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Posted 18 years agoive decided to do something artistic for a change and i feel with the way work will soon be i can imagin that i will have many months to work before games consume me again.
I want to start writing a story from my heart, it will be a furry based story but i want to keep it tame and somewhat serious. Not many people take the time to read things in the artistic world and that saddens me greatly but none the less i'm going to start writing now heres the question.
I have some ideas as to what/where my story will/should my story take place but ide like some opinions as well from the people who know my styles and my personality the best or even not at all:
Indian setting "native American": i was enspired to write something in this format when i revisited a site that even though it is closed the artists works were one of a few things that originally inspired my furryness.
Fantasy setting "epic adventure": i have so many ideas and stories in my head that i could use towards this setting and i think i could make a wonderfull story out of this topic.
Completely Animal "non Anthro": this style i have always enjoyed reading or watching (Wolf's Rain), very much and in this format the possibility to envelop deep emotions and plot twists is heavy,
Post Apocalyptic Furry/non Anthro "emotional drama": ive always had a mind for drama and the idea sounds fun :3
Well those are all my ideas if you "ANY" post them with why you think i should write it and maybe i'll pick yours!
I want to start writing a story from my heart, it will be a furry based story but i want to keep it tame and somewhat serious. Not many people take the time to read things in the artistic world and that saddens me greatly but none the less i'm going to start writing now heres the question.
I have some ideas as to what/where my story will/should my story take place but ide like some opinions as well from the people who know my styles and my personality the best or even not at all:
Indian setting "native American": i was enspired to write something in this format when i revisited a site that even though it is closed the artists works were one of a few things that originally inspired my furryness.
Fantasy setting "epic adventure": i have so many ideas and stories in my head that i could use towards this setting and i think i could make a wonderfull story out of this topic.
Completely Animal "non Anthro": this style i have always enjoyed reading or watching (Wolf's Rain), very much and in this format the possibility to envelop deep emotions and plot twists is heavy,
Post Apocalyptic Furry/non Anthro "emotional drama": ive always had a mind for drama and the idea sounds fun :3
Well those are all my ideas if you "ANY" post them with why you think i should write it and maybe i'll pick yours!
Stolen from Taoren :3
Posted 18 years ago1. What is your character's name?
Xion Derkavius
2. What is your character's name in another language?
errr Vulveran is a character language thus... not gona happen
Xion means nothing in particular in any language and doesen't hand any meaning whatsoever (thus i call originality upon myself)
Derkavius means a form of darkness spoken this way it basically means "one who is" (dark)
3. How old is he/she?
in human years hes about..... 380ish in relative to his peoples life spans.. hes a pup still.
4. What is your character's race/species?
Vulveran: if i ever decide to post mine and Daniel's writings the background of this race will come full circle, but until then lets just call them: "Werewolf like creatures of many various animal decent but they are alway in their half and half forms" lastly they are bourn of the union of the Stars (the Star Wolf), Gaia (the Mother of the Earth), and Elune (the Goddess All In Silver)
5. Does he have a crush?
Yes... he will allways love Kallen but Kallen will not openly admit he loves Xion.
6. Does he have many friends?
Aside from Kallen and Pyros, no. Being a military leader does not grant many friends.
7. What planet is your character from?
This Earth only not this Earth, another time, the same place.
8. Does your character like to eat?
Xion like to eat... a lot mainly meat and fruits as his diet will allow.
9. What's his/her favorite food?
Anything red and bloody, but he hides his addiction to apples... he will do anything for um.
10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Angel's Tears: Very potent alcoholic drink thats served in a vial
11. Is your character annoying?
When he was a very young pup.... yea very very yes... more than his fair share of mishaps can be blamed entirely on Xion.
13. Is your character loved?
Yes but he has a very confused look on love, it is... foreign to him.
14. Is your character hated?
Very very very much so, being a powerful leader of a great people makes for many enemies
15. Is he/she emo/goth?
Aroo?
16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or gay?
Gay... but he did enjoy a Woman's touch once.
17. Is he/she a virgin?
No
18. Name 3 hobbies
Fighting practice, Drinking, and protecting Kallen
19. Is your character normal?
No... most characters like him have a lot less details.
20. Is your character attractive?
When Xion was younger people said he was cute... in a pupish sorta way, now mostly they say hes regal... thats all.
21. How does your character handle emotions?
Emotions are a weakness so fighting training has hardened this wolf... but
he hide much more than anyone would ever see, hes really a big soft heart.
22. Does your character have other forms?
Yes and no... All his forms are still Xion... just the REAL Xion.
23. Does your character overreact?
Yes when a person has betrayed him he will have no mercy... in all manners of the word.
24. Is your charcter a criminal?
His people shunned him till the dramatic discovery of who his father was. To Xion he felt like a criminal but he knew at heart he had done nothing wrong.
25. Does your character go to school?
err he went to military training i suppose that counts.
26. What's his/sher IQ?
Unnaturally smart in battle situations and deep in the understandings of peoples emotions.
27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
Later in the end of his life he acquired a serious and never ending curse, he became Shade
28. Is your character dead?
Technically yes.
29. Does your character have a family?
Yes he has a half sister, a half brother (now dead), and his father and mother (both dead)
Xion's father was never in his life in anyway... even to his people Xion is still known as "The Bastard Prince"
30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
more than i will ever write here. tramatic events beyond horrific nature.
31. What's the best time in your character's life?
The final night in Xion's home Arman'thgalen (the Vulveran capital) under the stars with Kallen, the only person hes ever loved, and the night he knew love.
32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
Rakious Derkavius, Xion's half brother who is just as tortured if not more than Xion.
33. Is your character single?
Xion only loves and will only ever love Kallen: his master, his friend, and his mentor.
34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
yes... he now cares for all those close to him: Pyros, Ambrose, Vekserath, and all the others he has grown attached to.
35. Does he/she have an element?
Xion is a Fire, Wind and Energy element.
36. Do you role-play your character?
yes but my character is me as far as i'm concerned. in persona and attitude.
37. Do you write about your character?
Yes
38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
yes and no, he can be angered if you seriously rub him the wrong way but he has a soft heart and he rarely will be angry.
39. Does your character get depressed?
Having to kill his own brother has.... struck a solid blow in his happiness.
40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Most nocturnal animals but generally wolves, foxes, bats, and strangely dragons.
41. Does your character have any fears?
he fears hurting others in any way, hes a fighter but he really despises violence and would rather talk about anything than fight over it. But he does deeply fear his darker side.
42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
hes openly trusts people that often shouldn't be. and he would give his life at a moments notice for any friend of his.
43. Does your character look up to anyone?
Xion looks up to Kallen as a father figure... strangely.
44. Does your character like music?
Yes very very much, Xion is a drummer.
45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
Tribal
46. Is he/she impatient?
Yes hes a bit hyper and doesn't like to wait for long.
47. What's something funny about your character?
Hes big and clumsy often and under his big tough exterior his favorite thing to do is simply run around with friends.
48. Name 5 nicknames
The Golden Prince
The Bastard King
"My Wolf" (Kallen)
The Red Flash
Last of the Star Born
49. Does your character curse?
Yes .... lol a lot.
50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
"Sooo why exactly are we telling the internet about me again?"
Xion Derkavius
2. What is your character's name in another language?
errr Vulveran is a character language thus... not gona happen
Xion means nothing in particular in any language and doesen't hand any meaning whatsoever (thus i call originality upon myself)
Derkavius means a form of darkness spoken this way it basically means "one who is" (dark)
3. How old is he/she?
in human years hes about..... 380ish in relative to his peoples life spans.. hes a pup still.
4. What is your character's race/species?
Vulveran: if i ever decide to post mine and Daniel's writings the background of this race will come full circle, but until then lets just call them: "Werewolf like creatures of many various animal decent but they are alway in their half and half forms" lastly they are bourn of the union of the Stars (the Star Wolf), Gaia (the Mother of the Earth), and Elune (the Goddess All In Silver)
5. Does he have a crush?
Yes... he will allways love Kallen but Kallen will not openly admit he loves Xion.
6. Does he have many friends?
Aside from Kallen and Pyros, no. Being a military leader does not grant many friends.
7. What planet is your character from?
This Earth only not this Earth, another time, the same place.
8. Does your character like to eat?
Xion like to eat... a lot mainly meat and fruits as his diet will allow.
9. What's his/her favorite food?
Anything red and bloody, but he hides his addiction to apples... he will do anything for um.
10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Angel's Tears: Very potent alcoholic drink thats served in a vial
11. Is your character annoying?
When he was a very young pup.... yea very very yes... more than his fair share of mishaps can be blamed entirely on Xion.
13. Is your character loved?
Yes but he has a very confused look on love, it is... foreign to him.
14. Is your character hated?
Very very very much so, being a powerful leader of a great people makes for many enemies
15. Is he/she emo/goth?
Aroo?
16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or gay?
Gay... but he did enjoy a Woman's touch once.
17. Is he/she a virgin?
No
18. Name 3 hobbies
Fighting practice, Drinking, and protecting Kallen
19. Is your character normal?
No... most characters like him have a lot less details.
20. Is your character attractive?
When Xion was younger people said he was cute... in a pupish sorta way, now mostly they say hes regal... thats all.
21. How does your character handle emotions?
Emotions are a weakness so fighting training has hardened this wolf... but
he hide much more than anyone would ever see, hes really a big soft heart.
22. Does your character have other forms?
Yes and no... All his forms are still Xion... just the REAL Xion.
23. Does your character overreact?
Yes when a person has betrayed him he will have no mercy... in all manners of the word.
24. Is your charcter a criminal?
His people shunned him till the dramatic discovery of who his father was. To Xion he felt like a criminal but he knew at heart he had done nothing wrong.
25. Does your character go to school?
err he went to military training i suppose that counts.
26. What's his/sher IQ?
Unnaturally smart in battle situations and deep in the understandings of peoples emotions.
27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
Later in the end of his life he acquired a serious and never ending curse, he became Shade
28. Is your character dead?
Technically yes.
29. Does your character have a family?
Yes he has a half sister, a half brother (now dead), and his father and mother (both dead)
Xion's father was never in his life in anyway... even to his people Xion is still known as "The Bastard Prince"
30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
more than i will ever write here. tramatic events beyond horrific nature.
31. What's the best time in your character's life?
The final night in Xion's home Arman'thgalen (the Vulveran capital) under the stars with Kallen, the only person hes ever loved, and the night he knew love.
32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
Rakious Derkavius, Xion's half brother who is just as tortured if not more than Xion.
33. Is your character single?
Xion only loves and will only ever love Kallen: his master, his friend, and his mentor.
34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
yes... he now cares for all those close to him: Pyros, Ambrose, Vekserath, and all the others he has grown attached to.
35. Does he/she have an element?
Xion is a Fire, Wind and Energy element.
36. Do you role-play your character?
yes but my character is me as far as i'm concerned. in persona and attitude.
37. Do you write about your character?
Yes
38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
yes and no, he can be angered if you seriously rub him the wrong way but he has a soft heart and he rarely will be angry.
39. Does your character get depressed?
Having to kill his own brother has.... struck a solid blow in his happiness.
40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Most nocturnal animals but generally wolves, foxes, bats, and strangely dragons.
41. Does your character have any fears?
he fears hurting others in any way, hes a fighter but he really despises violence and would rather talk about anything than fight over it. But he does deeply fear his darker side.
42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
hes openly trusts people that often shouldn't be. and he would give his life at a moments notice for any friend of his.
43. Does your character look up to anyone?
Xion looks up to Kallen as a father figure... strangely.
44. Does your character like music?
Yes very very much, Xion is a drummer.
45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
Tribal
46. Is he/she impatient?
Yes hes a bit hyper and doesn't like to wait for long.
47. What's something funny about your character?
Hes big and clumsy often and under his big tough exterior his favorite thing to do is simply run around with friends.
48. Name 5 nicknames
The Golden Prince
The Bastard King
"My Wolf" (Kallen)
The Red Flash
Last of the Star Born
49. Does your character curse?
Yes .... lol a lot.
50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
"Sooo why exactly are we telling the internet about me again?"
no words for this emoition!!! :D
Posted 18 years agoi hope that others feel this if they haven't someday.... i'm sitting here at 1:20 am in the back room and i'm just fucking crying my eays out but i'm so fucking happpy you cant possibly imagin.... every fucking thing that could possibly go right this month has ... and i mean it ... even the little dissapointments and shit .. i'm sitting here laughing my ass off .. ive never feelt this before its like nothing i can even describe except that i'm so happy i'm crying my eyes out... and i feel so changed LOL so many are just gona say "WTF to this" but until youve felt this you cant understand and i'm not afarid of tomarow... or the day afetr that i'm just gona keep moving on to keep on feeling moments like this where EVERYTHING IS SO PERFECT YOU FEEL IT EVERYWHERE!!!!
to eacha nd every single person ive ever even said "hi." to i love you all and thank you so much.
to eacha nd every single person ive ever even said "hi." to i love you all and thank you so much.
FC 2007
Posted 18 years agoso yea VERY late update.... ill be there Lawl if your there and want to meet me, my NOW FINIALLY fixed cell is (831)345-6215
-peace
-peace
OMG i'm crying now
Posted 19 years agoOMFG they killed Asuma in Naruto... i'm fing crying right now ;_; so sad he was soo cool....
Bye Asuma...
Bye Asuma...
..... yeaa
Posted 19 years agoIVE COME TO A VERY REAL AND SCARY REALIZATION...... I'm straight for Shikira.... thats right ... my hips dont lie...
Fanime Con and its passings.
Posted 19 years agoso so so i return from my weekend in San jose at my favorite con of thw year... i had fun did a shit load of things and got a little crazy at times but it all worked out in the end.
on friday we arrived and checked into the room, it was a dubble 2 person bed room with a nice bathroom... (exactly like the room last year... Lawls) we droped off our stuff and headed into the con.
We got our badges and started running around looking at shit in the artists room, doing our very best to not buy everything we saw, however a Itachi kitty keychain and some wolf furry ears got bought anyways...
Next they finally opened the dealers room and Holy huge room batman!!!! it was even more packed than last year... imagin everything Yaoi, Yuri, Hentai, Gaia, Anime, Videogame, and etc. in oen room waiting for you... its very very fun... I grabed a KH2 figurine and it randomed out to be Ansem... meh hes cool anyways, i also bought some J-candy and a WoW figurine that is basicly my troll Shaman in a figure LOL... They had and undead warlock that i know Daniel would ahve loved howver he never came to the con.... "from lack of gas funds..." morever i think he was being a poopy head and decide not to come to stay at home being lazy... -_-
Saturday came around and that was cool i met a cool person named Steven and his friends and found out that they were 1) all furries and 2) all on FA, Cool.
I played alot of video games in the video room... it was about 7 times bigger this year O.O :3 which made me a very happy obsesive wuffie #_@ hehehehehhe. I played the 3rd Naruto game for the Game cube and a bunch of the old school stuff like Power Stone... which for the record is like the best game ever made...
I hung out in the Yaoi room a few times but basicly nothing was ever very good... -_- (damn)
EVERY NIGHT THERE WAS A HUGE RAVE!!!!! i was in bouncy raver wuff heaven... i starped on my glow sticks and bands and danced my heart to the music for hours into the night... I danced till i coulden't stand... rested and danced some more :3
This year i decided to spend alot less time going to the "events" so i never went to midnight madness or the AMV showings or the concert... LoL proably wasen't that good anyways...
Sunday rolled around and there was a Tournament to look forward in the evening and pratice to get all day... so i spent about 9 hours in the game room playing Naruto the whole day.... counting the tournment of course... on sunday night (much later than 10) borded set in and some... "interesting" things happened.... Dane and me decide that it was a great idea to build a house out of little plastic cups ...( the ones that are located EVERYWHERE in stacks of like 2000 near the water jugs at fanime) so after liek 5 attempts and it falling at liek 4 feet we lost interest in that ... and we started to stack them straight up..... this ended in a gaint tentacle like creature that we then proceded to cary around the con with like 8 people yelling, "Yaoi Cup Tentacle!" at 4 AM .... go figure ... "bordem is a scary thing my friends..."
Monday rolled around and we checked out with my parents comning to get me at about 2:20 ..... unfortunatly i lost Steven before i could properly say good bye and that sadened me alot... but the prospect of going home was far better...
And that was my fanime con 2006.... note that i left out countless details... including the HUGE drama that issued from my various friends and some of the rather cool cosplays and people i met but hey... you can't not attend and expect to get everything *wink* see yas all next year.
~Shade~
on friday we arrived and checked into the room, it was a dubble 2 person bed room with a nice bathroom... (exactly like the room last year... Lawls) we droped off our stuff and headed into the con.
We got our badges and started running around looking at shit in the artists room, doing our very best to not buy everything we saw, however a Itachi kitty keychain and some wolf furry ears got bought anyways...
Next they finally opened the dealers room and Holy huge room batman!!!! it was even more packed than last year... imagin everything Yaoi, Yuri, Hentai, Gaia, Anime, Videogame, and etc. in oen room waiting for you... its very very fun... I grabed a KH2 figurine and it randomed out to be Ansem... meh hes cool anyways, i also bought some J-candy and a WoW figurine that is basicly my troll Shaman in a figure LOL... They had and undead warlock that i know Daniel would ahve loved howver he never came to the con.... "from lack of gas funds..." morever i think he was being a poopy head and decide not to come to stay at home being lazy... -_-
Saturday came around and that was cool i met a cool person named Steven and his friends and found out that they were 1) all furries and 2) all on FA, Cool.
I played alot of video games in the video room... it was about 7 times bigger this year O.O :3 which made me a very happy obsesive wuffie #_@ hehehehehhe. I played the 3rd Naruto game for the Game cube and a bunch of the old school stuff like Power Stone... which for the record is like the best game ever made...
I hung out in the Yaoi room a few times but basicly nothing was ever very good... -_- (damn)
EVERY NIGHT THERE WAS A HUGE RAVE!!!!! i was in bouncy raver wuff heaven... i starped on my glow sticks and bands and danced my heart to the music for hours into the night... I danced till i coulden't stand... rested and danced some more :3
This year i decided to spend alot less time going to the "events" so i never went to midnight madness or the AMV showings or the concert... LoL proably wasen't that good anyways...
Sunday rolled around and there was a Tournament to look forward in the evening and pratice to get all day... so i spent about 9 hours in the game room playing Naruto the whole day.... counting the tournment of course... on sunday night (much later than 10) borded set in and some... "interesting" things happened.... Dane and me decide that it was a great idea to build a house out of little plastic cups ...( the ones that are located EVERYWHERE in stacks of like 2000 near the water jugs at fanime) so after liek 5 attempts and it falling at liek 4 feet we lost interest in that ... and we started to stack them straight up..... this ended in a gaint tentacle like creature that we then proceded to cary around the con with like 8 people yelling, "Yaoi Cup Tentacle!" at 4 AM .... go figure ... "bordem is a scary thing my friends..."
Monday rolled around and we checked out with my parents comning to get me at about 2:20 ..... unfortunatly i lost Steven before i could properly say good bye and that sadened me alot... but the prospect of going home was far better...
And that was my fanime con 2006.... note that i left out countless details... including the HUGE drama that issued from my various friends and some of the rather cool cosplays and people i met but hey... you can't not attend and expect to get everything *wink* see yas all next year.
~Shade~
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