Happy Halloween folks. Just got a second cortisone injection the other day still hurting from that. Should be feeling better in the next couple days hopefully. The injections are working for the nerve pain in my back. I've been working on couple digital pieces lately. Also been sketching a bit might post some of them. Might be posting a little bit more often soon. Just my life is pretty hectic lately I am dealing with a lot of family nonsense. And it's not helping me mentally.

I am doing bit better with my back. That shot
they gives me for my back helping. I was afraid it wouldn't work. They said it will take a few days I should notice some should help with the pain. But it usually take 10 days before it fully kick in The 10th day i notice a difference. And It been about 2 weeks today. I can focus on drawing at least still have a little bit of back pain. I am in the work's of couple pieces. Hopefully soon I can start posting more often.

Tomorrow will be getting a cortisone shot hopefully that helps. I got a new pain management doctor. I just feel bad I haven't posting and drawing not as much in the last year. Because of my back and me moving.

I think I figure out what is wrong with my back I've been having issues with nerves. That probably part of the reason why my legs give out. Also might be getting cortisone shots in my back. I've been trying to draw a little bit more often but about half the time my pain getting in the way. Also been messing around different ways to digital paint. I think I still don't have the hang of it. also my depression been bad I just glad I am not hearing voices or seeing stuff.

Last week my brother backing up he accident hit a pole too hard in the parking lot. But I think I screwed up something with my back more.
I've been trying to sketch a little bit in last couple weeks sketch in a notebook. Since I move I haven't doing any sketchs on paper. I am kind of rusty the line art is a little bit messy.

My pain been all over the place. One day I can feel somewhat okay then the next day or couple days I don't feel good. To the point I cannot focus well and it messing with me mentally a little. I have MRI next week if the doctor doesn't screw that or the insurance. I have a couple pieces done I still need to post. Whenever they get this site fully gets back online. I might with post them on Blue Sky also. And I've been doing couples sketches in a small pocket sketchbook and I might post them on Blue Sky I am getting a little bit bigger Sketchbook / notebook tomorrow I don't have the space/money to do watercolor painting sadly and I don't have my scanner to.

I have a appointment with a doctor who might can help me to find what is wrong. I think I have that appointment next week. I was thinking my uncle won't be as bad and compared to my dad. I was WRONG!

This account will be my DL art.
and My other account for being a little bit more for General art and some Asylum bondage. https://www.furaffinity.net/user/johnthecoon/

I have so many ideas for drawings. But I been in a lot of pain. Sometimes I cannot even focus on anything. I have a very nasty fall a other night. I might will upload couple pieces. I am not doing a very that good physically and mentally I've been very depressed because of that.

Sorry I haven't been posting anything for the last month. They still haven't found what's going on with my hips and my back. I've been so miserable And also I been very depressed with what happened to me the last 3 or 4 months. also my grandmother have dementia she is getting worse. My mom has cancer but sounds like the type of cancer my mom has is not that severe. And I closing my commissions for now. I've been in too much pain some days I don't even want to draw. I might still post some stuff soon. I just trying to take it day by day.

I left my dad that is a whole entire big mess. And I lost a lot of stuff.
I will still be posting Asylum bondage and diaper stuff but I probably be posting "little" stuff. And all my characters is 18 up
They figure out my hips is my back. Going to a back doctor later this week. I probably need to get surgery eventually what it sounds like.

Here is my commission prices.
Of course digital
Single character sketch $25.00usd
Add ons
+Additional character $30.00
+Basic sketch line art background $7.50-15.00
+For coloring a character 5.00 or two $7.50 or three $10.00
+Shading for a character or two $5.00
+ sophisticated background line art $20.00-30.00
+ colored simple background 10.00 sophisticated 20.00
+ a slightly different version $5.00-7.50
Will probably take 2 weeks sometimes sooner just depends how back up I get

The house so I supposed to move into the people who selling the house dropped out of the deal at the last minute. And my dad is getting worse once again with alcohol. Right now I am staying at a rental for a month. I don't know how stuff willturn out in the long one. I found out after I have my MRI my lower back is very messed up. After the incident what happened weeks ago. I'm just decided I just don't want to be known only doing abdl and Asylum bondage art. I will still be doing abdl art but not as often I would like to do more General art and other types. The other night made me a new account. I already posted one piece not too long ago.https://www.furaffinity.net/user/johnthecoon


By the way I still will Asylum bondage

Supposedly some of us abdl artists been got wiped out yesterday. I don't know how completely true it is? For once I'm kind of scared to post any art on this site. And I've been on this site for almost 3 year and I getting me a place moving in next week. I have talk to lot of decent people because of this site nd some people been on this side 10 plus years now. I when I moved in then. I might will come to the decision to continue posting on this site. Occasionally I post some abdl drawings. But I mainly post Asylum bondage I don't know where I should post. If stuff gets Worser. I have so much planned Art wise.

The only two others place Telegram and Discord for now.
I probably will start posting my art on other furart site soon
if y'all want to contact me. I probably wouldn't answer right away. Cuz I still have a lot of packing to be done. I will have another journal entry. I next week when I get moved in hopefully.

I post to be out Thursday. But I got a extension for a month. Yesterday I looked at 4 houses and I think the one house I think I might probably move into. I have some pieces I need to post. I am not quite completely back yet. But right after I move hopefully I probably will post a little bit more often. Currently as the time I am typing this I am working on two different pieces.

Still don't have a place yet but hopefully soon. When I move I'll probably starting posting more often again and I might will open up commissions again. I am feeling better pain-wise a little bit but still some days. I can hardly do anything because of the pain. Just my body don't want to work. And supposedly actually handling a lot of this I'm pretty good some people know what medicine I take but it makes me mellow as a honeydew xd. But I will keep y'all updated

Exactly 6 weeks from today I posed to be out of this hell hole. But still don't have a place. I'm trying to keep positive with stuff. I still have tons of packing to do. might have some pieces up but mainly sketches for now till I move I am not completely back but hopefully I will be back posting stuff how I was doing like a year or two ago in the next few months. A update with my leg the reschedule MRI the doctor screw that up. But I am getting better slowly. With my feet they ain't getting any better.

Supposed to be out of this hell hole by late August. Hopefully I get settled down at a decent place this might be a blessing in disguise. I don't really know. Last saturday that when I found out. Definitely don't be surprised! I probably ain't post many drawings for the next couple months and I am feeling a little bit better physically. I supposed to have an MRI yesterday. but my insurance denied it now I need to fight with that but my leg is getting a little bit better but not a whole lot. But the next few weeks will be hectic.

Something is definitely wrong. A drawing what I can do in a handful of hours on my PC. It's taking me free plus weeks and it's not even halfway done. I just been in a lot of pain with my leg the last few weeks. I got a couple X-Rays done went to see a couple doctors I need to get the a Mir done and that probably a couple weeks from now. I don't think I feel this bad before maybe my foot pain wise. Bad enough I cannot focus on a lot of stuff having a very hard time doing texting. I might go to the hospital tomorrow.

I have my PC up and running for like a week and a couple days. For a couple weeks now my left leg been hurting pretty badly. That why I haven't been posting for the last couple weeks. I might have some pieces coming in the next few days and My commissions are still open. I don't know what is exactly going on with my house right now. I will try to keep everybody updated when shit happens.

That's why I haven't been posting as much in the last week. My brother who is a computer geek he will be looking ppit later on tonight.
Hopefully you may be seeing a digital piece for me sooner compared to later.

With a lot of stuff is going on. I am running low on money for medicine and other stuff. I can take any help I can get. My goal is at least 150.00 USD. Colored pieces takes a little bit more time. I will have my prices below.

Of course digital
Single character sketch $20.00usd
Add ons
+Additional character $25.00
+Basic sketch background $10.00
+For coloring a character or two $10.00
+Shading for a character or two $5.00
+Complicated background $20.00
+ colored simple background $10.00
+ a slightly different version $3.00
It would take maybe 2 weeks just depends swamp I get. Best way to get hold of me on Discord @ silverforrestcator Telegram https://t.me/SilverForrestCat if you don't have either of those of course you can DM/PM me on here.

My parents landlord and the state it's checking out the property in the near future. And just how bad this house is will we get kicked out they maybe give us 30 days or condemned the property right away. This house is made in the 80s and it wasn't build properly. And a lot stuff is falling apart. There is a major crack in the Ceiling of the garage. And pretty much trashed. 3 Crippled and a drunk can barely run a home stead. And we have very bad rodent issues . Because there is a lot of new neighborhoods around getting build up around the property. What a year or two ago is all cornfield and woods. A lot of the wildlife have no where to go. A lot of deer foxes coyotes and lot of Wild buns running around. The property and the Jason cornfield what is left. And my drunk dad thinks everything is fine and dandy and thinking they won't kick us out. Hopefully me and my mom and my brother without my alcoholic dad most likely we'll find a place next County over. I will keep you all updated what will happen. just one more thing. Just got me a wheelchair finally Something basic nothing motorized.

My mom surgery went well. I just been a little bit out of it since I got home for my mom's surgery. It was upstate. Sorry it took so long to get a update out I hope everybody have a good New Year's.

I am back from my hiatus kind of been in some type of Funk where. I feel like not drawing and posting. I probably won't do any more digital pieces till the new year. That is the same commissions if anybody wants any done just hit me in the DMs. I will mainly stick with traditional art for right now. I just need to slow down a little bit. But life is treating me okay still in the shity situation my mom is going to get Major back surgery on the 29th. Hopefully everything goes smooth. I'm going to keep you all updated

Been 2 years since I made this account. I'm changing up how I post I will be end up dumping all my art once or twice per month. Haven't decided yet. I am doing okay mentally but still in the shity situation. But trying to make the best of it. I should be posting some stuff soon in the next couple weeks

In the last few weeks I was diagnosed with neuropathy in both legs. And my dad didn't got a job yet. Accept of that I am doing okay I am just surviving. I should have a couple abdl pieces up soon. And a secret project what I will be posting.