Hello Everybody,

I'm glad you found your way to my new site.
I changed a few minor things, and iam sure you already noticed! :)
The same Wolf as always, but i matured a bit I guess.

Okay.
Actually my Charactertheme-Slots are free and available
So please don't hesitate and be the first one to get a new charactertheme. Maybe even with Vocals? ;)




Hey there folks =)
I just got on my page and couldnt believe my eyes. I finally got 10K pageviews!
Does that make me good? x33

The second thing is a Charactertheme  scarlettthescar did for me today.. AWESOME!
So go listen to it ;) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/360...../#cid:26743084


The last thing..
well i've decided to do comissions.

There are three slots available. Actually all three are full, but i'll keep you updated.
So if a slot get's available, grab it! ;)


 Lupolycanth 30% Done
 scarlettthescar 0%
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Well as the title said: ask me anything o.o

Hell i saw that meme a thousand times and i think it's quite funny ^^

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS


The facts of me,

1) I badly want to visit all my friends from oversea

2) Never been at a convention, hope i will make it to one

3) I want everyone near me to feel comfortable and i hate conflicts

4) I cant be angry for long..

5) I love making new friends and contacts

6) I love cheese-cakes with cherrys! ^^

7) I love the scent after it rained.

8) I love animes like One piece, Bleach and even Naruto ;)


I tag...

 yunari
 lupolycanth
 labwolf
 neo
 balorkin
 anupap
 darkheavenofwolves
 uni99

Sorry to disturb you one more time :)
i just feel like sharing some.. of my time today with those who want to know what's going on in my life.

Well yeah. Today was my mum's funeral.
It wasn't as hard as expected from me.. never said it was easy .. i would say it was a good way, to say goodbye to a grandmother, a mother and a precious friend.

The funeral itself was about 1 hour or so.. nothing big. But there were more people then expected. Yeah, my mum was well known in her city :D

but then again most of the people there were foreigners to me ^^'
.. anyway it felt good to see that others were there.

And even my best friend and my best friend from my childhood were there just to help me. So it wasn't a bad day after all =)


I just wanted to let you know that i feel fine..

and i wanted to thank everyone who thought of me.. everyone who read the former journal.. everyone who supports me.. everyone who is with me.

Thank you all :) and be sure, i think of you. And if i should start praying someday.. you'll be in my prayers xD


And i wanted to thank you Mum.
Thank you for the strenght you've given me, even after you died.
Thank you for your advise, for beeing there .. for beeing my mum all those years. Even if i know that iam not the best son ever you loved me.. and i loved you.

BUT PLEASE, DON'T MAKE THE SUN SHINE SO HOT! ><
I know you hated cold days but THAT is too much mum.. oO



Well.. thats enough i guess

thanks and a happy day

Your
Andre Pascher aka Shadowwolfen

.. sorry that i have to share something that big with you ..
but when you're in such a situation you understand...i guess.

Yesterday..my mother died in the hospital.
I think i still dont realize it full that my mother is dead and will never come back..

Saturday evening whe puked blood and came into the hospital in a city that is far aay from ours.. it would take too long to explain why she wasn't in the hospitol of ur city but mostly it was because of shitty paperwork that no one wanted to do.

Sunday morning there was trhe first operation..
She made it.. she was strong.. The reason?.. On of her organs stopped getting blood because one of the vains was blocked by a thrombus.
That happend because of a "heart-rythm-illness".. dont know the exact name but i hope you'll know what i mean.

That organ died and slowly poisened her whole body..
We (my father and her husband) where there every single day.. sunday.. monday.. and thuesday 2 times. Yesterday, thuesday, she had to be operated a seciond time.
And yeah.. well she made it. After the second operation she was at the intensiv care station again..We where there.. we all hoped the best but there wasn't much hope the doctor said.
And Yesterday evening.. she died.
Maybe because she thinks that her work is done (because of this my family.. well we 3.. are together again after a heavy conflict)...
Maybe it's because she hadn't the strenght to carry on.
But wherever you are... i love you.. and i hope you know this and i hope you saw us.. as a whole family just one time.


Sorry to make a fuzz gals..
But that was soemthing i wanted to share.. it makes the whole thing a bit easyer for me.

Thank's for reading/listening...

Wow..
i never thought i would find something like that in here..
i mean yeah.. isn't it all about the "i like you how you are" and "i make up my mind" thing.. but THAT .. no just no no no no no no no!

Read this today in a journal of a good friend and there's just no other way then to spread this side through the fandom.

http://www.chaospirits.com/furzombies/


Well
have a long life and many luck...
and please never have the idea to do something like that.

Well i did not write a journal for my birthday..
because i think it's gross if everyone writes "heya, look at my, attention whore, itts my birthday"... maybe iam just too oldschooled or so xD

well there must be something about may xD

My birthday was on the 12th and my Mates birthday  yunari is TODAY x)

So.. now go and gratulate him :)

And hey, iam not one to say "Hey he has birthday, look at the attention whore" i just want to make it a happy birthday for my fox and so i think its good if he knows that people think of him and like him ^-^

woah.. NUFF SAID!

Well well well.. yeah even i found my way to ustream ^^''
And i would appreciate it is i'd see some of you guys :)

It's not like i would make an epic thingie there, i just need a few ideas from you =)

so if you like, just gimme a shot, i'm on now :)

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/music.....n-shadowwolfen

yours
shadowwolfen

1. Are you single or taken?
absolutly Happily taken

2. Chocolate or flowers?
...i already layed my fox down on a bed of roses :)

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
If i would say yes, it wouldn't be a surprise, would it? 0o

4.Do you like anyone?
i like many people oO But there is only one i love.

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
No.

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Just beeing together with my man =)

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Normally i would say no. Because i can give my Fox presents, whenever i want. But Valentines day is a special day where you can share your luck with others.. where you can happily show that you are in love and no one cares about beeing gay and shit.. therefore it's a special time, since he came into my life.

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
If i'd knew, he wouldn't be secret! Oo

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
My little secret ;)

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Nope

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Never ^^'

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
oh.. i never did ^^

13. Do you like candy hearts?
Sweet ! x)

15. Is Valentines depressing?
It never was ^^

16. How do you feel about PDA?
Well.. i remember a few scenes with my love in a spuermarket *grins*
huging, kissing, walking paw-in-paw.. such wonderfulg estures that show "I love you, i hold you" why not share this luck if it botheres noone.

17. How is your love life?
Guess i'll just say: perfect ;)

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
No

19. How many roses would you want?
pff, i'll never say "i want this" or "i want that" !.. I like good surprises ^^

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
Woah... i thought minutes about what to writer here.
I don't know, what the future holds. But i would love beeing together with my love, forever :) And i will fight for that privilege!

If i had just one wish..
i wouldn't want Money,
i wouldn't want to be famous,
i wouldn't want health or be thin..

i would just wish that my love could be here with me forever..

I'm sitting here, remembering every single happy moment of this weekend
but every weekend ends and so he had to get home again..
but i know he will be here again and holding me in my arms.
And I hope he knows, that i would walk a thousand miles,
if i could see him.. tonight.

I miss you love..

http://de.youtube.com/watch?v=pnkvhi1XOR8

... is nothing funny..
...for most of you, it's nothing special...
...belongs to one man today...
...is given away together with my heart...
...shall say how much i love you.


I love you my Fox.. for now and always.
And i swear, i will protect you from any harm,
you will not suffer as long as i live,
and everything I do, i do it for you

I love you my fox.. your Wolf

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kux9zbeDVo

Why.. Why on earth are there so many furs out there
who just want to make fools of themselves?

I mean.. you see there are soo many non-furs with aggressions against furs.
There are so many enemies who want to 'destroy' the whole fandom.

Hm .. mainly because they think we are just a bunch of animal-humping idiots.
And what to WE do? (i dont mean all of you of course)
We show them that they're right ... for example: Some Furs made a Petition to bring "Yiff" into the ocford Dictionary.....


Sorry
But iam ashamed right now

And a many others should feel the same.

Yours
Shadowwolfen

I~~
have another thing to bring you near ^^
my great friend and artist  lupolycanth definitly deserves more watches! :)
its hard to be known here between all those great artiists.. i know what iam talking about ^^
so ill show you a few artists here and i hope you will go and see what they have =)

here go and see this:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1550385/

Well
a friend of mine, and superiour artist is here on FA =)
and i think.. ore people should look through his gallery =)
i dont want to say you "He go and watch him" but it would
be nice if you look into his gallery and maybe you'll like the things he do as much as i =)

Soon we will start a little collab which is for my cd :)

here is his site:  neo

have fun looking at his art =)

shady

For those who read my former journal:

It seems something happened there.
It's a shame that iam not able to control that myself..
i wish i could.
but if i can believe an email that was send by them..
the product will be removed.

heres the mail:

Thank you very much for your message.



Like you, Four Paws is deeply concerned about reports of injuries suffered by some dogs as a result of a manufacturing defect in some of our Pimple Ball with Bell toys.



We want you to know that we have stopped shipping these toys to our distributors and we have asked them to have retailers remove the toys from their shelves immediately and return them at our expense.



We have also stopped all shipments of the toys from the manufacturer, and we are sending Executive Vice President Barry Askin to personally inspect the manufacturer¢s facility in order to make sure that the defect has been corrected.



We are also changing the packaging of the Pimple Balls to make it easier to inspect them for potential defects, and we are individually inspecting every one of the toys in our inventory in order to identify any that may be defective.



Thank you again for your message and your concern. Please be assured that the safety and well being of pets is our top priority and we are doing everything we can to make sure that this problem is solved as quickly as possible.



Sincerely Yours



Four Paws Products

I've found this in a journal of my furry-mum..
and i just have to shae this with you...
my eyes widened in shock while reading this ..

http://www.thechaistory.blogspot.com/

Well okay.. let's start with this thingie here *grins*
I would like you to think about the sweetest thing.. or ne of the sweetest things someone ever said to you =)

I'll start with this one:


Me: "If you were a cloud, where would you be?"
Yunari: "I would be near you forever, but i would be away far enough, so that you could see the sun."

I melted in that second.. and i think that was the sentence with wich he got my heart *grins*

Well.. your turn :)

---

 yunari <- My Foxer.. worth a look! :D

Every day something new oO
 Lupolycanth just told me that my "accepting xyz"-status is 'no'..
Hey, of course iam open for Requests, Comissions or Trades =)

So if you have anything on your mind i can do like play any song or sing a song, feel free to ask.
Ill just bite if you want me to ^^

Yours
Pianowolf

Wow.. another year vanished o.o
Hard to believe that iam on FA for more than a year now
.. a year full of "thanks" and "yes's" and "noe's"
and sinless comments bla bla bla iam annoying whatever xD


So it's my birthday again.. iem really pissed that my one wish wasnt fulfilled.. i just wished that my wolf could be here on this special day but he's not.. well.. crap.

On the other hand i want to thank you =)
You who listen to my music, you who fave my songs and leave me comments.

What would every Artist be without you?

Hm todays my birthday.. most of you may think "hey, cool, he'll be fine, making a big party, hanginga around with friends, getting presents and stuff.

nonsense.

I've decided not to make a party or else, like i've deone the year before... just because of one reason.
I KNOW that every year on my birthday I'll get a really bad message.
And what happens this year?.. I was calling my grandparents and the first thing they say "Hey, your dog is dead." instead of "Hey, you're our grandson, happy birthday" ...

hm... my dog has had a tumore in his head so it was necessary to put him to sleep... forever.
But .. my grandparents didnt even tell me.

I know iam writing nonsense all over but actually I cant get my head clear, so please forgive me that.

As long as i was living at my grandparents house, percy (the dog) was the lovliest thing there...
he was a friend and a dog at the same time.. and now my grandparents cal me with the words "Dont hang around, it was just a dog".. i could cry... if there where any tears left.

I hope he's at a better place now...please forgive me writing this... but i needed somewhere where i could write that down... please be patient.

yours
shadowwolf
happy birthday....

AIDS Awareness Day

Journal Entry: December 1st, 2006 05:53 PM

Today's AIDS-Awareness day, to make sure people around the world understand the seriousness of the virus. There is no cure for the sexually transmitted disease, though there are organizations in effect solely made for the purpose on finding a cure/vaccine.

Long story short: Strap on some latex before taking the plunge, and play safe!

Check these links and please help spread the word by having as many of your friends checking these out as possible. Every little bit helps, and it takes only a minute, guys.

Check it!:

http://woodychitwn.livejournal.com/.....tml?mode=reply

https://www.lighttounite.org/