Haven't updated my commission for a while so here they are.

There's more to come but most of them are not started yet (waiting patiently in the queue).

Low key so push my previous journal down.

This article was written 4 years ago.

I migrated my Wordpress blog somewhere else, so I think maybe it's okay to stash it here.

As I said, it's an article written 4 years ago, so this means the mindset I have now is pretty different from before. But I reckon that it's okay to keep this article as a record, and for me to look back whenever I need.

Maybe I'll find sometime to update my open relationship later. We'll see.

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To my partners in my open relationship, and to myself as a grey fox.

Foreword

For a long time, I really wanted to share my experience of physical interactions between my fursona and my partner's. However, I couldn't help imagine that other people already have some negative presumptions on open relationship. Hence I don't feel like to commission artworks that involves my fursona with others if the theme involves physical intimacy.

For one thing, it would save me a lot of time communicating with other irrelevant parties about the artworks and furthermore my relationship status. To put it more precisely, the whole "explaining to others about the legitimacy of my relationship with my partners, where my partners and I have already agreed upon" thing is meaningless at all – I don't think my way of open relationship would convince those who oppose the idea of open relationship. They would instead just fight for their beliefs and disagree whatever I say.

For another thing, Shu the grey fox is who I am, which means I literally see Shu the grey fox as myself. Whatever Shu the grey fox does in the artworks must be the things I would like to try. Because of that, it makes no sense to me to commission artworks with me and another unacquainted or unfamiliar furry character, let along making them having sex or whatever.

To sum it up, most of my commissioned artworks involve only one character, Shu the grey fox. In a few cases, my friends whom I am familiar with would appear in some artworks.

Well, after a year or two, after I had really good time with my partners, I started to think about buying a commission about my partners and I having a good time. I think it's because I feel more positive about opening up to others about my open relationships, and some of my partners also feel positive about me sharing my open relationships. I couldn't thank them more for their supportive attitude.

And now you have it, a short series of my "Open Intimacy".

Introduction

In this series, I would like to invite the readers (you) to dive into the perspective of my partner(s), or at least into their imagination of me as a grey fox. Through the lens of my partners, I expect the readers to share physical intimacy with me under a mutual consent, and to experience being one of my open relationship partners.

I consent, and I hope you enjoy the series.

Sex

I am an anthro fox with grey fur.

For a long time, I have a deep affection for anthropomorphic animals. I love the animal traits: paws, muzzle, fur coat, body shape, that display on their body. I love their gorgeous, ever-changing fur patterns, and I am absolutely sexually attracted to them. This special taste of mine gradually segues me into building a grey fox fursona which you are looking at, and which I always adore.

Grey, as a color of low-profile; Fox, as a mixture of independence, cuteness and sexiness; The silver pendant I wear, which made of two square-like right triangle, symbolizes the grey fox per se, and reveals my deep awe for minimalism and mathematics.

I love this look a lot, I really want to appear just like him, and I am more than willing to exhibit my fox-self in front of my partners.

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To me, intimacy and physical contact are closely related.

To begin with, both my partner and I have a strong preference for furry characters, the fact of which makes us very comfortable whenever we would like to express our feelings toward furry characters. Moreover, we both love each other's fursona and personality, and desire physical intimacy with them. Last but not least, our human look and personality in reality are pretty close to our own fursona, which makes the in-person physical contact more attractive to us. At least, when I close my eyes, I could still imagine my partner as their furry character and indulge myself in the furry fantasy.

Not all my physical contacts are intimate. As long as I am not interacting with others in my furry character, then even if the physical contact involves sex, I am not sharing intimacy with them, rather I am just dealing with my human sexual instinct and provide sexual service to them.

To me, the most intimate thing to do with my partner, is taking off my clothes and my little piece of underwear, revealing 100% of Shu the grey fox, and inviting my partner to take off their clothes as well, then mutually enjoying the superposition of human body sensation and furry character imagination.

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"Well...I'm taking off my undies if you're okay with this..."

F

I enjoy the interaction in front of a mirror. I could enjoy both ways whether I am the dominant one or the submissive one.

When I am playing submissive, I feel vulnerable and I let my partner grab my body and limbs. I enjoys a lot when my partner enjoys my foxy body, and when my sexual desire is triggered through my partner's fingertip and body form. The submissive look of myself, and the sexy look of my genital being pressed against the glass wall, in no doubt reinforce my lust of being delicately and sexually taken cared of.

On the other paw, when I am playing dominant, I become a director of a sex play. I try every way to trigger the sexual desire of my partner and enjoy their submissive expressions. They would twist their body, almost crying and begging for more caress and tongue licking. And I would fulfill their desire and grab their hands, press them hard on the glass wall, and enjoy every inch of skin touch. They would moan like an animal (literally), and I would fox squeak back to reassure them that their lust would be nicely taken care of.

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Both F and I enjoy the switch between dominance and submission. Since we know each other's erogenous zone very well, the interaction between us becomes like an unstable balance. One extra touch would easily flip from dominance to submission, and vice versa.

Sometimes it's not one-sided, rather both having a state of dominance and submission. Both F and I can enjoy the mixture of pleasure from receiving and sending the stimulus, which is phenomenal to us. It's not only about the sexual pleasure, it's about genuinely recognizing each other's fursona and need, and to actually caring them.

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"Do you like being dominant and submissive at the same time?"

S

I'm not very confident about my private part, which makes me not so willing to let others lick my anus. Having said that, I actually love rimming very much. I just don't want to make my partner feel less satisfying when licking. Rimming (or sex plays in general) in furry artworks are wonderful, but not so much in reality, not to mention the difference between furries and human.

I still like sixty-nine in real life though.

To me, sixty-nine is one of the classic sex positions that demonstrates the switch dynamics and stimulates sexual desire. One expose their most private part to another and vice versa, and both please each other with delicate paw fingers and moist tongue. Saliva polishes the private part, and paw fingers explore the shape of them. Both sides would keep pleasuring each other until one surrender and becomes submissive.

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Though I only have physical contact with S once, I still couldn't forget the unique experience S offered me. Apart from the physical contact, we send warm fluffy hugs to each other, and hear out when one needs to let out their negative emotion. We are definitely close in some aspects, and we are happy to keep our relationship open and leave room for each other. We do not own each other, and we don't need to be close in every aspect to feel the intimacy between us.

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"I hope you enjoy the view."

C

I always feel thankful to my time with C, and I care very much whether C would feel comfortable during our precious time. Therefore I can totally understand C's concern when I am planning to make our relationship public. After some communication, in this artwork I decide to substitute C with Edesk's dear character Red.

Though I don't have much affection for Red, Edesk has been taking an important role regarding to Shu the grey fox. Not only he realized the reference sheet but also many of my commissions. Some of the artworks (including this series) reveal my deep thoughts and represent the core of myself. After all these self-exposure toward Edesk, I feel like I can trust him in no doubt, and so forth I can trust Red in no doubt. This "trust build upon self-exposure" might sound silly, or even blind or dangerous, but toward his artworks and my conversation with him, I am pretty confident that he is genuine and cares a lot about others' well-being.

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Under the shades, a brief but intimate afternoon.

I actually love the idea of nudism, but I am not into nudism in public. I am not looking for excitement from my naked body being seen by strangers, and I am not comfortable with being nude in front of people I'm not really familiar with. I don't want to process the information from the stranger's stare or their existence. I just want to get rid of my clothes, and feel myself being a grey fox in nature, with peace in mind.

As for outdoor intimacy with my partner, we're just merely looking for unadulterated physical interaction: without clothes, rooms and buildings, without most of the manmade stuffs. Only the nature and our fluffy warmth between us.

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"Breeze wind brushes your muzzle. Warm sunshine showers your body. Let's have a taste of pure joy together."

E

I suppose that my way of expressing intimacy toward my partner is quite different from normal people, because I love making fox squeaks or purrs during sex.

When I say "fox squeaks" and "purrs", it's not 100% what it sounds like. I mean after all I am not a real fox, I don't have their vocal tract, and heck Shu is not even a quadrupedal fox anyway. Those "fox squeaks" I make are more like a mishmash of human moans and fox vocalizations. I do follow some fox pet account on Instagram, so I kind of learn those fox voices from their video posts. Foxes gekker when they are having a fight, they purr when they feel comfortable, and they whine just like pet dogs. As for my facial expression when making fox voices, since I'm an anthro fox, I take huge reference from Riley and NaL's Telegram stickers and imagine myself making expression just like those fox stickers.

On the other paw, I don't talk or speak human unless necessary, since it almost feels like turning back to human when I say human words. Almost like a counter magic spell. Well, it is awkward though that an "anthro" fox doesn't speak human, but let's just say that until now I can not imagine Shu the grey fox speaking human. My human voice belongs to only human self, not my fox self, since my human voice could only makes me think of my human self. My voice is hardwired to my human form. Therefore I still use my way of "fox squeaks" to express my joy, my desire, my grief, and my shyness.

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Apart from vocalization, I also borrow some of the movements from animal interactions. My favorite one, which is also one of the most intimate one, is nose kissing. When I do nose kissing, I always imagine myself having a grey foxy muzzle, and intimately touches my partner's muzzle. Nose kissing always gives me a sense of safety. To me it is the most direct way to feel my fox-self and my partner's fursona.

Another lustful and intimate movement is licking. Licking cheek, licking neck, and licking body. When we lick, we're just like real animal. We move our head, we lick each other, and find comfort when being licked.

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*Making fox squeaks and moans, sticking his wet tongue out*

D

I actually enjoy roleplaying through text as well.

I think text roleplay is the cheapest way to dive oneself into imagination. In real world, whether staring myself in front of a mirror or being with my partner only show human body. The physical human body prevents us from imagination, unless having eyes closed. However if we don't have to meet in person, and rather just send messages through IM, then it seems to be easier for us to imagine ourselves being our fursonas. Sometimes we prefer text roleplay to in-person interaction, just because we simply love furries more than human.

I don't have much chance hanging out with D in person, so we do text roleplaying from time to time.

Though it's a roleplay, it's not like imagination inside a fantacy world or Dungeons and Dragons. We're just being our fursona, and we play, and we cuddle, with some warm greetings. Sometimes the roleplay has a longer plot. We run away from our workplace together, and we head to some lake or forest and play. Sometimes the plot goes intimate. Maybe start from a gentle touch and explores each other's furry body form, then some intimate cuddle to please each other. If the feeling is right at the moment, maybe we would go for some mild sex play.

Even in a text roleplay, we would still respect the body boundaries. For example, D takes kissing very seriously and he would only kiss his spouse, then of course I should respect that and not to kiss him during the roleplay. We don't break rules and promises, whether it's in person or in roleplay.

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*The grey fox stands in front of you, gently touches your belly fur with one paw, and reaches your feline member with another, trying to feel its warmth and shape. He heads up, looks at you, and timidly smiles. You can see his grey fur body and his erecting canine member clearly. His tail wags delightfully.*

Shu

My partner and I not only share intimacy to each other, we also share same value on open relationship.

Because we embrace open relationship, we can freely express our feelings and be honest to our relationship status when we have conversations. I know how important I am among their close friends and vice versa, so we could find ourselves the best distance between us and make ourselves comfortable within that distance. If we are close enough, I would try my best to spare some space for them in my future plan, under mutual consent of course.

Though I would not interfere interactions between my partners, my partners know each other at least. Some of them are also close to each other, but I never force them to acquaint one another. I just let it be.

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To me, every partner, every conversation, every physical intimacy, are unique experiences. I thank them for the warmth they offer whenever I hangout with them. I get to feel more my grey fox self under their caring, and I would definitely care them back and send fluffy warmth to them, until our time together has come to an end.

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"Thank you for hearing me out."

"Thank you for journeying with me."

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I can not thank you more for taking time reading my stories. I hope this series would serve as one of the possibilities of open relationship, for your reference. 🦊

這篇文章是在四年前所寫的。

因為我已經把 Wordpress 的部落格搬家了，所以決定把內容改放置在這裡。

內容的描述是基於四年前的心態，跟現在有些許的落差；但至少權當做個思維切片的紀錄，我想也是好的。

以後也許找個時間我會來更新一下我目前的狀況。

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獻給我的開放式關係夥伴們，以及身為灰狐的自己。

緣起

長久以來，我非常想要分享自己與夥伴的獸設之間所進行的肢體互動，但是我總是會想像外界對於開放式關係已經有先入為主的想法，以至於接受程度比較低，所以之前基本上我不會委託自己與其他人有性方面互動的作品。反正只要沒有委託，就少了許多注目的眼光，也省去了與外界溝通的時間。

更進一步來說，我也覺得跟不相干的人論證「本來就已經與夥伴互相知情同意的關係」的正當性，是一件很費時而且沒意義的事情——我認為對方並不會因為我的費心論證而被我信服，他們多半只是想要維護自己價值觀的完整罷了。

另一方面，我看灰狐如同看著自己，意即灰狐與我形同一人（狐）。他在委託中所呈現的樣子與行為，必然要是在我的思維裡能夠接受的。因此我也更不可能讓灰狐跟其他不相關的朋友的獸設在作品裡有性方面的互動。關於這一點，我自認至今沒有什麼讓步的空間。

綜合起來，我的委託在這之前多半都是只有一位灰狐，而沒有其他角色的參與。

後來，一方面可能是這段時間思維的變化讓我對於有限度公開自己的親密關係不再感到過度悲觀，一方面關係中的幾位夥伴對於公開我跟對方之間的關係抱持正面的想法。於是便促成了這個系列作品的誕生。謝謝夥伴們的支持。

簡介

在這個系列作品裡，我想讓觀者進入我的夥伴的視角，或者至少重現他們想像中灰狐的我在他們面前的樣子。透過夥伴視角的窺視，我希望可以一方面讓觀者在觀者與我之間的知情同意底下感受與我互動的親密感，一方面也讓觀者體驗身在開放式關係中作為夥伴之一的感受。

希望作為觀者的你們會喜歡。

性

我是一隻灰色的狐狸獸人。

長久以來我一直喜愛著擬人動物——我喜愛他們自然而不累贅的身形、喜愛他們身上相較於人類更加美麗而顏色多變的毛皮、也喜愛他們兼具人類與動物的性感。這股強烈的喜愛，讓我嚮往自己也能擁有如你眼前所見的灰色狐狸擬人動物（獸人）外貌。

灰色，是因為它代表我喜愛的低調性格；狐狸，是因為他們在獨立自信的姿態底下，又兼具了可愛與性感；我胸前幾何形狀的銀墜飾，則代表著灰色狐狸的抽象化，同時也具體展現了我對於簡約與規律的崇尚。

我非常喜愛這樣的自己，也很樂意呈現並且分享這樣的自己給我的夥伴們。

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對我來說，親密關係與肢體接觸是密不可分的。

首先，我與夥伴都對獸人有很強烈而非主流的喜好，因此我們互相分享對獸人的眷戀的時候都能夠非常自在。除此之外，我與夥伴都喜愛著對方的獸人的樣子以及性格（獸設），並且渴望與之有親密的互動以更加滿足我們對獸人的愛。最後，我們實際人類的模樣與氣質也與我們的獸設十分相像，使得我們在實際看見以及接觸對方人類身軀的時候，腦海中的畫面還能殘留著獸設的印象，而不至於排斥自己或者對方人類的真實樣貌。

當然於此同時，我參與的肢體接觸並非都是親密的。只要我是作為人類身份而非灰狐身份與對方互動，那麼就算互動上有涉及到性行為，對我而言那都不是親密關係的體現，只是處理人類的本能慾望罷了。

我想，與夥伴之間最深入的肢體接觸，莫過於褪去身上的衣裳，脫下僅存的一小片衣物，袒露最完整的灰狐，然後邀請對方用同樣的袒露，用肌膚、嗅覺以及對獸人的想像，互相感受人類與動物疊加的性感。

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「那麼⋯⋯如果你不介意的話，我就把這件脫下來了⋯⋯。」

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我很喜歡鏡子前的互動。無論是作為被壓制的一方，或者是壓制對方的一方，我都能夠享受其中。

被壓制的時候，因為肢體受到控制而使得自己心態上處在弱勢的一方。於此同時一面讓對方享受著自己的狐狸身軀，一面讓自己的性慾被對方的指尖與肌膚挑動著。眼前鏡子的自己嬌羞可憐的樣子，以及自己的下腹部與性器貼在浴室玻璃上的性感模樣，在視覺上持續強化著自身的羞恥感。

壓制對方的時候，我則會成為性慾的指揮家，用各種方式激發出對方的性慾，然後欣賞鏡中對方羞恥中帶著享受的神情與姿態。在我的刺激之下，對方會用扭動的身軀，近似哭泣的表情，乞求更多的愛撫與舔拭。我會抓著對方的手，將對方強壓在浴室玻璃上，身體緊緊纏繞在對方身上，竭盡所能攫取對方身上的每一寸肌膚觸感，享受對方發出動物般的矜持聲。

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我跟Ｆ一樣，都很喜歡在壓制與被壓制的狀態之間擺動。因為互相了解身體敏感的地方，所以就好像是雙方都持有對方的性慾把柄一樣，處在一個不穩定的平衡。

如果是在自己持續被壓制的情況下，我累積的性慾會愈發增加。而當性慾的某個臨界點被突破的時候，我會產生壓制對方、讓對方也舒服的強烈慾望。有的時候狀態會因此翻轉過來，變成我對Ｆ的壓制；有的時候可能Ｆ壓制我的慾望比我更強，以至於無法翻轉；有的時候則會互相壓制，處在一個更加不穩定的平衡狀態，互相給予快感也接受快感。但無論是哪種狀態，我跟Ｆ都能在這些狀態底下獲得很強烈的愉悅－－性慾被滿足的愉悅，以及互相疼惜依靠的愉悅。

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「你也喜歡壓制與被壓制並存的疊加態嗎？」

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我其實對自己私密處的模樣沒有特別自豪，所以我蠻不願意讓其他人去舔拭我的後庭。其實我真的很喜歡被舔拭的感覺，只是我不想讓對方舔拭的時候有不夠美好的體驗。到頭來，二次元裡的一切總是美好的，但理想與現實總是會有差距，更別提理想獸人與現實人類的差異了。

但我還是很喜歡６９。

對我來說，在雙方互相壓制的姿勢中，６９是數一數二很能激發雙方性慾的一種。兩邊將他們最私密的部位袒露在對方面前，然後互相用靈巧的雙手與纖細濕潤的舌頭取悅對方。在取悅的過程中，一面用唾液潤滑對方的性器與後庭，一面用濕潤的雙手與舌尖感受對方私密處的形狀。於此同時，自己的私密處也受到同等舒適的對待。於是雙方持續互相壓制著，直到一邊投降為止。

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雖然我跟Ｓ只有過一次肢體接觸，但那次Ｓ給與我的獨一無二愉悅我依舊難以忘懷。當然，我跟Ｓ之間的關係，也不僅存在於一次的肢體接觸就是了。我們一方面像是閨密一樣，在對方有需要的時候給予溫暖；一方面也沒有要求對方進入封閉式的伴侶關係，反而互相給予對方很多自由。

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「希望你不嫌棄眼前的風景。」

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我一直很感謝我跟Ｃ之間的相處時光，我也很在乎Ｃ在我們相處的過程當中是否能夠自在。因此我很能理解Ｃ對於在這裡曝光我們之間的關係有些疑慮。我們經過了一些溝通之後，決定將作品裡他的位置讓出來，給 Edesk 心愛的角色 Red。

雖然我跟 Red 之間並沒有特別的情感，但從灰狐的獸設設計開始，有許多灰狐的作品都是委託 Edesk 幫我完成的。也因為我在委託的過程當中向他揭露了許多自己晦暗、親密的一面，所以我在情感上既感謝他也信任他。我雖然不會將 Edesk 投射在 Red 上（畢竟他有自己另外的獸設），但因為對他的信任，所以我覺得我可以很安心地與 Red 分享這份親密感。

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一個在樹蔭下，短暫的親密時光。

我其實很喜歡在野外袒露完整的自己這樣的想法。但我並非在尋求被陌生人窺視的刺激感，也不想要在不熟的人面前衣不蔽體。我不想要費心思去擔憂陌生人的存在與否，我也不想要花時間去處理不熟的人的目光帶給我不必要的額外資訊。我只是純粹想要很自在地沉浸在大自然裡，用我最灰狐的姿態。

至於與夥伴在野外親密的想法，那也只是我們竭盡所能地去除人造物的雜質後最純粹的部分：沒有衣褲、沒有床褥、沒有窗戶，也沒有馬路；只有自然景物、草地滿佈、古木參天、翠林碧湖；只有本是人類的我們，以及我們之間的溫度。

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「輕風吹拂，捧起你滿面的幸福。」

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我自認為我跟夥伴之間表達親密的方式，與一般人的方式很不相同：我在親密接觸的過程中，很喜歡以狐狸的叫聲來表達自己的感受。

說是狐狸的叫聲，但也不全然是真正狐狸的叫聲。更多比較像是揉合了人類的嗚咽呻吟以及真正狐狸的發聲方式。因為有在追蹤養狐狸的社群帳號，所以平時也看了很多狐狸之間或者狐狸與人的互動方式：狐狸他們有吵架時的嘎嘎聲、感到舒服時的呼嚕聲，也有像狗狗一樣發出的嗚咽聲。另外，Riley 跟 NaL 的貼圖當中也有幾張發出叫聲的，於是我也用自己的詮釋方式來表達那些貼圖的叫聲。

反過來說，除非有必要，我其實不喜歡在親密接觸過程中說話，彷彿只要我一說出話來，我就會變回人類一般。不過，其實這件事情跟我的獸設是略有衝突的，因為狐狸獸人本來就是狐狸與人兩個概念的融合，沒道理就不會說人話。只是在這部分，我一直沒有辦法想像我的獸設講話的樣子，或者他的語調聲線——他雖然是我，但他不應該擁有我的聲線，因為我的聲線跟我的人類姿態已經無法切割。於是，我還是以自己詮釋的狐狸叫聲為主要的表達方式。表達我的樂意、表達我的情慾、表達我的享受、表達我的悲傷。

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除了叫聲之外，一些肢體動作上也會借用動物之間的互動。我最喜歡，也最親密的互動方式，是互相碰觸鼻頭。在碰觸鼻頭的時候，我總會想像我是擁有狐狸修長的鼻吻，並且與對方的鼻吻親暱磨蹭。這動作給予我很強烈的安定感，因為對我來說，這是一種讓雙方的獸設互相被看見最直接的方式。

另外一種充滿情慾，卻也充分表達親暱的動作，是用動物的姿態以自己的舌頭舔拭對方的臉頰、頸部與身體。在舌頭舔拭的時候，頭部隨著塗抹的方向而擺動著，像極了真正的動物，像極了我心目中獸人的樣貌。另外，濕潤舌頭的潤滑效果，以及舌頭肌肉的靈活操控，其舒適感也令人難忘。

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＊發出狐狸的嗚咽聲，吐出濕潤的舌尖＊

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我其實也很喜歡透過文字進行角色扮演。

文字角色扮演，應該算是所有跳脫現實進入想像的方法當中成本最低的一種了吧。就像鏡子面前的自己再怎麼樣也只是人類的身體一樣，袒露自己並且面對現實中的夥伴的時候，也會受到對方的人類樣貌而影響自己進入獸人的思維；但是如果只是透過文字的傳遞而不用見到人類的自己與夥伴的話，似乎就比較容易想像自己與對方獸人的樣子。因為對於獸人形態的眷戀，所以有的時候反而更喜歡不被現實束縛的文字角色扮演。

因為我跟Ｄ的見面機會很少，所以我們每過一段時間就會透過網路進行文字角色扮演。

雖然說是角色扮演，但我們其實也沒有添加什麼奇幻、科幻的色彩，就只是扮演著代表自己的獸人罷了。有的時候我們只是單純的玩耍與擁抱，附帶一些日常的問候；有的時候我們扮演的劇情會稍微長一點，一同逃離現實的工作環境，並且到更接近自然的地方玩耍；有的時候劇情則會更加親密——也許先是很溫柔地互相觸碰與探索獸人的身形，接著一陣親密擁抱之後便會開始互相挑逗與取悅敏感帶，然後可能會是更直接的性器刺激。

在進行的同時，我們依然會互相尊重身體界線——比方說Ｄ對於接吻這件事非常看重，並且只會與他的配偶接吻，那麼我理當尊重他的界線並且不會與Ｄ接吻，即使我本就非常喜歡與夥伴接吻的親密感。即使是文字的角色扮演，我們的互動也不會因為想像的虛擬性而打破雙方的原則。

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＊灰色狐狸站在你的面前，一手輕撫著你腹部的柔毛，一手則伸向你貓科的性器，試圖感受它的溫度與形狀。他抬頭望向你，靦腆地露出感激的微笑。他灰毛般的身體與逐漸矗立的犬科根部盡收你的眼底。＊

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我與夥伴們之間，除了分享獸人的親密之外，我們還有一個很重要的共同價值觀——開放式關係。

因為我們都認同開放式關係，所以我們在進行溝通的時候，可以很坦然地表達感受、誠實地說明自己的感情狀態。因為互相了解自己在對方心中的份量與位置，所以可以互相調整出最合適的距離——如果距離近的話，除了分享身為獸人的親密之外，我也會試著讓自己未來的畫面裡，留有更多他們的位置。

我雖然不會去干涉我的夥伴之間的關係或者互動，但我的夥伴之間都至少會有一些基本的認識。有些夥伴之間的關係甚至也很親密，或許是因為他們之間的性格上也有些相近之處吧？

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對我來說，每一位夥伴，每一次對話，每一次深入的肢體接觸，都是獨一無二，無可取代的。

我會持續感謝他們每一次給予我的溫暖。在他們的呵護與照看下，我得以更接近我想像中的灰狐。而我也會持續呵護照看他們，給予他們溫暖，直到緣份盡頭的到來。

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「謝謝你，願意聽我說話。」

「謝謝你，陪我走過這一段美好的時光。」

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由衷感謝你花時間閱讀我的故事。希望這個故事能稍微讓你看見開放式關係的其中一種可能性。🦊

It's been a long while since I update the FA profile and gallery. There's another artwork by I'd like to upload, but there's a story behind it so it might take some time.

Anyways hope those who still watches my FA enjoys this batch of uploads!

Though I'm not a heavy user in FA (I do subscribe a bot to follow artists' new updates), it seems to be a nice idea to clean up my info page a bit and give as much info as I could. Let the viewers know who I am and that.

Yep. Looks good.