SO I DJ on Secondlife at the GYC on Fridays and there arn't many listeners in the club at that time so I thought I would branch out to my watchers on FA. Its right after the hilarious Underwear Or Less with Zane Khandr from 8pm PST-11+pm PST which I some times Co-host on. So Tune in for some awesome EDM and house music to Relax to or dance. Sometimes I throw in Various other music if I feel like it. I usually run from 11-2+am or depending on when UoL ends. maybe later if I have enough listeners. I also am going to start a top 10 count down of the weeks best songs. So tune in :) and have some fun in my Playhouse

GYC Stream http://arakis.slstreams.net:8366/

My personal one: http://174.132.198.195:8558/

Ill be using both but may want to check the GYC one in case UoL is still running.

It is that time of year again the FFFF tournament is back and so for all of my green fans out there please go to http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/153293.html And vote silver to win this round for the green furs:)!!!

So meant to post a long time ago but just have been busy. TFF was a amazing con full of cuddles and hugs for me, after the loss of Lemonade Coyote only 8 weeks ago. I've not been able to stop thinking of him since that day, I broke down at TFF during the dance competition 3 times, mind blanked when I was dancing because emotions took over me. But had the other dancers and kwik be there for me. Furry Night Live had some glitches but was a awesome show. was Great to see old friends again. But now back home and the pain eats at me. Memories flood back of my trip to see him and bring me to tears. I was blessed and Honored to know such a awesome yote and be so close to him. I've been trying to stay strong for Lemonade and his friends who Knew him, But with loss of my father, my own home issues and and stress its becoming harder by the day. So I have trudged on keeping quiet about some dark thoughts and emotions I've been having that have slowly been eating at me. So my special Gshep Dekks has invited me to Fur Eh to help me Destress next month. Which I hope will help clear these dark thoughts from my mind and heart.

So I have been thinking and Lemonade would want me and all of us to be happy and push forward, not be sad that he is gone. And continue to live our life to the fullest. Me and Lemonade cared about each other for the past 3 years and kept one another strong. And for that I have decided to scrap the song I was Going to do for the dance competition and do a song that me and Lemonade Called "our song". And every time he would hear it he would text me and tell me that he was listening to our song It's a song that I played for him to keep his spirits high and On Sunday at 3 o'clock at the dance competition I will be honoring him, remembering him and taking him "higher" into that giant fur con in the sky. Where it is a party every day and the Fursuit's are real. And there is never drama. I hope you will join me at this link http://www.ustream.tv/channel/furryfiesta As I say goodbye to lemonade in the only way I know how to, Through my dance. Please keep watching this Journal for any updates.

I have been crying and shaking all morning after hearing the news that my closest friend and more of 3 short years  Lemonadecoyote passed away last night after being hit by a drunk driver while he was out saving other peoples lives.( http://fox59.com/2013/02/16/ambulan.....#axzz2L5KlYvIH http://www.wthr.com/story/21223052/.....on-after-crash ) I met lemonade back at FC10 when he had Cy the deer we were friends instantly and then got lemonade a while later. But now My world has turned upside down once more I can't believe that he is gone, it doesn't seem real I was just talking with him no more then a day ago and now this. I've lost so much in just the last few months what more will I lose before this stops? I was looking forward to visiting lemonade some time this year on another trip or at a con and suit with him again but I will never get the chance to. TFF is going to be a hard con for me to do now. but I'm sure he would want us to be strong.


Rest in peace Lemonade you will never be forgotten and i'll always remember you driving the "band-aid box" as you called it.

a message from lemonade: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nAH.....4xY&sns=em

A beautiful honoring, he deserved it....But not like this. http://fox59.com/2013/02/19/first-r.....#axzz2LEhb2qpM

http://www.wthitv.com/dpp/news/loca.....7#.USRfffJH440

So.. this FC was both super fun and also emotional for me. It was a much needed break from reality As some of you know I lost my father to Cancer in dec. And since then I've felt incomplete, but after FC I felt whole again, with the support of my friends and fans. In this years dance Competition I danced to a very special song, Swedish House Mafia's Don't you worry child. It was a song to honor my father who had supported my fursuit performances. It was a very emotional dance and still hits a cord deep within. I actually didn't have a routine in mind before going out on the floor. But with your cheers and energy you make my dances possible. I finally hungout with Zane Khandr from Secondlife who lets me cohost on his show "Underware or less" at the GYC in SL on friday at 8-11pm+ and Foxiemarenwolf . I met new friends like  MYLO^^wolfie <3 and  SparkleKreations as well as one of the people who inspired me to start to dance, the amazing  ozkangaroo It was a pleasure to compete with you in the Dance comp, and people who I have inspired through my performances. Its because of YOU that I give 120% and without you awesome people cheering, performing would not be this fun. and then after being one of the last suiters at con with Charliwolf and random singing drunk person humped me o.o video found here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmbJaRl5fvQ caught by  raket

stolen from palamino pony

Hotel:
Marriott

Arrival and Departure:
Thrus around noon-evening or so till Tuesday morning

Rooming with:
3 - 4 people

Who will I likely see you with?
Don't know yet =P

Con Plans:
Fursuiting, relaxing, and the dance compitition

How can I find you?
Look for a green wolf running around with red flaming shorts (I'm hard to miss)

Do you do free art?
Can't draw at all XD

Do you have prints/Cds?
no not yet

Will you be fursuiting? if so: What suit(s)?
Of course! the sexy green wolf :) who else <3

Will you be going to parties?
Many.. maybe Frolic - San Jose, the communist party, and random room parties

Will you be performing?
Absolutely! I love to entertain crowds

Smoke?
Hookah and of course, I'm already smokin' hot

Drink?
in moderation

Gender?
Stud wolfy

Can I hug you?
yes..and I hug back too :)

Can I talk to you?
if you would like to yes

Will you be at any panels?
More then likely

Can I touch you?
Sure.

Can I buy you drinks?
That would be nice

How old are you?
early 20s

Can I snuggle with you?
sure :)

If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
hard to piss of this wolfy

Are you nice?
I'm very friendly and loving ^.^

Single or Taken?
Single and looking for a local bay female companion

Cliquey?
nope

How tall?
5ft 9"

Can I Take pictures of you?
Sure..but if your lens breaks, that's on you xD

Will you get anything commissioned?
maybe

How can I get your attention?
Wave, say Hi, are good options

Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
Sure, :)

So this is going to be hard for my friends who knew my dad the closest to hear.... He has just passed away tonight in the CVICU after being taken off the ventilator because the cancer had overtaken him and there was no way to recover from or remove it. He only lasted 5 minutes off life support and was gone. v.v Its hard for me to type or even think right now. I don't know what is going to happen now with our house or my father's business. I will still be attending FC and TFF since I have obligations there. Thank you to everyone for your comments and prayers but sadly it was not enough. It just doesn't seem real, but it is.

So I've kept this to myself mostly. Only a few friends know my father really well and most don't, but about a month ago he was daignosed with stage 4 lung cancer and was hospitalized. After two weeks of tests and draining his lung cavity of fluid we were able to bring him home and take care of him, but just last week he went for his pet scan and we had to take him to the ER cause he couldn't breath correctly and turns out he had more fluid in his lung lining as well as getting Pneumonia in his left good lung. He isn't looking good at the moment in the CVICU on a ventilator and meds and the docters arn't to hopeful. So even though I'm not religious i will be praying and I ask everyone to pray for him and hope.

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12/11
We are going in tomorrow to have a meeting with the docters about what can be done about dad. But it isn't looking good. And I'm worried about what they may say.

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Another year has gone by and now this wolfy will be turning 22 on Monday. But sadly

no party, only bed rest and school since I have come down with a cold for the

last week and have classes starting on Monday.

So I'll be heading over to frolic again this saturday and having a awesome party time! Will

probly be getting there around 7-8pm and staying till 2am :). Don't be shy to approach

the green party wolf say hi and dance a bit or cuddle and chat ^.^ look for my badges when I'm

out of suit.

So sitting here smoking my hookah and watching con videos on youtube of my dancing, I see I've come a long way from first competing back at TFF 2011 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zWhRcWFmd-s where I was more spinning then dancing hehe. I've come a long way since then with winning at FC 2012 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-h-7fWNA10s which was actually a teary, emotional win for me since I had never won a dance contest before, and then surprisingly at TFF 2012 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-QQ.....1CB043C7B3C40E . I learned that Song and practice makes all the difference some times. It is such a rush to be on stage and on the floor. And it is YOU, my watchers, Friends, and fans who make it worth it and soo fun. It is a pleasure to be able to perform for you at cons! My next con will maybe be MFF or RF depending on a few RL factors. Also the FNL videos from TFF will be up pretty soon after we get them all back from our editor.

http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/126995.html


My video for the tourny: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-QQCzpIkTc&;

Lets keep things Green This round and vote for silver in the tourny!!! ^^

So I have a mix of good and bad stuff to say here in my journal.

First off TFF was amazing and so much fun. Furry night live was a great show

this year with so many good acts and I'm happy sebastion won and I got to be

a part of the act ^^. I will be coming back next year for sure if I can!! Was

great to see all my friends there too. And I was shocked again when I took first in the dance contest against all the talented dances. You were so awesome and fun to compete against ^^!! Vids are on youtube.


Now for the serious stuff. I'm calling out to any one in the Edmonton, Alberta

Canada area that has room for Dillion shepherd  dekksshepperd. He just

found out he is being evicted in 1 month on the 31st and has NO place to go

that has room for his stuff he has worked hard to get. If ANYONE has

donations to help or have garage and couch space for him for now PLEASE IM me

and let me or him know

So tomorrow I will be flying out to Texas Arriving in the afternoon for furry fiesta and to perform in furry night live. I will try to tweet when I'm out suiting for those who follow me. Come to furry night live on Saturday 9pm main stage!!! Get there early to get a seat for a show to end the world!!!

SO I now have a solid system that will sustain me for awhile so I should be getting back to my normal pace of replying soon. Thanks for being patient with me ^^

So I want to say thank you for watching and favin my stuff. I'm still trying to get a working computer so I can get back up to speed on replying. As for messanger replys my trillian app on my phone keeps crashing often so I can't always reply.

Thanks again!!

So since my computer is down for who knows when, I thought I would just type this up on my phone. This fc was the MOST amazing ever! A few people from overseas I've been wanting to meet were there. The new hotel is nice and the convention center was great for main stage. The dances were awesome though I only was there for a bit. And then Taking first in the dance compitition was unexpected and epic for me, though you couldn't see it But I was tearing up in my head a bit. Never have placed first in any compitition before. It seems dreams do come true. The People who helped made it possible were Super Jayhawk who was kind enough to burn me a cd of the song the night before the compitition since my computer died. And everyone who watched it! It is a Huge rush and pleasure to perform for you!! And Lemonade coyote who was there in spirit since he sadly couldn't make it. And especially Syber, who made it all possible by making silver real!!! Thank you all Soo very much!!! A tip I gave to prospective dancers in my interview after is just let the music control your moves and flow through you:) and practice and above all HAVE FUN!! I will be at TFF next month and look forward to seeing everyone again. I think that is everything ^^

      

What a wonderful start to the day. First find out my only computer has died and will not power up. Then lock my keys in my car with the engine running. And the get to work over an hour late@.@ I really need a vacation. Thank god fc is tomorrow.

To add to the day I got a flat tire on top of it all.

So last weekend I went to frolic, the local monthly furry party, and had a awesome time

and danced. Even got in a blog photo in SF weekly =P http://blogs.sfweekly.com/exhibitio.....er_2011_fu.php Thinking about going for

maybe a few hours at the San Jose frolic, but will mostlikely be going back to the SF one ^^

so to day I turn 21, finally legal to go to the clubs and bars to dance and hang out. Didn't do much today just go out to lunch with family. Sad I didn't make it to RF but next year I will try. next con will be FC and TFF

To my watchers and friends wanting to see me at rainfurrest I sadly won't be able to attend this year because I am flying out to indiana to help my friend cy/ lemonade coyote with some stuff and hang out with him and talk. My next con will mostlikely be further confusion and then tff too. So I'm sorry to the people that wanted to see silver's sexyness at rf but I will be taking my suit with me to take some pix

here are the HQ videos from califur FNL!!


The final count down http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmJ3D3zIVlM

Mad fox beyond dramadome, we don't need another hero: http://www.youtube.com/user/FurryNi...../3/uTHnHjmAcwU

enjoy!!!

So silver gas been eliminated from the tourney with only 80 votes to 101 for cinnabar. Oh well better luck next year I guess.

Last I checked he was behind 46 to 56 votes Lets put him through to the finals ^.^

VOTE HERE!!!! http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/