is omg awesome! It's so spiffy! *hugs it* they need to keep it for liek, evar. *nods*
I really, really love it. <3

I don't like kids.
I make horrible comments about kids (specially the ones in the store or restaurant that bawl they're eyes out for no reason and everyone hears them.) about torture or murder and, yeah, I'm pretty horrible.

But I would NEVER actually want any of them to really happen. Basically I just want them to stfu and let me hear the fuckin music. lol.


my friend's husband admited to BREAKING they're 5month olds leg, and SLICING open the hernia bubble that had covered the baby's belly button.

How fucking sick is that?

crazy black guy. probably gonna get his ass kicked in jail. who knows.

Got tired of "silencedemotions". So now, I is  MysteryRisolto

Make sure you check the journal there for the full thing. lol. But after I go through all 630 submits and rewatch everyone I'm watching now. then I'll leave this account for good. *nodnods*

So, see you there! ^.^

We finished moving all the boxes. And I hurt like hell. My feet hurt. My legs hurt. and my god my back hurts. *whimpers a little* I'm tired. Just wanted to let ya'll know why I is not on the rest of today.


Love ya'll... *goes back to bed*

...what I want.

I rather like
http://i234.photobucket.com/albums/.....gHairstyle.jpg and http://i234.photobucket.com/albums/.....Hairstyle2.jpg (isn't he cute? XP)

but I'm not sure....

I kind of like Jade's http://coolmenshair.com/2009/04/jad.....hairstyle.html

but I want something I can roll outta bed and not have to do anything to it type things...

I'll just throw out links.

http://coolmenshair.com/2008/01/emo-hair.html (the first pic on teh top)
http://coolmenshair.com/2007/12/jap.....airstyles.html (just some of these. I want bangs in my eyes and somewheres between medium and long lol)
http://coolmenshair.com/2007/12/harajuku-hair.html (er, maybe one or two of these...)
http://coolmenshair.com/2008/11/rya.....hairstyle.html



I'm open for suggestions XP

I finally decided exactly what I want to do my room in.

http://oriental-decor.com/

Japanese and some other Asian styles ^.^ There are some badass things in that site I'd LOVE to get. Some that would be cheaper to make myself XP but really awesome things. lol.

I think I really want black carpet, and maybe gold walls (whenever I get my own place of course). Then I wanna get some wall fans and scrolls. I rather like the dragon blankets. and I wanna get some paper lamps and such.

The only thing I have a problem with is I want a couch and chair for in this room as well as a coffee table. But I'm not sure what to get that's raised up off the floor, you know? And it needs a back. lol. I has back problems and such. Soooo, does anyone know of a place I can get something that won't totally clash with the Asian style decor?

They're kidding, right? LOL. They're talking about splitting it into four states.
http://www.businessinsider.com/desp.....-states-2009-5

That's fucking hilarious for some reson. I mean. California no longer being... California. *motions to the shape* It's just too weird. I'm not really sure if I find this interesting or what yet, but..... yeah. XP

I hope that I made a good choice. I really do. If i really fucked up, the concequences aren't that lovely. What I chose... well I won't be in it long, just enough to help the family through our hard time and stuff. I won't say what my choice is, but it was a sudden spurr of the moment choice and I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do... lol. But I'm still going to do it so wish me the best of luck, eh.


That said, I've been doing some research for Secret, and really can't find anything that will help. Trying to dig up a good local gender therapist but they seem to be very rare around these parts. lol. Anybody know of anyone?

LIEK OMG. It's so badass. lol. F5 if you dun see the rainbow eye. and go get one from  soulspoison

Dooo eeet

The net was down, I was stranded for like, evar. BUT. I'm in the new house. The room is smaller but who cares? It's a house and it's not my anti-gay parents' house. Still sharing a room wif Secret but ish fine. lol. We has a purple tree outside, which I LOVE. But I needs to get the pics off my cam before I can take more and i can't find that stupid fucking cord. I swear that son of a bitch runs away. I'ma have to keep it plugged into my camera or comp at all times. Or put a hook on the wall. XP My luck it'd still get lost. LOL.

i missed you all. Lotses. *nodnods*


Drama fucking sucks.

I'm not a pedophile. That would require action. Just cause I have the thoughts doesn't mean I am one. Just like I have suicidal thoughts now and again but I'm not suicidal and have no desire to die. *nods* That's final. *puts footpaw down*

Er. Puppies now sleep outside and such. They're getting so big. And they're muzzles are becoming more defined. lol. But one keeps climbing onto the couch and jumping off the back. I think she fucked herself up though, I'm not sure, she was fine before we could open the door. But other than that, they're fine.

I has pocky. from Win-Co. *nods* Though I want the Almond kind Vons sells. lol. but they're more expensive.

I love you all. Now I go pee. XP *runs off*

What's going on? I mean, SERIOUSLY. What changed about 17 years ago, what happened?
WHY ARE THE MINORS HAWT AS HELL?

I swear, the kids around here are fucking sexy! Today, I seariously looked at a twelve year old and had naughty pedophile thoughts. He kinda looked older at first, till i looked closer. and still had naughtiER thoughts. and it wasn't just him. there are a LOT that are sexy and young. theres like, groups. Some are young and good looking, but not sexy. Then theres the advanced group. There good looking, but in a sexy way.

And it's not just me. Others have said the same thing. and it varies between 12-17.
it's not the 17 year olds that bother me though. it's the younger ones who are noticably sexy kids....


so, really, wtf? is it just us, or is this happening elsewhere? XP

Yay! *party* one whole month! and a few hours, now. lol. They're growing up so fast. They all run and such now. And chew. They like to chew my ponytail. Lol. Oh god, and they love to bite my ear. Which is bad *blush/shiftyeyes*. lol. But yeah, they're sweet lil creatures with really wet noses. <3

Mum made Sarah some oatmeal and milk..... and Abby went up and dug right in like that's how she normally eats.... ish that okay for her..


Oh. She just threw up..... I think I'll take that as a no.

Apple Valley.... whoot. Lol, but it's a house. It can toally fit inside this house, but, it's bigger than the rv. lol. theres three rooms and a garage. and a nice back yard. Oh, and one of those purple leaved trees WHOOT. lol. and it's right across the street from Secret's sister's place. yay. lol.

Whewt, eh. Lol. And we can keep the doggies!

http://club.live.com/Pages/Prizes/P.....2-92bf21ec479d


So, to say the least, I'ma be workin my ass off, playing games all day long to be gettin that. *nods*


"55,000 Tickets
You only need 53,082 more tickets to redeem this prize "

= omgcute.
they're all playing. and they're all growling and snarling. they sound SOOOOOO cute! Lol. it's funny. they think they're so vicious. and their runs sound like horses (((kinda))). lol.

they're adorable.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/703986/

^ there.


I wanna enterrrrr lol. But it'd be a waste of time. I'd lose. Secret is no more confident. *shrugs* lol.

but joo can enter *cheerleaderness*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2BgjH_CtIA

*gigglefits to the point I'm crying* that *gasps* poor *gigglefitgasp* dog *gasps* LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuDJmVkPYpw

Dear god. I love it. lol. *stoled it from 's journal*
Go watch it. Love it too. LOL.

God damn. Joo know the dog isn't the smartest. You know the dog is, in fact, a DOG. Not a human, who is much more aware of other humans, but, a DOG. Who doesn't understand and isn't trained.
DOG.
NOT HUMAN.
DOG.
Don't threaten to do inhumane things to a dog for being a dog. I mean, seriously. It's COMMON FUCKING SENSE.

If the dog is being stupid by jumping out in front of your vehical, while your going slow enough to stop without hurting her, dun be stupid and think she's going to quit her game and let you leave. You have to fucking tell her, or show her, SHE CAN'T WIN. I mean, seriously. It just makes YOU look stupid.

The solution is SO fucking obvious *brain exploads* Even if you have to make the car crawl, do it. Go slow enough to be moving, but not hurt her. SHE WILL MOVE. She's stupid, but not THAT stupid. Seriously. All she needs is to be shown that she can't do that. That she won't stop you by going in front of you. Your just teaching her that it's okay by letting her stop you. And that it'll be okay if she jumps in front of a speeding car cause she thinks it will stop and then she gets hit. *frustrated*

I can't keep up no more. LOL. Journals and Submits... they're just too much. Theres 1000 submits. Sure, I've had more than that before. But my comp won't let me do the whole tab thing for too long anymore. It'll restart the E.Explorer and shit. *rolls eyes* Fuckin comp. And looking them over one by one just takes too long and a couple hundred later it's just like "Bleh... Idc."
But, no kidding. The past couple of days, I'd go in, get it down to about 700, and the next day, it's back to 1000. And that's within 12 hours *sleeps a full 12* So. I put my footpaw down. And a good pawfull of people got unwatched. XP
{EDITS} - btw, THAT is why I dun comment. Lol. I might do a rare comment now and again, but, if I commented on everyone (even if just friends) i'd be here all day and nothing would really get done. o.o



DO WANT. WILL GET.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/soulspoison
Look at teh eye icons.
Oh. My. Fucking. God. Those are badass. Lol. I <3 eyes. And.. *Squees* I'ma get one of Myst one way or another. Even if I have to go suck on someone's dirty toe. *nods, then shakes head* ew. LOL.

So, I realized... I can't flirt to save my life. LOL. Probably why I'm single. I dunno how to really catch some guys eye. I've chalked it down to being a lazy internet bum who dun look all that great. But, maybe... if I flirt... who knows. XP


Thus, I turn to my furry friends.... Halp me *pathetic look*

Whats your pets name?
Abby Wolf

What is he/she?
Cutest puppy dog EVAR

How old is he/she
1 month old on the 8th.

Breed?
Pitbull mix who knows? *bows head* product of a whore.

Can he/she do tricks?
Growls when people come into the room.

Housetrained?
Too soon. lol. I let her piss on the carpets anyways XP

Coloring?
Brindle baby!

Whats one thing your pet does that makes him/her unique?
She's the quietest in her litter?

Is your pet your best buddy?
Er, yeah!

What’s your pet’s favorite food?
Momma milk!

Does your pet listen to music?
I dunno. She might. The iHome is on alllllll the time.

Couch Potato?
Course! though she's learning to run

Does your pet sleep in the house?
Of course! She's too young to be put out.

Does your pet give you no end of heartache?
*lip trembles* SHE'S GROWING UP SO FAST! *wails*

Whats one thing you’ll always remember about your spiffy pet! :D
When I picked her up and she was whining cause I woke her. I said "Poor Abby" and she, no kidding, said "Mmmmmmhmmmmmmmm." In this really cute sigh. IT WAS FUCKIN ADORABL!!!

Any last words from your pet?
*puppy growls*

I nuke them now. Mainly because an hour will pass and there will be 284387753820397538473782J to read. >.< Okay, overexageration, but you get the point. Lol.


So, don't be hurt if I dun read your journals, and I won't get hurt if you dun read mine. XP

*Salutes, then spigats and runs off*

By the 14th. We all need to be out by the 13th. They're coming on the 14th. Assholes. Anyways, they're looking at a two story for cheaper and more rooms, plus a POOLOMG XP. 4 beds, 3 baths. pool, fireplace, balcany, porch, stuff. Spiiiiiifffffyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I wanna go *innocent look*

I submitted what I have so far of my character thing. My fleshing out of Moon Fire city/town/whatever. And I've got a bit of inspiration for the story itself. *wags tail* I'm adding more chars as I go, thus it's so scattered right now. lol. Er, I do need help with the weights, though. If I alone did it, they'd all be underweight, lol. I mean, the anthros weigh more than humans... right? XP Anyways, I'll be working on them more, and such.... lol.

All of the puppies' eyes are open. And they're walking around(wobbling, actually). And they bark and growl and bite, they're getting teeth. They've been playing XP and Sarah is getting tired of them.... but she's still bleeding now and again... *wrinkles nose* She's getting tired of the cage, too, but, I won't let her bleed on my pillow anymore. EW. lol.

Whoot for possible rl sex in some near future! *gigglefits*