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Posted 12 years ago Title pretty much says it all, if you want a slot just leave a comment on this journal with a ref of your character. :)
First come, first serve! If you want a specific emotion or face to be made just let me know in the comment
Also, if you'd like an something on your character (Sunglasses, a hat, etc) Please let me know in the comment
If I can get two slots filled before I go to bed, I'll stream tonight. :) NEW DANCE VIDEO WOOO
Posted 12 years agoFirst off, you guys think I should give a con dance contest a chance when I am able to make it to one?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8tzBNJTj5o
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8tzBNJTj5o
Dreams
Posted 12 years agoI freaking hate them most of the time. I rarely have them because of my lack of decent sleep, but when I do they are always so upsetting.
Feelin' kinda under the weather this evening. What do?
Posted 12 years agoJust a lot on my mind, and not enough distractions D: I MUST FIND SOMETHING TO OCCUPY MY THOUGHTS *Runs into a forest*
About me! (meme)
Posted 12 years ago1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? What's your name?
Well my local friends (furry or not) call me Toast or Ostrich. Everyone else calls me Austin.
There is a long story to the nickname toast, but it has stuck for a VERY long time.
2. How tall are you?
5'11ish
3. Natural hair color?
A light drown/dirty blonde. Hard to say. :I
4. What about eye color?
Blue/green. Some say they are Magical~ I have no idea why they think that:U
5. What orientation are you?
Bisexual. To me whether you are a man or women, fat or skinny, you're still human!
6. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Single. Don't go seeking relationships.
7. What do you do in your spare time?
Mostly play games with friends. Board games, video games, or sports.
I do draw every once and awhile, but I'll touch on that on a later question.
8. What's your job?
To be a minor. Go to school, do my homework, study and, repeat! Glorious isn't it? I'd like to think so ahaha. Friends do really make everything much easier to get over with. :T
9. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I'd like to think that I am somewhat creative. Or more realistically, I tend to be a really nice guy! Unless you've done something I strongly disagree with. xD
10. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Either my inability to stay committed to something or my like of self discipline in terms of schoolwork or hobbies. I want to get good at what I love, but how can I do that if I can't make myself practice? I'm young and foolish, just need to learn from my mistakes and do it right the next time around!
11. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
Hmmm, that's a tough one! :U
I'd have to say most of my friends think I am a bit of a weirdo at first. Not the kind of weirdo that watches you eat lunch from across the street, then proceeds to find your trash, but the kind of weirdo that is just goofy and fun.
12. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
I do not belong to any religion even though I was raised in a partially religious family.
13. Do you drink?
This will contradict what I just said, but I only really drink around Christmas with the family, as I am a minor. :P
14. Do you smoke?
That's a negative ghost rider.
15. What are your fears?
Heights.... I absolutely hate them. Though with some time I will get over it. x3
I also CANNOT stand people that have no respect for others. In other words, bullies drive me bonkers.
16. What are your dreams/goals?
Since I was very young I have wanted to be a concept artist. Specifically concept work for movies or video games, typically of the sci-fi or fantasy genres. I have just always wanted to be able to create a place. a person, or a thing from the back of my mind and then put it onto a piece of paper or canvas(digital or not). It's just something that gets me all gitty. I get all fanboy-ish when looking at some concept work. It's almost a bad habit, I spend more time looking at it than chasing it. I want to be at least decent at it, but I never practice. >.> I wonder what's wrong there.... xD
17. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
I've had one ex.
18. Who's your best bud?
GAH. These kinds of questions always make me feel bad! Cause I feel as though I am picking favorites...
A couple that are on FA would be
caled 
plax40 
emilythepenguin and 
dagos 's brother. There is one more, but I don't know if he has an FA or not, so Gabe, you're my bro, bro.
19. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Mmmmm... foood. Probably going to go after a bag of good old vitamin J. Jalopeno chips are like my form of crack. So tasty! UuU
20. Favorite drink?
Either Eggnog, Rootbeer or pina-colada Sobe (which is so scarce in my area that it's a rare treat.)
21. Favorite color?
A very specific tint of blue.
22. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Either Teleporting (not limited by distance what so ever) or Shapeshifting, for similar reasoning to why I love concept art.
23. Favorite movie?
This question hurts me haha. I really enjoyed Charlie Bartlett, Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit, Star Wars, WALL-E, The James Bond movies, Black Hawk Down, Etc. Too many choices to pick from! Dx
24. Least favorite food?
Anything fish and most Oriental or Asian Foods. Sushi is like the anti christ of my tongue. xD
25. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
I dunno, Mac n' Cheese with bacon and hotdog in it is quite amazing.
26. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Either a Fiat 500, or a Subaru WRX 5-door. Maybe a Mazda Rx8
27. Most disliked bug?
Centipedes! I hate them so much. They just freak me out for some reason. I love the idea of them, but If I see one I will explode onto it with the force of a thousand suns.
28. Most hated pet peeves?
When people eat seeds so incredibly loudly. It's disgusting.
29. Dislike in life?
How far companies and countries go for money.
30. Most annoying?
Hmmm, not really sure. I am really tolerant so.
31. Most disliked TV show?
Don't have one. THE WALKING DEAD. Kidding.
Well my local friends (furry or not) call me Toast or Ostrich. Everyone else calls me Austin.
There is a long story to the nickname toast, but it has stuck for a VERY long time.
2. How tall are you?
5'11ish
3. Natural hair color?
A light drown/dirty blonde. Hard to say. :I
4. What about eye color?
Blue/green. Some say they are Magical~ I have no idea why they think that:U
5. What orientation are you?
Bisexual. To me whether you are a man or women, fat or skinny, you're still human!
6. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Single. Don't go seeking relationships.
7. What do you do in your spare time?
Mostly play games with friends. Board games, video games, or sports.
I do draw every once and awhile, but I'll touch on that on a later question.
8. What's your job?
To be a minor. Go to school, do my homework, study and, repeat! Glorious isn't it? I'd like to think so ahaha. Friends do really make everything much easier to get over with. :T
9. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I'd like to think that I am somewhat creative. Or more realistically, I tend to be a really nice guy! Unless you've done something I strongly disagree with. xD
10. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Either my inability to stay committed to something or my like of self discipline in terms of schoolwork or hobbies. I want to get good at what I love, but how can I do that if I can't make myself practice? I'm young and foolish, just need to learn from my mistakes and do it right the next time around!
11. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
Hmmm, that's a tough one! :U
I'd have to say most of my friends think I am a bit of a weirdo at first. Not the kind of weirdo that watches you eat lunch from across the street, then proceeds to find your trash, but the kind of weirdo that is just goofy and fun.
12. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
I do not belong to any religion even though I was raised in a partially religious family.
13. Do you drink?
This will contradict what I just said, but I only really drink around Christmas with the family, as I am a minor. :P
14. Do you smoke?
That's a negative ghost rider.
15. What are your fears?
Heights.... I absolutely hate them. Though with some time I will get over it. x3
I also CANNOT stand people that have no respect for others. In other words, bullies drive me bonkers.
16. What are your dreams/goals?
Since I was very young I have wanted to be a concept artist. Specifically concept work for movies or video games, typically of the sci-fi or fantasy genres. I have just always wanted to be able to create a place. a person, or a thing from the back of my mind and then put it onto a piece of paper or canvas(digital or not). It's just something that gets me all gitty. I get all fanboy-ish when looking at some concept work. It's almost a bad habit, I spend more time looking at it than chasing it. I want to be at least decent at it, but I never practice. >.> I wonder what's wrong there.... xD
17. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
I've had one ex.
18. Who's your best bud?
GAH. These kinds of questions always make me feel bad! Cause I feel as though I am picking favorites...
A couple that are on FA would be
caled 
plax40 
emilythepenguin and 
dagos 's brother. There is one more, but I don't know if he has an FA or not, so Gabe, you're my bro, bro.19. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Mmmmm... foood. Probably going to go after a bag of good old vitamin J. Jalopeno chips are like my form of crack. So tasty! UuU
20. Favorite drink?
Either Eggnog, Rootbeer or pina-colada Sobe (which is so scarce in my area that it's a rare treat.)
21. Favorite color?
A very specific tint of blue.
22. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Either Teleporting (not limited by distance what so ever) or Shapeshifting, for similar reasoning to why I love concept art.
23. Favorite movie?
This question hurts me haha. I really enjoyed Charlie Bartlett, Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit, Star Wars, WALL-E, The James Bond movies, Black Hawk Down, Etc. Too many choices to pick from! Dx
24. Least favorite food?
Anything fish and most Oriental or Asian Foods. Sushi is like the anti christ of my tongue. xD
25. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
I dunno, Mac n' Cheese with bacon and hotdog in it is quite amazing.
26. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Either a Fiat 500, or a Subaru WRX 5-door. Maybe a Mazda Rx8
27. Most disliked bug?
Centipedes! I hate them so much. They just freak me out for some reason. I love the idea of them, but If I see one I will explode onto it with the force of a thousand suns.
28. Most hated pet peeves?
When people eat seeds so incredibly loudly. It's disgusting.
29. Dislike in life?
How far companies and countries go for money.
30. Most annoying?
Hmmm, not really sure. I am really tolerant so.
31. Most disliked TV show?
Don't have one. THE WALKING DEAD. Kidding.
This is why I hate sleep
Posted 13 years agoI think I just had a night terror not long ago...
This is the most paranoid I've been in years....
This is the most paranoid I've been in years....
Updates on the break!
Posted 13 years agoThis week off may not have been all that awesome, but this weekend... was a success :3
Thanks to emilythepenguin for the awesome day of epic stuff with names. Seriously, that was a good time, thank you heaps broseph. c: And last night was pretty great also, had a friend over for the first time in quite awhile, and we just goofed off and played video games >:3
Now, Thanksgiving.. I am not sure how I felt about this year. It was kinda.... meh. I don't really like the food, but usually getting to see my 30+ close relatives is always nice... but I just didn't feel all there, y'know? I really need to rethink my life.. its just a constant spiral. Things go good, and then something happens, and I never learn. But hopefully things will change before its too late ^^;
I just gotta work on some stuff is all.
Anyways! Super nervous for the next break, cause its the holidays and those usually either end awesome, or really bad. :L
Have a super duper excellent day/night/morning. :3
Thanks to
emilythepenguin for the awesome day of epic stuff with names. Seriously, that was a good time, thank you heaps broseph. c: And last night was pretty great also, had a friend over for the first time in quite awhile, and we just goofed off and played video games >:3Now, Thanksgiving.. I am not sure how I felt about this year. It was kinda.... meh. I don't really like the food, but usually getting to see my 30+ close relatives is always nice... but I just didn't feel all there, y'know? I really need to rethink my life.. its just a constant spiral. Things go good, and then something happens, and I never learn. But hopefully things will change before its too late ^^;
I just gotta work on some stuff is all.
Anyways! Super nervous for the next break, cause its the holidays and those usually either end awesome, or really bad. :L
Have a super duper excellent day/night/morning. :3
Weekends suck :I
Posted 13 years agoI kind of don't look forward to the end of the week anymore. xD
Nothing interesting ever happens on my, whether I elect to do something or not. The fur meets are nice every other week but other than that, kinda bland. :I Maybe I am just boring :P
I really need to have some self discipline, and get better at my art
Nothing interesting ever happens on my, whether I elect to do something or not. The fur meets are nice every other week but other than that, kinda bland. :I Maybe I am just boring :P
I really need to have some self discipline, and get better at my art
Read at your own will * RANT/VENT *
Posted 13 years agoI feel so insignificant its not funny. I have several different people that I care about that have problems that can't be or won't be changed.. and it just makes me feel awful. I am stressing over things that I shouldn't be I know, but I can't help it.
I am just tired of being so helpless all time... all my life i have sat an watched things happen to the people i love
and i will never be able to do more than listen and offer an opinion. it just destroys me. i really should just worry about myself, and my problems but i can't bring myself to do that anymore. there is no point to it. i have such a problem with letting people care about me. i always push them back, and its awful... its just along with watching my friends go through things, the ones closest to me always leave, or change, or die.. stability is something i have never had in my life. since the beginning, and probably till the end. i just feel so lonely nowadays.. i mean i have some friends and all, love em to death but none of them ever stay. i will become good friends with someone, but it just starts to fade... i haven't had a shoulder to cry on in a long ass time.. and i the only things i ever cry over are my parents and the people that gave me there shoulder, which are gone. I probably sound like a overly dramatic teenage girl with minimal problems. Sorry for the random rant, thats if you read it. Looking to expand and practice my art more, so happy bout that. And dance is just incredible right now. Also looking to make a new account, so I can have my actual username, MrTasticToast. That has been my name/nickname in real life for a very long time, and I plan to have it for as long as I can. I am going to try and get some sleep, but I doubt I will, sickness, sadness and all that jazz. Good night/day everyone ^^'
I am just tired of being so helpless all time... all my life i have sat an watched things happen to the people i love
and i will never be able to do more than listen and offer an opinion. it just destroys me. i really should just worry about myself, and my problems but i can't bring myself to do that anymore. there is no point to it. i have such a problem with letting people care about me. i always push them back, and its awful... its just along with watching my friends go through things, the ones closest to me always leave, or change, or die.. stability is something i have never had in my life. since the beginning, and probably till the end. i just feel so lonely nowadays.. i mean i have some friends and all, love em to death but none of them ever stay. i will become good friends with someone, but it just starts to fade... i haven't had a shoulder to cry on in a long ass time.. and i the only things i ever cry over are my parents and the people that gave me there shoulder, which are gone. I probably sound like a overly dramatic teenage girl with minimal problems. Sorry for the random rant, thats if you read it. Looking to expand and practice my art more, so happy bout that. And dance is just incredible right now. Also looking to make a new account, so I can have my actual username, MrTasticToast. That has been my name/nickname in real life for a very long time, and I plan to have it for as long as I can. I am going to try and get some sleep, but I doubt I will, sickness, sadness and all that jazz. Good night/day everyone ^^'
Requests OPEN - and Skools Kool
Posted 13 years agoSo, since the last journal was a bit..... dark. XD I am going to update :3
It's been awhile and school has started up again. So far grade wise I am doing great aside from two subjects.
I took three classes I am really enjoying! :D
-Graphic Design I
-Computer Animation (Best freaking class in this school >:D)
-Digital video
All FANTASTIC Classes. Getting a lot of art in with them so its great practice. Also! I am finally getting comfortable with my tablet!
HUUUUGE thanks to Caled for the support and icon :3
Lastly I am going to open requests since I have nothing better to do. Don't expect them done right away though :P I am quite busy. I'll take five requests for the moment. I'll do anything aside from Yiff. I also have the right to decline an offer. But I am pretty dang tolerant so lets do this thang!
Thank you so much to those that have watched me for whatever reason. Love you all
It's been awhile and school has started up again. So far grade wise I am doing great aside from two subjects.
I took three classes I am really enjoying! :D
-Graphic Design I
-Computer Animation (Best freaking class in this school >:D)
-Digital video
All FANTASTIC Classes. Getting a lot of art in with them so its great practice. Also! I am finally getting comfortable with my tablet!
HUUUUGE thanks to
Caled for the support and icon :3Lastly I am going to open requests since I have nothing better to do. Don't expect them done right away though :P I am quite busy. I'll take five requests for the moment. I'll do anything aside from Yiff. I also have the right to decline an offer. But I am pretty dang tolerant so lets do this thang!
Thank you so much to those that have watched me for whatever reason. Love you all
I don't even...
Posted 13 years agoI don't think I'll ever find a special someone who understands and accepts me, and my faults.
I don't even get why I am on FA other than to watch and comment. My art is terrible, and I don't commission people because I don't have money. Why do people even watch me? I don't get it. Sometimes, I just feel like I am alone, even though there are people like me that I talk to. I need a change in my life... but I don't even know what to do. I have thought about just taking a bus and riding for as far as I can, and starting from scratch, but that would just be stupid of me. It's funny how most of my friends look to me for advice for their problems or for me to make them smile when they need it. I love doing these things, but sometimes I need some advice, a hug, and a shoulder to cry on. I only ever express happiness on my face, because people don't need the extra downer in their lives. So it all just gets bottled up, and eventually the damn springs a leak. It seems as though lately I have been having this happen more often. Maybe I am just lost. Spending most of my time worrying about what the next day will hold, and if it will be worth it to get out of bed in the morning. Or just keep sleeping. Plagued by the images of a place in which can't exist, but I would take my life to live.
I am sorry for the negativity... but this is the only place I feel comfortable writing my thoughts out.
Have a nice day/evening.
I don't even get why I am on FA other than to watch and comment. My art is terrible, and I don't commission people because I don't have money. Why do people even watch me? I don't get it. Sometimes, I just feel like I am alone, even though there are people like me that I talk to. I need a change in my life... but I don't even know what to do. I have thought about just taking a bus and riding for as far as I can, and starting from scratch, but that would just be stupid of me. It's funny how most of my friends look to me for advice for their problems or for me to make them smile when they need it. I love doing these things, but sometimes I need some advice, a hug, and a shoulder to cry on. I only ever express happiness on my face, because people don't need the extra downer in their lives. So it all just gets bottled up, and eventually the damn springs a leak. It seems as though lately I have been having this happen more often. Maybe I am just lost. Spending most of my time worrying about what the next day will hold, and if it will be worth it to get out of bed in the morning. Or just keep sleeping. Plagued by the images of a place in which can't exist, but I would take my life to live.
I am sorry for the negativity... but this is the only place I feel comfortable writing my thoughts out.
Have a nice day/evening.
;_;
Posted 13 years agoI am so tired of not having a close friend anymore....
To anyone that cares I am going to go chill outside for the next few days.
To anyone that cares I am going to go chill outside for the next few days.
FUUUU~ I need help... ;_;
Posted 13 years agoSo I am getting really frustrated with my artwork, sometimes I can pull a decent bust of a fox, but I am TERRIBLE with full body, whether it is anthro or wild, any help on anatomy? I NEED ADVICE Q_Q
