I'm so tired you guys. Today was the last day I can see my dad before cremation. I spent 30 minutes alone with him. He looked so peaceful, so relaxed. I'm happy he's not suffering anymore. After 3 years of fighting cancer he's finally at peace. He died on the 6th January 2024 at 8:15pm. I'll Miss him and hope to keep the promises I made to him. Sorry if this bums anyone out. Its just been a long time of stress, sadness and trying to keep it to myself. I just wanted to say what's been going on with me.

Love you all :)

Goodbye Dad.

Its that time again! Another year under the belt. And man it was a year. Its mostly a blur with work at this point. Can't remember much but what I do remember was rough haha. Anyways 31 today and feeling good. Have a good day all and stay safe out there. Love yourself, Love your family. :D

Going to be Playing some Divinity: Original Sin II for a few hours if anyone would like to watch. https://www.twitch.tv/s_copperback

Going to be Playing some Divinity: Original Sin II for a few hours if anyone would like to watch. I'll be starting up a new game. https://www.twitch.tv/s_copperback

https://www.twitch.tv/s_copperback

Come watch if you like :)

https://www.twitch.tv/s_copperback

Yeah I'm going to be trying this out for a bit :D

Come watch if you like :)

Its thats time again! Another year under the belt. And man what a long year it was. Its mostly a blur at this point. Can't remember much haha. Anyways 29 today :D

Happy new year everyone. Lets hope for a good year this year :D

It's that time again. Another year has passed, another year under my belt. Today we turn 28. I also just got my ten years at my job too last month. Wow! When I look at the last 10 years of my life in retrospect I have to reflect on what happened. Never thought I'd be at my job for more then a year. Thought I'd get fired first year. Never thought I'd adopte my main character Spike from when she was first starting out 4 years ago. Never thought I'd be the first in my family to go to college, Never thought I'd be the first to drop out either :P. Never thought that I'd make so many friends and lose so many on FA. Never thought I'd find some body to love and lost with. I've seen love ones pass and friends die. Held the hands of new life as friends and family have babies. I've watched newbies go from zero to hero in the last ten years. Most notably and . There skills now paying the bills haha. And there are many of you whom I watch still blooming into fine artists. I Do my best to support them and raise them up for all to see. Weither it's with a friendly hello or with a much needed comission to boost there self-worth and get them on there way. It's been a long 28 years and there's plenty more to go! Thanks for reading if you read it. Have a great day. Have a goodnight. Have a good day at work. Sleep well and stay safe.

Happy Canada Day Everyone! It's Canada's 150th Birthday today and man I'm not going downtown to the hill this year. Fuck that. They say 1 to 2% of the population is going to be down there in the city. That's about 500k to 1 million people. And I've been down there last year for it. And man what a shit show. And now almost triple the people no thanks. Few bathrooms, no easy access water and expensive food. If you're Canadian or are in town for the event. Bring lots of water and some food. And keep your eyes open for people starting shit. There's going to be a lot of drunks and pickpockets. And transportation will be a nightmare.

So besides that. Happy Canada day and stay safe.

Saw this over on ekas. http://aryion.com/content/animals-snake-vore

Its got some humor to it.

Hey guys.

So its been a year plus since my last posted, mostly due to the fact that I've been working none stop to keep my family afloat after my dad lost his job. But Things of gotten better. November he got a new job and I'm not paying as much as I did anymore for that year of hell. So natural I took some time away from the site and you guys to deal with my life bullshit and to try and get it back under control. I'm not sure any of you have been in the bread winner role before. Its not a glamorizes as it sounds, Its quite stressful knowing that if you fail your family falls with you. I think that shit put a couple of grays on my head lol. Not to mention my Grandma, of 86, died a few months back. So that was just some more bullshit onto the plate of crap that's been the last year.

The GF has been good to me for the most part of this garbage year. Ups and downs like any relationship. That's the second reason there been no updates or posts from me. Time that I have extra is mostly dedicated to her. I'm not sure I'f I could of remained sane though this without her. Even tough sometimes she could add to the pile haha. And if shes not around its game time for me. Zone out and forget the world around you for a few hours. So yeah Its killed me not to have a proper conversation with you guys in the last year. I know a few of you have stopped talking to me for the last of conversation or rping or other. And its cool I understand that. Life happens and you can't really make time for everyone.

And though all the pressure of being a adult I think I've come out a better person though all of this. Like a tiny diamond in my shit pile. A more confident and understating person. There's a few of you who I need to talk too at some point and to clear the air as it were. I left on a lot of bad notes with some of you and you know who you are. Words are all I have these days. I hope you'll accept them. And if you don't, I'll have said my peace, clear my mind and move on with my life. Like adults do.

So yeah. That's it for a while.
Like, Comment and Subscribe. And Let me know how this made you feel in the comment box below. See yeah.

hey guys going to be do my like first stream ever in a few mins. Might make this a thing but in the mean time watch me play.

Stream starting soon http://steamcommunity.com/broadcast.....1197981918087/ :D

Welp that was fun.

Wow its been three whole months since we made it official. I never though that I would find anybody that really cared for me. They have been with me every step of the way in these last few months that im happy and grateful for them.

About six months ago I started hanging out with someone from my work place. These outing turned into dates and soon mateship. I promised myself years ago when I started working that I didn't want to date someone for my job. That if we borke up the amount of harassment, back talking and general awkwardness of it force me to quit.

But at a time of great happiness in my life come a challenge. Life always seems to have a way to balance you out, even if most time you dip below the line. At the time I was falling in love my dad was injured. He was attending his sisters wedding party and had taken a miss step and hurt his foot bad. I dont really want to decribe the way he told me to you guys but it swelled up good. Beimg the man he is he decided to not see help for it and just work with it. My dad was selfimployed and pretty muched worked everyday of his life exceped on Christmas and New year's for the last ten years. And when he was fired because of his foot or family life blood was cut off.

Luckly though a few months prior I was given a chance at a full time position at my work place. I was giving the position and never felt so unwanted. My boss' boss was so unimpressed that it led to a never ending day by day chain of depression. For a merger 3$ increase on my hourly wage. Ive never want to more to just lay down and just give up.

That change though when I found out my dad lost his job. Suddenly the weight of keeping the family going was thrusted upon me. Four mouths, rent and bills dragged me into an even further depression. My new wage went out the window as my family looked to me as they have since I started working but now more than ever. My pays gone to keep the family afloat till my dad gets a new job. But that's been taking months now. My body is sore and my mind is shot. I dont know how long i can keep going at my work place before quitting. I grow tired of hauling skids around to stock thr shields of cheese, milk and yogurt. I long for the times when I could just work a few days and spend my money on some commission's and lazy around.

But for all thats happened I've never been so happy. This whole ordeal has rwally strengthen my family. I never before sat with my dad and just talked with him. He was always drunk and distant. But now that he dosent have money to drink, cause I anit paying for that shit anymore, he sober and friendly. Ive never felt so proud of him. It only took him losing his job for me to feel that way about him. Strange how life works.

Welp thanks for reading if you read this giant thing. Feels good to write it down sometimes and really see where you are in life. :3

I feel like posting today so open wide and here it comes :D

*Sprawls out on his bed, belly filled with turkey.*

Happy Thanksgiving.

Pay no mind to this. Just trying to get all my commissions in order.

 syrinoth 2 Colour Commission (Oct 9, 2014)
 Liz_Art for a lined single maw shot/finishing off a large fish of Suco (Oct 5,2014) 1/2 done
 Liz_Art For a lined single needy Cardinal. Rear point towards the viewer, begging. (Oct 5, 2014)
 kiriska for a playful full body ink of Spike. (RF 2014) Done
 spyn0ff for a ink bust of Spikes maw. (RF 2014) Done
 Nolow Two Commissions to be determined upon completing first half of my part in the Vorehouse comic (April 2014)
 Runa216 For a 10+ page comic for  vorehouse (artist are  Nolow for first half and  tieldraggy for second half) (Dec 2012)

Well to start off. As this was my first con I'd have to say it was awesome. Never before had I thought that I would really go to one.

Meet so many awesome people at the con. It really put a new perspective on the community that I didn't see before. You'd have to go to one to really understand what I'm talking about. Meet up with  robbob4 and his mate  Hiromitz at the con. They let me try on there heads, really cool. Its got me thinking of getting my own head of spike. I don't know. Just a though. Everyone in suit seemed to be having so much fun :P

The flight back was a little bad. Missed my transfer flight and had to wait an extra two hours for the next one. Was happy though when I got home. Never loved my own bed so much. :D

So if you were wondering if I got art the answer is yes.

Commissioned  Kiriska for a playful full body ink of Spike.
I also commissioned  Spyn0ff for a ink bust of Spikes maw.

Wow what an awesome day ^^

Never would I have believed before that I would of gone to one of these cons. So cool.

Saw  sulferdragon at the con just coming from dancing my rump off. Gave him a hug, so awesome. Still need to poke him at some point about that 50/50 if he was still intressted :P

Chilled at the sensual scalies bit. Was fun to see all the awesome scalie fursuits and the others of course. They gave me quite a few ideas on what I could do If the funds become available. You might be seeing a serten orange dragon next year or the year after at one of the many cons in the future. Well maybe not the whole suit but defiantly a head :D

Woot going this year and super stoked :D

Hey guys.

So I didn't believe my sister when said that you could get the Sims 2 for free. She like," Just enter this code and you get all the sims 2 stuff for free."
I was like, "That a load of bullshit." Then she got made at me. :I

So today I was curios if it was true and she sent me this code " I-LOVE-THE-SIMS " (actual code)

I booted up Origins, went under redeem product code and sure enough I got sims 2 for free. I received "The Sims 2 Ultimate Collection."

So I'm telling you guys this if you love the Sims and not being a douche and not saying anything.

You guys got till the end of the month to enter this code. That's July 31.

Code again is ( I-LOVE-THE-SIMS )

Your welcome.

Hey guys.

So I didn't believe my sister when said that you could get the Sims 2 for free. She like," Just enter this code and you get all the sims 2 stuff for free."
I was like, "That a load of bullshit." Then she got made at me. :I

So today I was curios if it was true and she sent me this code " I-LOVE-THE-SIMS " (actual code)

I booted up Origins, went under redeem product code and sure enough I got sims 2 for free. I received "The Sims 2 Ultimate Collection."

So I'm telling you guys this if you love the Sims and not being a douche and not saying anything.

You guys got till the end of the month to enter this code. That's July 31.

Code again is ( I-LOVE-THE-SIMS )

Your welcome.