So like I have 7000 submissions to get caught up on and NO I ain't going to nuke them :D

God it's been a while.

I'm going to try do thing here again. Cause I need to properly follow a bunch of peeps to keep with stuff.. and I realize I actually kinda have stuff to share, especially if I get my head around rendering images in blender3D.

Anyone out there? Say hi or not you know :D

I'm gonna try do some things.

4+ years and.. what's this?

It's me.. Shmoogle.. Back on furaffinity.. wondering if anyone still follows me or exists?..

Donno what I'll do here.. maybe show off VRchat avatars I make... Some art if I ever get something made that is good.


Basically I'm trying to get back in touch with the furry fandom.. sorta get back into the swing of things.


So yeah.. hows things.

https://www.twitch.tv/itsshmoogleosukami

Come hang out!

I actually was productive today.

I did the washing up... Finally. I also washed my bedding.... Finally... Oh and I did my usual waterchange and monthly filter clean on my aquarium.

I... really want to enjoy drawing and doing art... But... I still can't get my head around practice make perfect and stuff.... In other words.. I'm impatient... so very... impatient..

Still.. I'm off my meds now. No more addictive anti-depressents for me. Sure... I now suffer crazy levels of brain... implosion.. but.. it's getting better slowly. Only been off them about 2 weeks now. Probably another month before I'm free of side effects, and hopefully my bloodpressure returns to normal soon.

Anxiety is still here, I'm still autistic. I still don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Just living day by day, not remembering many days at all..
Still as messed up as usual. But things are still better regardless.

I keep also wanting to be more involed with the furry fandom but... socializing...

I keep getting the feeling I should become more involved in the furry fandom and FA.

But art.. I don't do that much anymore. Haven't drawn in a long time.
My main thing is streaming on twitch.tv now. Been going consistently for 2 months now although my momentum is dwindling.

Making friends would be good. but I'm terrible at it. Talking to people is.. I'd say it's getting easier. Warming up to people takes some time still but yeah it's getting easier.

Maybe I'll start structuring my computer activities a little more and start becoming more active on FA and other sites I'm on.

I'm going to be uploading a bunch of really old art and everything in my archives. Just so it's online and here and such. Going to be doing one image a day across all my accounts.

If the image is already uploaded on one of the accounts then that'll not get an image for that day.. Just because it's easier to keep track then.

Most of this art is kinda... ugh... It's soooo old.

Well damn. I've finally managed to draw a pose with my characters mouth open. D:

I've been terrible at drawing wolf mouths since forever, but now I finally understand everything.

Got another picture in the works, It's sort of party/rave themed, there is a glowstick(just 1), and 'yeah-ness'.

How do you get noticed on FA? Like.. I know it's only been 3 days but my shmoogle image has only gotten 2 views.. which I think both are me. Maybe I tagged it wrong, or not enough, or maybe my art is just not that appealing?

... Well.. Whatever. I mean it's not like having people actually look at you art is important at all. /sarcasm.

Though seriously I suppose I shouldn't really care too much. I enjoyed drawing it but it'd be nice if people actually saw it as well.

I've grown distance from the furry fandom as of late.
I figure.. I should be more involved in some way.

I'm going to make this my central hub for all my furry art no doubt. My DA page will have both furry and some extra none furry stuff.

Now I'll just have to get my profile all cleaned up on here and make myself look nice and active and worth watching.

Debating weather to post arts here or not.

Never get any views so it seems almost pointless.