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A long past due update
Posted 3 years agoWhere to Begin....
im 39 now going on 40 next year.... yay....
Im trans female on hormones awaiting surgery.
And i just found out due to my bowel disorder not letting my body absorb enough iron, i have a huge iron deficiency i need to go to the hospital to get treated.
It explains why I've felt so down and sick and food didn't settle.
The treatment can take up to 2 hours, and i have to go four times. but I'm hoping it will make me feel better in the long run.
Its been along time since i wrote one of these but I've been quite bussy in real life, despite not being able to medically work.
Im not sure ho interesting or how many might read this. but id figure id share my real-life struggle with that medical news i just found out.
im 39 now going on 40 next year.... yay....
Im trans female on hormones awaiting surgery.
And i just found out due to my bowel disorder not letting my body absorb enough iron, i have a huge iron deficiency i need to go to the hospital to get treated.
It explains why I've felt so down and sick and food didn't settle.
The treatment can take up to 2 hours, and i have to go four times. but I'm hoping it will make me feel better in the long run.
Its been along time since i wrote one of these but I've been quite bussy in real life, despite not being able to medically work.
Im not sure ho interesting or how many might read this. but id figure id share my real-life struggle with that medical news i just found out.
update
Posted 5 years agohow long has it been since I did one these last? forever. I've had a lot of issues in my life and its time to finally pen some out.
firest if all my health has been.... mediocre at best.
i lost both my cats one due to old age, the other due to cancer, they had good lives and were both old.
i eventually want to get a dog again but that's currently on hold for know.
i recently got approved for being a trans male going female and I'm now on hormones so there's that.
my leg infection I've been battling for 8 months is finally learning up some. though know I'm getting a rash and sores on my arms...
getting that looked into as well.
as of this post I've been on 4 months, hormones and things are going well though.
i can often be founding discord or F-lis though is not publicly post those details. fi you wanna chat with me message me.
ha to cut down the big tree in my backyard cause it was dyeing. cost me a lot of money but was needed so a bit strapped for cash this month.
we have had that tree out there since i was a kitten.
i dunno I just feel like putting some stuff down on paper would help me or my thoughts, also it's been ages since I did one of these.
hope everyone else is doing well and there ar more pics coming soon.
firest if all my health has been.... mediocre at best.
i lost both my cats one due to old age, the other due to cancer, they had good lives and were both old.
i eventually want to get a dog again but that's currently on hold for know.
i recently got approved for being a trans male going female and I'm now on hormones so there's that.
my leg infection I've been battling for 8 months is finally learning up some. though know I'm getting a rash and sores on my arms...
getting that looked into as well.
as of this post I've been on 4 months, hormones and things are going well though.
i can often be founding discord or F-lis though is not publicly post those details. fi you wanna chat with me message me.
ha to cut down the big tree in my backyard cause it was dyeing. cost me a lot of money but was needed so a bit strapped for cash this month.
we have had that tree out there since i was a kitten.
i dunno I just feel like putting some stuff down on paper would help me or my thoughts, also it's been ages since I did one of these.
hope everyone else is doing well and there ar more pics coming soon.
an update
Posted 9 years agoumm time for an update... i guess? im not really sick anymore and im know 35 years old in real life. time sure flys. so much i want to do and save up for to get done, but on low income its tough... im also looking to get some more commisions done. i know counter productive. the next 0hew will be of some chakats. just gotta find a good artist.t he artist i was looking at hasent been on much. and i hope there ok. they are quite talented. other then that not much to report. star wars rougue one was not as busy in theatres as wed thought. ti was still crazy busy, but not as busy as lets say avengers. but still it was an ok amount of pay. idealy more hours or a second job would be nice. but the threatres hours are kinda bouncey, and with 4 disablities i cant do most jobs. wont stop trying though. and ive got a ton of good friends suportng me. and i love them all.
sick but alive
Posted 9 years agoso just an update since i havent wrottin in a while. i should more oftin. ive been sick 4-5 weeks getting missdiagnossed until sunday i got sent into the ER with breahting issues. i have ashtma but it aparently wasent the cause. 4 hours latter and some x-rays and they found i had pneumonia. so ive been hugely sick for a long time. and i had to shell out 88 bucks for med. but nothing for the hospital stay thankfully. and i am getting better. ive just missed so much work at this rate... only thing that saved me was my income tax return. its paying the bills. but sadly not much else. but ill surivive and get back into paydays again soon. ive got my friends, family, my staion : kisses thunder: and much more to support me : winks:
its near that time....
Posted 10 years agoso with christmas around the corner and the new star wars comeing out just before it, im due ot be a very busy chakat XD. as soo as star wars hits my job is goona be crazy wild with sold out theatres and tons of popcorn being handed out. yayyyyyy for working at a theatre lol. christmas brings my family as well, and then my sisters birthday and then shortly after mine. ill be 33 on january 4th. time flys so fast sometimes... little ones get big and good memories are made. happy holidays aeveryone.
a good week
Posted 10 years agothis week has been good. good hours at work leading to a nice paycheek and hopefully some more awesome sketched pics comeing soon. so keep an eye out. i plan to ask dan for a phew, as well trying a phew new artists for some varried pics. just been exhausting working at the theatre with all the kids movies comeing out and halloween movies. hotel transvilnia 2 has been epic but so many youngins. but so worth it when i get paid. just thought id drop an update here and there instead of remaning quiet. aksi bought a new dinnign room table and chairs as of late. the old chairs had like 7 layers of duckt tape on them and had to go... yup im canadian can ya tell? if it aint broke we cna fix it with duct tape!
a bit mroe about me....? ok....
Posted 10 years agoso a bit mroe about me? really?.... well if ya really wanna know....
im forma small town outside calgary. its quite... nondiscrpt. we have the usualls though. an ok buss system, ok health care, somewhat of an outdated mall but its still good. i work at the theatre in the mall on till dealing out food and tickets. its a good job. but one of the phew job sin town i can do. which brings me to i guess something a lot of folkdont relize about me cause its not visable in person. i have 4 disabilities, and only really one is visable if ya look hard enough. first off i was born with asthma, truley it made things hard. i had to get rid of the family dog cause it would cause me breathing issues. i also cant run long distances or go up or down stars to much to oftin without breaks. i was born intoa family of 3 as the youngest kat. that was my only disability back then... at age 12 my mom left my dad. it was not divorce status. she just left him. since i was to young i had to go with mom to a womans shelter. and being the only kid over 5 there it was quite ackward. about 2-3 months latter my dad did not show up for church which is wierd cause hes always there, and he always falls asleep in his seat XD. so my aunt went over to the family home to cheek on him. she found him dead ont he couch..... passed in his sleep, leaving in a disgusting mess. but the true cause was asphetious (spelling?) in the wall got him. so my mom inherits the house and we use the monney we got to try and renovate. but my mom sadly makes a clasic mistake. instead of contracting out someone profesonall she hires the friend of a freind. big mistake. well he gets about 70% of the house done and makes it livable, then the jerk steals all the monney and runs off to vegas to blow it. cops catch him, bring him back, revoke his license, we see not a dime and are left with a unfinished house. livable bu tot finished. about this time i had a knife acident cutting some bread and someone bumped me... 40 stitches along my thumb on my off paw. it dosent work properly know. it wont bend but its still there. can make typeing a bit hard. but i manage. this is why i make typos a lot. i try to clean it up where i can. this is about the same time i scrapped up one of my knees real bad. know i cant put to much preasure on it on the ground or i cant use it for like a half an hour. so so far thats 3 disabilities. if your wondering about my borther and sister they moved to difrent towns before my mom left my dad. cue me at 17. everythigns kinda good. i have a job, moms doing ok. or so i thought. she comes home form the doc one night crying her eyes out. she hug sme, tell me she has canceer.... ouch.... thigns quickly degrade. 3months latter all 3 of her kids are in the hispital one day. and she passes in front of us.... im still 17 and have lost both parents... know im inherting the house in my name since im the only kid left in town. so at 17 i own a house and have big bills to pay... this ruinned my school life but i still manage to graduate. my aunt my last fmaiyl in town moves in with me and runs a daycare from the main part of the house, shes the only reason i can aford to keep the family house. so anyway i get a job at mcdonalds of all places. its fun, i like it. monneys good, i even get told im gonna get into managmenet. sweet. but youd think life was starting to get good? ya no.... life kicked me again... supper hard this tiem. i start haveing bathroom issues bowel wise... i wont go into detials but ya it is bad. soi start setting upa poitments and heving to take timeoff work with insurance helping out to go through many painfull tests but i wont give ya the details. basicly i have a bowel disorder with no cure. ulceritive proctitus (spelling?) which means i have to use the washroom at wierd times. sinc emy job is fast food this no longer works, i cant step of fto use the washrooms very well during rush hour, mizzed with some other reasons i step down and quit, sitll on good terms with my boss though. thats when i found the theater job. its perfect for my new condition. i just got diagnosed iwth the bowel thing this past year by the way. so ya that my past up until know pretty much. forgive any typos that there may be.. this is me, this is who i am. i am strong and i will keep going.
im forma small town outside calgary. its quite... nondiscrpt. we have the usualls though. an ok buss system, ok health care, somewhat of an outdated mall but its still good. i work at the theatre in the mall on till dealing out food and tickets. its a good job. but one of the phew job sin town i can do. which brings me to i guess something a lot of folkdont relize about me cause its not visable in person. i have 4 disabilities, and only really one is visable if ya look hard enough. first off i was born with asthma, truley it made things hard. i had to get rid of the family dog cause it would cause me breathing issues. i also cant run long distances or go up or down stars to much to oftin without breaks. i was born intoa family of 3 as the youngest kat. that was my only disability back then... at age 12 my mom left my dad. it was not divorce status. she just left him. since i was to young i had to go with mom to a womans shelter. and being the only kid over 5 there it was quite ackward. about 2-3 months latter my dad did not show up for church which is wierd cause hes always there, and he always falls asleep in his seat XD. so my aunt went over to the family home to cheek on him. she found him dead ont he couch..... passed in his sleep, leaving in a disgusting mess. but the true cause was asphetious (spelling?) in the wall got him. so my mom inherits the house and we use the monney we got to try and renovate. but my mom sadly makes a clasic mistake. instead of contracting out someone profesonall she hires the friend of a freind. big mistake. well he gets about 70% of the house done and makes it livable, then the jerk steals all the monney and runs off to vegas to blow it. cops catch him, bring him back, revoke his license, we see not a dime and are left with a unfinished house. livable bu tot finished. about this time i had a knife acident cutting some bread and someone bumped me... 40 stitches along my thumb on my off paw. it dosent work properly know. it wont bend but its still there. can make typeing a bit hard. but i manage. this is why i make typos a lot. i try to clean it up where i can. this is about the same time i scrapped up one of my knees real bad. know i cant put to much preasure on it on the ground or i cant use it for like a half an hour. so so far thats 3 disabilities. if your wondering about my borther and sister they moved to difrent towns before my mom left my dad. cue me at 17. everythigns kinda good. i have a job, moms doing ok. or so i thought. she comes home form the doc one night crying her eyes out. she hug sme, tell me she has canceer.... ouch.... thigns quickly degrade. 3months latter all 3 of her kids are in the hispital one day. and she passes in front of us.... im still 17 and have lost both parents... know im inherting the house in my name since im the only kid left in town. so at 17 i own a house and have big bills to pay... this ruinned my school life but i still manage to graduate. my aunt my last fmaiyl in town moves in with me and runs a daycare from the main part of the house, shes the only reason i can aford to keep the family house. so anyway i get a job at mcdonalds of all places. its fun, i like it. monneys good, i even get told im gonna get into managmenet. sweet. but youd think life was starting to get good? ya no.... life kicked me again... supper hard this tiem. i start haveing bathroom issues bowel wise... i wont go into detials but ya it is bad. soi start setting upa poitments and heving to take timeoff work with insurance helping out to go through many painfull tests but i wont give ya the details. basicly i have a bowel disorder with no cure. ulceritive proctitus (spelling?) which means i have to use the washroom at wierd times. sinc emy job is fast food this no longer works, i cant step of fto use the washrooms very well during rush hour, mizzed with some other reasons i step down and quit, sitll on good terms with my boss though. thats when i found the theater job. its perfect for my new condition. i just got diagnosed iwth the bowel thing this past year by the way. so ya that my past up until know pretty much. forgive any typos that there may be.. this is me, this is who i am. i am strong and i will keep going.
hello there.... ummmm.... hi... :waves shyly
Posted 10 years agoanmes silverwind chakat, or some call me slasher or jashira my two alt nciknames some may more recognize. my chakat is a lioness style tan chakat, red hair with green eyes. dont now how you found htis unremakably shy kat but welcome ^^. im knowin somewhat int he chakat comunity as a sweet fun loveing chakat, a tad shy, and you also might know me through a certian thundering horse... love that guy. hes so sweet to me. errrrm... i dont exactly know what else to put here. i mainly made the acount to view pics, but i thought id post somehting... anything... this isnt really my thing bu ti need to try new things. life is good right know. shifts at work have picked up and im friends with the best stalion on earth.
