Hi my friends ^w^ hoped u all had a wonderful turkey day X3 I spent it alone in my room eating a lot of turkey and ham....I think this fox gained 10 pounds >w< *snickers*

yea...I has little moneys to spend for commissions :3 this time I need a ref-sheet :P

Well things are being harder and harder on me each day that passes by...Lets start off with my sister. She is moving out in a few weeks, leavening an opportunity for me to have my own first room. She even said I can move into that room she was once in and letting me have it. I deserve the room because I have been sleeping in a little doll house in the back yard. It is sized of cubical office and ive been in it for nearly three and half years being stuck inside the room with hardly any room to have a dresser, hang cloths and keep my room tidy, and don't even have a fully bed. What I have is just a futon mattress that has holes and dirty from my oldest brother when we used to live in another house. This room can be very cluttered in the matter of days. Anyway, my mom and Stepdad had an arugument before saying that my step brother will be getting that room and switching me to his room even tho he has his own room right now. He knew that I wanted that room right before I heard my sister was moving out. My step farther say that he is gonna get the room because he pays his rent and he has first choice. Can you tell that he his choosing his own damn son before me. I mean...he got his own room and wants my sister room soo he can f*ck his pedophile girlfriend who is 10 years older than him >.>' I have nothing against her because she is kind but it gets me really mad that he is doing this to screw me over. The my step dad said that if I move into that room myself, I automatically have to start paying $200 for the rent even tho Its hard to find a job right now and all that's happing right now. It makes me feel sooo helpless that I cant do anything... *sighs*

Next, is him rushing me to get a job within a certain amount of time....he gives us a full year to get a job or we will be forced to be kick out of the house. I have notice that all my step brothers, sister and my brother turned 18 just before there school ended. Except my Brother, he turned 18 a month after graduation, soo it was much longer to find a job then me. Me, I just turn 18 in September 30th, 3 months after graduation. Alto of jobs wants people who are atlest 18 to get hired..."most" of them, but my dad says I have the same amount of time as every one else but do you think that's fair, to waist 3 months till u hit 18 and start looking for a job, bringing closer to being kick from ur own home like that? Right now he is pressuring me to get this application to get that one, to show him I did all this to help get a job. He doesn't really understand that most jobs have to sign up mostly online. So how can really show him im finished with it..i was having a good time watching the baseball game today and he goes "Do u have school tomorrow?" and I go "no, cause the professor isn't gonna be here till Thursday" then he tells me "your gonna do applications, and I want to see them when you done" My expression was very irritated. He is rushing me to do all that and he never tells his own son this crap....Oh wait! He had SSI and all this crap he getting money from the government. He got lucky to get a job from home depot because my dad knew the guy. He said he will do the same for me but I don't wanna work with him...I hate my step brothers guts badly. Im trying my best in college and im might be failing one class. I have a fear that he is gonna yell at me for not doing better....In my mind right now...If he does soo...I might just tell him "Look! im giving it all I can! Im studying at nights and all this stuff, and im not making it!" Im really giving it my all to keep a desent grade, more thought I put in better than high school, but the class is hard for me. Im not cut to be in college and have a C average grade. There soon gonna be more stuff going on but I want to get away from it.... Thank you for who ever read this, I really glad if you did.

Shadow~

Well, I don't have anymore moneys till next month...wait not even that!!!

Parents are gonna control my money spending >.>' even my rebate card..i get 50 dollars on it and I think my dad is gonna take it from me even tho its mine...next commission for shadow is gonna be something really different, I want him to be wearing...em...a maids outfit >//>' something just came up with that...just...em..yyyeeeaa... >//< but other than that, I have 8 months to get a job or else bye bye home and welcome to the streets >.<; with all this crap happing its hard enough for the younger generation to get a decent job..but hell..i don't even know if ill make it...even tho its soo far away~

~Shadow~

Finally turned 18 today!~ Yeeeeeeaaaaaaa!!! Now I can do a lot more things that I cant do before >w<

Is anyone having a commission for badges? I want to get one! DX

Yea, me and my friend are doing a zombie themed based book/novel. So far our details are pretty ok, just that its hard for me to type the novel, he knows how but still, equal partnership. Anyway this is my first story I ever did lol I just cant wait till we finish.

Soo far FA is great :3 seen some great art, artists, and photographers. This fox it gonna stay here :D