I created a comic before I updated my furaffinity profile,,, chat I don't think my bio is ever being fixed fr fr (((it will, but I'm insane about the comic right now))

But, some more information on Shattered Crowns and Broken Promises (or SCABP, because I'm a lazy little shit who can't be bothered to write the full title for my own comic), I know it's a bit early to set things up clearly, but I intend to create a page every week in-between my usual doodles. ((...that I actually post here. I keep forgetting I have FA))

I'm not sure if I'll post it anywhere else, and I'll worry about that once I finish chapter one (no turning back)!

Oh my god....

I've been thinking of starting raffles again, specifically with adopts. Instead of just doing them randomly, I think I might set aside a week to put up a bunch of free adopts or something.

It wouldn't be anything too big, but eh.

Unrelated note: TOMODATCHI LIFE GOT A SEQUEL, KID ICARUS IS NEXT BRO TRUST ME, TRUST ME, TRUSSST MEEEEEEE

I know I'm not really frequent with posting art as of late, so I guess this is just an update on what I've been doing.

I'm not directly focused on improving my art at the moment, I'm actually focused on improving my writing skills! I've gotten to a point where I like my drawings most of the time without much convincing myself that it's good enough to like, so that's a positive.

As for my writing, I'm trying my best not to judge myself too harshly based off my drafts ((I don't have any finished stories yet, and I don't wanna post them until they're finished)), but I think I've gotten a lot better.

I've been dying of cringe rereading my old works, but it's in a good way! Understanding the mistakes I made in the past and how to avoid them now is fun!

Speaking of writing, Silver's rewrite is under progression. They're getting a complete overhaul in regards to their backstory and well, story in general. Silver also has a new name, which is Teumessian!

The rewrite is based on the Teumessian fox of Greek mythology, since I'm intending to get their story more involved with the kid Icarus universe.

But yeah that's basically it, back to the void I go, goodbye skibidiahs

So uhh I'm late to actually posting about the sequel, but I'm really fucking excited for it. I like the callback to the pitch trailer for the game that had a more realistic style, I kinda hope they return to the original style though. Not a fan of the more realistic look for Okami, it's pretty, but not what I prefer for an Okami game.

The Okami style is too iconic to replace, so hopefully they just edit the original style slightly or something

Mine is really outdated rn, Silver as a character doesn't even use the name Silver. It is called Teumessian now.

I've been wanting to match my tumblr's username aswell so. Yeah. Any help would be nice

Why be responsible with money when I can buy taxidermy........ Ooughh

yes chat I make sure it's ethical. At least by my standards.

WDYM DRAGONEER DIED AND THEN FA GOT HACKED WHAT????? THATS FUCKING CRAZY-

Holy fuck the way Dragoneer died too is just depressing in all seriousness, I never liked the guy but that's awful. I can't believe the healthcare system failed him that badly.

Then the hack immediately after? Like fuck off. If the hacker got doxxed then it was 100% deserved LMFAO. You really put a target over your head with that didn't you?

Anyways for updates on me because I consider myself quite important, I'm possibly commissioning a maker for a semi realistic fursuit partial! Nothing set in stone yet, but I'll post periodically with information on the partial itself when it's commissioned

MICHEAL MICHEAL DON'T LEAVE ME HERE MICHEALLLL MICHEAAAAAAAAAAL HELP MEEEEEEEE MICHEAL AAAUGH 😭😭😭 DKRBDHSNSBSBSBE S SUWUAVAVSVDVSVW WHERE DID JUNE GOOOOO AUAYFGGHEHEHAISBDBEJEJEH

I haven't updated oc reference images because I got distracted making a pmv and preparing to make a fursuit 😭

So just for fun, I want to talk about art pet peeves! Because I find it fun to discuss little things in art that bother people.

Mine is the really bad boob anatomy, I get that people find boobs hot but like. 99% they're drawn like they're vacuum sealed into a shirt. Even if a shirt is tight you're not gonna be able to perfectly make out the titty!
(I've done this before, see; https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37953694/ )
It- it's just not how it works.

Don't mention female fantasy armor near me I will die

Sorry for rambling, but that's mine 😭.

By in public I mean at a pride event in a nerdy museum. I'm gonna look at planes, I can't be scared if I'm looking at planes!

My friend randomly dumped a unfinished fursuit head on me so I'm finishing it now!!! YIPEE!!

I'm gonna buy furs soon enough, I'll try posting progress pics as much as possible!!

I've been on here four years, and for about three of those years, I had to deal with a certain user I won't name.

Honestly I don't know if I should add a two for grooming considering the other party was also a minor. (Probably not anymore, but like, still)

I'm not good with timelines so apologies if this all seems fuzzy, this is just stuff I can recall off the back of my mind.

Tw for emotional abuse, suicide mentions, and other shit.

So I won't name the user, I've blocked them, and I'm not even sure they still exist if I'm being honest. They don't have discord anymore, or at least I haven't found their account.

Around the time I met them, I was looking for friends, pretty sure I found them because they commented on that journal, sent me note asking to roleplay. That was still around the time I used Silver, pretty sure it was her third or second design.

They were about 5 years older than me to my knowledge?

They were in a relationship from what I'm aware, not a good one at all btw. I hope the person they were dating is okay now, and its horrible what happened to them. (Not naming the other person because I don't want them being bothered about something they probably don't wanna hear about again. But hey, if you see this journal, hope you're doing well!)

They broke up in-between the various roleplays I had with this guy, his character would be incredibly flirty with mine. The characters I would use were all underage, close to my irl age in fact.
(I usually age my fursonas up along with me so I can keep them in the same maturity range as myself)

I didn't like that at all, because I was ALSO DATING SOMEONE. I shrugged it off and didn't say anything because 'it must be his character's personality'. it was not.

Sometime after they broke up with his gf, they came crying into my notes about how they wanted to die. I wasn't sure what to do because I was fucking 12-13 at the time. They obviously didn't, because if they did, I'd be slightly more respectful.

That was the start of long sob stories, gaslighting, emotional manipulation. I didn't know how to stand up for myself. I didn't know how to say no, I tried my best to avoid them by trying to get him to go seek professional help that I couldn't give.

During this, he would try and flirt with me, I'd reject him every time because I had a girlfriend. He. Didn't seem to care and kept doing it.

We stopped talking for awhile before he decided to message me for my discord, I gave it to him since I wanted to keep my friends and I didn't want conflict.

Once again, more flirting with my fursona, Around this time I vented to my at the time girlfriend because I didn't like the flirting, being the absolute angel she is, she asked to be in a group chat.

She made it VERY CLEAR I was in a relationship and to stop messaging me in a flirty manner. He did his little sob story but he finally left me alone.

I'm broken up with my girlfriend now, but we're still friends. I wish her the best for being able to help me finally start to set boundaries with myself!

I blocked him recently after recapping this story to a friend. Honestly, I'm glad. I don't know if blocked users can still see your page. But if the guy I'm talking about has enough self awareness to realize this is about him.

Get help, stop begging for porn, stop begging for a girlfriend, just talk to a therapist for once in your life. Strangers on the internet who you BARELY know cannot be your therapist, ESPECIALLY NOT MINORS. DO NOT VENT TO 13 YEAR OLDS.

For anyone who stuck it out and read this. Hey, thanks for reading this stupid ramble. This experience taught me much better internet safety, and helped me recognize emotional gaslighting.

Tldr: Barely avoided a relation with someone 5 years older (YIKES) than me because my epic ex told them to fuck off!

I am barely containing myself, self control. I want to draw Ninetails 24/7 once again.


Also I literally am Ninetails, sorry don't make the rules. Dinky ass realized I was fictionkin 💀 How'd my replay of Okami lead to this.

So in the past little while of my absence, I've been writing, a lot. Call me a writerpilled sillymaxxer. I was curious about if I should post some of the shit I wrote for my DND character.

(I still need to spell check all that 😭, I would rather die unfortunately...)

Hey! It's been awhile since I've used this account, kinda wanted to update on what the hell I've been doing in the past week? Maybe?

I don't draw as much as I used to if I'm being honest, I've been focusing more on improving my shading and all that.

A lot has changed, I have a new fursona, hell even a fursuit head of them. While Silver is still dear to me, I've fallen out of love with her as a fursona. I see her as a character, rather than well, me. So yeah! Here I am again!

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It's a little too early to be acting like this, but C'mon, a fox can dream 🥺

I've been narrowing down my sonas into whether or not I think they still fit me, I don't intend to give any away. But yeah, kinda just picking sonas that fit me, I've settled on four sonas who'll stay

I got an artfight! Uh, yeah! Not all of my oc's are on there, because I want to draw my own refs and remake a shit ton of them!
https://artfight.net/~SWEETMERLOT

Shout out to the girl who was alternative at the start but switched back to 'normal' clothes and started to bully me and my friends because EMOS.


Okay but what's the problem??? I like dressing edgy and I like music under the alternative umbrella //IF YOU KNOW SOME BANDS PLEASE RECOMMEND THEM TO ME, I HAVE NO CLUE WHERE TO START//

That time I was told I dressed cool by some random old lady, like- this elderly woman said I looked cool, SHE SAID ME AND MY FRIEND LOOKED COOL, WE LOOKED COOL

HhnnMmmNgGGgGgGGhhhnnnnnn :')

About time they fucking made it so minors can't been shown in nsfw, same goes for lolis. Jesus Christ can't believe some people actually get off to minors.

Lolis are... something. I don't mind lolis that aren't sexualized, like they just look young and that's it. //The helpful fox senko San did that. I didn't mind it, nothing felt too weird//

Ouch my metaphorical balls

BIRDS AREN'T REAL!!! BIRDS AREN'T REAAAALLL

One day after preforming some epic ((illgeal)) performances, the police manifest. Popee is like:
"What the fuck how did you find me?"

"You smell like five dollar strawberry deodorant" One of the hotty shawty police 🚓 officers said.

"Kedamona help" pensi said as he was getting arrested for murder, destruction of property, assault, having Papi as a dad, multiple charges of having an unauthorized weapons and of course, drug use.

"L bozo the law is something you should've known existed"

"Dude I got too silly, how is it my fault?"

Popee is being shoved into a car, it took the entire Japanese military + the us military to get him into the police car.

Popee decides to hire Kedamono as a lawyer and unfortunately learns: Kedamono doesn't know shit about being a lawyer. So this dumbass gets thrown in jail.

"This is unfair" Popee said, picking up the soap off the bathroom floor. "Wait oh no-" THE SOAP WAS ACTUALLY A WW2 GRENADE AND HE EXPLODES AND DIES.



Popee wakes up in the sewers.
"Oh yeah, the meth."

He sees mothman, and then they hotly make out and have furry hot steamy uwu time.

Suddenly: "I WANT A DIVORCE YOU'RE UGLY" -Mothman

Popee: "wAAAAAAuuuuughgg"


Popee calls Kedamono because he's very sad and emo right now and needs Kedamono to give him his hair dye.
"Hi keda, I accidentally shorted the mold we found under the tents and woke up in the sewers, made out with mothman, and he like, dumped me."

"What the fuck-"
Kedamona hangs up, leaving Popee alone in the sewers.

GANGDAN STYLE!!!


/Srs