Hey, y'all. It's becoming more apparent that I'm getting rather good at saying I'm going to try to do something and then never do it. Yeah...Gonna try to fix that xP; I apologize. I gave myself a tough schedule this semester (apparently), and just a looot of drama in my little circle of friends which I won't go into here. But, this next week is Finals, and then I get nearly a month off to do whatever I want. I'm HOPING that I'll get around to PCA things again, since I rather do enjoy it. But, if anything right now...It's going to be a project.

I recently got this interest project idea that I'm not going to go into detail quite yet since I'm still working on figuring them all out completely. I will say that yes, it is a Pokemorph project, but it is not necessarily a PCA project. I will be using PCA characters, but there's no way in hell I'm actually making it a part of it (not like I can, for good reasons xD) Some old characters will be re-appearing in this as well as some new faces. There may even be cameos, which I would love to do, but still gotta figure things out. For a fact, I will say that Vivian will be coming back for this, and I'm pretty positive that my adorable little Grumpig, Val, will be in this as well~ Not sure on the rest of the characters, but this will be a bit of a larger cast.

Now, I have several thoughts on how I could/want to go about this. Although I'm not giving out too many details, I will say this now: there will most likely be a few character deaths (hence why it's not going to be linked to the PCA.) and just general gore. What I could use some help with, is how exactly the ending is going to go. Will everyone that previously got killed come back? Will it just be a game of trying to get everyone out alive? (Slight hint of where the idea came from xP) Will they just stay dead and it sucks to be them? Or hell, could it just be some really screwed up dream? Granted, it doesn't matter since it's not really linked to anything, but I would like some thoughts on this. Any at all will help me~

Once I get started on this project, I may not start posting until I get a few chapters down. I may post a teaser or two, but I'd like to have that bit of time to go back and fix things if needed, and just the general knowing that it's the way I want it to go. But, yes. This is the gist of it. I hope at the very least that someone will be interested in reading it, though if not, oh well. I've been wanting to do something off this idea for a while, so it's helping me too~ I suppose this is enough rambling for now though. Any comments, questions, or opinions are greatly appreciated~

Stay Awesome~
~Kurohi

I dunno if I'll actually even get any answers or not, but still. I suppose I just want to get this off my mind. If you have any advice whatsoever, I'd love to hear it, even if you think it's insignificant or anything.

Lately, I've just been feeling sorta...inferior I suppose would be the best way to word it. I feel like some of my closest friends are just sorta abandoning me for people that are better I guess. I feel like I can't do much to help anyone anymore. I also feel like no matter what I do, one of my friends can always do it better than I could ever hope to do.

I suppose there's so much more that could be said, but I don't know what. I'm mainly just looking for advice or a bit of help to help me cope. I normally don't reach out like this, but I can't keep it bottled in anymore. I know one of the big things I could do is talk to someone, but I don't even know who.

I don't know...Maybe I'm just over-reacting...

Gah, sorry for that. I was hoping to get active again, but...there was a lot going on. But, good news! Done with my Freshman year of college~ I survived my schedule from hell xD (Five classes in one day, two days a week sucks ass). This next semester won't be nearly as harsh, though I do need to finalize it. I was hoping to take Russian, but it interferes with classes I need, thus am unable to take it now. Ah well, I gots a friend who will teach me~ (Huzzah!)

I hope I'll be able to get active again shortly and will start with Team Nightscape (of course) and follow up with my team from Black (love them <3). Sadly though, after looking through their profiles, I'm gonna take Sal and Chandra down to tweak them. There won't be major changes--just to work on it a bit. It seems like whenever I'm off for long periods, I feel the compulsive need to re-work already developed characters xD

Well, here's to hoping I'll be more active and working~

Cheers,
~Kurohi

So this is  blackfiretease I decided to start fresh, and getting annoyed with clearing my gallery, I just decided to make a new account altogether xD I felt like get a new name anyways... So, huzzah. And yes, I'm still trying to work on the PCA.

Mmm...that's it for now. Later's y'all xD
~Kurohi