heya guys. this is terra here. i know i dont usually make journals..or anything. but im working on getting more active. with college and work. i barely have time to post, but itll al change. im workingon getting my art up on site and terra pics =) i hope you all wh have looked a me i the past will follow me to my new fa :  terrakun and over time, help this green ccoon succeed and give back to all my fluffies and fwiends. hugs and highfives to all

Hello furs. Shabano here after a long hibernation..boy it feels like forever since i posted anything..things have been crazy.. I have gone months lost, and unknown to things. But after it all, I lost my mate. As much as it hurts, I have to move on. It hurts, but it also showed me so much. It showed me that I could easily be replaced, and thats what hurt the most..but there is someone who is in my shoes. She is someone I used to hang with when she was here, she really means a lot to me. She may be the only girl I've actually felt this feeling for and I hope that I do better than I did with the other. I have faults, we all do. But we need to learn to move on, or it will keep you from letting the person prove so. THat what I was not given. I'd love to tell who it is, but I dont want her to be shyd or embarrassed.

I need some help. Just a little. I wanna actually be a part of something. I been a fur for 7 or 8 years now and still haven't felt like I've truly found my place. I wold really like help. And to feel like I belong again. All I really feel like is just unused potential. I don't want that.

I've been deciding these pats few weeks..would anyone even care if I was gone? Would I had made a mark on this community when I finally pass away? They community I wish to share gifts to others, and want to help. It has been in my heart since even when I didnt understand it completely. Should I just pack up lil Terra and sell him? Is there even a reason to be trying if all that happens is short looks and long silence. I'll be thinking more along. If I can't figure it out, then I guess I'll be a lone wolf in my department. All I truly have in my passion is my love. He's the one who will push me to be better, but will my heart try to stop me? I don't know.. I really don
't.
-shabano

hey guys,Im getting baack into the motion of releasing more of my drawing. my extensive aartwork i havent put on here would take forever to upload so ill try my best to get it all put on here. in other matters, terra is gonna have more pics somewhere down the days or weeks to come and I'm also doing commisions. if youd like to see some of my older stuff, check http://xy-yx.deviantart.com/ i have a lot there and my prices are as shown

sketch(with shading): 10$

sketch(without shading):8$

colored pencil: 12$

Digital line:12$

Digital flat color:15$

Digital color shaded:20$

Backrounds can vary. ranging from 5 to 10$ added to the original pricing.

Badges: 12$

feel kinda lonely in the fur community these days. Anyone still there? :( if so send a message, I dod admire chatting with others.

today i finally turn 18, and with my mate's help, itll be a pawesome bday!

Say furs, I've always wondered, what would it be like to have my furs in an inflation or wg/ vore, goo more like, in pics. PLz, i wanna see this come true if anyone can do maybe a trade or something. all i ask is for my two furs to be like that.. hehe, terra and shabano, so if youd like to help draw me for a trade, id happy draw yours.

Hey guys, got a new dance vid, mad by my bf, but man..it is amazing how it turned out. glad he was there to help me. probably my best outting of fursuit dancing. hope you all like!!!!!!!!!!!!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DxuwXWIirY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DxuwXWIirY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DxuwXWIirY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DxuwXWIirY

Hey guys, my next door neighbors are giving their cats away because of their moving. They have 5 cats. 2 males and 3 females. One of the females is two years and the rest are 1 year. There are 3 females and they are all white. The two males are grey and black. All are not declawed but the males have been fixed. as of now one of the females is pending for a home and that leaves 4 that do need a home. They have tried to ask for animal shelter and can not get anyone due to low fundings. Please contact me and them soon for more information, and for pictures. They are all healthy and in perfect shape and so cuddly adorable.

ALSO THEY CAN NOT DRIVE OUT TO GIVE THESE CATS, AND THEY HAVE A WEEK BEFORE THEY WILL HAVE TO LET THEM GO.

help a kitten please?

for the full address, and the person who owns these furry felines, go to http://www.facebook.com/lillypad692000 and contact via email or note/message on her facebook! thank you from a furry to another!

SO, I attended Colossalcon this year again and my, the experience was amazing. Last years brought my eyes open to what I was to become and this year set my passion in motion..

I met quite a few furs there, especially  rainwolfe  wickedangel  grixfox and it goes on.


The ones I wanna give a very special mention were the trio I met when I was fursuiting around the covention space,,

 eclipsen
 scraner
 martog

these furs really stuck out and helped me feel warm...and Im not talking about how we felt in suits either! ^_^

Eclipsen: showed me that underneath the fur, there is someone as calm, and warm loving as me to be around..but better.. and showed me that through struggle, and constant hopelessness no one will take notice of your ideas, they actually are furs willing to stop and watch, listen to what you have to say. Im really glad I made her first con a one to remember.

Scraner: He was so understanding, and he was to me..like a leader. I really saw him as the con goer who knew a lot more than we knew. He had such a chill mood as well, and that made me feel comfortable to be around him. He probably got us outta the bad parts better too. He just somwhow knew exactly the best thing to do to go to next.

Martog:haha, this cat was probably the most distinct fur there. I mean he had all the cool "toys" hehe, joke fer ya dude! He had probably over 10 different was to put his costumes together, and btw, were awesomely real. Having a unique and realistic,30 .lb ghostbuster's backpack was amazing, yet he can fursuit for hours without hassle. He shows those furs out there, endurance, and that we can do it..but sometimes yes, we may need to take a break, but we do it for our love of the fandom, and the wanting of other to join us. advertising that being furry and bad..its pretty pawesome!


So to those out there i missed, please tell me, I'm sorry if i missed, but i fear my rant has bored you..and i probably just made you waste 5 minutes of your life so, see ya on the furside!

SO far, ive been looking at all the artists best for my style.

I'll be using these following(not sure about final order til actually there)

Bassnectar(2x)

DeadMau5(2-3x)

Kylie Minogue

Say guys, Terra here, I am having some truoble. I drew my mate's bear, and a badge..its come out really good, but forsome reason it feels like Im missing something.. i think i'd need help drawing it with your help, if youre ok with it.contact me if youre intrested

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RYzh74DiCA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GiCg8SfZLS0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lc6O5nxDdJI



ive gotten some new dance central 2 videos..hope you like and tell your friends

Hey there everyone. i HAVE GREAT NEWS ABOUT FCN! I'll be in the dance competition for this year's first dance competition at FCN

The one i loved so much, I waited to long, now Im lost..i lost it all, i did it for him, now i have no one..I am such a fool, and now Im weak, fragile, and in tears..I wanted him..what do i do now?

You wont believe it.. on friday at 3:00 PM, after school, I was walking home with my friend. before we walked we saw like, 20 cop cars and fbi cars go soaring by..we didnt know what the fuck was up. So we were walking home and as we walked, we saw this dude in a long red shirt and he brushed passed me fast saying hey, I said nothing much..about a few seconds later i turn back as i usually do and saw a fucking gun in the dude hand. I shouted "o shit!!" and told my friend to get down. A fbi agent to ld us too as he was coming towards us with his gun so we would be alright..we heard 6 gun shots and the dude ran off down towards the beach. we laid there not knowning what to do. the cops told us to put our hands behind our head and we were confused, so we just did it. guns pointed at you mean to if its them fuckin cops. we then were just found to be school kids and got up and walked fast the fuck outta there. I was just glad my friend was ok. I was fully aware and calm..but my friend was shooken up. the damn cops didnt even try to escort us away. saw a dude with an M4 Carbine(cop) and the blocked off streets. my friend cried as I tried to comfort him. glad were alright. ^_^.

So furs everywhere, my friend Caled is holding a free raffle for anyone who is intrested in winning free art. first place get colored digital, second and third get colored sketches, here is the link http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2988060/

Friends & family of Athus Nadorian aka Brian Dyer

On Tuesday the 11th of October 2011, Athus was involved in a severe car collision that ended his time here with us. The 29 years of his life were filled with amazing stories, incredible adventures and outstanding creativity and talent. He shared his love of life, affection for others and sense of humor with many wonderful people. In memory of Athus and his special life, his closest kin have created a website for others to share their experiences with Athus as well as share photos and artwork. An email address has been established to send your wishes in to be posted on the site athus@athusnadorian.com. Thank you for your kind words, love and support through all of this. Remember to love life, hold your friends close and have a little fun - Athus wouldn't have wanted it any other way.

Please visit the site we have established www.athusnadorian.com and use the email address athus[at]athusnadorian.com to share your wishes to allow time for his closest kin to mourn peacefully.

-Friends and Family
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It broke my heart hearing this..the news I thought was a dagger, to think love, like that..taken from Narse, no..why? This is so terrible that the world lets this happen, I hope Narse to recover..this is something I think may be a huge blow in the hearts of many..oh my.

Another great chance at free art, this time brought to you by  sswolf
Read the rules and I wish you all luck.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2869846/

I've decided that I'm going to start having a fursuit podcast during the weeks, hopefully this can be at least 2 or 3 times a week at max. and itll be a podcasts for dancing requests and other thoughts on dancing.. I hope to get a lot of viewers to help support the effort. Im learning, but I have enough talent to be seen as a very good dancer.

This is a big project I've been wanting to get taken into place. This will take course through the next 3 months.




Fursuiters of Extreme Dance

This is going to be my (hopefully make a contest) group of furs who wanna dance, I don't care if you aren't a raver, I don't care if you listen to a genre that usually wouldn't be able to dance to.. YOu got that passion, you join us! Fursuiters of Extreme Dance can happen, but I need help from others. please comment for this, so I can take a count and find out the administrations of the group, and other things. Also if we see you in any fursuit dance videos, and we see something amazing, we will request you to join us, an honor for our fellow Legends to join us.

*sighs*well..im not gonna be at AC this year because of money problems so probably next year I'll be able to go to AC with some friends and really show my furry side..time to make the raves just that more....PAWESOME

I was wonderin if there was anyone wanting to do a trade. I just want shabano drawn. I'll post a picture once I someone says so