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I’ve Fallen behind on bills and need help
Posted 6 years agoIt’s hard for me to ask for help but recently things have gotten really bad and so I’m reaching out to ask for any help I can get. I’ve started a gofundme and any donation big or small will help me get caught up so I don’t lose my car and I can get caught up on my past dues. I’m sorry to ask and I hate asking but I’ve run out of options at the moment, if you can’t donate please share this. Thank you and again I’m sorry to ask.
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Late RF review, life and back issues
Posted 10 years agoSo I'm finally getting around to this, been very bust with RL and working. SO to start off RF was a great con. I got to hang with a few good friends. And did a great dance this year, tell me what you think! :D https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVwDY2S6u-I and lighter video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWbTqenyQ1g Though many bad things happened at RF they didn't effect my con. Though about the person who wore a diaper in public, I don't have a problem with babyfurs or anything. One of my pets is one but I don't think it should be worn at a furcon with kids around nor does he. That being said, about the rubber gear,I don't mind that either or in public. SEA_PAH was there and their pups may have wanted to get in to their head space. Like my pup charm gets in to pup space in his suit. I see it alot like a fursuit. Just thought I would say my two cents on that.
And now on to back issues. I got a consult and it showed the start of stage one back degrade. most of my spin is off by 50% from normal. But my neck is off by 115%. So I decided to nip it quick. But At the moment I don't have insurance so its going cost $5,000. I got a care credit but its going be more difficult with an additional bill. If you feel generous I would greatly appreciate any help. Working on getting insurance back in time to cover it.
Other then that stress with life is a bit more intense but having close friends helps so very much. Still looking to get my own room again and its a slow process and hopefully soon. I'll be taking a break from furry stuff till I can get things back on track. Thank you all!
And now on to back issues. I got a consult and it showed the start of stage one back degrade. most of my spin is off by 50% from normal. But my neck is off by 115%. So I decided to nip it quick. But At the moment I don't have insurance so its going cost $5,000. I got a care credit but its going be more difficult with an additional bill. If you feel generous I would greatly appreciate any help. Working on getting insurance back in time to cover it.
Other then that stress with life is a bit more intense but having close friends helps so very much. Still looking to get my own room again and its a slow process and hopefully soon. I'll be taking a break from furry stuff till I can get things back on track. Thank you all!
Post BLFC, New suit, DJ set and looking for a mate
Posted 10 years agoSo finally getting around to posting a con report for BLFC. The con was amazing it was my first time going and I had a blast got to see a lot of friends that I usually only talk to online. Mainly hung out with trip and other locals as well. If you were wondering yes I did try out for the dance competition but unfortunately I was cut from the finals. It just seems I need to step up my game. I am very happy though that Rinn, Kai, puppy and motomo placed. They are some of my favorite dancers. I hope to compete against them in the next dance competition.
As for post con work has been really hard as two employees quit which means that as a supervisor I need to pick up the slack. I've also had a feeling of incompleteness from the need of a girlfriend/mate. But sadly I think it is because of my pets who are listed in my profile. Still looking for somebody local to spend time with me. And do things around the bay, I have a profile up on pounced if anyone local women are interested.
And in other news my original suit is now at the point of no return. After five years The body sadly is beyond repair unless we do a extensive overhaul. I have worn through the Fur on his chest and now both knees from dancing and performing. Silver 2.0 will be done in sometime in the next 1.5-2 years as per the payment plan schedule. Depending on my budget it may be shorter or longer, the current price is 3500 for my new suit. I am accepting kind donations if you feel so inclined to help me rejuvenate silver, but I am not begging for help. But any donations would help speed along the building of silver 2.0 so that he can continue to entertain and...arouse you :P
But that is it for now I really need to start posting more journals. I will also be putting up links to my DJ set "Silver's Playhouse" that I do at the Gay Yiffy Club in Second Life every Friday night at roughly 11pm or 12 AM PST to whenever right after Zane Khander' It Only Gets Worse. I would really appreciate feedback on them! But that is all for now.
As for post con work has been really hard as two employees quit which means that as a supervisor I need to pick up the slack. I've also had a feeling of incompleteness from the need of a girlfriend/mate. But sadly I think it is because of my pets who are listed in my profile. Still looking for somebody local to spend time with me. And do things around the bay, I have a profile up on pounced if anyone local women are interested.
And in other news my original suit is now at the point of no return. After five years The body sadly is beyond repair unless we do a extensive overhaul. I have worn through the Fur on his chest and now both knees from dancing and performing. Silver 2.0 will be done in sometime in the next 1.5-2 years as per the payment plan schedule. Depending on my budget it may be shorter or longer, the current price is 3500 for my new suit. I am accepting kind donations if you feel so inclined to help me rejuvenate silver, but I am not begging for help. But any donations would help speed along the building of silver 2.0 so that he can continue to entertain and...arouse you :P
But that is it for now I really need to start posting more journals. I will also be putting up links to my DJ set "Silver's Playhouse" that I do at the Gay Yiffy Club in Second Life every Friday night at roughly 11pm or 12 AM PST to whenever right after Zane Khander' It Only Gets Worse. I would really appreciate feedback on them! But that is all for now.
Late Texas furry fiesta meme!
Posted 10 years agoSorry this is late. Been very busy lately,
Where are you staying?
Main Hotel
What day are you getting there?
Comming in late thrus
How are you traveling?
Plane
Who will you be rooming with?
Believe it's me, jase, kurisu and wolfs angel
How is the best way to find you?
Ill be everywhere running around in suit with different shorts maybe this year thanks to pup1k
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Idk yet
What do you look like?
About 5'9 green, black and white fur usually wearing a paw print bandana. :P
Will you be suiting?
As ALWAYS!!
Do you do free art?
Can't draw!
Do you do trades?
Nope
Do you do badges?
Noooope
What is your gender?
Wolf stud ^^
How tall are you?
5'9"+
Can I talk to you?
Anytime!
Can I touch you?
Im always accepting hugs !
Can I visit your room?
Depends on what for:P
Can I buy you drinks?
Please do! And food as I will most likely be hungry.
Can I give you stuff?
If you want ^^ I love gifts<3
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Sure! Even if im sitting on the couch in suit, come on up!
Are you nice?
Always nice!
Do you have an artist table?
Nupe
Will you be going to parties?
Most likely
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Poke me or say my name
Where will you be most of the time during the day(s)?
Perhaps in the main lobby? idk yet
What/where will you be eating?
That...idk. I havent got much funds for food.
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends on where we are going and if I can afford it.
Can I look in your sketchbook?
Dont have one
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
DONT. HAVE. ONE XD
Can I take your picture?
Pictures are highly reccomended!
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Party like always but have fun and destress from life.
I won't be competing this year in the dance contest because I already hold the advance 1st place and I want to leave room for you aspiring dancers! BUT! I may be a judge this year so bring your best and most of all, HAVE FUN! ;D
Where are you staying?
Main Hotel
What day are you getting there?
Comming in late thrus
How are you traveling?
Plane
Who will you be rooming with?
Believe it's me, jase, kurisu and wolfs angel
How is the best way to find you?
Ill be everywhere running around in suit with different shorts maybe this year thanks to pup1k
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Idk yet
What do you look like?
About 5'9 green, black and white fur usually wearing a paw print bandana. :P
Will you be suiting?
As ALWAYS!!
Do you do free art?
Can't draw!
Do you do trades?
Nope
Do you do badges?
Noooope
What is your gender?
Wolf stud ^^
How tall are you?
5'9"+
Can I talk to you?
Anytime!
Can I touch you?
Im always accepting hugs !
Can I visit your room?
Depends on what for:P
Can I buy you drinks?
Please do! And food as I will most likely be hungry.
Can I give you stuff?
If you want ^^ I love gifts<3
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Sure! Even if im sitting on the couch in suit, come on up!
Are you nice?
Always nice!
Do you have an artist table?
Nupe
Will you be going to parties?
Most likely
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Poke me or say my name
Where will you be most of the time during the day(s)?
Perhaps in the main lobby? idk yet
What/where will you be eating?
That...idk. I havent got much funds for food.
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends on where we are going and if I can afford it.
Can I look in your sketchbook?
Dont have one
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
DONT. HAVE. ONE XD
Can I take your picture?
Pictures are highly reccomended!
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Party like always but have fun and destress from life.
I won't be competing this year in the dance contest because I already hold the advance 1st place and I want to leave room for you aspiring dancers! BUT! I may be a judge this year so bring your best and most of all, HAVE FUN! ;D
Post fc, dance and moving..
Posted 11 years agoThe con is over, most people are back home and back at work. This fc for me was full happiness, hugs, cuddles and also tears. This journal may be a bit long. To start off, The room situation was really nice as I knew everybody and we all were Comfortable spent alot of time with 
tripecollie and 
dekks_shepperd As well as meeting new people. ^^ Spent quite a bit of time out of suit this con because sadly silver is starting to come apart at his seams, literally, and show his age. He has lasted 5 years through all my high energy activity. Which is a testament to 
Syber craftsmanship ^^ hopefully I'll be able to afford a new silver soon. The dance comp was amazing! I still can't believe I got in. There were so many good dancers this year but sadly dekks just missed the final by one point. I hope everyone enjoyed my performance and my disrobe on stage >:) I love showing off my "angles". If you know of anyone with videos or pix please shoot me a note ^^. After the dance comp back stage me and 
acefox27 shared a teary hug and moment talking about Lemonade coyote and remembering. He is one of the reasons I dance, To spread happiness and to inspire like he did. I also hosted a fursuit dance panel this year with dekks and it seems it was received quite well. So next year I may have to do it again with more structure. So on a more sucky note, me and my 6 roommates are being asked to leave by the landlords. so if you know a place that is in the fremont/ newark area please let me know!! My next con will most likely be Texas furry fiesta ^^
tripecollie and 
dekks_shepperd As well as meeting new people. ^^ Spent quite a bit of time out of suit this con because sadly silver is starting to come apart at his seams, literally, and show his age. He has lasted 5 years through all my high energy activity. Which is a testament to 
Syber craftsmanship ^^ hopefully I'll be able to afford a new silver soon. The dance comp was amazing! I still can't believe I got in. There were so many good dancers this year but sadly dekks just missed the final by one point. I hope everyone enjoyed my performance and my disrobe on stage >:) I love showing off my "angles". If you know of anyone with videos or pix please shoot me a note ^^. After the dance comp back stage me and 
acefox27 shared a teary hug and moment talking about Lemonade coyote and remembering. He is one of the reasons I dance, To spread happiness and to inspire like he did. I also hosted a fursuit dance panel this year with dekks and it seems it was received quite well. So next year I may have to do it again with more structure. So on a more sucky note, me and my 6 roommates are being asked to leave by the landlords. so if you know a place that is in the fremont/ newark area please let me know!! My next con will most likely be Texas furry fiesta ^^Post fc, dance and moving..
Posted 11 years agoThe con is over, most people are back home and back at work. This fc for me was full happiness, hugs, cuddles and also tears. This journal may be a bit long. To start off, The room situation was really nice as I knew everybody and we all were Comfortable spent alot of time with tripecollie and 
dekks_shepherd As well as meeting new people. ^^ Spent quite a bit of time out of suit this con because sadly silver is starting to come apart at his seams, literally, and show his age. He has lasted 5 years through all my high energy activity. Which is a testament to Syber craftsmanship ^^ hopefully I'll be able to afford a new silver soon. The dance comp was amazing! I still can't believe I got in. There were so many good dancers this year but sadly dekks just missed the final by one point. I hope everyone enjoyed my performance and my disrobe on stage >:) I love showing off my "angles". If you know of anyone with videos or pix please shoot me a note ^^. After the dance comp back stage me and acefox27 shared a teary hug and moment talking about Lemonade coyote and remembering. He is one of the reasons I dance, To spread happiness and to inspire like he did. I also hosted a fursuit dance panel this year with dekks and it seems it was received quite well. So next year I may have to do it again with more structure. So on a more sucky note, me and my 6 roommates are being asked by the landlords. so if you know a place that is in the fremont/ newark area please let me know!! My next con will most likely be Texas furry fiesta ^^
tripecollie and 
dekks_shepherd As well as meeting new people. ^^ Spent quite a bit of time out of suit this con because sadly silver is starting to come apart at his seams, literally, and show his age. He has lasted 5 years through all my high energy activity. Which is a testament to Syber craftsmanship ^^ hopefully I'll be able to afford a new silver soon. The dance comp was amazing! I still can't believe I got in. There were so many good dancers this year but sadly dekks just missed the final by one point. I hope everyone enjoyed my performance and my disrobe on stage >:) I love showing off my "angles". If you know of anyone with videos or pix please shoot me a note ^^. After the dance comp back stage me and acefox27 shared a teary hug and moment talking about Lemonade coyote and remembering. He is one of the reasons I dance, To spread happiness and to inspire like he did. I also hosted a fursuit dance panel this year with dekks and it seems it was received quite well. So next year I may have to do it again with more structure. So on a more sucky note, me and my 6 roommates are being asked by the landlords. so if you know a place that is in the fremont/ newark area please let me know!! My next con will most likely be Texas furry fiesta ^^FC MEME
Posted 11 years agoStolen from 
Lenoh
Days staying:
Rolling in Thrusday, to sunday evening
Staying at:
Marriot
How are you traveling?
I'm Local
Who are you rooming with?
Malowolf Dekks_Shepperd tripecollie 
theforgottencoon
Who will you be with?
My pets dekks, trip, hemlock, charm, friends, and others :D
Where will you be?
Everywhere, I never really stop moving at cons till I pass out XD
How is the best way to find you?
I'm kinda hard to miss :) I'll be wearing silver or signal ^^
What do you look like?
Green wolf with a star on my head. or a Green, white, and black bat with lightingbolts on my back
What is your gender?
Male
How old are you?
24
Are you mated/in a relationship?
Not at the moment...sadly but I am looking for that special female suiter who shares my interests
How tall are you?
5'9
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Hugs:sure! snuggles:maybe =P
Are you nice?
VERY!!
Are you cliquey?
Hell no.
Are you fursuiting?
About 95% of the time
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
Silverwolf and Signal
Can I try on your suit?
Only if I know you really well. I'm protective of my suits. Sorry.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
come up and say HI! I don't bite...Too hard...
Do you take commissions?
What do I honestly have to commission?
Dealers den?
Maybe.
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
don't have one at the moment
Can we hang out?
Sure, If I'm not too busy
Can I talk to you?
I don't know, can you? ;)
Where will you be eating?
What ever I can afford.
Can I come to dinner with you?
If your buying..SURE!
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
Sure :) I LOVE dancing if you didn't already Know!
Can I buy you drinks?
Please do. <3
Do you attend parties?
Totally!
Can I take your picture?
Please do!! <3
May I kidnap you to my room?
ONLY if I know you :) Sorry!
Attending any events?
YES!! I will be trying out for FCDC and I will be hosting a Fursuit Dance panel with my student Dekks_Shepperd in SJCC 111. come on by :)
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To survive, and have a great time!!
LenohDays staying:
Rolling in Thrusday, to sunday evening
Staying at:
Marriot
How are you traveling?
I'm Local
Who are you rooming with?
Malowolf Dekks_Shepperd tripecollie 
theforgottencoonWho will you be with?
My pets dekks, trip, hemlock, charm, friends, and others :D
Where will you be?
Everywhere, I never really stop moving at cons till I pass out XD
How is the best way to find you?
I'm kinda hard to miss :) I'll be wearing silver or signal ^^
What do you look like?
Green wolf with a star on my head. or a Green, white, and black bat with lightingbolts on my back
What is your gender?
Male
How old are you?
24
Are you mated/in a relationship?
Not at the moment...sadly but I am looking for that special female suiter who shares my interests
How tall are you?
5'9
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Hugs:sure! snuggles:maybe =P
Are you nice?
VERY!!
Are you cliquey?
Hell no.
Are you fursuiting?
About 95% of the time
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
Silverwolf and Signal
Can I try on your suit?
Only if I know you really well. I'm protective of my suits. Sorry.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
come up and say HI! I don't bite...Too hard...
Do you take commissions?
What do I honestly have to commission?
Dealers den?
Maybe.
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
don't have one at the moment
Can we hang out?
Sure, If I'm not too busy
Can I talk to you?
I don't know, can you? ;)
Where will you be eating?
What ever I can afford.
Can I come to dinner with you?
If your buying..SURE!
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
Sure :) I LOVE dancing if you didn't already Know!
Can I buy you drinks?
Please do. <3
Do you attend parties?
Totally!
Can I take your picture?
Please do!! <3
May I kidnap you to my room?
ONLY if I know you :) Sorry!
Attending any events?
YES!! I will be trying out for FCDC and I will be hosting a Fursuit Dance panel with my student
Dekks_Shepperd in SJCC 111. come on by :)What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To survive, and have a great time!!
Rainfurrest wrap-up and Dance comp and sad news
Posted 11 years agoSo Rainfurrest this year was super awesome. I got to met quite a few new friends and old friends as well. This con was very tight budget for me but I got some help from my house mate who I was staying with and helped me with some stuff touring the city after the con. I also finally decided to take my Bat suit Signal out for the parade and around the con for a bit since he doesn't get out much. You will be seeing more of him soon! The guest of honor dinner was really nice and the concert with 
peppercoyote ,
Foxamoore and AJ, was great. I hope I am able to do it next year as well.
Dance comp
So I got in to the dance comp this year and did one of the best dances I've done so far which you can see here: http://youtu.be/br_oKtmVlyw And yes I rip off my shorts, I bought another pair of boxers and put Velcro on the side but my main ones don't come off. There were such good dancers this year especially sally who won first place and this was her first dance comp and she did amazing! This year we packed the room past the max capacity which I'm so glad to see people come out and support us dancers and cheer us on. You guys are the reason I love to dance and perform, And its such a pleasure to do so. I hope to inspire more beginners to come perform!
But now on to the sad new, as many of you know Silver my main suit is starting to show his age and losing fur all over from all my dancing and hugging. . . SO I've decided that V1's body will be retired at the con it all started at Further Confusion, over 4 years ago and my first dance comp win in 2012. I would love to see you there for a Grande Finale. He may still bounce around cons and local events. But I will be trying to get V2 commissioned when I can afford it. Or at very least a new body.
peppercoyote ,
Foxamoore and AJ, was great. I hope I am able to do it next year as well. Dance comp
So I got in to the dance comp this year and did one of the best dances I've done so far which you can see here: http://youtu.be/br_oKtmVlyw And yes I rip off my shorts, I bought another pair of boxers and put Velcro on the side but my main ones don't come off. There were such good dancers this year especially sally who won first place and this was her first dance comp and she did amazing! This year we packed the room past the max capacity which I'm so glad to see people come out and support us dancers and cheer us on. You guys are the reason I love to dance and perform, And its such a pleasure to do so. I hope to inspire more beginners to come perform!
But now on to the sad new, as many of you know Silver my main suit is starting to show his age and losing fur all over from all my dancing and hugging. . . SO I've decided that V1's body will be retired at the con it all started at Further Confusion, over 4 years ago and my first dance comp win in 2012. I would love to see you there for a Grande Finale. He may still bounce around cons and local events. But I will be trying to get V2 commissioned when I can afford it. Or at very least a new body.
Rainfurrest MEME, possible suit retirement, and birthday
Posted 11 years agoStolen from 
BarkWoof
-Staying at:
Main Hotel
- Arrival and Departure?
I'll get there on the 24th and I'll be leaving on the 1st
- Mode of transportation
Driving
- Rooming with: Darth bear (housemate)
- Who will I likely see you with?
maybe pup1k, Syber, Domino, and random friends
- Con Plans:
ATTEND ROOM PARTIES!! <3 And hang out with friends.
- How can I find you?
Look for a green bouncing wolf or if i'm out of suit look for one of my badges
- Do you do free art?
nope, can't draw
- Do you do trades?
nope
- Do you do commissions?
nope
- Do you have prints / CDs ?
Nope.
- Do you do badges?
nope
- Will you have Art in the Art Show?
Nope.
- Will you be going to parties?
most likely :)
- Will you be performing?
I will be competing in the dance comp as always <3
- Smoke?
Mainly hookah
- Drink
only if i'm bought a drink, I can't afford it
- Gender
Wolf Stud =P
- Can I hug you?
Of course
- Can I talk to you?
sure
- Will you be at any panels?
Possibly! :0
- Can I touch you?
Maybe
- Can I buy you drinks?
Please do its the only way I'll be drinking,
-can I buy you food?
Yes please I'll be very tight on food budget
- How old are you?
24
- Can I snuggle with you?
Depends on if I know you, if not its 25$/30min of snuggles =P hey a cute wolf has to make a living
- If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
I doubt I will be pissed off. :P
- Are you nice?
For the most part, yes. :3
-Single or Taken?
Taken
- Cliquey?
I'm more comfortable with people I know but willing to make new friends, just
- How tall?
5'11
- Can I Take pictures of you?
only in suit
- Will you get anything commissioned?
nope, too poor,
- How can I get your attention?
come and say HI :)
- Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
sure if you can keep up. :D
Now on to some more sadder news. Silver's body suit is beginning to fall apart beyond repair
and he is losing fur in patches and I don't know how much longer he will hold up. In my current
state of employment and bills and living I will not be able to afford a new suit or body suit
anytime soon. A friend of mine, Zane, said I should ask for donations to go towards a new suit
but I don't think people would want to put money toward it because of so many scandals that
have gone on. And I don't want that reputation but I feel sad that I may have to hang up silver
my main suit for some time. Just have been thinking alot about this so I thought I would post it
out and get peoples thoughts. And yes I'm trying to save money but it usually gets used to pay
bills. I believe silver still has another year left before his bald patches grow much bigger and he
needs to be retired. But that is my small rant for now. I look forward to relaxing at the con and
getting away from life for now. Also it will be my birthday weekend so if you feel like giving gifts
feel free :)
BarkWoof-Staying at:
Main Hotel
- Arrival and Departure?
I'll get there on the 24th and I'll be leaving on the 1st
- Mode of transportation
Driving
- Rooming with: Darth bear (housemate)
- Who will I likely see you with?
maybe pup1k, Syber, Domino, and random friends
- Con Plans:
ATTEND ROOM PARTIES!! <3 And hang out with friends.
- How can I find you?
Look for a green bouncing wolf or if i'm out of suit look for one of my badges
- Do you do free art?
nope, can't draw
- Do you do trades?
nope
- Do you do commissions?
nope
- Do you have prints / CDs ?
Nope.
- Do you do badges?
nope
- Will you have Art in the Art Show?
Nope.
- Will you be going to parties?
most likely :)
- Will you be performing?
I will be competing in the dance comp as always <3
- Smoke?
Mainly hookah
- Drink
only if i'm bought a drink, I can't afford it
- Gender
Wolf Stud =P
- Can I hug you?
Of course
- Can I talk to you?
sure
- Will you be at any panels?
Possibly! :0
- Can I touch you?
Maybe
- Can I buy you drinks?
Please do its the only way I'll be drinking,
-can I buy you food?
Yes please I'll be very tight on food budget
- How old are you?
24
- Can I snuggle with you?
Depends on if I know you, if not its 25$/30min of snuggles =P hey a cute wolf has to make a living
- If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
I doubt I will be pissed off. :P
- Are you nice?
For the most part, yes. :3
-Single or Taken?
Taken
- Cliquey?
I'm more comfortable with people I know but willing to make new friends, just
- How tall?
5'11
- Can I Take pictures of you?
only in suit
- Will you get anything commissioned?
nope, too poor,
- How can I get your attention?
come and say HI :)
- Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
sure if you can keep up. :D
Now on to some more sadder news. Silver's body suit is beginning to fall apart beyond repair
and he is losing fur in patches and I don't know how much longer he will hold up. In my current
state of employment and bills and living I will not be able to afford a new suit or body suit
anytime soon. A friend of mine, Zane, said I should ask for donations to go towards a new suit
but I don't think people would want to put money toward it because of so many scandals that
have gone on. And I don't want that reputation but I feel sad that I may have to hang up silver
my main suit for some time. Just have been thinking alot about this so I thought I would post it
out and get peoples thoughts. And yes I'm trying to save money but it usually gets used to pay
bills. I believe silver still has another year left before his bald patches grow much bigger and he
needs to be retired. But that is my small rant for now. I look forward to relaxing at the con and
getting away from life for now. Also it will be my birthday weekend so if you feel like giving gifts
feel free :)
TFF 2014 and the dance Competition
Posted 11 years agoThis Texas furry fiesta was a complete 180 from last year. Seeing so many friends again and getting to hang out and chill with 
coyote_snack talking over beer and getting Some great pix and 
wolfsangel who helped me with a room, and seeing 
onai 
tillikum again just to name a few. Suited a lot this convention and had a total blast. I got a very special piece of gift art from 
kou_wolffe for last year and I thank you so much. Thank you to everyone that helped me this con. I will repay you as soon as I can! The Dance competition this year was amazing. It made me tear a little seeing such good beginners trying out. Some scared about going on performing and needing some encouraging talks. And I'm glad to see that they helped. I'm still amazed that I placed FIRST! So many great dancers this year and the advanced category I felt honored to compete against them. I feel closure now, because last year I was not in the best State of mind due to the loss of lemonade and my father. But this year I pick myself back up and succeeded. And I hope to be an example to anyone going through same situation as me. To never give up, never stop and keep pushing forward with what you love to do. Lemonade Once said "Life isnt a dress rehearsal, this is the real deal" and Anything is possible if you put your mind to it. I look forward to next TFF and maybe competing again and seeing some more awesome talent. It was an honor to dance with all of you! I'm not sure what my next Con will be since I may be getting a new job which will allow me to go more places. Also Stay tuned for links to the dance competition videos will be posted here and on my FA as soon as they are posted
coyote_snack talking over beer and getting Some great pix and 
wolfsangel who helped me with a room, and seeing 
onai 
tillikum again just to name a few. Suited a lot this convention and had a total blast. I got a very special piece of gift art from 
kou_wolffe for last year and I thank you so much. Thank you to everyone that helped me this con. I will repay you as soon as I can! The Dance competition this year was amazing. It made me tear a little seeing such good beginners trying out. Some scared about going on performing and needing some encouraging talks. And I'm glad to see that they helped. I'm still amazed that I placed FIRST! So many great dancers this year and the advanced category I felt honored to compete against them. I feel closure now, because last year I was not in the best State of mind due to the loss of lemonade and my father. But this year I pick myself back up and succeeded. And I hope to be an example to anyone going through same situation as me. To never give up, never stop and keep pushing forward with what you love to do. Lemonade Once said "Life isnt a dress rehearsal, this is the real deal" and Anything is possible if you put your mind to it. I look forward to next TFF and maybe competing again and seeing some more awesome talent. It was an honor to dance with all of you! I'm not sure what my next Con will be since I may be getting a new job which will allow me to go more places. Also Stay tuned for links to the dance competition videos will be posted here and on my FA as soon as they are postedTEXAS FURRY FIESTA MEME
Posted 11 years agostolen from Coyote_Snack
Hotel:
The main hotel
Arrival/Departure:
Arriving on Thrus late and leaving on Monday
Sharing a room with:
not entirely sure
Can I visit your room?
Only if I know you well
Who will you hang out with:
many people but especially with coyote_snack and wolfsangel
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
wearing either silver or signal
What/where will you be eating?
As to what, I'll be eating anything I can scrounge up for almost free. And as to where, where ever people offer me food as my food budget just disappeared. Thanks Bills. :(
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Sure! if you can spare money to help a wolf eat. I won't be doing much out side of suiting.
Gender:
Male
How old are you:
23
Preference:
male:45% female:55%
Relationship Status:
Dating
Can I kidnap you for *Censored*:
*grins* I don't think you could afford my rates ;P. But ultimately no. But Thanks for the offer :)
Can I take your picture?
In suit only! In person feels awkward.
Can I give you stuff?
Free beer? Free steak? Please :)
Are you an Artist:
In dance yes.
Do you do free art?
I do free performances :P
Do you do trades?
nope
Do you take commissions?
nope :)
Are you a Fursuiter:
Yup!
How many Fursuits are you going to bring/wear:
Two this time
Which Characters:
Silver, and The bat Signal. He look a pun XD
Attending parties:
Maybe. Only if I get invites.
Do you dance?
Live, breath, and sleep it
Do you drink:
Yes. Hey, is that a free drinks in your hand?
Can I buy you a drink:
Yes! Pretty please
How can I find you?
Thats the fun part out of suit >:3 in suit I'm hard to miss
Are you nice?
Yes! unless provoked
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
come say hi ;P
Are you attending any panels:
Spontaneously. maybe
Stage or public performance:
I'm trying out for the dance comp that is on sunday.
How do I identify myself to you:
Use your mouth to make those noises that will make me understand you. :)
Rules of engagement:
1. Approach from the front
2.Say hi
3. ask for hug or picture
4. PROFIT!!
Personality Type:
Friendly, fun-loving, bouncy, energitic
How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset):
If I don't respond after the third try, this might be the case. Or I'm just busy.
Anything to add:
Hey is that free food and drink?
Coyote_SnackHotel:
The main hotel
Arrival/Departure:
Arriving on Thrus late and leaving on Monday
Sharing a room with:
not entirely sure
Can I visit your room?
Only if I know you well
Who will you hang out with:
many people but especially with
coyote_snack and wolfsangelWhere will you be most of the time during the day/s?
wearing either silver or signal
What/where will you be eating?
As to what, I'll be eating anything I can scrounge up for almost free. And as to where, where ever people offer me food as my food budget just disappeared. Thanks Bills. :(
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Sure! if you can spare money to help a wolf eat. I won't be doing much out side of suiting.
Gender:
Male
How old are you:
23
Preference:
male:45% female:55%
Relationship Status:
Dating
Can I kidnap you for *Censored*:
*grins* I don't think you could afford my rates ;P. But ultimately no. But Thanks for the offer :)
Can I take your picture?
In suit only! In person feels awkward.
Can I give you stuff?
Free beer? Free steak? Please :)
Are you an Artist:
In dance yes.
Do you do free art?
I do free performances :P
Do you do trades?
nope
Do you take commissions?
nope :)
Are you a Fursuiter:
Yup!
How many Fursuits are you going to bring/wear:
Two this time
Which Characters:
Silver, and The bat Signal. He look a pun XD
Attending parties:
Maybe. Only if I get invites.
Do you dance?
Live, breath, and sleep it
Do you drink:
Yes. Hey, is that a free drinks in your hand?
Can I buy you a drink:
Yes! Pretty please
How can I find you?
Thats the fun part out of suit >:3 in suit I'm hard to miss
Are you nice?
Yes! unless provoked
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
come say hi ;P
Are you attending any panels:
Spontaneously. maybe
Stage or public performance:
I'm trying out for the dance comp that is on sunday.
How do I identify myself to you:
Use your mouth to make those noises that will make me understand you. :)
Rules of engagement:
1. Approach from the front
2.Say hi
3. ask for hug or picture
4. PROFIT!!
Personality Type:
Friendly, fun-loving, bouncy, energitic
How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset):
If I don't respond after the third try, this might be the case. Or I'm just busy.
Anything to add:
Hey is that free food and drink?
Lemonade, Texas furry fiesta and forward
Posted 11 years agoSo as many of you know today is the day we lost my bright pink ball of joy lemonade. It was a bit of an emotional night for me but I was so busy at work I barely had a moment to sit down and think. I had a close friend I could talk to and keep me positive throughout the night. I still can't believe it's been a year, The wounds still havent quite healed. But the pain is slightly less. But I don't think it will ever go away. And now TFF is just around the corner in a couple days I will be heading out there. I will have to make a meme for it When I have more awake since I am so exhausted from work. And so with that I bid you good night/good morning
FC2014 wrap up, Dance comp, and forwards
Posted 12 years agoSo finally getting around to writing this before I pass out after being sick and working for the last week. FC 2014 was alot of fun. Got to hang out with dekks_shepperd and 
hemlock_wolfess got to suit alot more and go to the dances and recca's set. and take out signal my bat once more and take part in the Tribes photoshoot. Saw FC unleashed and it was better then last year, partied hard on sunday night at the dance and on stage with the DJ and hung out with some awesome suiters. But also it was a bit hard as well.. During the dance comp tryouts, for the first time ever, in the middle of my routine I blanked, lost my beat and had to stop and collect my self, and I started to cry. Because in my mind I felt I was below the other competitors and trying too hard to far better then I was. After this last year, my emotions have wreaked havoc on me and its been extremely hard for me to find my groove once more. I've only just started to feel normal again. After having a talk with mic the microphone I went back in and nailed my dance after not worrying so much about it. I still feel I could have done better but this is how my improvised routine went http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HLpH7BycZQM . Trying out new stuff. It was great to compete against dekks ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LDzHc736A8 ) on my home turf but we still have the wager who is the better dancer since I beat him in Canada at his own con. Let me know what you think :) So next con I hope is TFF then BLFC will update later when plans are more clear. And lastly today was also Lemonade's birthday. SO before I go to bed I'm going to have a drink to him. He is now one of the driving forces in my life even though he is gone, His memory and legacy will live on with me and others.
dekks_shepperd and 
hemlock_wolfess got to suit alot more and go to the dances and recca's set. and take out signal my bat once more and take part in the Tribes photoshoot. Saw FC unleashed and it was better then last year, partied hard on sunday night at the dance and on stage with the DJ and hung out with some awesome suiters. But also it was a bit hard as well.. During the dance comp tryouts, for the first time ever, in the middle of my routine I blanked, lost my beat and had to stop and collect my self, and I started to cry. Because in my mind I felt I was below the other competitors and trying too hard to far better then I was. After this last year, my emotions have wreaked havoc on me and its been extremely hard for me to find my groove once more. I've only just started to feel normal again. After having a talk with mic the microphone I went back in and nailed my dance after not worrying so much about it. I still feel I could have done better but this is how my improvised routine went http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HLpH7BycZQM . Trying out new stuff. It was great to compete against dekks ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LDzHc736A8 ) on my home turf but we still have the wager who is the better dancer since I beat him in Canada at his own con. Let me know what you think :) So next con I hope is TFF then BLFC will update later when plans are more clear. And lastly today was also Lemonade's birthday. SO before I go to bed I'm going to have a drink to him. He is now one of the driving forces in my life even though he is gone, His memory and legacy will live on with me and others. FC 2014 MEME and info
Posted 12 years ago- Staying at:
San José Marriott
- Arrival and Departure?
Arrive: Wednesday around ??PM
Depart: Monday around ??PM
- Mode of transportation
Lightrail/car
- Rooming with
charmhusky 
fuzzyzf 
tibolf 
moka
- Who Will I likely see you with?
Im gonna be running around all over. mostly my awesome sheppy dekks_shepperd and Hemlock_wolfess
- Con Plans:
Run around in fur suit all day long and have a blast then compete in the dance comp.
- How can I find you?
Texting if you have my number, Twitter, I'm generally not hard to locate. bouncing around from 8am-5am usually :P or napping in the lobby hehe
Do you do free art?
can't draw D:
Do you have prints/Cds?
Nope!
Will you be fursuiting? if so: What suit(s)?
YESSIR! I'll have Silver and my bat signal
Will you be going to parties?
If I can make it ^^!
Will you be performing?
HELL YES!! if I qualify for the FCDC. Been so busy with work still need to make a routine x.x
Smoke?
Hookah! Maybe some green once legal hehe
Drink?
Sometimes, socially
Gender:
stud >:D
Can I hug you?
If I know you :D If I dont please ask!
Can I talk to you?
Sure! though I'm usally running around doing stuff XD
Will you be at any panels?
maybe! not sure.
Can I touch you?
any where above the waist please :)
Can I buy you drinks?
YES PLEASE!! and food too since my budget is tight this year
How old are you?
23
Can I snuggle with you?
RESERVED SPACE
If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
you may but I may not be too talkitive
Are you nice?
VERY ^^
Cliquey?
NEVER
How tall?
5'11 foot 180lbs
Can I Take pictures of you?
OF COURSE! just ask and gimme copies!
Will you get anything commissioned?
I wish, but sadly I won't have the money
How can I get your attention?
come up and hug me :) or tap my shoulder
Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
sure if i'm not dancing with anyone
This wolf needs a break from life for a while
San José Marriott
- Arrival and Departure?
Arrive: Wednesday around ??PM
Depart: Monday around ??PM
- Mode of transportation
Lightrail/car
- Rooming with
charmhusky 
fuzzyzf 
tibolf 
moka- Who Will I likely see you with?
Im gonna be running around all over. mostly my awesome sheppy
dekks_shepperd and Hemlock_wolfess- Con Plans:
Run around in fur suit all day long and have a blast then compete in the dance comp.
- How can I find you?
Texting if you have my number, Twitter, I'm generally not hard to locate. bouncing around from 8am-5am usually :P or napping in the lobby hehe
Do you do free art?
can't draw D:
Do you have prints/Cds?
Nope!
Will you be fursuiting? if so: What suit(s)?
YESSIR! I'll have Silver and my bat signal
Will you be going to parties?
If I can make it ^^!
Will you be performing?
HELL YES!! if I qualify for the FCDC. Been so busy with work still need to make a routine x.x
Smoke?
Hookah! Maybe some green once legal hehe
Drink?
Sometimes, socially
Gender:
stud >:D
Can I hug you?
If I know you :D If I dont please ask!
Can I talk to you?
Sure! though I'm usally running around doing stuff XD
Will you be at any panels?
maybe! not sure.
Can I touch you?
any where above the waist please :)
Can I buy you drinks?
YES PLEASE!! and food too since my budget is tight this year
How old are you?
23
Can I snuggle with you?
RESERVED SPACE
If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
you may but I may not be too talkitive
Are you nice?
VERY ^^
Cliquey?
NEVER
How tall?
5'11 foot 180lbs
Can I Take pictures of you?
OF COURSE! just ask and gimme copies!
Will you get anything commissioned?
I wish, but sadly I won't have the money
How can I get your attention?
come up and hug me :) or tap my shoulder
Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
sure if i'm not dancing with anyone
This wolf needs a break from life for a while
FC, Christmas, and the new year and a look back
Posted 12 years agoSo its been awhile since I posted and I've been so busy haven't had a chance. This year has been one of the
worst I've had. First loosing my father in Dec last year to cancer. And then no more then a month later, the
loss of my best friend and loyal, loving coyote Lemonade, I'm still struggling to cope with the pain of his
loss. And its going to take awhile to heal this wound. Over the past year I've taken on 3 new pets/pupils
who have helped keep me stable and who I have helped. My totter Nekari, my rainbow husky Charm, and
Hemlock. I may not be where I am if it weren't for them and my other friends. They are the best pets
anyone could ask for. But on to a happier note, I had the chance to compete in a dance comp in Canada
and took 3rd place. but as of recently I've started to feel a bit intimidated by all of the better dancers out
there. but I'm still going try to compete this year at FC. I also got the chance to finally go to MFF for the
first time which was amazing aside from the trip to get there and sadly leaving early cause I messed up
my flight times. Met a lot of people I've only talked to online for the last few years and next year I hope
to get a better chance to enjoy myself. So sadly Christmas was nothing special this year, no tree, no
lights, no presents, just work and sleep. And it seems like the same for the new year. So no partying. BUt
I do got my vacation For FC sorted out and can't wait to see everyone again. I'll be rooming with Charm,
Moka, Tibolf, and Fuzzy. I'll be with my Gshep Dekks, nekari and charm most of the time. getting there on
the 16 and staying through the 21st.MFF REVIEW: Suiting, friends and tears
Posted 12 years agoSO to begin I had a long ass trip out to MFF because I missed my first flight due to traffic and other causes finally getting there at 11:30PM thrus, but finally got my stuff in to charms room.
But once settled in there the very first person I bumped in to which I haven't seen in over 3 years back at
FC2010 was BBF! we talked briefly and then I scoped out the con space which was great. Then got in to suit around 2am and suited till 5am I met alot of people Ive been wanting to meet but have only talked to like Kellogg, Pup1k, Lav n Der and ravenwolf and others I don't remember their names atm. I had such a great time. but there were two times I broke down in to tears. The first was when I met
ceiliguliminix who was wearing Fizz, a suit that looked so close to Lemonades coloring, and coming to find out he was going be lemonade's suit brother. For 30 seconds I lost it and just broke down crying in suit hugging Fizz. And before the parade I saw a suit I hadn't seen in years.. and one I only had seen in pictures. Nukefox and Skittles. They were tears of sadness and happiness Remembering all FC10 and my trip out to lemonades place. I attended the floorwars and wish I could have competed because it looked like alot of fun. and sadly couldn't compete in the dance comp because I had to leave sunday morning. perhaps next year I was also pleasantly surprised to find my commission "I've made a mess" which can be found in my gallery in the art show, I hope it sold. Got to hang with keenora who I havent seen in years and had a blast. my pets Charm and nekari <3 But sadly coming back from MFF I bearly made my 10:35am flight by a microbe because of a tech issue. but silver didn't. he was put on a later flight that came in at 9pm but I got him back safely and now recovering from all the suiting I did. my up date this later ^^
But once settled in there the very first person I bumped in to which I haven't seen in over 3 years back at
FC2010 was BBF! we talked briefly and then I scoped out the con space which was great. Then got in to suit around 2am and suited till 5am I met alot of people Ive been wanting to meet but have only talked to like Kellogg, Pup1k, Lav n Der and ravenwolf and others I don't remember their names atm. I had such a great time. but there were two times I broke down in to tears. The first was when I met
ceiliguliminix who was wearing Fizz, a suit that looked so close to Lemonades coloring, and coming to find out he was going be lemonade's suit brother. For 30 seconds I lost it and just broke down crying in suit hugging Fizz. And before the parade I saw a suit I hadn't seen in years.. and one I only had seen in pictures. Nukefox and Skittles. They were tears of sadness and happiness Remembering all FC10 and my trip out to lemonades place. I attended the floorwars and wish I could have competed because it looked like alot of fun. and sadly couldn't compete in the dance comp because I had to leave sunday morning. perhaps next year I was also pleasantly surprised to find my commission "I've made a mess" which can be found in my gallery in the art show, I hope it sold. Got to hang with keenora who I havent seen in years and had a blast. my pets Charm and nekari <3 But sadly coming back from MFF I bearly made my 10:35am flight by a microbe because of a tech issue. but silver didn't. he was put on a later flight that came in at 9pm but I got him back safely and now recovering from all the suiting I did. my up date this later ^^ $1111 Cash Giveaway from Krispup
Posted 12 years ago
KrisPup is giving away 1111$!!!! got check out his journalhttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5266668/
Life update of a green wolf, and cons
Posted 12 years agoSo I figured I would post this update before I pass out exhausted after work. Still having a roller coaster type life right now with ups and downs but my pets and friends have been helping me.The ups are I just recently got a pre owned vehicle since my other one was on it's last legs. And the downside of that is now I am in debt for the next five years. Another up is I Am going to Midwest furfest For the first time thanks to my pup Charm Husky for helping me with the room But that means I may have to forgo Texas furry fiesta due to budgeting. Because I am doing my local con which is further confusion And plan to do Blfc. I still struggle with bouts of sadness due to the events of earlier this year of losing lemonade. I just recently got two gift picture from cupcakelover http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12037396/. And lost wolf http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11976304 both of which made me tear up but smile after. But I'm trying to stay positive, and look forward to MFF and seeing everyone
FREE RAFFLE!!! WIN A 5 PAGE 1000$ COMIC BY JAILBIRD!!!!
Posted 12 years agoFREE RAFFLE WIN A 5 PAGE COMIC WORTH 1000$ FROM JAILBIRD WITH KRISPUP
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RF 2013 Report
Posted 12 years agoSo RF was amazing and a much needed reality break. Met a lot of cool people and ones i've been meaning to meet for some time. Competed in the Dance comp and rocked the floor but didn't win sadly but I'm glad everyone liked the dance. I loved the GOH dinner and then the concert after. Though his one song, Starry Destination, did bring me to tears because it made me think of Lemonade again. Will be posting pix up when i find them or Note me if you got pics ^^
RF 2013
Posted 12 years agoSo since its been awhile I've decided to post a update before I pass out from exhaustion this
morning. I will be attending RF13 arriving weds and leaving monday staying with the awesome
nekari89 and others (see door sign) will be competing in the dance comp, and celebrating
being 23. Other then that just hanging and relaxing around the con trying to rid my self of the
stress from home and work as well as all the past events of this year. I really need it....
morning. I will be attending RF13 arriving weds and leaving monday staying with the awesome
nekari89 and others (see door sign) will be competing in the dance comp, and celebrating being 23. Other then that just hanging and relaxing around the con trying to rid my self of the
stress from home and work as well as all the past events of this year. I really need it....
Silver is back on the block for VOTING!!!!!! (EDIT)
Posted 12 years agoso Silver is back in the FFFF against a tough cute suit and need all the votes lets push him through to the finals ^.^
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/166651.html
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/166651.html
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/166651.html
Its a very close battle lets keep pushing silver forward to the finals!!! :D
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/166651.html
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/166651.html
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/166651.html
Its a very close battle lets keep pushing silver forward to the finals!!! :D
Silver is up for voting again!!!
Posted 12 years agoSo it seems Silver is back up for voting in the Fursuit fracas let's push him through to the finals and all the way to the top for all the sparkle canines!!!
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/164745.html
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/164745.html
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/164745.html
http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/164745.html
Back from vacation
Posted 12 years agoSo I returned from a much needed vacation in Edmonton, Alberta with the loving dekksshepperd who was my host for a week and a half to help me relax from the stress of the beginning of this year with the loss of Lemonade and my father. I had a amazing time at Fur Eh and took 3rd in the dance comp and out did dekks who got 4th. He is still learning from teacher =P. I met one of my fave suiters 
barley sooo cute ^^ got to meet new friends and had a ton of fun. Then after went to the west Edmonton mall and went to the water park for a day and played in the wave pool. and the day after that went to Galaxy land and rode on the worlds largest indoor coaster. The days after that me and sheppy just relaxed at his home and watched All dogs go to heaven the series. Back home now and starting to feel a bit sad again about lemonade but the pain isn't as bad as before. My trip helped me deal with the most part. For now its back to grave shifts and Look forward to possibly making it to RF if I can get a room and ride to the hotel
dekksshepperd who was my host for a week and a half to help me relax from the stress of the beginning of this year with the loss of Lemonade and my father. I had a amazing time at Fur Eh and took 3rd in the dance comp and out did dekks who got 4th. He is still learning from teacher =P. I met one of my fave suiters 
barley sooo cute ^^ got to meet new friends and had a ton of fun. Then after went to the west Edmonton mall and went to the water park for a day and played in the wave pool. and the day after that went to Galaxy land and rode on the worlds largest indoor coaster. The days after that me and sheppy just relaxed at his home and watched All dogs go to heaven the series. Back home now and starting to feel a bit sad again about lemonade but the pain isn't as bad as before. My trip helped me deal with the most part. For now its back to grave shifts and Look forward to possibly making it to RF if I can get a room and ride to the hotelWeek Long Vacation and convention in canada
Posted 12 years agoSo I'm leaving the the USA to head north to canada for 2 weeks for Fur EH and relaxation with my close friend dekksshepperd from there who has been a big help so I won't be around on line that much or on SL to do my show next week sadly but I will be tweeting once in awhile.
dekksshepperd from there who has been a big help so I won't be around on line that much or on SL to do my show next week sadly but I will be tweeting once in awhile.