A new journal, a new problem.
Posted 3 years agoI'm sorry to interact through FA just to advertise about my problems, but lately someone in the fandom has been stalking me (again, actually) and have been trying to get in contacts with my friends to get to me.
I have swapped discord accounts especially for this reason
The person in question is someone that quite some of you know already about, Music Kitty, who already gave me trouble: they commissioned cub porn involving Seras and to legitimise it they impersonated me over DeviantArt.
Please be cautious with this person, because I'm not their only target and you may want to stay safe.
Here's a thread about the person I'm talking about: https://twitter.com/Platinumeggsart.....063102473?s=20
I have swapped discord accounts especially for this reason
The person in question is someone that quite some of you know already about, Music Kitty, who already gave me trouble: they commissioned cub porn involving Seras and to legitimise it they impersonated me over DeviantArt.
Please be cautious with this person, because I'm not their only target and you may want to stay safe.
Here's a thread about the person I'm talking about: https://twitter.com/Platinumeggsart.....063102473?s=20
Identity Thief!
Posted 4 years agoI know I don't even use FA anymore but this is a very serious matter to me
I recently came to know that someone was impersonating me over DeviantArt, not only stealing my pictures but also using Seras for commissions.
I do NOT use actively DeviantArt! I even forgot I had an account.
https://www.deviantart.com/titandragonseras This person claiming to be me have attempted at commission an artist that thankfully contacted me over FA.
Please be careful everyone!
I recently came to know that someone was impersonating me over DeviantArt, not only stealing my pictures but also using Seras for commissions.
I do NOT use actively DeviantArt! I even forgot I had an account.
https://www.deviantart.com/titandragonseras This person claiming to be me have attempted at commission an artist that thankfully contacted me over FA.
Please be careful everyone!
Disabling notes
Posted 7 years agoAfter a certain quantity of negative notes, I have decided to disable them. This is not about just negative or constructive notes, but threatening and offensive notes that honestly I don't even have the courage of opening. At first the intro was either blank or inviting, just to show up a pletora of insults and bad wishing. After I began sending these notes directly to the bin, the intro began being colorful itself. Pictures about what I've been through (though just a small portion) have been going around.
I have no intention of sharing names, I'm not that low.
But if you're reading this, and probably you are, I'd ask you to take a deep breath and think about your your life and what your conscience tells you.
I've really done nothing wrong, and if I've ever been rude to a stranger it's only because as of late thanks to these beautiful notes I've been very well wary to who I should offer my friendship to.
As for all the artists that have deals with me, I ask you please to keep communication with me through Discord.
I'm sorry for everyone that desired to know me better, I even doubt posting more art to be quite honest.
I have no intention of sharing names, I'm not that low.
But if you're reading this, and probably you are, I'd ask you to take a deep breath and think about your your life and what your conscience tells you.
I've really done nothing wrong, and if I've ever been rude to a stranger it's only because as of late thanks to these beautiful notes I've been very well wary to who I should offer my friendship to.
As for all the artists that have deals with me, I ask you please to keep communication with me through Discord.
I'm sorry for everyone that desired to know me better, I even doubt posting more art to be quite honest.
Help out a friend getting off from an abusive mother
Posted 7 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5w5MUd9pVg
Please help a friend, listen to this recording and have a thought. And please, anything you can spare, please send his way at
https://www.gofundme.com/vqach-freedom-funding
I am no one, I have no followers and I'm not important, but my heart is big and I help where I can.
Mothers are supposed to be protective towards their children, not being monsters. I know that very well. I know that horrible feel. Please help Rock. He's part of the community. He's one of us.
Please help a friend, listen to this recording and have a thought. And please, anything you can spare, please send his way at
https://www.gofundme.com/vqach-freedom-funding
I am no one, I have no followers and I'm not important, but my heart is big and I help where I can.
Mothers are supposed to be protective towards their children, not being monsters. I know that very well. I know that horrible feel. Please help Rock. He's part of the community. He's one of us.
Honest Question to my watchers
Posted 8 years agoFirst of all, well, I really gotta thank you all guys! I've gained so many watchers, I feel so honored! But this leads me to ask you some stuff, after all I have to make you all happy in a way or another, or I wouldn't be worth the achievement I've reached so far.
I have noticed a diminuishing flux of favorites over my usual commissions from Deonwolf and I'd like to know if it's just me, or maybe I'm doing something wrong? Like, posting them at a wrong moment of the day, or in the wrong period or wrong day?
And just in case, what you guys would like to see more from me? Who should I commission in the future?
I'm already working towards bringing up a diversification in artists I'll be commissioning, and even different characters but I would really appreciate some feedback from you all precious people!
Criticisms, ideas and suggestions are all welcome, as long as they're not just offensive!
Let me know guys, I'm very open minded.
Kiss kiss <3
I have noticed a diminuishing flux of favorites over my usual commissions from Deonwolf and I'd like to know if it's just me, or maybe I'm doing something wrong? Like, posting them at a wrong moment of the day, or in the wrong period or wrong day?
And just in case, what you guys would like to see more from me? Who should I commission in the future?
I'm already working towards bringing up a diversification in artists I'll be commissioning, and even different characters but I would really appreciate some feedback from you all precious people!
Criticisms, ideas and suggestions are all welcome, as long as they're not just offensive!
Let me know guys, I'm very open minded.
Kiss kiss <3
Over 1600 watchers? o_o
Posted 8 years agoI didn't realize it, at all... wow, I've never watched my watchers counter before, I never gave it importance untill Nadeena came to me screaming like a crazy duck at my "achievement".
I don't know what I did to deserve so many watchers, I did do nothing I'm just a commissioner! I hope the people that are watching me are watching the artists I commission, cause it's all thanks to them!
By all means, thank you all so much for supporting me ^_^ it feels good to be appreciated, and I hope to bring up always interesting ideas!
I don't know what I did to deserve so many watchers, I did do nothing I'm just a commissioner! I hope the people that are watching me are watching the artists I commission, cause it's all thanks to them!
By all means, thank you all so much for supporting me ^_^ it feels good to be appreciated, and I hope to bring up always interesting ideas!
Character Auction Pimping!
Posted 8 years agoA friend of mine is selling their character and they could use some extra money right now, so here I am boosting their auction c:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23669222/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23669222/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23669222/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23669222/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23669222/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23669222/
Willpower
Posted 9 years agoLately, for a very long ass time, I've felt bad on here.
Bad about myself, because I've received... some ugly notes over the recent years.
Some people called me whore, "sold to popularity" because of my change of fursona, turning herm from a female character.
First of all, no: I've not changed from female to herm, in the first place. Maybe I do have to explain it better and I will with the proper pictures, this is not the right moment to explain these details.
I've been thinking about quitting, and as you can see I am not posting anymore, or anyway very little stuff, yet I'm still getting some art here and there, mainly thanks to some people who are way more than just incredibly sweet. I'm talking about
thetunnahaddict,
astridarkhiss and recently a new friend
drakkece that is showing me great care.
I've been thinking about quitting the fandom and stay on my own because I felt those horrible comments too much personal. I've put a lot of effort in Seras, I've put MYSELF into her. There's me in those girls, in both Miss Seras and Lady Seras. Parts of me being pictured. I've always followed the philosophy that a "persona", be it a fursona, or a videogame character you have to create should always reflect yourself in some way, represent yourself, otherwise what sense would it have to make such a character? "Ah its all so strong and beautiful, blonde with green eyes and the smile can turn you blind!"
That's not how it works for me. Sure, Seras is sexy, the purpose of a fursona is to be attractive I think, its obvious that no one would make something ugly if not on specific purposes. But the Serases, like myself, have weaknesses, they feel sadness, pain, fear, just like me. They are not perfect, and reflects certain aspects of my nature.
sigh, like always I digress too much, having so many thoughts can be disorienting.
Cutting it short before I begin a poem, thanks to some friends I've decided to... "not feed the trolls". I'll let them believe what they want, let them say what they desire, I know who I am, and my friends knows who I am. I won't be leaving just because someone have some bad stuff to say about me.
Bad about myself, because I've received... some ugly notes over the recent years.
Some people called me whore, "sold to popularity" because of my change of fursona, turning herm from a female character.
First of all, no: I've not changed from female to herm, in the first place. Maybe I do have to explain it better and I will with the proper pictures, this is not the right moment to explain these details.
I've been thinking about quitting, and as you can see I am not posting anymore, or anyway very little stuff, yet I'm still getting some art here and there, mainly thanks to some people who are way more than just incredibly sweet. I'm talking about



I've been thinking about quitting the fandom and stay on my own because I felt those horrible comments too much personal. I've put a lot of effort in Seras, I've put MYSELF into her. There's me in those girls, in both Miss Seras and Lady Seras. Parts of me being pictured. I've always followed the philosophy that a "persona", be it a fursona, or a videogame character you have to create should always reflect yourself in some way, represent yourself, otherwise what sense would it have to make such a character? "Ah its all so strong and beautiful, blonde with green eyes and the smile can turn you blind!"
That's not how it works for me. Sure, Seras is sexy, the purpose of a fursona is to be attractive I think, its obvious that no one would make something ugly if not on specific purposes. But the Serases, like myself, have weaknesses, they feel sadness, pain, fear, just like me. They are not perfect, and reflects certain aspects of my nature.
sigh, like always I digress too much, having so many thoughts can be disorienting.
Cutting it short before I begin a poem, thanks to some friends I've decided to... "not feed the trolls". I'll let them believe what they want, let them say what they desire, I know who I am, and my friends knows who I am. I won't be leaving just because someone have some bad stuff to say about me.
To ya all!
Posted 10 years agoHave a mug o' cum C:
Steam information for "my" contacts
Posted 11 years agoI am going to remove all Nadeena's friends from there, cause we are no more engaged.
Why the sudden change?
Posted 11 years agoYou MAYBE have noticed that I had some -again!- new changes on my fursona. This change isn't like the last one, for the pure sake of look, but it has a deep importance for me.
Recently I began working. This is not a REAL job actually, its just a 6 months stage, but this is my very first working experience, and I work as an assistant. I am loving the job even if its phisically tiring at times, and takes most of my time like a job should do. This being my first experience Im giving all myself into this, I want to prove to others, and to myself, that I've grown up, that I can do this and more. This is WHY I changed my fursona.
I always had a little envy for my girlfriend
nadeena that in all her life I never saw her shaking, always secure of herself, always having a plan for every situation she had to face. Her lifestyle is a program: everything has a place and everything has specific solutions. Her job is like a Gods Law: you can't keep her out from it and she will do what she have to do no matter what, you're allowed just to do extra work, nothing less. That's her way and I respect that.
I wanted to be a bit more like her, more responsabile, more mature.
And well, I've changed! In these last months -six months likely? Not even sure- I've grown up and changed: I've found an house, I've dealt with bills and houseworking and volunteered while giving my job applications.
With these changes, I decided to change even my fursona. Mind that actually this is NOT REALLY a change, but almost like, a new character, because the little, playful Seras is still alive in me, and so she is as character! Seras-Female and Seras-Herm are two different characters, just like I am both playful and BUSY WITH WORK.
So yeah, enjoy what I'll show from now on? Hahaha
Recently I began working. This is not a REAL job actually, its just a 6 months stage, but this is my very first working experience, and I work as an assistant. I am loving the job even if its phisically tiring at times, and takes most of my time like a job should do. This being my first experience Im giving all myself into this, I want to prove to others, and to myself, that I've grown up, that I can do this and more. This is WHY I changed my fursona.
I always had a little envy for my girlfriend

I wanted to be a bit more like her, more responsabile, more mature.
And well, I've changed! In these last months -six months likely? Not even sure- I've grown up and changed: I've found an house, I've dealt with bills and houseworking and volunteered while giving my job applications.
With these changes, I decided to change even my fursona. Mind that actually this is NOT REALLY a change, but almost like, a new character, because the little, playful Seras is still alive in me, and so she is as character! Seras-Female and Seras-Herm are two different characters, just like I am both playful and BUSY WITH WORK.
So yeah, enjoy what I'll show from now on? Hahaha
Orgy picture chance!
Posted 13 years agoMy dear and loved Mordak is going to do a nice orgy pic :3 go and take a look! :3 it will be funz!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4037556
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4037556
Copy of Dota2 to sell :3
Posted 13 years agoWell, that's it, I received a copy of Dota2, and since I already have it, I wanna sell it, or exchange it for a drawing x3
Very nice people of FA
Posted 13 years agoMaking friendships here can be very easy, even because breaking them is even more easier.
Lets make an example.
I meet someone, and everyone tells me that this person is a cruel psycho and that will use me for his/her purposes, I dont belive them because I am a good person. During this period me and this person have different argues, many many argues that made us feel very bad. Lets say that I am a very clingy person, and this one tends to disappear for weeks without saying crap. I, of course, feel bad for this, but okay every time we set it back to normal and speak again, and then the day after is all the same story: I hear nothing from this person, and I feel bad, again, and again, and again. Waiting to FEEL that I am important, like she/he says. While this person is nice and makes it worth their apologizes, I wish to buy for him/her a picture EVEN IF I AM JOBLESS AND I SAVE EVERY SINGLE PENNY FOR MYSELF. I try to make this one good, trying to find an artist, but, as always, THIS PERSON DISAPEARS. Its costant, its more the time we spend angry at each other than being happy.
Now, tell me: Why I should buy a expensive picture for this person, if he/she keeps ignoring me, and contact me just to bash me with sadness? Does he/she worth my love and my efforts?
Lets make an example.
I meet someone, and everyone tells me that this person is a cruel psycho and that will use me for his/her purposes, I dont belive them because I am a good person. During this period me and this person have different argues, many many argues that made us feel very bad. Lets say that I am a very clingy person, and this one tends to disappear for weeks without saying crap. I, of course, feel bad for this, but okay every time we set it back to normal and speak again, and then the day after is all the same story: I hear nothing from this person, and I feel bad, again, and again, and again. Waiting to FEEL that I am important, like she/he says. While this person is nice and makes it worth their apologizes, I wish to buy for him/her a picture EVEN IF I AM JOBLESS AND I SAVE EVERY SINGLE PENNY FOR MYSELF. I try to make this one good, trying to find an artist, but, as always, THIS PERSON DISAPEARS. Its costant, its more the time we spend angry at each other than being happy.
Now, tell me: Why I should buy a expensive picture for this person, if he/she keeps ignoring me, and contact me just to bash me with sadness? Does he/she worth my love and my efforts?
Need artist for shark week D:
Posted 13 years agoThere's out someone that wants to draw (for free since I am jobless and everything, like most part of FA it seems...) my shark L0llip0p?
Here she is! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8111774/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8189566/
Here she is! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8111774/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8189566/