I'm tired of the way i look physically. SO to change it i'm going to be hitting the gym again. Hoping to trim the belly down a little and drop some weight.

This is happening tomorrow the 27th at 11am PST. Come join the fun and shenanigans as we push to raise money for CMNH. www.twitch.tv/okamishadow1988

here are some of the Dono goals that will be going on for the #extralife stream on the 27th. Join and have some fun! https://www.twitch.tv/okamishadow1988

every $5 over gratuitous thank you

every $10 full blooded wolf howl

every $25 Sharpie Tattoo from my GF

Total goal

$200 raised I shut down facerig go to webcam

$250 GF paints my fingernails

$350 I color my hair bright pink

Any other ideas for this are welcome. Please feel free to comment or message them to me. I have one more that i'm not revelaving yet

Live in a hour and a half with Dust come drop in and say HI
https://www.twitch.tv/okamishadow1988

Was informed today after work that my grandmother has Stage 4 liver cancer and was given 4 months to live. Soon she will be moved from the hospital to hospice care or in home hospice. Either way i don't know if I can bring myself to go see her. I've been for years struggling with a darkness and even just this has set me back. Though i feel going to see her might possibly rip the soul from my very body and undo everything i have overcome. I will say that any support emotionally is greatly appreciate.

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Character Name: Shado
Age:25
Sex: Male
Orientation: Straight with a bi kink
Species: Canus Lupus

Appearance: Shado has Middle of the upper back length hair, which is black except for one white streak over the right ear. He stands 6' 3" tall covered in solid black fur. His eyes are a bright light blue/grey Standing out sharply ageist the black fur. His right ear holds a bar piercing running paralleled to the outside edge of the ear. His body is build and muscler, but tone. legs are thick and human like, more build then the upper body. Calves very thick and tone. A large slightly fluffy tail swings around behind him. His ass is well toned and slightly, ever so slightly femme. He mainly wares a tight fitting white shirt with a slime green bio hazard symbol in the middle of the chest, Along with slightly loose fitting blue jeans with a rip in the right nee.

Naughty bits: His cock is hidden in a velvety soft sheath with two golf ball sized testicals hanging below. It is a normal canine shaft 9" in length 2.5" in girth just above the knot tapering down to an inch near the tip. the knot is about 4" around when its fully swollen. Vains bulge and pulse while he is erect.

Went to the Rush concert last night and had a blast! Got some pictures and video but the mic on my phone couldn't handle how loud it was so the audio is crap. Might post up some concert photos here. Hoping to see them again next year. 60 year old band members still kicking it and rocking out loud!

Today I went to the vet to try and help my dog. She was in pain an now she isn't. But I can't help but wonder why couldn't we have went to the vets last night. Then I wouldn't be in this pain. I miss her like none other. Like I said my dog was my bestest friend. She could always cheer me up. Now that she is gone all I see is a black foboding future. I'll never find another dog like her. There can never be another pepper! I wont be able to sleep well tonight or the rest of the nights for months now. Knowing that i'm responcable for her no longer being around. As i should have said something to get her to the vet that very night! I feel so so shitty i just can't help but wonder, Why?