Going buhbyes. Most stuff is down expect things for the dragon. Will be off elsewheres in the land of unknown FA. If you find me cool, if not well I sent you a message a while ago letting you know of the move. Note me if you need further assistance in finding me. Peace!
<3 my mate who needs to stop watching this FA

Falling from the sky Llama!

A guy I've sorta been in a relationship/not relationship just dropped the bomb that hes dating someone. Instead of easing the thought to me that he might become unavailable he let me find out on my own. We've been having sex and I was emotionally involved. I know its partly my fault cause I wouldnt commit to a relationship for a third time, but at the same time I didnt want to leave. I was selfish thinking he'd be around for a while, he was my rock, the person I called nearly every night to just talk to. We've tried being together twice and it always ended up with me breaking up with him... we had a good relationship being in the open relationship thing, but as soon as boyfriend/girlfriend got tagged on the dynamics of our relationship would change... Plus I am of the jealous type. I feel as though he has been withholding/lying to me for a while, whenever I'd ask him if he was interested in someone else he would always rheiterate that he wasnt interested in them that way and that he only thought of me.. I didnt particularly believe him and I was right not to. I love him a lot and was going to give him a Valentines crap thing, but not anymore. I dont even know if I can really talk to him the way he wants me to. He expects that I can be friends after he pulled that. Right now I am going to have a hard time. I truely question how long he and she has been dating because he and I had sex about a week ago. I didnt commit so I lost him, yet at the same time, if someone better came along I would have left him but I would have gave him a heads up if doing so. I wasnt using him, he needed someone, I needed someone, but he wanted a full relationship and I couldnt completely do that because we tried twice already. I love him a lot, but I couldnt fully commit because things change in a real relationship with him... I shouldnt be upset, but I am extremely upset and no one is awake to just talk to me. I should be happy for him, Im trying to be.. but he did it in a way that hurt more than anything... he did it in the worst way possible.. "breaking up" with me....