need to talk to clarify the things, she suddenly logoff instead try to solve the issues in the friendship, and if you told them in and indirect way or in the most “sensible” way instead blunt, she takes it like a joke. She plays with our feelings.

For months we’ve tried to reach her in different ways to make her understand our effort without luck, and at this point we’re exhausted, tired of get ignored and went hurts all the time just because she can’t do the minimal effort of at least answer us via msn while is waiting the message of her bf. It’s kinda hilarious heard a person that can’t handle multiple chat windows…two or three to be exact, and we wait 30 minutes for a simple answer…or more…

We reached a point that her boyfriend tries to help us too talking to her, but she even doesn’t listen him and if she does she always has an excuse to “not talk” to us and she says hurtful things at our backs instead told us then in the face, and still we care about her and we love her.

So at this point I don’t know what to do, she is really important to us but we never can’t get any feedback from her feelings or her actions to at least have a good night of sleep that we aren’t having for so long.

We always are there for her when she need us, but not when we need her. We'll see if when she needs her real friends close they will be there or just those ones which talks to her just because she has a pussy.

Maybe I should take a rest from anything, at least for my health.

Kisses.-

I really enjoy answer questions latetly, its fun.

Come and ask me something =D

http://www.formspring.me/seinkraft

Lately on fa i've been seeing some weird shit...

Case 1: People asking its watchers for one dollar to each one. Even if they aren't artists...

Case 2: People asking for watchers to buy thing for them from other artists because they cant afford it...

What do you think about that?

Sorry but I don't see correct any of those cases...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2216989/

You've time guys.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2217011/ Fast and chep commission with discount.