Okay, so first that shit happened last night that i talked aboutin my last jounal. Now apparently my grandma decided to turn into a soap opera character today. She wouldn't shut the fuck up about my mom this morning. then we all went out to eat for my uncle's birthday, and she wouldn't stop making fun of everyone.
After that, i went to the mall with my uncle and his dirlfriend and walked around for awhile.
So we get back home, and my grandma is instantly yelling at me, telling me to get my stuff packed to go home. I start getting my stuff together, and my grandpa comes upstairs and asks my grandma if she closed the gate to backyard... and she just starts freaking out, accuses me and my uncle of closing, and starts crying. WHAT THE FUCK!

-dies inside-

So it wasn't fun listening to my mom and some other drug addict go on earlier about what kinda drugs they like to do earlier tonight =3=
also, she won't shut up about if the color of someone's hair make to them good or bad or not, or if a girl is just a boy whose penis falls off or not. god i can't fucking stand listening to her D:<

so as soon as i got home i decided to go for a walk. i noticed that it looked like it was gonna storm, but i went on my walk anyway, thinkin i had enough time. so i go on my walk and as soon i was 5 minutes from being back home, BAM! i get drenched in rain =w="

i love eating you spaghetti, but why must you destroy my stomach?! @3@

also,i hate the people at my school o:

so i was leaving walmart with my great aunt and cousin a while ago, and i heard someone say my name. i looked to see who it was and it was one of my other grandma's church friends who i've known for a couple of years. i waved hi like i normally do to people (half-assedly) and got into the car with my aunt and cousin and we started to leave.
But when we were getting ready to drive off the person came up to the car to talk to me for a second. and she asked if i had flipped her off, which i obviously hadn't done. why would I?...
So... am i really so untrustworthy that this person i've known for years and never had a problem with would think that I'm just going to flip her off to piss her off for no reason?...

-slightly depressed now-

so besides making 2 shirts and doodling a kinda dumb shirt design, i really haven't done anything this week .__. im kinda annoyed because the shirts i used were thin fabric, so the fabric paint somewhat bled through them :T i also have some stuff i kinda owe people, but haven't gotten around to doing them D: i also haven't beem going on my walks this week :T -is ashamed of it all-

oh god, I just checked on the website of the mange company that publishes the LAON manga that i love~ and it says that the 6th volume is out... but it's saying that that is the final volume. But when i checked a couple of months ago it looked like there was supposed to be alot more volumes then that. i'm just really hoping that it's got cancled and this 6th volume is gonna be a cliffhanger ;3;
ahhhhhh, i wanna get it~</3

Okay, so i had this really cool tie necklace thing i bought myself a couple of months ago, and i fucking loved wearing the thing and stuff. But apparently my uncle's little bratty kid thought i'm not allowed to have soemthing fucking nice because she broke the god damned chain to it! So i thankfully my cousin took me to the mall the other day and bought me some shirts and a new tie necklace :D which was awesome~... until i realized that apparently sometime between last night and this morning SHE FUCKING TORE THE TIE OFF THIS ONE'S CHAIN!
Now i'm debating whether i should kill them or steal $20 from his room so i can replace them both~

Also, it seems to be impossible to play MW2 today because IT WON'T STOP LAGGING! -rages-

an online friend from TF2 redrew the smile picture that i did a while back... I'M SO FLATTERED X3
you can look at it here: http://gaming.calculatedchaos.com/p.....p=69664#p69664

apparently my mom is going to be in town again, so while she's at my grandma's house i'm going to be hiding out in the back room messing around on the computer... I REALLY DONT WANNA FUCKING SEE HER!

how did this day turn into shit so quickly =__= i fucking hate little kids

I just love the band Daft Punk.. but for some reason this song makes me feel depressed :( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PeMd3efLgw

i don't know what to do~ =3=

my family did it's 4th of july celebration thing and it was awesome! i love fireworks! >w<

i dont know how to feel right now =w= i feel kinda dumb

MY XBOX! IT JUST GOT RED RINGS OF DEATH A BIT AGO ;A;

i feel so tired right now =3= i wanna go back to bed...

anyone wanna talk?

meet the medic has finally arrived and it is AMAZING >:D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36lSzUMBJnc

Also, if you don't own Team Fortress 2 for the computer, then you should deffinitely get it now for 2 reasons:

1: it is an awesomely fun game

2: IT IS NOW FREE!

im watching over my grandma's house for a week again :p gonna be so bored TwT
but im hoping that i'll be able to make some shirts over the next week >w> i got some cool pens with fabric paint ink in them and i'm gonna be trying those out~<3 I'm gonna make an open your mind shirt for my uncle :p Now if only i was good enough to make money from make these shirts TuT

What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalize.
~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:

~More ~

● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:

i finally got a new icon ;u; thank you so much  thecreator10490

1: i started driver's ed... woo i guess..

2: i'm an asshole v.v